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He was right there, too.

Pure affection shown in the simplest primal form, he poured all of what he felt for her into his kiss. Each move he made wasn't out of domination. It wasn't out of expectations, or requesting submission, he made love to her. Which was what
he
wanted, if he wanted to take her roughly he would have.

No toys. No ropes. No wax. Only a man consuming a woman in the most primal form.

She was
his
.

He was
hers
.

They were connected, consumed with each other.

This moment, with them together in such perfection, equaled something so exquisite. His lips rested against hers as their moans deepened. He stared into her eyes, consumed by a soul he'd never hurt again; a woman who was patient, kind, and loving.

A woman who had made him live again.

This woman he vowed to always hold just like this, always kiss and touch with passion, and always remind her that she was special and undeniably loved. She'd always know how beautiful she was, how the world was better with her in it, and that no woman other than her mattered to him.

His heart swelled in the same moment moisture sputtered against his sac. The first signs of her orgasm made him growl. “Yes, luv, come on me like this—trapped beneath me, protected by me.” He thrust deeper—harder. She arched into him as her hands gripped his shoulders and her fingernails dug into his flesh.

He welcomed the mark.

She had bared his soul and branded it.

The connection that had developed the moment he'd met Cora spun around him in a magical embrace. A bond so intense it took him time to see it. He'd never be blinded again. There it was, waiting for him to take it.

She had offered him her love and submission.

Now there was no going back.

As he rocked into her, his cock was hard and demanding, rubbing against her sensitive spot inside. He thrust faster…harder. Her loud, feminine moans consumed him as her body stiffened. Her mouth was parted with her lovely moans and her eyes were wide, lost in desire. “Please…”

He increased the speed of his thrusts to give her what she craved. With a harsh hitch to her breath and with glossy eyes, she erupted into orgasm, treating his cock to hard spasms and flooding him with her moisture.

She stared openly at him, and he didn't look away. As if in this moment they needed to do something together. They no longer fought against the truth or each other, but accepted that somehow they'd made it.

That they'd both changed…for each other, to find love.

He tumbled into the connection that had weaved its way so naturally into his life. He bucked and jerked and roared out his release. His hot semen sputtered from his cock and rushed into her. And her inner walls held tight against him, as if he'd finally given her everything and she greedily welcomed it.

Once they crashed into a state of tangled limbs and sweaty bodies, Aidan held her stare as tears welled in Cora's eyes. Tears that didn't break him. Tears that made him rejoice that he was there to comfort her.

He gathered her in his arms and said what he'd always said, “Come closer, luv.”

A rush of emotions filled his heart.

When her sniffles quieted, she gave a soft laugh. “I planned to call you an evil bastard for bringing me that close to orgasm and then refusing it.” She hesitated, snuggling into him. “But now I can't seem to do that.”

He laughed with her. He never minded her sass. In fact, it was completely part of Cora's charm. “Things would've gone very differently if you had said that.” He trailed his fingers over her back with a long sigh.

All
his
pain had washed away. Cora's submission had healed him. Her love grounded him. With her in his arms, an undeniable truth developed in his mind. A Dom took care of a submissive, but that Dom was nothing without a submissive who cared for him in return.

As she sniffed again, he pulled her on top of him, and she straddled his waist. Her disheveled hair, matched with her pink cheeks, kept him smiling. “I should punish such sass out
of you.”

She smirked. “You'd never do that.”

“Is that so?” He arched an eyebrow. “Do tell.”

She brushed her hand against his face and offered a soft expression. “Because, Aidan, you'd be lost without me.” She smacked the side of his face lightly. “You love me, sass included.”

“You're right.” Things were good. She was the reason for it all. And he'd never let her forget that. He'd never stop taking care of her. He'd make her life better, as she had for him. He lifted his head off the pillow, gazing into her eyes. “I'm irrevocably in love with you.” He flipped their positions and narrowed his eyes.

Cora's expression dropped, and she squirmed to get away. He lowered his weight onto her and pinned her to the mattress. “Have I ended our play, Cora?”

“Err…” Her glossy eyes widened. “No, sir.”

“I thought you had enough punishment.” He lowered his voice. “Since you know better than to smack the face of your Dom, I must be wrong.”

She gulped. “Oh, fuck.”

“Believe me, Cora,” he murmured against her lips, excited for the future and the learning curve that awaited them, “you getting fucked
is
definitely in the plans tonight.”

For great friends who made me work harder and dig deeper

To Sue Grimshaw, I can't sing your praises enough. I'm the luckiest author to have you by my side, and my stories are stronger because of it. Your ideas make me excited to dive into edits and make rewrites enjoyable. Your amazing support means the world to me!

To my agent, Jessica Alvarez, there is so much I could say. We came together under unusual circumstances, but I'm so glad that we did. I wouldn't be where I am today without you. We make a pretty great team!

To Lea Griffith and Sidney Bristol, who helped me whip this book into shape and gave me some much-needed tough love. Thanks for making me dig just a little bit deeper.

A big shout-out to Gina Gordon and Sara Brookes, who always listen to me grumble and know how to make me feel better if I'm having a bad day. A girl couldn't ask for better friends.

To April Flores and Kim Cowser, it's been such a pleasure to work with you. Thanks for making publishing a book fun!

Huge thanks go out to Chris Garstin and John Tanner for all the rock-climbing information. While it was helpful, it also reminded me how much I don't want to do it! Your answers to my endless questions are much appreciated.

And to everyone at Loveswept and Random House, from the copy editors to the cover artists to everyone in between, thank you for all the hard work you do!

Desired
is a work of fiction. Names, places, and incidents either are products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously.

A Loveswept eBook Edition

Copyright © 2014 by Stacey Kennedy

All Rights Reserved.

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Dear Reader,

Thank you for returning to Club Sin, an erotic fiction series. For those who are new to the series, the books are not intended to be an actual portrayal of the BDSM lifestyle; nor are they meant to be a real representation of a BDSM club. The rules of Club Sin, and the kink used by the Club Sin Masters, are created by the author's imagination for this series.

Welcome back to the elite BDSM dungeon, Club Sin.

—Stacey

stacey@​staceykennedy.​com

Sitting on the coral sand–colored seat cushion, Kyler leaned back against the wicker patio chair and sipped a crisp beer. The warm Lake Las Vegas air wasn't nearly as stifling as it'd been earlier in the day. His gaze swept past the trickling fountains and sparkling fire pits to the dancing crowd, eventually resting on the bride, Cora Adams.

Cora was a submissive and a member of the exclusive BDSM organization Club Sin, a place that allowed people to live out their darkest sexual fantasies. As a Master at the club, indicated by the dragon tattoo on his forearm, Kyler had met her a few years ago. They had maintained a close friendship ever since.

The bride swirled her hips, dancing with her bridesmaids, who were also Club Sin submissives, Presley Flynn and Kenzie Hart. Kyler couldn't help but notice how beautiful they looked in their strapless mauve dresses. So much different from the club, where they were either naked or dressed in sexy lingerie.

He took another swig of his cool beer, and he couldn't have been happier for Cora. In fact, as his gaze traveled over her mermaid-style wedding gown and long, dark hair styled in big, soft curls, he was sure he'd never seen her so happy.

This wedding was long overdue.

He had thought Cora would've been married years ago to one of his closest friends and fellow Club Sin Masters, Aidan Knight. Kyler had always yearned for what they had: a loving Dominant/submissive relationship. Although he was surprised they hadn't tied the knot earlier, he was glad to see his friends finally exchanged their vows.

Kyler himself was waiting to find
the one
. He needed a woman who would embrace his dominant ways in Club Sin and be a good partner in life, too. He loved that feeling of owning a woman's body…
and, yeah, his Dom wanted that
.

Only problem?

He'd never met her.

He'd met only the women of
right now
.

His gaze traveled over the crowd and landed on the pretty blonde he'd seen during the
outdoor ceremony. She'd been sitting at the back in the white chairs, smiling in a way that brightened her face as she watched Cora walk down the aisle.

“Staring much?”

Kyler chuckled, turning to Dmitri Pratt, Club Sin's owner. Kyler ignored the comment with a reply that placed Dmitri in the hot seat. “It's your turn next to tie the knot, hmm?”

Dmitri smiled, placing his wineglass on the wicker table in front of them. He raked a hand through his blond hair. “Is that so?”

Kyler had no idea why Dmitri hadn't asked Presley to marry him. They were perfect together. He pointed to Cora. “You're telling me you don't want to see Presley looking like that?”

Dmitri glanced to Cora, watching as she danced. When he looked back to Kyler, his expression softened. “It wasn't that long ago that Presley was engaged.”

“So?”

“She comes from a close family and cares what they think,” Dmitri replied with a shrug. “I'm letting them get used to our relationship before we go down that road.”

Always the good man
, Kyler mused.

Perhaps Presley was worried that her parents would disapprove if she got engaged again too quickly. That probably made the most sense and was perceptive of Dmitri to recognize.

Presley had a strong submissive trait: always sacrificing what she wanted for others, a common sub trait that she'd never completely let go of. It was one of the reasons Dmitri loved her so. “You're waiting for the benefit of her parents?”

Dmitri nodded, draping an arm over the back of the wicker chair. “We'll give it a little more time.” He grinned, tapping the center of his neck. “Besides, I have that. For now, it's enough.”

His collar
.

In terms many attending this wedding wouldn't understand, Presley had been fully, irrevocably, claimed by Dmitri. To her closest friends and those who belonged to Club Sin, the promise in the symbol of a collar held as strong as a marriage vow.

Kyler wouldn't be that patient.

Once he discovered the woman to share his life, he'd possess her body and mind. All would know that whoever she was, she belonged to him both in the dungeon and out of it.

That simple.

Taking another sip of his beer, Kyler scanned the patio and relished as the cool liquid slid down his dry throat. Decorated with flowers and fire pits lighting up the dark night, the five-star resort with panoramic views of the lake and mountains was beautiful. A secondary patio area near the water that hosted the evening wedding was even more so. Some guests sat on the comfortable seating that was placed throughout, but most were on the dance floor, enjoying the live band.

As the warm breeze brushed over him, he watched Cora's family as her nieces and nephew were dancing with their parents. Then his gaze returned to the blond woman he saw earlier.
Damn, she's a pretty little thing
.

She looked as though she'd been plucked out of the fifties, wearing a black-and-white polka-dot dress. Her long hair was swept to the side in a fishtail braid, and on her right arm she had a tattoo of black-and-gray flower from her wrist to midway up her forearm.

Kyler bit back a groan as he scanned down her crossed legs to her black high-heeled shoe dangling from her toes. He took another chug of his beer, reminding himself that a hard cock wasn't appropriate at his friends' wedding.

Forcing his attention to her face, their gazes met. Her cheeks pinkened, her cherry-red painted lips parted, and her eyes went a little wide.
Beautiful
.

Throughout the ceremony and later at dinner her shy blushing had ensnared him. Watching her wasn't even a choice; it had become imperative. He had to learn more about the woman with the expressive eyes. Her innocence, matched with the way she could barely hold his gaze, suggested one thing:
She's vanilla
.

He nearly laughed that he'd taken such an interest in a vanilla woman, but he remained trapped in her overtly aroused expression. If he could make her look that hot by not even touching her, how would she look once he got his hands on her?

Responsive
.

He liked that.

Those heated reactions attracted him, and he hadn't felt that pull toward a woman in a long time. In fact, he hadn't dated a woman who didn't live the BDSM lifestyle since Club Sin opened its doors four years ago.

He needed a woman who owned her sexuality and went after her fantasies. A woman
who enjoyed living a lifestyle that allowed him to indulge in the wicked. He also needed a woman who submitted to him and who melted under his touch.

Vanilla women never did.

“She's a good girl.”

Kyler turned and found the groom, Aidan Knight, sitting across from him. All caught up in the woman, he hadn't realized Aidan had joined him. Nor had he known that Dmitri had left to dance with Presley. Nope, he'd been consumed by the woman wearing polka dots.

Dressed in a tux, his jet-black hair slicked back from his forehead, Aidan was a commanding figure. Stiff shoulders and stony gray eyes told Kyler the woman was no stranger to Aidan, making her all the more interesting. “Do tell, who is that
good girl
?”

“My assistant, Ella Snow,” Aidan replied with a tight voice.

“She works for you?” Aidan nodded, and Kyler grinned. “I'm surprised that Cora doesn't mind that pretty thing working alongside you.”

Aidan chuckled, shaking his head. “Cora is now my wife.” The amusement in his features fled, replaced by a blazing dominant stare. “She has never and will never have reason to be worried about Ella.” He glanced around him and then leaned in to Kyler. “You do realize that woman you're eating up with your eyes is vanilla.”

“No shit,” Kyler said with a smirk.

From what he could tell, Ella didn't act like a submissive. There were no enticing, gaze-lowering looks away from a Dom. She flat-out acted like a little mouse avoiding a hungry lion.

And damn, did she stir desire.

The same old play in Club Sin had become tiresome. In the dungeon, women always submitted. He'd perfected his craft to ensure they would. Until now, he hadn't met a woman who pushed his need to master.

Perhaps a little vanilla would spice up his life.

He smiled at Aidan. “Have you ever seen me back away from a challenge?”

Aidan regarded Kyler before he stared at Ella, who was downing her glass of wine. “I can't get into this in as much detail as I should, seeing how you're looking at her. But that girl has been through a lot, she's got no family here.”

Even more interesting
. “She's not from Vegas?”

“She moved from Savannah to Vegas four months ago.”

Kyler rubbed his chin, watching Ella place her wineglass on the table. A flood of heat overwhelmed him. Under his stare, she squirmed in her chair, staring anywhere but at him. Turning to Aidan, he asked, “What do you mean she has no family?”

“I mean, she has
no one
.” Aidan rested his elbows on his knees, giving Kyler a measured look. “She told me her parents died when she was young and she was raised by her grandparents. A few years back, she lost them, too.”

Aidan smiled at guests who strode by before he added, “There is something about her”—he hesitated and sighed—“she seems distressed or haunted in some ways.” Lifting his chin, his gaze became ice-cold. “I like Ella. And I mean I like her like a sister, so I'm telling you to be careful with her.”

She had Aidan's affection. That, more than anything, told Kyler that not only is Ella beautiful, but she also must be a remarkable woman who had worked her way into Aidan's heart.

Kyler snorted. “Fuck, you get married and turn into an overprotective brother.”

Aidan gave a halfhearted shrug. “Do what you want, but do it gently. She's a special woman, and I do care about her.”

“You don't need to tell me she's special.” Kyler's body hummed in need as he looked to Ella. “I can see it with my own eyes.” Glancing to Aidan, he smiled. “Don't you worry, buddy, I'll take good care of your assistant while you're on your honeymoon.”

The band changed songs into something a little slower. Standing to go dance with his bride, Aidan frowned. “That's what I'm afraid of.”

Forgive me
.

Ella's shoulders slumped and she sighed at her phone. Laughter and joy surrounded her, music and happiness, but her stomach plummeted as she read her husband, Rory Snow's text. When would he give up? Didn't a domestic violence protection order say
This relationship is over
?

As the band played a slow song, she ran her fingers over the scar by her right eye. The mark was a constant reminder of Rory. Every day she looked in the mirror she saw it and thought of him.

All she wanted was to forget.
Heck
, she'd been doing exactly that. Rory was the jackass who couldn't let it go. Ella knew she should probably call the Savannah police department to inform them that Rory was contacting her, but she was so damn tired of it all. She had moved on and put Rory into her past of big mistakes.

She'd hoped Rory would do the same.

That didn't look like it was going to happen anytime soon.

With a grumble, she slipped her phone into her dress pocket and zipped it closed. She scanned through the crowd on the dance floor and her gaze landed on the bride. Aidan's new wife was beautiful. Thin and elegant, Cora belonged on a magazine cover.

Ella's heart twisted in the midst of memories of her wedding. Her day hadn't been so lavish. Rory hadn't rented out an entire resort at Lake Las Vegas for the event, ensuring their guests had a place to stay. Her wedding had cost all of two thousand dollars, but it had been enough for her.

She'd loved the high school sweetheart she'd met when she was fifteen and married five years later.
Had
loved him. Right up until Rory started drinking and drowning himself in booze.

Sober Rory was a good man.

Drunk Rory had a violent side.

That violence had shoved Ella face-first into a table. The night she'd got the stitches was the night she'd walked away from him. Six months later, she had left her life in Savannah. She moved to Vegas for the excitement, landing herself an amazing job at Knight Law Firm, working as the assistant for a highly respected defense attorney.

Ella enjoyed working for Aidan, and actually liked him as a person, too. He paid her almost triple what she had made in Savannah. Her professional life couldn't get any better. It was the personal side of things that remained murky.

As she watched Aidan twirl his new wife around, dancing proudly for all to see, Ella tried to find her smile, but it remained hidden behind pain. Even if ten months had gone by since the night of the abuse, she couldn't ignore the dark thoughts and her failed marriage.

It took six months to find the courage to file divorce papers, and another four months since leaving Savannah to pull herself together again, but she was over Rory in every sense of the word. She refused to let him ruin this special occasion. Grabbing her wineglass, she downed the remaining contents.

Tonight she hoped for a little liquid happiness.

When she lowered her glass to the table, a tingling sensation spread across her skin. Lifting her head, she gazed across the patio, and sitting at one of the patio sets was one of Aidan's groomsmen. She'd never seen him before today, but that wasn't a huge surprise, since she didn't know most of the people at the wedding.

Except for a bunch of lawyers from the firm and Aidan's parents, everyone else was a stranger. Aidan never mixed pleasure with business, and in the four months she had worked for him, she'd never met a single friend of his.
Heck
, she hadn't known Aidan was dating. One day she'd thought he was single; the next he told her he was getting married.