The Changeling (47 page)

He nodded.

I turned to Celeste. “It is going to be all right. It must be there. I’ll be there when you come. Don’t worry.”

“Benedict.

“He will be so glad to see you.”

“He doesn’t want me.”

“He’s changed,” I said. “He has changed with me and he’ll change with you too. All this has changed him.”

She clung to me and it was some seconds before I could extricate myself.

“I’ll take you out now,” said Oliver to me. Then to Celeste: “Be ready. Only a few hours now.”

We descended the stairs.

I turned to Oliver and said: “I shall have to tell Benedict the truth.”

“Why?”

“It won’t work otherwise.”

“But …”

“I must,” I insisted. “He will see that that is the only way to avoid more scandal. There might be holes in the story … there probably are. It sounds wild to me. If he knew … he’d realize the need to play it the way we are doing. He’ll help us.”

“And what will he think of me?”

“At least you helped us in the end.”

“So you would put in a good word for me, would you?”

“I would indeed … and I thank you. In fact, I am most grateful to you.”

“I’d do a lot for you, Rebecca. I know how you wanted this. But at the same time we had to get her back, somehow.”

“So … I shall tell him.”

“If you think you must. I can see how he would probably probe, and he might find something we’d overlooked which would give the whole show away.”

We left The Devil’s Crown and in a short while I was driven back to the Cartwrights’ house.

There was no time to lose. I went to my room and put a few things into a bag. I came downstairs and was relieved to see that Morwenna had returned.

I said: “Morwenna, I want to go to the house … and to my room there. There are a few things I want to get together to take back with me to Manorleigh. It will be easier for me to stay a night or two there.”

“Are you going now?”

“Yes,” I said, “at once. I want to get on with it. I ought to be returning to Manorleigh soon.”

“Will you be all right … none of the family being there?”

“Yes, perfectly all right.”

So it was easier than I thought.

I arrived at the house and told the servants that I would be there for a night or two.

The afternoon seemed long. I thought it would never pass. And then … the knocking was reverberating through the house. I went downstairs. I was standing at the foot of them when the maid opened the door. I heard her give an exclamation of amazement and I hurried forward.

“Celeste!” I cried. “Oh … Celeste!” I rushed at her and embraced her.

She looked pale and quite bewildered. “Rebecca,” she murmured.

I turned to the maid. “Mrs. Lansdon’s come home!” I cried. “She’s here … she’s safe.” I was trying to imagine how I would be feeling if this were a surprise to me.

There were several people in the hall now. They were all staring at Celeste as though she was a ghost. The butler and the housekeeper arrived. I turned to them.

“She’s ill,” I said. “I’m going to get her to bed. Let hot-water bottles be put in the bed. She’s shivering. Get the doctor. Send for Mr. Lansdon. I’ll tell you what to say. Send at once … and for the moment say nothing to anyone …”

I wrote a message. “Come at once. We have astounding news. Very necessary you are here.”

“There must be no mention of Mrs. Lansdon’s return to the outside world as yet,” I said. “We must wait to see how Mr. Lansdon intends to handle this.”

They all listened in awe.

The dignified butler bowed his head. He was the sort of man who would show little emotion in any contingency. I think he saw the wisdom of my reasoning. Nobody wanted the press here until Mr. Lansdon arrived. It was so easy to say something which would be regretted afterwards.

I got her to her room. They were fussing about with hot-water bottles. When they had gone I helped her undress and to get into bed.

I said: “Say little, Celeste. You are doing well. You looked quite bewildered and dazed.”

She replied: “I feel it. Oh Rebecca, I’m so frightened.”

“It’s going to work out. Just say nothing. Don’t answer questions … if they are awkward. We’ll work it out.”

“Benedict …”

“He’ll understand. I shall make him understand.”

“Oh, Rebecca!” She was sobbing in my arms.

“Listen, Celeste,” I said. “This has been a terrible time but it is over now. Everything will be different from now on. I know it.”

She looked at me with a certain confidence and I felt quite humble. I was talking to give myself courage for I was as apprehensive as she was.

The housekeeper tapped on the door. I went outside so that Celeste should not hear what was said.

“The message has been sent off to Manorleigh,” I was told, “and the doctor will be here very soon.”

“Thank you, Mrs. Greaves,” I said. “This has been a terrible business. Mrs. Lansdon has clearly lost her memory.”

“I’ve heard of such cases, Miss Rebecca.”

“She’ll be all right. It is coming back a little now. I gathered that she recognized the house as her home which is a good sign.”

“Poor lady. She must have gone through a good deal.”

“Yes, but we’ll get her better. When Mr. Lansdon comes …”

“Of course, Miss Rebecca. Ah. There’s someone at the door. It must be the doctor.”

I went down to him. I knew him because he had been to the house once or twice before.

I said to him: “A most extraordinary thing has happened. I am sure Mr. Lansdon would not want it known until he himself has had time to deal with the matter. He will be here very shortly for he has been informed. Mrs. Lansdon is here.”

He was taken aback.

“Yes,” I went on. “It appears she lost her memory.”

“So … that is the explanation.”

“Dr. Jennings, I know I can rely on your discretion. It is rather important that no one knows she has come back until Mr. Lansdon is here. In view of his position and all the fuss there has been we should not be able to deal with the press.”

“I see,” said the doctor. “Yes, of course.”

“He will want to see you, I expect, when he arrives. But in the meantime I thought you should visit Mrs. Lansdon. She is in a weak state and questions seem to upset her.”

“I understand. Let me see her. I’ll give her something to soothe her. I expect she wants rest … and when she has had it … we’ll go on from there.”

“Let me take you to her.”

I went into the bedroom. Celeste looked scared. I said: “It’s only the doctor, Celeste. He’s going to give you something soothing to make you sleep. There is nothing to worry about now. You’re home and safe.”

I remained in the room with the doctor. I was terrified that he might ask her some question and at the moment she seemed in no state to deal with a complicated situation.

However he was both soothing and tactful. He gave her a dose which he said would make her sleep. We left together. He shut the door and said to me: “She’s very muddled, isn’t she? What a mercy she saw the house and recognized it. It’s clearly a case of loss of memory.”

“It will come back, I hope.”

“Gradually. But it may take some time.”

“I am so absolutely delighted that she has returned.”

“It has been a trying time for the whole family. But this is the best thing that could have happened in the circumstances. She doesn’t seem to be ill physically. It is just this mental block. It happens now and then.”

“You’ve had experience of it, I daresay?”

“I did have another case … once.”

“And the person in question recovered … completely?”

“Yes … in time.”

“I am so relieved. Mr. Lansdon will be here soon, I hope.”

“That would be a considerable help, I should imagine. The more people she knows about her, the better. Familiar surroundings will be a great help.”

When he left I was deeply relieved. We had passed the first hurdle.

I went back into the bedroom. Celeste looked at me sleepily.

I sat down by the bed. She reached for my hand and clung to it. In a few moments she was in a deep sleep.

I sat there for what seemed like an eternity … waiting for Benedict.

At last he came. I heard the cab draw up at the door and saw him alight. I sped down to the hall and when he came in I ran to him,

“Rebecca!” he said.

“Benedict, something has happened. Come to my room.”

He followed me there. I shut the door and faced him.

“Celeste is here,” I said.

“Here!” He stared at me unbelievingly.

“I found her …”

“What? Where? How is she?”

“She’s in her bed … fast asleep. I sent for the doctor. He’s been and has given her a sedative. He said she needs a great deal of rest. She’s been through an ordeal.”

“What …?” he repeated. “How …?”

“I’ll tell you from the beginning,” I said, and I told him. He listened incredulously but I could see the tremendous relief he felt.

“I must see her,” he said at length.

“She’s sleeping now. But come. I can see you find it hard to believe she is here.”

I took him into the bedroom. She lay on her bed looking very pale, her lovely dark hair spread out on the pillow.

“How young she looks,” he said.

“I must talk to you, Benedict. When she wakes I want you to be thoroughly prepared. Please come back to my room.”

I had never seen him as he was then. He was like a man in a dream. He must be finding it hard to believe that this was actually happening to him.

“I’ve thought so much about this,” I said. “And so has Oliver Gerson. I know you hate him, but he is clever. He has done what he intended to do—stopped your getting into the Cabinet. He is satisfied.”

“He could be prosecuted for his part in this … helping to hide her, aiding and abetting her … keeping information from the police.”

“That all has to be forgotten. It will be worse for you if you allow bitterness to prevail. No one is guiltless … you would be blamed as much as any. You neglected her … made her so unhappy that she could contemplate such a thing. You’ve kept that locked room. How could you … in a house where she is living? She loved you far too much … more than you deserved. So please forget bitterness and thoughts of revenge. You are as much to blame as Oliver Gerson who has repented apparently. Through him I found her. And he has helped us. It was his idea that she should feign loss of memory. It’s the best way, Benedict. So … forget resentments. Oliver Gerson has gone out of your life. You apparently said things to him which he could not forgive and he has had his revenge. We have to think about the press. They will be on your heels. I suggest that you tell them she has returned and that she was suffering from a loss of memory. At the moment she is not certain what exactly happened and the doctor has given orders that she must not be disturbed and bothered with questions. She needs medical attention and care.”

He nodded and smiled at me in a quizzical way. “I see,” he said, “that you have worked it out in a logical way.”

“We must, Benedict. We have to think of her. Life has to be made worth living for her. This should never have happened. You would have had the Cabinet post for which you craved if it had not. There would never have been this scandal and all the terrible suspense and horror we have endured during these weeks.”

“I know. You are right. It is my fault. I have behaved badly …”

“That will change, won’t it?”

He said in a low and husky voice: “I can try, Rebecca.”

“And you will. Promise me.”

He took my hands in his and drew me to him. I put my arms about him.

“It has changed for us. It must change for her,” I said.

He did not speak. I think his emotion prevented him.

“I think, Benedict,” I went on, “that you may have brought happiness back to me. If I can do anything to repay you …”

“Why, Rebecca,” he said, “you have become my guardian angel.” Then he laughed—uncertain laughter it was true. He held me at arms’ length. “Thank God for you … stepdaughter.”

“Let us thank God we have each other,” I added.

I took him to the bedroom they shared together. She was lying in her bed, drowsy but awake.

“Celeste,” I said softly. “Benedict is here.”

She was fully awake at once. She sat up in bed looking fearful. He went to her and took her in his arms.

“I am so glad that you have come home,” he said.

She clung to him.

I said: “Don’t be afraid, Celeste. Benedict is so happy because you have come back. He knows everything now. He understands … and there is nothing to fear.”

I closed the door on them.

I wanted to sing for joy. I knew in time all would be well.

S
O MUCH HAPPENED DURING
the next few days. It was wonderful to see Celeste looking happy. She now knew that Benedict was fully aware of all that had happened and there were no reproaches. He accepted his own guilt and gave the impression that he wanted to take care of her. As for her, she seemed to be living in a blissful dream.

The doctor was delighted with her progress and said it would be better not to mention the incident unless she did herself. Benedict dealt with the press and of course there were the expected headlines in the papers.

He was now represented as the joyous husband emerging from his terrible ordeal with courage and dignity. I was reminded of Uncle Peter who would have said this would be good for his image after all. There was nothing people liked better than a happy ending to a love story.

Of course, it was a pity it had come too late for the Cabinet reshuffle, but as Uncle Peter would have philosophically pointed out, there would be another time and with the enhanced presentation of a grieving husband now rejoicing in the return of his wife who had been suffering all the time from amnesia, he would give him a better chance than ever.

I talked to him when we were alone and said I should go back to Manorleigh before them. I wanted to have that room unlocked. I wanted to take out my mother’s things and to change it some way. Mrs. Emery would help me.

I was surprised and delighted when he agreed. He and Celeste would stay in London for a few more days. He was devoting himself to her as he never had before, talking of politics, drawing her into his life; and she responded like a flower opening to the sun and her happiness brought back her beauty and a certain gaiety of which until now I had been unaware.