The Betrayed Fiancée

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

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hunder and lightning streaked across the sky as Joel waited for Kristi to let him in. If not for the jacket he'd thought to put on before leaving home, he'd be drenched from this deluge of rain.

“Quick, come inside before you get any wetter,” Kristi said as she opened the door. “Let me get a towel so you can dry off.”

Joel handed her his jacket and waited until she returned. “Thanks.” He dried his face, blotted his hair, and ran the towel over the front of his legs. Before they walked into the living room, he kicked off his wet shoes.

“You look tired. Did you have a busy day?”

He reached up to rub the back of his neck and groaned. “Busy, but unproductive.”

She tipped her auburn head to one side, looking at him with curious blue eyes. “What do you mean?”

“Let me get off my feet, and I'll tell you about it.”

“No problem. Supper is ready, but it can wait a few minutes.” Kristi gestured to the couch. “Let's sit so we can talk.”

Joel took a couple of shuffled steps toward the couch but turned back to her when his stomach growled. “Are you sure? I don't want to spoil the meal you cooked.”

She shook her head. “It's fine, Joel. The Crock-Pot's on low so the food will stay warm.”

Joel grabbed the arm of the sofa and took a seat, reaching over his shoulders to place a throw pillow behind his head. When Kristi sat beside him, he took her hand, wrapping his fingers around hers. After a day like he'd had, it felt good to sit beside the woman he loved and relax for a bit.

“So tell me about your busy day,” she prompted. “Why was it unproductive?”

Joel sighed as he closed his eyes and leaned against the pillow. Should he tell her what all had gone on today? What would be the point? It was his mess, not hers. “Never mind, Kristi. On second thought, I'd rather not to talk about my day right now. I'd like to enjoy the evening with you.” He turned his head and gave her a gentle kiss. “Truthfully, I am kind of hungry, so why don't we eat?”

Hands dropping to her sides, she rose from the couch. “The table's been set, and it'll only take me a couple of minutes to bring out the food.”

“Is there anything I can do to help?” Joel offered.

“No, stay where you are and relax. I'll call you when the food's on the table.”

Joel didn't argue. He was beat and felt hollow. He'd bid on four different jobs today, with no guarantee he'd get any of them. He'd also finished up a small job, but the people asked him to bill them, saying they didn't have the money right now. He clenched his fists.
They should have told me they couldn't pay right away before I started the job. I was countin' on the money
. At least he'd finished working before the storms broke loose. One nasty front after another had gone through the state, but on the way here, the station on his car radio announced the storms would be ending soon.

Joel rubbed his finger across the top of the end table next to the couch, noticing there wasn't a speck of dust. Kristi was an immaculate housekeeper. Her condo was always clean and orderly. His fiancée was warm and caring, and when she looked deeply into his eyes, he could feel her love. To Joel, Kristi was perfect in every way and would be the ideal wife—if the day ever came they could be married. If things didn't shape up with his finances soon, they may never be able to set a wedding date. No matter how many times Joel tried to think positive, his financial situation always jumped in the way. The only thing right in his life was Kristi, but their relationship could end if she learned every truth about him.

Joel's eyes grew heavy while he waited for Kristi. He released a warm yawn and stretched out on the sofa. If she didn't call him to eat soon, he might fall asleep.

“Everything's ready now.”

Joel's eyes snapped open. “Okay.” He stood slowly and followed Kristi into the dining room, taking a seat beside her.

She clasped his hand tenderly and smiled. “Would you like to pray this time, Joel?”

“Uh…” His throat constricted as Kristi watched him intently. “Why don't you do it? I like hearing you pray.”

Kristi's lips pressed tightly together. “You never pray, Joel. Is there a reason?”

Joel felt trapped—like a mouse getting caught in a trap with nowhere to run—as he struggled to get his breath. He moistened his lips. “I pray silently. It's the way I've always prayed.” It was halfway true. Joel's family prayed silently, as most Amish did, but Joel hadn't lifted many prayers—silent or otherwise—since he left home.

I don't have time to waste on prayer
, he thought.
Even if I did, what good has it done in the past
? Joel had talked to God plenty of times while he was growing up, but he'd mostly prayed because everyone else in his family expected him to. He remembered when his mother had gathered him and his siblings together and taught them the purpose of prayer. She used to say God answered and rewarded prayers offered in persistent faith—meaning prayer should be continued until something happened. But none of his prayers were answered, even when he was persistent.

He wasn't about to share his thoughts with Kristi, however. Kristi's religion was important to her, like it had been to Joel's mother. Joel was sure Kristi would break things off with him if she knew where he stood spiritually. Oh, he would keep going to church with her on Sundays, but Joel didn't think he needed religion to get what he wanted in life.

“Okay, if you'd rather, I'll pray.” Kristi bowed her head, and Joel did the same. He felt a twinge of guilt when she prayed for him, asking God to bless his life and thanking Him for this time they had together.
The love of my life prays for me; yet my life is only getting worse, it seems
.

When Kristi finished praying, she released Joel's hand and passed him the platter of meat. “It should be nice and tender, since it's been slow-cooking all day while I was at work. Even if the storm had knocked out the power, dinner would still have been good and hot.”

“It's raining a little yet, but at least the worst of the storm has passed.” Joel looked toward the window before pointing to the center of the table. “Are the candles because you thought the lights might go out?”

“Partly. I also like eating by candlelight. Don't you?”

“It is sort of relaxing,” he agreed.

“To me, it's romantic.” Kristi offered him a playful smile.

Joel noticed how Kristi's blue eyes sparkled as he cut a piece of beef and took a bite. “It's good, Kristi. My compliments to the chef.”

She handed him the bowl of carrots and potatoes. “Why, thank you, sir. Now try some of these.”

Joel spooned some onto his plate and passed it back to her. Kristi was a good cook, and he was glad she'd invited him for supper this evening.

“What did you think of the information I gave you on Sunday?” Kristi asked.

“What information?” Joel reached for his glass of water and took a drink.

“The brochures I got at the marriage seminar on Saturday.” Kristi forked a piece of carrot. “Remember, you were going to look them over so we could talk about it tonight.”

“Oh, yeah.” Joel stared at his plate. “Sorry, Kristi, but I was too tired Sunday evening, and Monday I worked late and fell into bed a few minutes after I got home.”

“So you haven't looked at any of the information?”

“No.”

Her shoulders drooped. “I was hoping we could talk about it now.”

“We can. You can tell me whatever you learned.”

Kristi blotted her lips with a napkin. “Oh, we learned a lot. Let's see…. Where do I begin?”

“Guess you can start at the beginning. What was one thing you learned?”

“The speaker pointed out how necessary it is for married couples to have good communication.”

“Makes sense to me.”

“He also stressed the importance of honesty and trust.”

Joel nearly choked on the piece of potato he'd put in his mouth. He and Kristi weren't married yet, but he'd already been dishonest with her. First in not telling her about his family. Second, he'd bought a classic car and kept it hidden in his shop. And last, he'd taken money from their joint savings account without her knowledge. Joel felt like a heel, but if Kristi knew what he'd done, she'd probably break up with him. The best thing he could do was get the money back in the savings account as soon as possible.

His jaw tightened.
I could have taken care of the problem if my dad would've loaned me some money
.

“Joel, have you been listening to me?” Kristi nudged his arm.

“Uh, sorry. Guess I was zoning out. What was it you were saying?”

“I was telling you how the speaker explained about the importance of a couple spending quality time together.”

“You mean like we're doing now?”

“Yes, but I'm not sure you're with me. You seem preoccupied tonight.”

Joel blew out his breath. “I have a lot on my mind. But you're right. I should be paying attention to what you're saying. Go ahead, Kristi.”

As they continued to eat, she shared with Joel more of what she'd learned at the marriage seminar. When they were done, Joel helped Kristi clear the table and do the dishes, thinking he might redeem himself.

When the dishes were done, they returned to the living room to visit and watch TV until they felt ready for dessert.