The Cold, Cold Ground (37 page)

I laughed.

It would be funny if this worked and funny if it didn’t.

I watched a puppet show about the capture of Mussolini by the Resistance which, if I understood it correctly, happened on this very spot.

At 9 o’clock I caught the last local bus to Campo.

Lake Como was the black empty mass to my right as we hugged the shore and drove past the homes of the very rich. Beautiful villas from the baroque and rococo right up to the present day. Father Faul told us that the Younger Pliny had owned two villas on Lake Como. One on a hill and one on the lake. The upper home he called Tragedy, the lower Comedy.

The bus stopped at every village and went slowly along the shore road. It finally left me off at the hamlet of Campo at around 11.30.

A quiet, attractive, unearthly little place in the foothills of the Alps.

There were no people.

No cars.

Occasionally a truck roared by under the vast yellow arc lights of the SS36. The rest was silence.

Snow had been falling since the day before and the bus station car park was a frozen world.

An ice mirror reflecting the winter constellations. A landing strip for migrating birds.

I unfolded my map, strapped the rucksack across my shoulders and headed east.

The house was at the end of a long track off Vicolo Spluga.

The incline was steep and I had to catch my breath a couple of times.

Wind was whistling down from the Swiss border, eight miles to the north.

These were not the high Alps but it was still freezing.
According to the map we were up at 1400 metres which I reckoned was over 5500 feet. I was wearing a leather jacket, jeans and Adidas trainers. I was underdressed. I hadn’t expected it to be this frigid in early October.

I took another breather to steady my nerves.

From up here I could see the lights of planes landing at Milan and boats putting across the black waters of the Lago di Mezzola.

I walked on. I passed a ruined mill, a couple of small cottages and a barn that had been destroyed by fire.

Freddie’s house was built in a typical Tyrol style: wood beams, a deck facing south, a steep timbered roof. It wasn’t particularly large but I knew that he owned much of the surrounding forest too. He told everyone that he had inherited the place from his grandfather but that wasn’t true. The whole shebang was bought and paid for by MI5.

Since June and Freddie’s ascension to the Army Council things had really begun to happen for him.

Gerry Adams had been out here. All the top guys in Sinn Fein and the IRA.

Even a couple of US Congressmen.

I imagine that it was bugged. And since people were chattier out of their natural environment the intel must be pouring in.

There was a brand new silver Mercedes SL parked under the deck.

The moon was out and I could read my watch without hitting the backlight. 12.20 now. Getting late. I walked around the ground floor looking for a way in but there was none.

You had to go up the steps and enter from the first level.

The stairs were sparkled with frost so I gripped the hand rail and took them cautiously.

The deck had sliding French doors, large plate-glass wraparound windows and a view to the south-west of Lake Como and to the north, between two mountains, the 4000 metre-tall Piz Bernina.

The view, the mountains, the chalet, Freddie and his scary pals – the whole thing had a Berchtesgaden vibe circa 1939.

At the top of the steps I took out the knife and the cap gun. I weighed the two options. “Aye, let’s try the bluff, Freddie will appreciate that,” I said to myself.

I pulled on a pair of leather gloves and reshouldered the backpack.

I walked round the deck, looked in through the glass windows and saw Freddie standing there in front of a large TV set. He had videoed an Inter Milan match on his Betamax and he was fast forwarding through the game in search of goals.

I took a step backwards and retraced my steps around the deck until I came to a door.

I had brought my lock-pick kit but when I turned the handle and pushed, the door opened.

I stepped cautiously inside.

I took off the rucksack and set it down on a tiled floor. I removed the note I had written on the plane and looked again at the cap gun. Was it convincing? We’d soon see.

I walked through a large, modern kitchen illuminated by night lights.

I pushed the kitchen door and tiptoed my way along a hardwood corridor until I made it to the enormous living room.

Freddie was sitting now, watching and rewatching a beautiful goal by a blond-haired Inter player.

“Lovely stuff,” Freddie kept repeating to himself.

I slipped behind Freddie’s reclining leather chair.

The knife would have done just as well.

I shoved the cap gun against Freddie’s ear.

“What the—” he began.

I put my finger to my lips and still keeping the cap gun in his ear, handed him the note.

He looked at me and read the note. It said: “Turn off all the recording equipment and make no sound until you do so.”

Freddie was reassured by this. It told him that I was a reasonable, forward-thinking young man, not a nutcase bent on some vendetta.

He nodded. I took one step backwards keeping the cap gun pointing at him and letting the sleeve of my jacket droop over it so that he wouldn’t get a good look at it.

He got to his feet and pointed to a door at the end of the living room. I gave him the OK sign.

We walked into his study and he turned on the light.

There was no tremble in his gait and he didn’t look frightened in the least. I didn’t like that and it put me on my guard.

The study was small, with a desk and a few metal filing cabinets.

There were signed pictures on the wall.

Freddie with Vanessa Redgrave. Freddie with Senator Ted Kennedy.

He pointed at the desk and began walking towards it. I shoved the gun in his back and he froze. I pushed him to the ground, stepped over him and opened the desk drawer.

The gun in the drawer was a Beretta 9mm.

I checked that it was loaded and put the cap pistol back in my pocket.

Freddie sighed.

“Can we speak now? There’s no tape going. It’s not turned on, is it? I mean, what’s the point? It’s just me here,” Freddie said.

“Show me,” I said.

He got to his feet and looked ruefully at the gun barrel of his own pistol aimed at his chest. He pulled open the top drawer of one of the filing cabinets.

“Look in there,” he said. “If it was recording, the spools would be going round, wouldn’t they?”

I looked in the filing cabinet.

Two enormous spools of tape on an expensive looking recording device.

The thing was evidently turned off and the spools were not going round.

Of course there could have been a back-up somewhere in the house.

“Is there a back-up? The truth now, Freddie,” I whispered to him.

“Back-up? That one cost two grand. Those cheap bastards are not going to install a bloody back-up, are they?” he said with an attempt at levity.

I tried to impart the seriousness of my question with a waggle of the Beretta.

“No! There’s no back-up. This is it.”

I believed him.

We returned to the living room.

I switched off the TV.

I motioned him to sit down in the leather recliner and I sat on the glass coffee table opposite him.

“Talk,” I said.

“About what?”

“Tell me everything.”

24: THE WILDERNESS OF MIRRORS

That sleekit handsome hatchet-face broke into a grin. “What do you wanna know?”

“What happened on Christmas Eve, 1980?” I asked.

“With Lucy, you mean?” he asked.

“Aye. With Lucy. The train. The aborted abortion.”

“You know about that?” he asked, surprised.

“You got her pregnant and there was only one way out of it. The abortion special. Ferry to Larne, train to Glasgow. One night in the hospital. Back for Christmas Day.”

His left cheek twitched, the first minute chink in that force field of confidence. We’re all projecting multiple images of ourselves all the time but for Freddie it must be so much harder to maintain the likeness …

“Her mum decided to get the Belfast train and she was looking for Lucy at the Barn Halt but she didn’t see her because Lucy was on the other platform, wasn’t she? The Larne side. She was going to Larne,” I said.

“She was. Lucy saw her mother stick her big bonce out the train window and the poor girl almost had a heart attack.”

“What did she do? Hide in the shelter?”

“She hid in the shelter until the train left. But that was where it all fell apart. Seeing her mother really spooked her. We’d arranged to go to Scotland together on the boat train. I got off the train at Barn Halt but of course she wasn’t bloody there. She
was supposed to meet me on the platform but she’d got cold feet. I knew she’d bottled it. She finally came to see me and I suppose I should have ended it there and then but she was bawling her eyes out and I felt sorry for her.”

“How long had you been seeing her?”

“A few months. It wasn’t that serious. She was very beautiful but there was no way I could ever get heavy with a comrade’s wife. Even an ex-wife. The powers that be wouldn’t allow it. They’re very conservative. And of course then she got pregnant …”

“And refused to get the abortion.”

“Quite the dilemma, eh?”

“So what did that big brain of yours cook up, Freddie?”

“You know what we did, Sergeant Duffy.”

“Aye, I do. She moved in with you and you got her to write a bunch of postcards and letters to her family and you went down to the Republic and posted them. Everyone thought she was living in Dublin or Cork or wherever but in fact she was only a hop skip and a jump away living with you – until she had the baby, right?”

“It wasn’t so onerous. The thing was due in five months. What was five months? She could stay with me. Cook and clean the place. Nice wee feminine touch. The baby’s born, we give it away and then she goes back to her parents like the prodigal daughter. And who knows, maybe after a decent interval and with Seamus’s OK, we could begin a formal courtship.”

“But then Seamus went on hunger strike. Didn’t that complicate things?”

Freddie shook his head. “Not really. I knew he wouldn’t go through with it. Not him. He didn’t have the stones for it. He was only in for gun possession. That’s a hell of a thing to die for. Lucy was a little upset though. He joined the hunger strike just a couple of days before she was due. I told her not to worry about it, that I’d have a word and we’d get him off. And we did too. He was no martyr.”

I understood. It had to be exhausting to be in cover this long, to play that game.

“So the plan is: Lucy gives birth, gives the baby away, returns to her parents and no one knows that she was ever pregnant or that you’re the father of her baby.”

“That’s the plan. Of course people would gossip and her mother’s an intelligent woman but with no actual proof … I mean, technically Lucy and Seamus are divorced. But not in the eyes of the church.”

“Seamus told me as much.”

“The first sin was divorcing him. That was bad enough. But then to get herself pregnant with some other bloke while her husband was martyring himself for Ireland? Not good my friend, not good. I was protecting her as well as me. Maybe ‘after her return’ she even goes to see Seamus in the H Blocks. Or you know what? Maybe we’ll get lucky and Seamus will go through with the bloody hunger strike or have a heart attack or something and she’ll be the grieving widow. Ha! And after a decent interval I could see her on the QT.”

“But you weren’t worried about her living with you during the pregnancy?”

Freddie tapped the side of his head and grinned. “Who do you think you’re dealing with? My house is out of the way and I don’t encourage visitors.”

“What if they did find out?”

“Trouble!” he laughed. “Best-case scenario they kneecap me, court martial me, kick me out of the IRA and exile me permanently from Ireland.”

“So Lucy lived with you and she gave birth and you gave the baby away.”

“Yes. Mind if I smoke?”

“Go ahead.”

He lit up. He licked his dry lower lip and took a long drag on the cig. He was a young man still, but his eyes were hollow.
He looked a little like one of those old priests you found in the West of Ireland who was weary after decades of the same dreary confessions.

“You knew how to deliver a baby and everything?”

“God no. I got a midwife. You never did find her, did ya?”

“What do you mean?”

“You see what I’m talking about? I outsmarted all of you. She lived in East Belfast. Wee flat by herself. I told her there was an emergency job. I drove her and she delivered the baby and I paid her well. And of course after it all went wrong I had to call on her again and disappeared her.”

“You killed the woman who acted as Lucy’s midwife?” I asked.

“Yes. You don’t need to know about it. It’s all taken care of. I did it the night I got back from my IRA interrogation in Dundalk. Before she would have heard the news about Lucy. It was a busy couple of days for me.”

“I can imagine.”

“But unlike the queers, I didn’t want the police to find her body. I buried her in the Mourne Mountains. She’s gone forever. Don’t worry about it.”

Don’t worry about it?
Don’t worry about it?
Why did he think I had come here? Just for a chat? To clear the air?

He was talking again: “So everything went according to plan. Plan B anyway. Lucy lived with me from Christmas onwards. We wrote letters to her family. Boiler-plate stuff. She said she was doing ok, she wanted a second chance in Dublin. And then when I was down South, I posted them. Easy. Piece of cake.”

“And you liked having her around? She wasn’t moody?”

“I loved having her around. Very good-natured girl. Lovely wee lass so she was. Have you seen any pictures of her? She was gorgeous.”

“So what went wrong? Why’d you kill her?”

“Well, the baby’s born. I give the midwife a thousand quid, tell her to keep her mouth shut, everything’s fine. Wee baby
girl. We keep it for a couple of days, but then it’s time to give the little bairn away, isn’t it? That’s part two of the plan. Lucy comes back from Dublin, moves in with her parents for a bit, all is forgiven … But nobody can know she was ever pregnant. Too many questions. So I take the bairn and leave it in a stolen car in the Royal Victoria Hospital car park. I call them up and I watch them come out, look in the window and take the poor wee thing away. I suppose we were lucky they didn’t think it was a bomb and blow the car up!”