The Chukchi Bible (34 page)

Mletkin stood in front of the familiar door for a long while. When the door opened to his tentative knocking, Sally peered over his shoulder and gave a tentative smile:

“Where's Nelson? Come out, Nelson! I know you're hiding somewhere. Stop teasing your little sister.”

“Nelson isn't here,” Mletkin croaked.

“You didn't come here together?”

“He'll never come here again.”

“I don't understand.”

“Nelson is gone.”

Sally was beginning to grasp his meaning. When she finally understood, she sank down to the floor. Tears streamed down her face; her body was racked with silent convulsions. Mletkin didn't know what to do. He had never encountered such a frank and extraordinary expression of grief, a silent weeping that was far more affecting than the noisiest cries. He knelt before the weeping woman and stroked her curly, surprisingly rough hair.

“There's nothing to be done . . . Nelson is very far from us now . . . But he always thought of you, and his last words were for you. He was a wonderfully kind person, and a true friend.”

“Yes, that was him,” Sally agreed through her tears.

She rose slowly and motioned for Mletkin to come inside.

“You must be hungry... I'm sorry, I'll whip up something for you to eat. Would you like something to drink? Some beer, or maybe whiskey?”

“I don't drink alcohol,” said Mletkin. “I'll have some coffee if that's all right.”

During his sojourn in America Mletkin had developed a fondness for the beverage, which he liked far better than the tea commonly drunk on the Chukotka Peninsula.

The rich aroma of coffee soon filled the room.

“How did it happen?” asked Sally.

Mletkin told her of the starry night over Port Clarence that Christmas Eve, and the fire aboard the ship. To spare his sister's feelings, he did not linger over Nelson's horrific burns and the suffering they caused. He only emphasized how bravely and uncomplainingly Nelson had behaved.

“The whole ship honored him,” Mletkin told her.

And it was the truth: there was not one man aboard the
Belevedere
who did not respect Nelson, or honor him above the other men of the crew.

“And loved him,” Mletkin added.

Before he came, he had counted out his friend's meager savings and added much of the money he'd earned as an exhibit to the pile. Toting up the bills neatly, Sally asked:

“And you? Have you got enough to live on?”

“Yes, of course,” Mletkin told her. “I've made some good money recently.” And he told her about the Chicago World's Fair, adding, with a smile, that he'd even practiced his profession there, as he was a shaman, after all.

“Yes,” Sally recollected. “I seem to remember Nelson telling me something about that.”

Her eyes moistened at each mention of her brother's name. After several mugs of coffee Mletkin decided he should go, and leave the woman alone with her grief. He picked up his suitcase.

“I'll be going, then.”

“Wouldn't you rather stay? Nelson's room is free. I think you'll be more comfortable here than in a hotel.”

Mletkin did like Sally's modest and cozy apartment. He marveled at himself, that he – who had been raised in a yaranga, where hygiene was a very relative term – should be so appreciative of Tangitan neatness and cleanliness.

After some initial wavering, Mletkin agreed to stay. The only awkwardness now lay in living in such close proximity to a young and attractive woman. To his amazement, Mletkin soon stopped noticing the blackness of her skin. When the two of them spoke, he saw only the dazzling whites of her large round eyes, and the limitless kindness that emanated from them. They were like gates to a bottomless treasury of tenderness and love. It often occurred to him that from a Luoravetlan point of view Sally was surely a Tangitan, despite her black skin. Yet precisely because of that blackness, she was somehow apart from the various multihued Tangitan tribes, and that gave her a kind of kinship with Mletkin, a kinship that brought them closer together.

After a few days of rest at Sally's cozy home, Mletkin went down to the San Francisco harborside, to inquire about ships due to sail for the Northwest. To his dismay, it turned out that all the vessels had long sailed, the season for navigation in high latitudes was nearing its end and there would be no ships for the Bering Sea for some time to come.

“I'll have to winter in the States,” Mletkin sighed on his return to Sally's.

“No big deal,” Sally smiled back. “Better to winter in a warm house than in the Arctic ice fields.”

That was true enough. Yet more and more often Mletkin was overcome by a yearning for his native shores. He thought of his yaranga, his parents and friends. The young woman who had vowed to wait for his return, who waited for him still in Rentyrgin's deer camp. Mletkin's occasional need for a woman was amplified and exacerbated by the nearness of the young, attractive Sally. She herself seemed to radiate the heat of pent-up desire as she showered her houseguest with tender attentions. A fleeting, casual touch from Sally would ignite a spark of answering heat in Mletkin, and he was at once helpless before a sweetly excruciating tide of unspent male longing. Nights were the worst. As Sally lay just beyond a thin screen, Mletkin's feverish imagination painted her hot, naked body sprawled on a white sheet like that of a young walrus cow resting on a slab of ice.

A few times Sally had called him Nelson, forgetting. She sometimes hugged him too, pressing her warm body close and raising a raw throbbing inside Mletkin, like a carbuncle about to burst.

Mletkin was not one to sit idly, and despite the fact that his expenditures were modest, the remainder of his pay was melting like snow on Uelen's hillocks. He couldn't resist buying a sea chronometer, barometer, and compass
from a specialist merchant near the port. The purchases made a sizable dent in his savings, and he still wanted to buy a set of surgical instruments to take back home.

Searching for some temporary employment, Mletkin stopped by the local hospital and, to his surprise, was hired on as a male nurse. This was a hospital for the poor, and it was badly equipped, but staffed by recent medical graduates – a bold and brave bunch overall. In large part, the patients went from the street outside straight into the operating room and Mletkin often found himself assisting in surgery. He was fascinated by surgery, and spent every free moment in the operating room.

Sally would wait for him at home with a big lunch.

Several times Mletkin had mentioned renting a room or moving into a hotel; but this always provoked a stream of tears from Sally, who asked him to consider how alone in the world she was now that Nelson had gone.

The inevitable happened late one night. It was raining heavily and Mletkin was soaked to the bone by the time he made it home. He couldn't quite get the hang of the enormous umbrella Sally had given him. And anyway, he felt that it was silly and absurd to avoid rain by this means – the equivalent of blocking a piece of the sky with the palm of your hand. At first he used to smile to see the rest of the pedestrians walking with calm and even dignity underneath the nonsensical contraption, and looking at him with amusement or confusion – he used it like a walking stick, striding through the sheets of rain with a closed umbrella, unwilling to unfurl the sheltering piece of oiled silk over his head.

“You're soaking wet!” Sally clucked, as she began to help him divest himself of his sodden clothes. Even his underclothes were wet and Mletkin soon found himself in the altogether. Sally, meanwhile, was clad in a thin
cotton robe. Every time her body brushed against his, Mletkin felt a wave of inexorable, animal hunger rise up in him. He stumbled to his room, looking for escape, but Sally followed. They crashed onto the bed together.

He could tell that Sally too had wanted this. She moaned quietly, tenderly, underneath him, writhing like a sea lion, wrapping her limbs around him, stoking his desire so completely that he did not even notice the explosion of his seed inside her, but went on clasping the lush black body in his embrace.

His first thought as he came to his senses, lying on his bed limp with exhaustion, was of how in the world he could return to Uelen with this black-skinned woman in tow. And would Givivneu put up with having an American woman obsessed with hygiene and cleanliness for a companion? Having two wives was not an extraordinary thing among his people, but Mletkin's dilemma lay in the extraordinary combination of women, and this worried him exceedingly.

“Will you come to Uelen with me?” he asked Sally.

“I'll follow you to the ends of the earth,” she whispered hotly, cutting off his air supply with a wet, open-mouth kiss. Almost smothered, Mletkin carefully extricated himself from the Tangitan kiss, and said, as if in passing:

“My people kiss a bit differently.”

“Teach me!” demanded Sally.

“Like this,” Mletkin brought his own nose to within half an inch of Sally's broad one and inhaled noisily.

“But that's just sniffing!” Sally's voice rang with disappointment.

“But that is precisely how we kiss,” Mletkin said.

Sally was loath to quarrel with her beloved, so she said, placatingly:

“We'll just have to kiss this way, and that way too” – and she clamped
her enormous mouth over Mletkin's again, this time covering his nose in the bargain. Before he could asphyxiate, Sally released him and began to sniff him loudly from head to foot. The process tickled, vividly reminding Mletkin of the featherlight, quiet way that young Givivneu had touched the tip of her tiny nose to his – and the enormity of the deep, secret tenderness that was contained in that soft touch.

Sally was insatiable. Even in the small hours of the night she demanded his caresses, and Mletkin would show up for work dour and sluggish, with bags under his eyes. His friends at the hospital noticed this and even gave him a checkup, but could find nothing physically wrong with him.

Mletkin had never imagined that sex could be a burden. Increasingly he longed to get away. There was no question now of bringing Sally to Uelen: she would never have accepted another woman in his household, and Mletkin would have had to give up Givivneu. Alarmingly, Sally had taken to chattering about their impending marriage and wedding ceremony. As they lay together in the afterglow of lovemaking, she went on and on about her wedding dress, the groom's suit and shiny patent-leather shoes. One day she even took Mletkin to a large merchant's, where all manner of wedding gear was sold, with prices that could fetch navigation instruments for a schooner. Mletkin was always mindful of the threat of having to stay in America forever that was implicit in these preparations.

And Uelen was never far from his thoughts. The nerpa hunting season was at its height. It was now that the experienced trackers would be going out onto the ice in search of polar bears. In midwinter, the she-bears dug lying-in caves in the soft snowdrifts underneath the crags, where they would birth their cubs, each no bigger than a fur mitten. And later still, when the sun rose daily above the horizon, would come the time of hunting for seal
with nets submerged under the ice. That was when the ice fields were at their thickest. Here, on the other hand, true winter never seemed to come. It rained often, and high waves slammed against the craggy shoreline. But there was no ice near the shore, nor on the horizon. Sally insisted that this was a true California winter. If she only knew what a true winter, a winter on Chukotka, was like! It was long, harsh, and bitterly cold, and made you long for spring. When the warm days finally came and snow began to melt, the ice fields would break away from the shore. Herds of walrus would arrive to take residence on the floating islands of ice. The men would go out and hunt the tusked beasts.

His first walrus hunt was a vivid memory. They had harpooned a young walrus cow, had finished her off with spears and dragged her onto an ice floe with some difficulty. She was so heavy that the ice floe creaked and tilted threateningly. There was a livid crimson stripe where the walrus had been dragged up and across the ice.

The hunters talked animatedly amongst themselves, anticipating the first plentiful feast after the long winter of eating frozen kopal'khen, which everyone had come to dread. Mletkin helped the hunters pull the slippery strap lassoed around the walrus; then he worked at the metal harpoon head firmly lodged in the animal's thick hide. He had discarded his wet nerpa-skin mittens long before and his hands had gone numb from the freezing water, cold air, and the wet, slimy strap. He complained, quietly, to his father:

“My hands are freezing, they're throbbing.”

Mlatangin led the boy up to the walrus cow where she lay prone on the ice, and pointed to the opening between her flippers, past the folds of dark skin:

“Warm your hands in there!”

Mletkin was unsure at first. Then Richip, the chief harpoon-man, came up and shoved both hands into the walrus's fundament, held them there for a while, and assured the boy, with a beatific smile:

“It's warm in there! Hot!”

Trying not to look at the other hunters, Mletkin thrust first one and then the other numbed hand into the walrus cow. And it was true: though she had been dead for an hour, inside, the body was wondrously, blessedly warm. Its residual heat quickly thawed the boy's aching wrists and fingers. Mletkin would have been happy to stay like that, with his hands inside the animal, but the hunters were already sharpening their knives.

And now, as he watched Sally lying next to him, her black body on the white sheet, he remembered his first walrus cow and the combination of pleasure and guilt, like a sweet sin, when he thrust his frozen hands into its deliciously warm womb.