Stefan’s Diaries Vol. 6: The Compelled
There was a moment after Samuel dragged Damon away when…
The next day, I left the tunnel, telling Cora I…
Not knowing what else to do, I grabbed the unconscious…
The next day, Cora and I followed Mary Jane to…
Together, stakes concealed under our clothing, our motley group traipsed…
The woman thrown into the rushing river with a stake…
We climbed out of the tunnel and into the sunlight.
“Do you think this is a trap?” Cora murmured as…
The next night, I was hiding in the bushes that…
“Ready for the big day, brother?” Damon asked as he…
Damon opened the door and I staggered into the house…
I felt like I was the bumbling villain in a …
“What happened?” Cora asked when we finally made our way…
I fled down the streets, listening for the sound of…
I frantically searched the docks for my brother—my prey. Damon…
I woke on a white eiderdown blanket. The sun-dappled mahogany…
The sky above the ocean was a beautiful pink that…
In one of my schoolbooks there was a painting called…
T
he only thing in the world that’s constant is war. It was an aphorism murmured in the sticky summer of 1864 as the Civil War tore America apart—and it was a truth that had only become more evident in my more than twenty years as a vampire. Every time I picked up the paper, there were stories of humans fighting humans: brawls on the streets of San Francisco, uprisings in India, insurrections all over Europe. And once blood had been shed and graves marked, they’d start all over again.
But the war my brother, Damon, and I were fighting against the evil vampire Samuel Mortimer was far different. It was a battle without limits. After all, soldiers instinctively fear
death. As vampires, we’d already conquered it. What we feared was the reign of terror Samuel would surely inflict upon London if he won. Evil would run rampant.
To the citizens of London, Samuel Mortimer was a member of the city’s political elite. But we knew his true nature: He was a fiendish vampire, one we’d been trying to destroy for weeks. Not only had he fed on the blood of innocent women and tried to kill me, he had framed my brother as Jack the Ripper—a now infamous name for the deranged killer responsible for the Whitechapel murders, which Samuel himself was committing.
He’d also been one of Katherine’s lovers. Katherine, the vampire who’d seduced Damon and me and fanned the flames of discord between us two decades prior, had turned us into the creatures we now were. Samuel was convinced we’d killed his love, and he wanted revenge. It didn’t matter that Damon and I hadn’t been the ones to trap and burn her in the church back in Mystic Falls. He would never believe we’d tried to save her. Samuel needed someone to pay for her death, and he’d chosen us. No matter what, it seemed neither decades nor miles nor oceans could separate
me from Katherine’s legacy.
But this time had been different. Her memory hadn’t divided my brother and me. Instead, it had united us against Samuel. We’d managed to kill Samuel’s brother, Henry, before the battle had taken a terrible turn, but Samuel had captured Damon. I knew he could kill Damon in a second if he wanted to. Right now, the only thing keeping Damon from death was Samuel’s penchant for torture and sadistic games. I had to rescue Damon from his suffering before Samuel tired of him.
I wasn’t afraid to die. But, as odd as it was after our years of fighting, I was afraid to live in a world without Damon. My brother was callous, rude, and destructive. And yet he had saved me on more than one occasion during our time in London. He was the one on whom I could count when no one else could be trusted. He was all I had.
After all, we were bound by blood. And if I’d learned anything from my time as a vampire, it was that blood was life. Without Damon, my life force would ebb. Now, I had to do everything in my power to get him back…
T
here was a moment after Samuel dragged Damon away when it seemed as though my spirit had left my body. It was how I’d felt when a bullet from my father’s gun had pierced my chest all those years ago in Mystic Falls: a split-second of agony, followed by a blankness that radiated from the very core of my being.
But I wasn’t dead. And I wouldn’t let Samuel escape with Damon. Once I’d made sure Cora was all right, I took a deep breath and catapulted my body out the window of the Magdalene Asylum. Glass shattered around me, and a shard pierced my cheek. Blood ran down my skin. I didn’t care.
“Damon!” I yelled. The Asylum was empty—no one would hear me. All the residents, nuns, and priests were at
a midnight church service, which had been convenient for Damon and me when we set our trap for Samuel.
We’d had weapons. We’d had plans. We’d had the element of surprise. And still, we’d fallen short. It was as if Samuel had purposely allowed us to get closer and closer, only to outwit us—just like his alter ego, Jack the Ripper, had done to the Metropolitan Police when he sent them on a cat-and-mouse chase through London.
I ran through the city streets at vampire speed, trying to listen for shouts, scuffles, even labored breathing—anything that would lead me to my brother. I knew it was useless, but I had to do something. After all, Damon had saved me from Samuel. He deserved the same from me.
I ran through Dutfield Park, the overgrown square where Damon and I had first realized we were being hunted. It would be poetic justice for Samuel to kill him here, beneath the stone wall where he’d written a chilling message in blood to let us know he would have his revenge. But I noticed nothing amiss. The only sounds were the scampering of squirrels in the underbrush and the whistling of the wind through barren trees.
I ran to the highest point of the park and glanced around in all directions: the elegant dome of St. Paul’s Cathedral, the ominous, dark ribbon of the Thames snaking through the city, the run-down buildings crowding the park. Damon could be anywhere.
He could already be dead.
I jammed my hands in my pockets and turned around, slowly walking back to the Asylum. I needed to get Cora; together, we’d come up with something. It was what we’d been doing for the past several weeks: trailing Samuel, thinking we’d captured him, and then finding ourselves in a worse situation than ever.
Even before I reached the gates of the Asylum, I could hear a low-pitched moan: Cora. My heart twisted in sorrow, thinking of her. I wasn’t the only one missing a family member. Samuel had taken Cora’s sister, Violet, and turned her into a vampire. Violet had attacked her own sister. Of course Cora was mourning.
I entered the Asylum through the window I’d broken. The smell of Henry’s burning flesh still clung to the room. There was blood pooled on the floor and spattered across the walls, as though the subterranean office had become an impromptu butcher shop. Which, I suppose, it had.
Standing in the corner, Cora moaned again, her hand clasped to her mouth. Cora was an innocent girl caught in an increasingly tangled web of evil and despair. Only a fortnight ago, Samuel had turned Violet into a vampire. Ever since then, Cora had been doing whatever she could to try to save her, including infiltrating the Magdalene Asylum, of which Samuel was a well-known benefactor. As soon as she’d realized Samuel was affiliated with
the Asylum, she’d volunteered to pose as a destitute girl seeking salvation within its doors. It was she who’d realized Samuel was using the Asylum residents as his own personal blood supply. And it was she who’d helped set up a trap to snare Samuel. We had hoped to get closer to Samuel, to discover his weaknesses, anything that could help us understand his relentless vendetta against us. Because the Ripper murders weren’t committed for the blood. As vampires, we could kill quickly and cleanly—but we didn’t need to murder to obtain sustenance. Samuel, especially, didn’t: As a benefactor to the Magdalene Asylum, he was able to drink his fill from its residents whenever he liked, compelling them to offer their necks to him and then forget all about the encounter. And yet Samuel was intent on brutally slaying and slicing open victims on the streets of Whitechapel, all with the goal of framing Damon as a killer. His motivation could be summed up in one terrible name:
Katherine
.
At one point, the name had made my heart race. Now, it made it clench in dread. Katherine meant Samuel, and Samuel meant destruction. And the only question was, when would he stop? When Damon was dead? When I was dead? In the process of our investigation, we’d lost Damon and witnessed Violet’s transformation into a soulless, cold-blooded killer. Not only had she fought brutally against Damon and me moments earlier, but she’d hurt—and
worse, fed on—Cora. I could only imagine the despair and confusion Cora was feeling as she stood in the corner.
But I couldn’t dwell on what had happened. I needed to think of the future—and I needed to save Damon.
“We can’t stay here. Let’s go home.” Our destination was the Underground tunnel where we’d spent our nights for the last week.
Cora nodded. A flicker of concern crossed her eyes as she noticed the cut on my cheek.
“You’re bleeding,” she said.
“I’m fine,” I said roughly, wiping the blood away with my hand. It was just like Cora to be worried about my discomfort when
she
was struggling with so much.
“Let me help you.” Cora reached into the sleeve of her dress and pulled out a handkerchief. She tenderly rubbed it against my skin. “I’m worried about you, Stefan. You have to take care of yourself, because…” She trailed off, but I knew what she was thinking.
Because at this point, you’re all I have.
I nodded, knowing there wasn’t much else Cora or I could say.
I boosted Cora up so she could climb through the Asylum window, and together, we slowly trudged westward to our temporary home.
Above us, clouds and mist obscured any stars, and the streets were practically empty. People were terrified of the Ripper, and the eerie wind whistling through the alleys
was only adding to the evil tone of the evening. The only heartbeat I could hear was Cora’s, but I knew from the papers that policemen were hiding in every shadowy alley, on the lookout for the Ripper.
Of course, the police presence was useless. While they were shivering on the streets, on guard for the Ripper’s next attack, the murderer was preoccupied with a prime distraction: plotting to torture my brother.
At least, I hoped he was still plotting, not already tormenting Damon. Was my brother even now crying out in agony? Or had Samuel simply staked him and thrown his lifeless body in the Thames? Tortured or killed? It was a lose-lose situation, but I found myself wishing Samuel’s sadistic nature had won out. While it would prolong Damon’s pain, it gave us a chance at rescuing him, boosting our slim odds.
Cora stumbled and I reached out to steady her. We were almost home. I paused to make sure we hadn’t been followed, but no one was chasing us. In fact, no one seemed to be here at all, perhaps put off by the signs that surrounded the work area above the tunnel, all clearly stating that trespassing was strictly prohibited by the Metropolitan Police.
I jumped down into the tunnel, unfazed by the drop. That was one of the advantages of being a vampire: My innate agility ensured I’d land on my feet.
I helped Cora down, and the two of us faced each other.
Despite the darkness, I could see everything, from the packed dirt walls to the pebbles scattered on the ground. Meanwhile, Cora blinked several times, her eyes adjusting to the lack of light.
Suddenly, a creature darted past our feet. It was a rat, almost the size of a small cat. Instead of scrambling away in surprise, Cora grabbed a large stone from the tunnel floor and threw it at the creature. The scuffling stopped.
“You need to eat,” she urged.
“Thank you.” I reached down, grabbed the still-warm carcass, and placed my mouth to its fur, piercing the thin skin with my fangs. The whole time, I was aware of Cora’s unflinching gaze. But what did it matter? It wasn’t like my drinking blood was a surprise to her. She’d seen me bare my fangs to feed, and she’d seen me battle Henry and Samuel. I felt the rat’s blood calm my body as it ran through my veins.
Once I’d drunk all I could, I threw the carcass to the ground, wiped my mouth with the back of my hand, and smiled tersely at Cora. Our friendship was unlike any I’d ever experienced with a human since becoming a vampire. Even when Callie had discovered my identity back in New Orleans, I had never fed in front of her. I had concealed my fangs and masked my yearnings, wanting her to only see the best in me. But Cora was different.
“Was that enough?” she asked, sliding into a seated
position and crossing her legs under her gray dress, now spattered with dirt and blood. Dark shadows surrounded her eyes, and the smudges of grime on her cheeks blended with the smattering of freckles on her skin. Her teeth were chattering. A cold snap had hit London in the past few days, and it was especially frigid in the tunnel, where the walls were beaded with condensation and a misty gray fog swirled around the darkness.
“It was, thank you. How are you?” I asked, feeling stupid as soon as the words escaped my lips. How was she? She was in the tunnel of an all-but-abandoned construction site. She’d just killed a rat and watched it be drained of its blood. She’d been betrayed by her vampire sister. She’d witnessed vampires torturing one another, seen a body burned to ashes. And although she did so willingly, she’d been used as a pawn in our war against Samuel. But he’d escaped, and had brutally killed two of Cora’s friends, then left their corpses in Mitre Square. How did I expect her to feel?
“I’m alive,” Cora said. “I believe that counts for something.” She attempted a laugh, but it came out as a sputtering cough. I patted her on the back and was surprised when she leaned in and gave me a hug.
“I’m sorry I put you in danger,” I said hollowly. “I should have known that we couldn’t reason with Violet. I should never have brought you to see her.” We’d gone
to see Ephraim, a witch, and had him cast a locator spell to help us find Violet and persuade her to leave Samuel. But when we’d found her, she hadn’t listened to anything we’d said and had kidnapped Cora, which is how she’d ended up back at the Asylum the same day Damon and I had snuck in to ambush Samuel.
“You wouldn’t have been able to keep me away from Violet,” Cora said firmly. “You told me she wouldn’t be the same. But deep down, I believed she’d still be my sister. Now I know I was wrong.” Cora shuddered. I nodded, sad that my prediction had been true.
“I was so
stupid
,” Cora said, her face twisting in anger. “I thought I could get through to her. I thought she could change. But there was nothing of Violet left in her. She
fed
on me, Stefan. Then she brought me to the Asylum and asked that groundskeeper, Seaver, to lock me in that room. I tried to escape, but Seaver started chanting and all of a sudden, I was completely trapped.” Cora’s lower lip wobbled as tears spilled down her cheeks. She wiped them away with the back of her hand and set her mouth in a firm line.
“He must have used some sort of spell,” I said slowly. I remembered how small and helpless Cora had looked in that room in the Magdalene Asylum. She must have been terrified.
“We need to see Ephraim,” I decided. The only thing I
knew for certain was that if Samuel had witches under his control, we’d need a way to counter their spells.
“No!” Cora yelled. “Not Ephraim. I had a bad feeling about him. His locator spell may have taken us to Violet, but what if that was a trap he set up with Samuel? What if he’s been working for Samuel all along? We know Ephraim used to do jobs for the highest bidder—who’s to say he ever stopped? We can’t trust him,” Cora said, setting her jaw. “We need to come up with another plan.”
“Well, we need
someone
on our side who can perform magic. Otherwise, Samuel will always have that advantage over us,” I said. I stood up and paced back and forth, willing my mind to come up with a clever way to ensnare Samuel and free my brother. But I still felt weak and shaky and utterly unable to concentrate. The rat’s blood had only taken the edge off my hunger.
“I think you should drink real blood,” Cora said quietly, as if she could read my mind. “Like your brother. Like Samuel. It would make you strong enough to fight him, right? It would make the fight even, like you said.” Her eyes glittered like diamonds in the darkness.
“I can’t!” I exploded in frustration, unleashing all the tension I’d been holding in. My voice echoed off the walls of the tunnel, sending rodents skittering to unknown hiding spots. A few nights before, I would’ve heard the far-off moans and heartbeats of other tunnel dwellers.
Tonight, there were none, and I was glad they’d moved on. The sound of blood rushing against veins would be far too tempting. I took a steadying breath. “I can’t control myself,” I continued more calmly. “When Damon feeds, he’s smarter and faster. When I feed, all I want is more blood. I can’t think logically or rationally. All I can think of is how I’ll hunt my next meal. I’m a beast on blood, Cora.”
Cora opened her mouth as if to say something, then thought the better of it. “All right. But Stefan,” she said, grabbing my wrist in a surprisingly strong grip. “This is war, and I won’t have you lose on principle.”
“What do you mean?” I tugged my wrist away gently and peered at her. “It’s more than principle—it’s survival. I don’t drink human blood.”
“I know you don’t. All I meant was that I’ll do whatever it takes to stop Samuel from killing more innocent people. And I hope you’ll do the same. Maybe drinking human blood would be different for you now. Maybe you could
try
.”
“I can’t,” I said firmly. “You don’t know what blood does to me. And I don’t want you to find out.”
Cora looked at me indignantly, but I didn’t want to pursue the subject any further. “We should get some sleep,” I said. I settled on the hard ground on the opposite side of the tunnel. I heard her shaky breathing, but I couldn’t tell
if she was shivering or crying. I didn’t ask.