The Butcher's Theatre (25 page)

For twelve years he stamped packages, noticing all the while the enthusiasm with which his co-workers devoured the dishes he brought for lunch—food from his childhood that he’d taught Sonia to cook. After saving up enough cash, the Lees opened the Shang Hai Palace, on Herzl Boulevard, in back of a Sonol petrol station. It was 1967, when spirits were high, everyone eager to forget death and find new pleasures, and business was brisk.

It had remained brisk, and now Huang Haim Lee was able to hire others to wait on tables, free to spend his day studying Talmud and playing chess. A contented man, his sole regret that he hadn’t been able to transmit his love for religion to his sons. Both were good boys: David, analytic, a planner—the perfect banker. Yossi, wholly physical, but brave and warmhearted. But neither wore a kipah, neither kept Shabbat nor was attracted to the rabbinic tractates that he found irresistible—the subtleties of inference and exegesis that captivated his mind.

Still, he knew he had little to complain about. His life had been a tapestry of good fortune. So many brushes with eternity, so many reprieves. Just last week he’d shoveled dirt over the bare roots of his new pomegranate tree, the last addition to his biblical garden. Experienced the privilege of planting fruit trees in Jerusalem.

Aliza saw him smile, a beautiful Chinese smile, so calm and self-satisfied. She turned to her husband and kissed his hand. Yossi looked at her, surprised by the sudden show of affection, smiled himself, looking just like the old man.

Across the room, Huang Haim moved his bishop. “Checkmate,” he told Rabbi Stolinsky, and got up to take the baby.

Elias Daoud’s wife had grown fatter each year, so that now it was like sharing a bed with a mountain of pillows. He liked it, found it comforting to reach out in the middle of the night and touch all that softness. To part thighs as yielding as custard, submerge himself in sweetness. Not that he would have ever expressed such sentiments to Mona. Women did best when they were keyed up, just a little worried. So he teased her about her eating, told her sternly that she was consuming his salary faster than he could earn it. Then silenced her tearful excuses with a wink and a piece of sesame candy he’d picked up on the way home.

Nice to be off-duty, nice to be in bed. He’d acquitted himself well, done an excellent job for the Jews.

Mona sighed in her sleep and covered her face with a sausage of an arm. He raised himself up on his elbows. Looked at her, the dimpled elbow rising with each breath. Smiling, he began tickling her feet. Their little game. Waking her gently, before climbing the mountain.

She was exactly the kind of girl his father would have hated, Avi knew. Which made her all the more attractive to him. Moroccan, to begin with, purely South Side. One of those working-class types who lived to dance. And young— not more than seventeen.

He’d spotted her right away, talking with two other chickies who were total losers. But no loser, this one—really cute, in an obvious look-at-me kind of way. Far too much makeup. Long hair dyed an improbable black and styled in a fancy, feathery cut—which made sense because she’d told him she cut hair for a living; it was only logical that she’d want to show it off. The face under the feathery bangs was sweet enough: glossy cherry lips, huge black eyes, at the bottom a little pointy chin. And she had a great body, slender, no hair on her arms—which was hard to find in a dark girl. Tiny wrists, tiny ankles, one with a chain around it. And best of all, big soft breasts. Too big for the rest of her, really, which played off against the slenderness. All of it packed into a skintight black jumpsuit of some kind of wet-looking vinyl material.

The fabric had give him his opening line.

“Spill your drink?” Giving her the Belmondo smile, curling it around the cigarette, putting his hands on his hips and showing off his tight physique under the red Fila shirt.

A giggle, the bat of an eyelash, and he knew she’d agree to dance with him.

He could feel the big breasts, now, as they did the slow dance to an Enrico Macias ballad, the discotheque finally quiet after hours of rock. Nice soft mounds flattening against his chest. Twin pressure points, the hardness in his groin exerting a pressure of its own. She knew it was there and though she didn’t press back, she didn’t back away from it either, which was a good sign.

She ran her hand over his shoulder and he let his fingers explore lower, caressing her tailbone in time with the music. One fingertip dared going lower, probing the beginnings of her gluteal cleft.

“Naughty, naughty,” she said, but made no attempt to stop him.

His hand dipped lower again, moving automatically. Cupping one buttock, nice and rubbery, all of it fitting into his palm. He pinched lightly, went back to massaging her lower back in time with the music, humming in her ear and kissing her neck.

She raised her face, mouth half-open, kind of smiling. He brushed her lips with his, then moved in. There was a tangy taste to the kiss, as if she’d eaten spicy food and the heat had remained imbedded in her tongue. His breath, he knew, was bitter with alcohol. Three gin and tonics, more than he usually allowed himself. But working the murder case had made him nervous—all that reading, not knowing what he was doing, petrified of looking stupid—and now that it was over he needed the release. His first night back in Tel Aviv since the hassle with Asher Davidoff s blonde. It wouldn’t be his last.

In the end it hadn’t turned out bad. Sharavi had asked him to write up the final draft of the report, wanting him to be some damned secretary. The thought of all those words had made his knees go weak and he’d surprised himself by opening his mouth.

“I can’t do it, Pakad.”

“Can’t do what?”

“Anything. I’m going to quit the police force.” Blurted it out, just like that, though he hadn’t come to a decision about it yet.

The little Yemenite had nodded as if he’d expected it. Stared at him with those gold-colored eyes and said, “Because of the dyslexia?”

It had been his turn to stare then, nodding dumbly, in shock, as Sharavi kept talking.

“Mefakeah Shmeltzer told me you take an extraordinary amount of time to read things. Lose your place a lot and have to start over again. I called your high school and they told me about it.”

“I’m sorry,” Avi had said, feeling stupid the moment the words left his lips. He’d trained himself long ago not to apologize.

“Why?” asked Sharavi. “Because you have an imperfection?”

“I’m just not suited for police work.”

Sharavi held up his left hand, showed him the scars, a real mess.

“I can’t box with bad guys, Cohen, so I concentrate on using my brains.”

“That’s different.”

Sharavi shrugged. “I’m not going to try to talk you into it. It’s your life. But you might think of giving yourself some more time. Now that I know about you, I could keep you away from paperwork. Concentrate on your strengths.” Smiling: “If you have any.”

The Yemenite had taken him for a cup of coffee, asked him about his problem, gotten him to talk about it more than anyone ever had. A master interrogator, he realized later. Made you feel good about opening up.

“I know a little bit about dyslexia,” he had said, looking down at his bad hand. “After ‘67, I spent two months in a rehabilitation center—Beit Levinstein, near Ra’nana—working on getting some function back in the hand. There were kids there with learning problems, a few adults too. I watched them struggle, learning special ways to read. It seemed like a very difficult process.”

“It’s not that bad,” Avi replied, rejecting the pity. “A lot of things are worse.”

“True,” said Sharavi. “Stick around Major Crimes and you’ll see plenty of them.”

The girl and he had been dancing and kissing for what seemed like hours but had to be only minutes because the Macias song had just ended.

“Anat,” he said, escorting her off the dance floor, away from the crowd, away from her loser buddies, to a dark corner of the discotheque.

“Yes?”

“How about going for a drive?” Taking her hand.

“I don’t know,” she said, but coyly, clearly not meaning it. “I have to work tomorrow.”

“Where do you live?”

“Bat Yam.”

Deep south. Figured.

“I’ll drive you home then.” Her back was to the wall and Avi put his arm around her waist, leaned in and gave her another kiss, a short one. He felt her body go loose in his arms.

“Umm,” she said.

“Would you like another drink?” Smile, smile, smile.

“I’m not really thirsty.”

“A drive, then?”

“Uh … okay. Let me tell my friends.”

Later, when she saw the BMW, she got really excited, couldn’t wait to get in.

He switched off the alarm, held the door open for her, said, “Seat belt,” and helped her fasten the harness, touching her breasts in the process, really feeling them, the nipples hard as pencil erasers. Giving her another kiss and then ending it abruptly.

Walking around to the driver’s side, he got in, started up the engine, gave it gas so that it roared, slipped an Elvis Costello tape in the deck and drove away from Dizengoff Circle. He took Frischmann west to Hayarkon Street, then headed north on Hayarkon, parallel with the beach. Ibn Gvirol would have been a more direct route to the destination he had in mind, but the water—hearing the waves, smelling the salt—was more romantic.

Years ago Hayarkon had been Tel Aviv’s red light district, actual scarlet bulbs glowing atop the entrances to sleazy sailor bars. Fat Romanian and Moroccan girls in hot pants and net stockings slouching in the doorways, the color of the light making them look like sunburnt circus clowns. Crooking their fingers and warbling bohena yeled! “Come here, little boy!” When he was in high school he’d gone there plenty, with his North Side friends, getting laid, smoking a little hash. Now Hayarkon was fast becoming respectable, the big hotels with their cocktail lounges and nightclubs, the cafes and bars that picked up the overflow crowd, and the hookers had moved on, farther north, to the dunes of Tel Baruch.

Avi shifted into fourth and drove quickly toward those dunes, Anat grooving to Costello, snapping her fingers and singing along with “Girl Talk,” her hand resting casually on his knee, not even bothering to point out that Bat Yam was in the opposite direction.

He drove past the bathing beach, came to the entrance to the port, where Hayarkon ended. Speeding over the Ta’-Arukha Bridge, he crossed the Yarkon River and kept going until he reached a construction site just south of the dunes, but with a view of the cars parked in the sand.

Coming to a stop in the shadow of a crane, he turned off the engine and switched off the lights. From the dunes came the sound of music—drumbeats and guitars, the whores partying, sashaying in the sand, trying to create a mood for prospective customers. He visualized what was going on there, the action in each of the cars parked in the sand, and it turned him on.

He looked at Anat, took her hand in his, used the other to pull down the zipper of her jumpsuit, slide inside, and feel those amazing tits.

“What?” she asked. Which sounded silly, but he knew all about saying the wrong thing at the wrong time.

“Please,” she said. Not making it clear if it was please go on or please stop.

It was all on the line now, time to go for it.

“I want you,” he said, kissing each of her fingers. “I’ve got to have you.” With just a touch of begging, the eagerness that he knew they all loved.

“Ohh,” she sighed, as he began nuzzling her palm, licking, doing what he did best. What really made him feel important. Then sudden tension in that wonderful little body: “I don’t know …”

“Anat, Anat.” Slipping the jumpsuit off her shoulders, the vulnerability of sudden nakedness causing her to cling to him. “So beautiful,” he said, taking a good look at the unfettered breasts, milky white in the night light. Not having to fake it.

He played with her, kissing each of the tiny, pebbly nipples, sucking on her tongue, and stroking her labia through the shiny black fabric. Taking her hand and guiding it to his erection.

When she didn’t pull away he started to relax. When she began to wiggle and squirm, he smiled to himself. Mission accomplished.

Nahum Shmeltzer listened to scratchy Mozart and ate chickpeas from a can. On the arm of his easy chair was a plate containing slices of yellow cheese that had begun to stiffen, around the edges and a pool of unflavored yogurt. He’d mixed the instant coffee too weak, but it didn’t matter. It was the heat he wanted—to hell with the taste.

His home was a single room on the street level of a building in Romema. A sorry structure that had been built during the Mandate and remained unmodified since that time. The landlords were rich Americans who lived in Chicago and hadn’t been to Jerusalem in ten years. He mailed his rent check to an agency on Ben Yehuda each month and expected nothing in return but basics.

Once upon a time, he’d owned a farm. Five dunams in a quiet moshav not far from Lod. Peaches and apricots and grapes and a plot for vegetables. A tired old plow horse for Arik to ride, a flower greenhouse for Leah. A chicken coop that yielded enough eggs for the entire moshav. Fresh omelettes and dewy cucumbers and tomatoes each morning. Back when taste had been important.

The road to Jerusalem had been lousy back then, nothing like the highway you had today. But he hadn’t minded the daily drive to the Russian Compound. Nor the double load—working the streets all day, coming home to break his

ass farming. The work was its own reward, the good feeling that came when you sent into bed each night, aching and ready to drop, knowing you’d given it your best. That you were making a difference.

ARBEIT MACHT FREI the Nazis had put on the signs they hung in the death camps. Work creates freedom. Those fucking assholes had meant something different, but there was truth in it. Or so he’d believed then.

Now everything was all fucked up, the boundaries gone— the borders between sane and insane, worthwhile and worthless … He caught himself, stopped. Philosophizing again. Must mean he was constipated.

The record, stopped.