The Bloodlight Chronicles: Reconciliation (2 page)

“I'd better go tell Rix before he hears it on the street.”

“It won't be on the street, Mia. We're keeping this tightly wrapped.”

“I understand. I'll be discreet.”

“As soon as Zak gets to a safe enclave, we'll drop a wetware team to rewire him. Try not to worry. He's the best there is.”

“Can you be straight with me in my time of trouble, Pastor?”

Pastor Ed rubbed his chin warily. “I can try.”

“Has he been fitted with a mindwipe circuit?”

Pastor Ed dropped his hand to his lap and sat back in his chair, his face grim. “What do you know about mindwipe?”

Mia shrugged shoulders now aching from lack of exercise. She spread innocent palms. “The schematics were smuggled out of a government lab a few years ago,” she said. “Any attempt at brain infiltration sets off a permanent memory erasure program. It's for our protection.”

“I really couldn't say, Mia.”

“I thought not. Will he remember me, Pastor?” She bit her lip until it hurt. She would not cry in front of this bureaucrat.

Pastor Ed sighed. “He may remember some things, memories with strong emotive content particularly. Love never dies, Mia.”

“Am I allowed to go after him?”

“You?”

“He may need me.”

“It really wouldn't be feasible. You don't have the experience for field operations. Any Eternal is at risk outside the compound.”

“C'mon Ed, I'm a tai chi master with kick-box training. I can subdue a grown man without breaking a sweat. You can't expect me to sit around like a war bride making bandages. There must be something I can do. Rix is almost an adult now. I could drop out for awhile.”

Pastor Ed picked up a pencil and tapped it on his desk a few times. The sound seemed amplified in the sterile little cubicle, a judge's gavel in a dusty courtroom. “I'll look into it,” he said.

Rix scanned his flatscreen lazily, online but unplugged, just hanging out with his friends. Ostensibly, he was toying with today's homework module, but he found it difficult to concentrate on schoolwork before breakfast. A text message scrolled across the lower portion of his screen. It looked like a hostile pop-up that should have been blocked automatically. He pointed at it with a finger diode and tapped delete in his palm. It scrolled by again.

Your community has been compromised. Take evasive action.

Rix stared at it thoughtfully. This looked like fun. He highlighted the message and tapped the mike on his pinkie finger.

“Are you the doom and gloom girl?” he asked, translated to text only, no video.

What makes you think I'm a girl?

He chuckled. “The lack of profanity gives you away.”

:-}
Fair enough.

“You jumped my firewall, you hacker.”

Plug up and meet me?

“I've already got a girlfriend.”

Liar.

Rix's smile faded fractionally. He tapped for a tracer. “Who are you, anyway?”

A distant relative. I'm just trying to help.

“I don't have any relatives.”

Is that what your parents told you?

“My parents told me never to trust anyone online.”

Good. Then my message is complete. Bye for now.

His flatscreen returned to normal, a brewing maelstrom of information. He checked his chats but could find no references to the doom and gloom girl. He had been singled out for a private communication. His tracer came back with an
IP
address that turned out to be a vagabond. Typical hacker protocol. A breakfast icon chimed from the cafeteria.

His community had been compromised. Again. He wondered where his parents would drag him this time. They always seemed to be on the move, always running just one step away from trouble. He never seemed to catch up in realtime. How was he ever going to make friends or get a steady girl? He never knew what to say to people in person, how to act, what to wear. All he had was his online gang and he didn't even know where most of them lived. They used names like nightshade and bestboy and swapped source code like candy. Half of them were probably informants for the government gestapo. Oh well.

He snapped his fingers to exit his programs and began packing his duffel bag.

A wooden door creaked on rusty hinges as Zakariah pushed it open and stepped from a dirty back alley into an antique computer-repair shop. Fluorescent tubes overhead glimmered dimly with the last dregs of ballast energy. A couple of dead monitors stood on the scratched and chipped countertop before him, with coloured wires hanging out the back like ponytails. Coils of white fiberoptic cable hung from a pegboard wall on short metal poles.

The trip downtown had been uneventful. Zakariah had not risked public transit with a telltale burnt wire hanging behind his ear and had talked to no one. The streets were relatively quiet after the nighttime ban on combustible fuel, the pedestrian traffic minimal and the trolley-bikes sporadic. A promise of morning was on the horizon now, the sun beginning to glimmer through concrete canyons like an orange spotlight piercing the smog.

“Jimmy?” he asked the shadows down the hallway.

“Saints from the grave!” cried a familiar voice, and a bald gnome of a man shuffled into view, his smile wide on a plump, rounded face.

“Jimmy.”

“Zakariah! You out slummin' again after all these years?”

“I've been down south.”

“Travellin' without a plug, too,” noted Jimmy with a mischievous smile. “You on a breakout?”

“I went straight years ago, Jimmy . . . sort of.”

“Yeah, me too.” He winked with a smirk. “You look older now, all grown up.”

“You lost your hair. Why don't you get a transplant?”

“Hey, the little chickies love the dome, zero. All the young sliders are shavin' every day to keep up.” He grinned playfully.

“You still chasing teenagers, Jimmy?” Zakariah replied in kind. “I thought you would've moved on to better things by now.”

“Hah, that's about as funny as yesterday's strong crypto.”

They chuckled together for the sake of old times. It was an archaic joke, but it bound them together across the years.

“Yeah, I heard you went gaming big time,” Jimmy said. “Saw your shadow sublevel a coupla times. They finally burned ya?”

“Not the first time. Can you help me out?”

“You always were a cheeky slider. What, a dozen years go by and you come in out of the night dirty with tracers and 'spect me to bake you a birthday cake?” Jimmy hunkered low and stared up at Zakariah, daring him to answer. His grey coveralls were dirty and spotted with tiny burn holes from hot solder.

“Well, Jimmy,” said Zakariah carefully. “I was in the area.”

Jimmy looked in wonder at Zakariah, waiting for an explanation. When none came he burst out with a laugh. He held his gut and roared, shaking his head in disbelief. He stepped around from behind the counter, locked the old wooden door with a triple bolt, and walked away into the shadows, signalling for Zakariah to follow.

A custom implant was far beyond the expertise of a back-alley bootlegger, but bastard plugs floated regularly through the underground, some stolen from corpses, some completely unregistered. With an old terminal, one could get to Main Street at least but not to any Prime levels. Nothing hot, Zakariah instructed, nothing that could be traced back downtown.

Jimmy sat with a monocular lens on his right eye, reading serial numbers on components and checking them against an in-house computer.

“You've got a goldmine here, Jimmy,” Zakariah stated as he surveyed some of the plunder.

“This ain't the half of it. I got thirty-to-life in detox with what I got stashed,” said Jimmy grimly. “You can't move this junk like in the old days. You should see some of the new quantum circuitry coming out of the black labs, piggyback architecture. Chips that speed each other up, that
learn
to go faster.” He raised an index finger. “Now, that's the
PH
-phat future, my friend. If I could sell out I'd go clean and rest my weary backside in a Prime Three gameroom forever.”

“I could dump the lot for you, Jimmy, for sure. How much do you need?”

Jimmy stopped and whistled a slow exclamation. “You scare me, mister.”

Zakariah caught his left eye with a solemn stare. “I've got connections. I've got resources. I need maybe three weeks to re-wire an avatar.”

“If the greysuits don't crash me in the morning. I knew you were either heaven or hell when you walked in the door.”

“You could have flushed me out the alley, Jimmy. It was your decision.”

“Maybe I shoulda.” He turned back to his work and picked up another trinket. “You were different than all the other sliders on the move back in the day. You played with fire but never turned on a buddy. We had a good thing going, you and me, before you zoomed uptown for fame and fortune.”

“A lot has happened, Jimmy.” Zakariah paused and swallowed a crack in his self-confidence. “I'm Eternal now,” he declared softly to Jimmy's back.

The monocular lens hit the table and rolled noisily away. Jimmy's old face turned white except for angry red spots at his temples. “Holy ghost,” he whispered. “You've brought the demons down on me.”

“It's a fraud, Jimmy—everything you've heard.”

Jimmy turned slowly, grimly, his eyes wide. “You've got the virus?”

“I've got it.”

Jimmy licked dry lips. He closed his eyes briefly as though in prayer or meditation. “Sure,” he said finally. “Sure. It had to happen.” He chuckled at this new revelation. “You were heading right for the top, I could tell, reaching for the big ticket. Sure, I'll sell out to the Eternals, if you can make it happen. I got no choice now.”

“I'm sorry, Jimmy. I figured you should know, of all people.”

“Yeah, I guess you don't blab it to every hussy in the night.”

Zakariah held up his hands to ward off the thought. “No street stuff for me, Jimmy. I've got a wife now. And a son, Rix. He's already wired to hack the Beast, just like his dad.”

“The glorious future, eh? You're all gonna live happily ever after.” Jimmy smirked. “Kinda poetic, ain't it?”

Zakariah felt his throat constrict with emotion. Forever was a long time. Too long and too far away. “My boy isn't Eternal,” he croaked. “Not yet.”

“No?”

Zakariah shook his head as he struggled with his private devil. This was the reason he survived. This was the reason he fought day after day for a better world. “The virus is not transmitted by human contact. I can't give it to Rix. I can't buy it on the street. I'm still trying to track down the Source.”

Jimmy frowned up at him with reflected agony in his eyes. “They make you watch your own kid die?” he asked quietly.

Zakariah stared at his oldest friend, the man who had taught him how to hack V-space long before the Beast had even attained self-consciousness, perhaps the only man he had ever trusted.

“I hope not, Jimmy.”

R
ix could make out but a bare phosphorescent shadow of the V-net horizon before him, a jagged silhouette glowing purplish and eerie in the darkness. He felt like a gangster in his hooded avatar, moving furtively in an unknown and dangerous cityscape. He'd had a vague tracer on his dad's lifeline, but the datatrail had evaporated like a wisp of fog in a blast of car exhaust, leaving him lost and uncertain. This section of Sublevel Zero was completely unregistered, the pavement patchy, the empty shops mere facades, the whole area under construction by the minds that used the V-net. The continuum grows with every use, his dad had told him, it is a function of need, of infinite accessibility. You can't be afraid of V-space; it doesn't exist. Only ideas exist, imaginations.

Rix shuddered. His dad's advice sounded so real, so near, drawing him onward into the ever-expanding digital frontier. Any sense of distance in V-space is only an illusion, his dad had told him. Information swirls around us at lightspeed, faster than meagre senses can register. The user is everywhere at once, the runner nowhere at all. Whatever you experience in V-space has already happened—the net is a glorified history book, a detailed account of human experience. Don't be fooled by mere sensorium. The future is inside your head.

“Dad?” Rix spoke out loud, breaking the haunting silence with a word. “Well, what do we have here?” An elderly man, stooped and wizened, materialized a few feet in front of Rix and blocked his way.

“Who you lookin' for down below?” asked a woman's voice beside him where a shimmery figure failed to become completely tangible.

“You lost, kid?” asked the man, buzzing with bad vibration. “What kinda hardware ya usin'?”

Ghosts, Rix thought with alarm. Vagrants trying to pirate a stable system. He didn't dare let them touch him. He might never get them out of his brain.

“I'm using a school terminal,” Rix lied. “I was on a class trip but got lost.” He imaged an access code for his local school system and threw it at the man's feet.

“I can't use that trash,” the man snarled, peering closer. “You look like a plughead to me—virgin wetware, I'd say.”

A flash of red pain jumped up around Rix, and he stumbled backward in surprise.

“I think we got a good one, Shasta.”

Rix searched behind the man for the shimmery pirate. He whirled in panic to see her only inches from his face. He felt an emptiness, a gut-wrenching silence. Her image was pockmarked with feedback sparks, her wetware diseased and failing. She reached for him.

Rix jumped and dove for the sky. There is no up or down in V-space, his dad's voice told him patiently. Main Street is merely a convenience, a backdrop reinforced by constant use.

Rix turned the world upside down. He stood on a cloud, on an imaginary ceiling. The pirate followed him quickly and reoriented to face him. The woman flickered above them and turned in a circle.

“Shasta, you old boot,” the man called up to her.

Rix backvaulted away from the man, deeper into the sublevel corridor. Darkness grew thicker as he ran. Through holes in the pavement, Rix could see stars below, a vast freefall universe of negative data. He jumped over the abyss, walked a balance beam between eternity and forever. He wondered if the pirates would dare follow him out this far. How would he get back to base, back to realtime?

“Dad?” he whispered.

A sparkling brilliance lit up ahead of him, momentarily stunning him with blindness. Beside it stood another man, a tall shadow like a granite monument.

“This is a temporary conduit for you,” spoke an unfamiliar voice. “Tell your mother to meet me at the north sanctuary. Tell no one else.”

“Dad?”

“Don't touch me in this form, Rix. I've got some hybrid circuitry here that is very unstable. You know I love you.”

Rix felt a terrible urge to cry, to just let loose his panic and fear in a burst of emotion. But that would never do, not here, not now, not ever.

“I'm sorry I had to bring you down this far, Rix. I can't trust anyone in the community right now. Things are not always what they seem.”

Rix choked back his sobs. “Some hacker's been trying to spread doom and gloom,” he whispered.

“We've got to keep moving before anyone gets a fix on us. You know I love you, Rix.” The black figure bore no resemblance to his dad, a hulking shadow against a fiery backdrop of light. The voice sounded foreign, mechanical.

Rix nodded and dove for Main Street.

“I can't believe Zak would drag you into this, Rix. Are you absolutely sure it was him?” Mia rubbed her blond pelt of hair as she sat in her son's dorm room trying to piece her life back together. There were no pictures on the wall, no curios on display. His duffel bag was already packed in the corner.

“He programmed a conduit out of nowhere, Mom. Only an uplevel gamer can do that.”

“Could it have been a phisher or a fake?”

“No, it was him. He said he couldn't trust anyone. I think we're all he's got left.”

She stared at Rix reclining on the small cot in his room. Where was the little blond boy that used to play soccer with her on the playground? Where was the young teenager who had been sponsored for wetware surgery at such an early age in the hope of another gifted runner for the community? The little lost boy. The person before her seemed more like a man, a gangly adult, his bangs now long and scraggly and hanging down in a shock that covered one eye, his chin jutting forward with cynicism, his V-net plug blinking below his ear like a Christmas decoration.

“But why? It just doesn't scan. The community elders are desperate to track him down. A mobile wetware unit is on twenty-four hour alert!” Mia jumped up and paced the tiny room, gaining tactile solace from the fluid grace of her movements, burning excess energy from her chi. Her boots caressed the ground like tiger paws as she walked quickly back and forth, chewing on a thumbnail.

“Do we have any family, mom?”

Mia stopped, temporarily frozen by this new thought. “Of course we have family.”

“Anyone living?”

Mia squinted, wondering where this was coming from. “My mother died when I was young. My father was killed in a raid. He was Eternal, but it didn't stop the bullet. You've heard the story.”

“Yeah.” Rix nodded. “What about Dad's side?”

“His parents split up when he was young. His mother died soon after. He had a baby sister, who went to live with his father. They disappeared.”

“How old would she be?”

“What's going on, Rix?”

“Nothing. I was just wondering.”

“Well, let's keep focused here. Try to remember the last conversation you had with your dad, before the run. What did you talk about?”

A blush of hot blood crept into his cheeks. “Just guy stuff,” he said.

“Like what? C'mon, Rix. It could be important.”

“Just chicks and stuff.”

“Anyone in particular?”

“It's nothing really. You remember Viki?”

“The young Madison girl? You're not thinking about a contract with her at your age?”

Rix shook his head and lowered his gaze. He rubbed his knuckles with his thumb. “Mom, it's not like that,” he mumbled. “She's not allowed to see me any more. She got the virus.”

Mia felt her body slouch with defeat like a balloon deflating. “Oh, Rix, I'm so sorry. It's not fair.” She sat down on the cot beside him to curl her arm around his neck in a brief hug. She felt immense distance spring up between them like a yawning chasm. Her own son was of a different human species, one still subject to death. It wasn't fair.

“What did Zak say?” she persisted. “Did he say anything out of the ordinary?”

“He was upset. You know how he raves when he gets excited.”

Mia closed her eyes with resignation, nodding, thinking about Zak's silent temper, his stubborn will. She could easily imagine the scene. Her husband could be a menace when his hackles were up.

“He said he was going to do something about it. He said he'd waited long enough.”

Mia hung her head and squeezed her bottom lip between her teeth in thought.

“You know I'd pass my blood on to you if I could, Rix.”

“I know, Mom. It's okay.”

“Your dad would, too. It's all he thinks about.”

“Don't cry, Mom.”

Mia stood up fiercely. “I'm not crying.” She brushed her cheek and began stalking the room again. “He must have given Pastor Ed an ultimatum. He must have tried to cut a deal with the elders.” She stopped and stared at her son in horror.

“They burned him,” she whispered.

The deciduous trees up north spread a heavy canopy above the forest floor, trapping moisture for a fertile jungle below. The bush trail was overgrown with creeping vines and ferns, the path unrecognizable. Mia stopped again to check her compass and adjust the shoulder straps on her harness. The lush smell of pine sap and summer flowers tickled in the back of her throat and she coughed into her fist. She felt old and out of shape, easily winded and weak. It was one thing to run a treadmill for twenty minutes or grind through a short morning workout, but backpacking like a commando all day was a bitch for an old girl. She'd been a strong hiker in her youth, a traveller, a mountain climber—before she got the virus and needed a safe haven from the vampires, before her blood became a black-market staple. The community offered organizational security, safety in numbers, survival. Eventually the humans would all die off, she told herself in consolation, and Eternals could live in peace.

She reached the tiny cabin just before dusk. The clapboard siding was painted green for camouflage, the plain cedar shingles on the roof mottled grey and brown by the elements, invisible to satellite reconnaissance. She dug up the key where it was buried under an oak tree in a rusty tin can and unlocked the padlock on the door. The grey barnboard walls felt damp, and the bed smelled musty. Tattered curtains had rotted off their rods and lay like rags under the windows. The air smelled of mice and mould.

She risked a small fire in the cookstove to dry the place out. Under two floorboards she checked the cache of freeze-dried foodstuffs and first-aid supplies. Everything seemed in order. With fish from the lake, a person could live for months on this stash. Wild cranberries for vitamin C, spruce needles if necessary.

When the kettle boiled, she steeped a tea bag and poured out the first weak infusion. Darkness fell suddenly as she sipped tea and warmed her hands on the ceramic cup. She wondered if Zakariah would make it tonight.

She felt sure she hadn't been followed. She'd told friends she was going to visit an elderly aunt in New York City, wincing inwardly all the while at her deception. She was a terrible liar and would never make a good field agent.

Mia sighed and tipped her wooden chair back against the wall. She cocked a dirty hiking boot on a short birch stump that stood beside the cookstove for splitting kindling. The last time they'd been here, she'd been pregnant with Rix, newly Eternal and recently married. Life had been glorious and full of promise, each day the first morning of forever. The virus had been running rampant in her blood in those days, changing her physically and mentally in the first blush of contagion, regenerating neurological tissue and filling her with quiet ecstasy moment by moment.

She could feel that deep joy even now, sitting in the same chair again, staring at the small crackling fire. She sipped her tea and savoured the warmth in her chest. A stick cracked outside.

Her body stiffened, breathless.

“It's only me,” said a familiar voice.

Mia tipped her chair up, placed her tea on the birch stump, and bounded for the door.

“Zak, I love you,” she promised into his neck.

“I love you, too, Mia. I waited an hour to make sure you weren't followed.”

“I could barely find the trail.”

“The landscape has changed. You remembered the mnemonic.”

“North-northwest to Coon Lake and hang a left. It's good to be back after all these years.”

Zakariah smiled wearily. “Sorry I ruined your life, honey.”

“I've still got you. That's all I care about.”

“And Rix,” he added.

“Is that really why they burned you, Zak? Did you pressure Pastor Ed for an ampoule?”

“No, I didn't pressure him. No more than usual.”

“It makes me so angry. He's hiding something.”

“How do you know?”

“He seemed shifty.”

“Shifty? Pastor Ed?”

“Okay, why is it such a big deal? Why can't they just get an ampoule from the Source for Rix? Viki Madison got one.”

“I don't know. Perhaps the Source is not easily persuaded. The community may have much less influence than we imagine. Let's not worry about it right now. We've got some catching up to do.” Zakariah reached for his wife again and kissed her with a lingering embrace. “Did you bring any food?” he asked into her shoulder. “I haven't eaten all day.”

“All your favourites,” Mia said and began rummaging in her backpack. “But first down to the lake with you,” she said as she handed him a bar of soap. “You stink.”

Zakariah grinned. “It's cold.”

“I'll stoke up the fire for when you get back.” She ushered him gently toward the door. “I'll have hot soup ready in ten minutes.”

She watched his back disappear into the foliage outside, the only man she had ever loved. Her chest ached at the thought of him in danger again, on the run without friends, without hope. They seemed to have spent their whole life together ducking and hiding, fugitives from the world. But no one could touch them here at the sanctuary. The cabin was off the grid, off the V-net, a temporary refuge from the tyranny of civilization. She emptied a pouch of freeze-dried soup into a metal pot and added boiling water. She threw a softwood log on the fire for a quick blast of heat.