Authors: Maeve Binchy
When he walked her home there were three notes on the door mat.
âOh, the family must have called,' she said casually.
She saw what she thought was a look of admiration in his eyes.
âGood to have family,' Derek said.
âYes indeed, family and friends, both very important,' Nan said.
When he had left she read the notes.
âMam, where
are
you? Kay and I called to take you for a pint, love Bobby.'
âMother, I have decided to treat you to a good haircut and a smart lunch out. Phone me to fix a day, Jo.'
âMam, I could upgrade your alarm for you, getting staff discount â Jo and Bobby told me you were going on
about money. We always thought Dad gave you plenty. Sorry. Love Pat.'
Nan smiled. She had really enjoyed her evening out with Derek. Now she had come home and found that at long last her children were thinking of her as a person, not just someone there to help in their lives.
Things hadn't been as good for a long time.
The weeks went by and the building next door seemed to be moving along at a great rate. This didn't please Nan at all. Soon Number Twelve would be sold to strangers and the builders would go away.
She did not want to think about that day. A day when she would no longer hear Derek Doyle whistling happily with Mike and Shay next door. Evenings when there would be no tap on her door after work was finished, no hours shared.
There would be no more Sunday afternoons when she and Derek would
go to see old black and white movies that they both enjoyed. It would leave a great hole in her life.
But nothing had been said. Nothing more than the fact that she was a neighbour at the job where he was now working. In a few short weeks he might be working on the other side of the city. Some other neighbour would be pouring tea for Derek Doyle.
But Nan wouldn't allow herself to be brought down. She had always looked on the best side of life.
âI wonder who the house was left to. Did they give you any idea?' she asked Derek one evening as they sat together doing a jigsaw.
He had brought it as a gift because he said he used to love them when he was a young lad but hadn't tried one for years. Derek found a complicated piece and put it in with a great flourish.
âI've no idea who it's for, I don't
think any-one knows. Ronnie the Rat, that's the developer, told us to do it up well and sell it at a high price. That's what we are doing. His orders.'
âAnd who ordered him?'
âThe solicitor, I suppose. The one that Johnny White and his lady sent the instructions to before they went off and ⦠before they went and did what they did â¦'
âI know, I know,' she said, soothing him down.
âIt still upsets me,' Derek said.
âThat's because you're a human being, and a good one,' Nan said.
There was a silence. It was the first time that either of them had said anything about admiring the other.
Sometimes Derek had said that she looked well. Sometimes Nan had said he was wearing a smart tie. But this was a step further.
She tried to think of something to break the silence, which hung there between them. Suddenly she found it.
âYou could ask the developer who the lawyer is,' she spoke quickly.
âWhat do you mean?' Derek didn't understand.
âThen we'd know who the house was left to, and we might learn something about them,' Nan begged.
âBut a lawyer couldn't tell, I mean it would be bound to be a secret, wouldn't it?' Derek was confused.
âYes, you're right.' Nan hadn't thought of that.
But at least it had got her away from the dangerous ground where she had been admitting openly that she admired Derek. This was a safer area.
âOf course Ronnie the Rat might know a bit of the background himself.'
âWhy do you call him that?' Nan laughed.
âHe's very crooked, Ronnie is. I have to fight to make sure that the tax and VAT is paid on every job I do for him. Likes to take short cuts, our friend Ronnie Flynn.'
âWho? Who did you say?'
âRonnie Flynn, you must have heard of him. He has a finger in every pie,' Derek said.
Nan had heard of him only too often. From her daughter Jo.
Nan usually heard of him when she was polishing silver, or ironing place mats so that Jo could impress her husband's boss, Ronnie Flynn, when he came to visit. But it was too soon to talk about such things with Derek.
âDo you think it will all be above board next door?' Nan asked.
âHow do you mean?'
âI mean it would be terrible if those two people died thinking they were
raising money for frightened battered women, and the money somehow didn't get to the right place â¦'
âNo, no worries, Ronnie may be crooked, but the solicitor isn't likely to be ⦠That house will raise plenty of money. Never fear.'
âIs Ronnie Flynn known to be crooked. I mean does everyone know this?'
âNot everyone, only people who have business deals with him. A lot of people think he's a pillar of the community.'
âI see.'
Nan did see.
Jo always spoke in such awed tones about Ronnie Flynn and his wife, and the money they raised for this charity and that. And the people they knew, and the celebrities who went to their home.
âRonnie drops in once in a while to
see how we're getting on. I can ask him then.'
âWhen will he be there next?' Nan asked.
âAh Ronnie the Rat never tells you. He trusts no one, he likes to surprise them. You get the feeling he's disappointed not to catch you out in something. Now listen to me Nan Ryan, you're neglecting your part of the jigsaw. There's loads of blue sky you haven't touched over on your side.'
She lowered her head to study the pieces.
âWill we finish this puzzle before you complete Number Twelve, do you think?' she asked in a low voice.
âNever ask a builder when anything will be finished,' Derek answered.
Next day Ronnie Flynn called in his
smart car to spy on the work that was taking place in Number Twelve.
He told Derek that he just happened to be in the neighbourhood. Nan watched from behind the curtain.
âYou know people around here?' Derek asked.
âNo, but the place is really going up. Ask round in case any of the old biddies here don't know the value of their houses and might sell cheap.'
âI'd never do that Mr Flynn,' said Derek.
âNo, I suppose you wouldn't.' Ronnie the Rat shook his head.
âHave they any buyers yet for this place?' Derek asked.
âWhat do you mean,
they
?' Ronnie asked.
âDidn't you tell me it was owned by a firm of solicitors?' Derek looked innocent.
âYeah, but I bought it off them. A quick sale. Got it for a song. It's up to me to sell it now.'
âI see.'
âYeah, I think it would be a nice place to house a fancy woman,' Ronnie said with a laugh.
âReally.' Derek was cold.
âNot for me, no, no, that's not my scene. Family man me. But a couple of guys I know, they'd kill for a place to set up a bird in. Nice quiet street, no questions asked.'
Derek ended the conversation and Nan moved away from the curtain.
How terrible to think that her eldest daughter was married to someone who worked for this man.
Jo called in the next morning.
She had a jacket for her mother. As a gift.
âThis is much too smart for me, Jo. I don't go anywhere that I could show it off,' Nan said.
âBut it would look lovely on you ⦠it's hardly worn. Go on Mother, we can't have you wearing things off street stalls. Anyway the Flynns have seen it too often.'
âJerry's Mr Flynn is doing up the house next door,' Nan said before she could stop herself.
âNo, he can't be.' Jo was positive.
âI'm sure I saw him yesterday talking to Mr Doyle the builder.' Nan held her ground.
âNo Mother, Ronnie Flynn does big apartment blocks, insurance offices, that sort of thing. Not somewhere like Chestnut Road. Believe me,' Jo said shaking her head.
âOh well, I must have got it wrong,' Nan said. It was simpler to leave it like that.
âAnyway, I thought it was that Mr Doyle with the awful red van who was doing it up for a client.'
âNo, he just got the job from a developer. He wouldn't have the money to buy a house.'
âOh Mother, builders have a rake of money stacked away. And after all, it's only Chestnut Road, it's not as if it would cost serious money or anything.'
She looked at her mother's face.
âSorry Mother, but you know what I mean.'
Nan said nothing.
âNow I've upset you. I didn't mean it, honestly. And this road is coming up a lot.'
âThat's what the man I thought was Ronnie Flynn said,' Nan said.
Jo was relieved. âWell now see what I mean. And enjoy the jacket, Mother, it looks lovely on you.'
With that, she was gone.
That night Nan wore the jacket when Derek Doyle came in. He looked a little startled.
âDon't you like it?' she asked.
âIt's beautiful, it's just that I thought ⦠maybe ⦠you were going out when you were so dressed up.'
âNo, I dressed up because
you
were coming to supper,' she said.
Derek smiled a big slow smile and he took one of her hands in both of his.
âNobody ever dressed up like that for me before, not in over fifty years.'
Nan was pleased. Very pleased that he said he was over fifty. She thought the age gap might be much bigger.
Don't be silly Nan, she told herself, over and over.
Pat came to lunch and for the first time ever brought something to eat.
âI got you an apple tart, Mam. You're always making things for me to take home. You could have it at one of your suppers.'
âThat's very good of you. But what exactly do you mean one of my suppers?'
Nan was afraid that her children would discover she saw so much of
Derek Doyle. They would laugh at her. Tell her what she knew already. That she was being silly.
âWell you must eat a big supper, you eat nothing at lunch-time,' Pat said.
Nan breathed easily again.
âYes of course ⦠well I'm on my own you see,' she began.
âAnd if you're wise that's the way you'll stay Mam,' Pat said very firmly.
âWhat are you saying?'
âWell
I'm
not going to get tied up with any fellow, I can tell you that for nothing!'
âBut why?'
âThey're no good, Mam. Look at what Dad did to you. Look at Bobby and how he won't marry Kay. Look at the way Jerry's behaving with Jo. Tell me one marriage that works. Just one would do.'
Nan was so shocked she could hardly speak.
Pat had never mentioned her father, none of them ever did. It was a subject they didn't talk about.
And what did she mean Bobby wouldn't marry Kay? Surely she understood that Kay was such a feminist that she didn't believe in marriage. And surely Jo and Jerry had a wonderful marriage. So Jo said, all the time.
Pat felt that she had won.
âThere you are! You can't name one happy marriage.'
âThe Whites next door, they loved each other right up to the very end.'
âOh Mam, they were weirdos, you know nothing about them.'
âI know a lot about them,' Nan cried.
âWell then you're the only one who does. But you must admit, marriage is hopeless and it's the wise woman like yourself and myself would stay well clear of it.'
âTell me about Jerry and Jo,' Nan said sadly.
She became even sadder as she listened.
Jerry had loads of other woman, everyone knew about it. Yes of course Jo knew, she just didn't admit it.
But now there was one serious one. Jerry might be moving out. Half of Dublin was talking about it. Jerry had a very high profile now that he was Ronnie Flynn's accountant.