The Arrival (Birthright Trilogy #1) (42 page)

They glowed. I watched their energy flow across the gap between their hands in amazement. Then an idea occurred to me. I wonder if I can push it out, and keep some of it separate instead of flowing through me. Though it wasn’t what Elena had intended when she’d explained, I focused on her instructions again.

With closed eyes I visualized a ball of energy floating between my hands. I gasped in delight when I opened my eyes. The sphere of energy pulsed and shifted between my open hands, a few inches from my palms. I managed to hold it in place for a few moments before I released with a gasp. The energy pinged back into place behind my heart.

The noise distracted the others and they unintentionally let go of their energies, feeling them snap back into place. Loi opened her eyes and glared at Cat who lay on the ground panting, her face pale.

'Cat! What gives? I was just getting the hang of it.'

Sian and Kassie made noises of agreement.

'I’m sorry.'

She pushed herself up to sitting, a guilty look on her face. 'I went the next step and it’s hard.'

'What next step? Elena didn’t say anything else.'

Loi shot an accusing look at Elena.

'No I didn’t, Cat chanced upon it. Now come and eat something. You will all be exhausted. It’s hard work.'

Elena began to unwrap the parcel she’d brought with her.

Rumal was shocked at the sight of the girls when he and Daron arrived for lunch. They all looked ages older, and whiter than an ice sprite. He gave Elena a concerned look.

'They need to eat and rest, that’s all,' Elena said reassuringly.

Rumal nodded and hurried over to help Kassie to the cloth, then Loi, both gave him a brief nod in thanks and fell to eating.

Daron watched, astonished by the amount of food the girls consumed. Elena must have expected it, he realized; she’d packed enough for at least twenty. The color came back to their faces and they started to look more alert. Cat seemed to be taking longer than the others to recover.

Perhaps she was weaker than them, Daron thought, surprised. Or maybe it’s the result of Alek’s behavior toward her. He watched her and glanced at Rumal, who watched her too. They exchanged a concerned look.

It’s bewildering how long it takes to feel normal again. Especially after the rush you get from first handling your energy. The food began to make me feel better, but I was still knackered by the time it came to climb on Kerak’s back. Rumal ended up tossing me up onto the saddle.

What is it with these men, I grumbled to myself, tossing me about like I weigh nothing? I clutched at the saddle handles as Kerak pushed off.

'I guess the girls won’t be training the guard today,' Daron called to Elena who was seated behind him.

'No. I think I’ll arrange for them to start that next week. By then they should be able to handle the energy enough without it exhausting them.'

Yakov and Sabyn waited at the Griffons Quarters and smiled when they saw Nesha and Kerak come into view. The two griffons dropped from the sky, landing in the courtyard, and headed over to them.

Sabyn was shocked at the sight of the women, and heard Yakov’s sharp intake of air behind him. They looked exhausted. Cat swayed in the saddle and Kassie, in front, was fast asleep in Rumal’s arms.

'Can you hang on a moment longer, Cat?' Yakov called up.

She nodded blearily.

Rumal passed Kassie down to Sabyn, then slid down Kerak’s forearm and scooped her up.

'I’ll take her to their room,' Rumal spoke to Elena.

'I’ll get some food sent to them,' Elena headed off to the Generals office to inform them of the change of plans.

'Okay Cat, c’mon down.'

Yakov stood by Kerak’s side, his arms ready.

Right, okay then.
I twisted out of the saddle.

This is a lot harder when you can’t think straight, I thought, frowning at the effort. Grasping tight to the saddle handles I meant to lower myself down. Unfortunately my strength failed and I started the beginning of a belly flop.

Yakov scrambled to grab Cat as she slipped off the side. She landed half on the floor and half in his arms. He froze, concerned she’d hurt herself when she began to laugh. Everyone joined in as Yakov helped her to her feet.

'And that,' He announced grandly with a cheeky smile. 'Is how it’s done.'

Cat obliged his performance with an attempt at a curtsy that had them laughing harder. With an arm around her waist, Yakov helped her to the suite, with Sabyn and Loi behind him.

Thankfully it was dinner time as we made our way through the castle, so most people were in the Great Hall. The last thing I needed right now was an audience.

Few people saw the girls being carried or helped to their room, but Yakov knew it’d be all over the castle by the next morning. As he helped Cat through the door, he turned to push it open for Sabyn. A table had been set up in the room and Elena had arranged for more than enough food. Kassie and Rumal already had full plates and sat cross-legged on a bed.

After a bit of coaxing, Cat agreed to eat rather than go straight to sleep. She climbed onto her bed and leaned against him as she ate.

I turned to stare out at the courtyard while the girls said goodbye. Yakov had been such a gentleman, and I was grateful he didn’t mention
him
at all. How sad was it, that as exhausted as I was, I still thought about him. The others clambered into their beds, and I turned the light off, grateful for the darkness as tears slipped out. At least I could blame them on the training if anyone did notice. I climbed into bed and rolled back into a ball. Wishing hard that this was all a bad dream.

The next day Alek and Rumal were meant to take the girls to the training circle but Alek, unsurprisingly, was absent. Daron was not impressed as he went around the castle checking all the usual spots.

Damn him.
The least he could do was stick out his responsibilities. It wasn’t like Alek to shirk.

But then he reflected, it wasn’t like Alek to get so interested in a woman either. For the umpteenth time in the last few days, he wondered what happened.

'Did you find him?'

Daron jerked about in surprise. Sabyn stood there, his arms crossed and a dark look on his face.

'Nope. He’s good at staying out the way when he wants to.'

'Indeed.'

The silence was awkward. Sabyn had been fuming at his cousin since he made his public display after dinner the other night. Daron couldn’t blame him, it’d cooled down the developing relationship he had with Laura fast. The girl was as temperamental as Alek.

'I’m going to see Elena tonight. I want to see if she knows anything.'

Daron nodded in agreement.

'Good idea. I’ll join you.'

Sian would like an explanation.

She’s been so quiet; I know she’s worried about Cat.

It ended up that they weren’t able to see the Sorceress until the following evening. Alek had made appearances at meals but was otherwise absent. Rumal led the way to Elena’s chambers and the three men stopped when they saw Yakov already there.

Maybe he’s here for the same thing.
Rumal nodded to him and the advisor smiled at the men.

'Come on in, Ellie’s in the washroom, she’ll be out in a moment.'

Ellie? He seems on a rather casual basis with her.
Rumal turned and caught Sabyn’s eye, quirking his brow. There had been a rumor of a liaison between the two. It looked like it might be true.

Elena came into the sitting area of her suite, her hair loose from the plait she kept it in for training. There were times when Rumal forgot how attractive the Sorceress was. He watched Yakov as she took a seat but the advisor was polite and pleasant to her as normal.

Maybe not.

'What can I do for you three?'

Elena took a seat and accepted the cup of tea Yakov offered her.

'You know what,' Sabyn shot her a frustrated look. 'What is Alek’s problem? We’re sick of it being our problem.'

Rumal and Daron nodded.

She explained.

There was silence as they contemplated the situation. Sabyn now began to understand Alek’s predicament, a little.

'But that sort of spell can’t force a person against their will?' Daron looked confused. 'So if there was or is a genuine attraction then it would mean,' he stopped, looking a bit wild eyed.

'Yes. It would mean you’ve found your soul mates,' Elena looked amused at their dazed expressions. 'I find it rather strange that so many would kill to be in your positions, yet you all look terrified.'

'But what if we’re not?’ Rumal asked.

'Then it won’t work out. In some ways this will be very similar to any other relationship you may have been in. The difference will be that this one should feel easier and give you a sense of completion or wholeness. Though as I have never found mine, how can I tell?'

The men gave her unimpressed looks.

'Oh stop that,' she snapped, her eyes flashed with annoyance.

'Be as childish as you like, but I will tell you this. Those girls did not cast that spell believing it would work in this manner. On Earth, where they come, from spells are used to attract positive energy. So seeing as this one did work like this, perhaps you really need to consider your feelings toward them. They’ve lost their world and they don’t need cowards pretending to be those they seek.'

Elena dismissed them.

As they wandered back to their Quarters they discussed the situation.

'I think we should let the girls know that we’re aware of why they’re here,' Daron glanced at the others.

Sabyn agreed.

'At least I have an explanation for Loi now. Sort of.'

'Does it concern you?' Daron asked Rumal.

'It is a bit unnerving. To think that you’ve met your one and only. But only time will prove if that’s actually true. I’m going to wait and see. Just like normal.' Rumal frowned, 'Though I still want to have a word with Alek. Cat didn’t deserve public censure for this. They didn’t intend to arrive here.'

Sabyn and Daron agreed.

The next few days were the same as the first. We’d have breakfast then meet Elena in the Griffon Quarters, and two of the men would be summoned with us. Then we’d fly out to the beginning of the desert, and the men and their griffons would head off on an errand for Elena. We would sit within the circle Elena cast, and practice. I was grateful for the challenge of learning something new. At the end of the day I was so exhausted that I could almost fool myself into thinking I didn’t miss him. I knew the others were concerned for me, but there wasn’t anything they could do.

This sort of thing just takes time, I reminded myself again, or so I’d heard.

Is it conceited to say this was the first time I’d really ached for someone and they didn’t return the feelings? So many thoughts went through my head. I just couldn’t get over how he’d been so affectionate and then so cold. It suggested to me that I’d done something.

But what?

As I lay in bed that evening, thrashing over the thoughts, it occurred to me that I should go ask Loushka. Hell, it wasn’t as though I was sleepy. Being as quiet as possible, I snuck about the room locating my clothes and pulled them on in the dark, then Audi and I slipped out the door.