“Council of Shadows, right?”
“Yes.”
Ellen sighed. “And then they decide on which version of their endof-the-world-as-we-know-it plan to implement.”
“Which we must stop. I like the world as I know it.”
“So do I, especially now that I'm with you. I knew the honeymoon couldn't last forever. Damn.”
Adrian reached across the table and took her hand.
“Only in the narrowest sense,” he said, kissing the fingers one by one. “Metaphorically we
can
keep this up forever.”
The kisses sent little tingling feelings up into her hand and arm.
Which is a good sign after a week of really
energetic
honeymooning, when I didn't have the collywobbles. And the way Adrian takes care of me then . . . that's even better, in a way.
“And there is nothing we can do immediately. Especially if we do not wish to attract attention. We will move slowly, cautiously, until it is time to strike.”
Then he leaned back in his chair, completely at ease. Sunlight dappled across his bare torso and loose chino drawstring pants; he tapped a slim brown Turkish cigarette out of a pack on the table and crossed one ankle across his knee. The bare foot was slender, like his hands, and high-arched.
“Gag. Retch. Cough,” she said. “Ak. Ak. Pthft.”
He raised one eyebrow but didn't put the cigarette back. Instead he held it up before his face, concentrating, frowning a little with a fixed expression in his eyes, which were brown, almost black, save for tiny gold flecks. After a moment smoke began to curl up from the end of the tube, an acrid pungency with an aromatic undertone. She had to admit it wasn't entirely unpleasant; it was tobacco but very
good
tobacco, and it had been treated with rum.
“Show-off,” she said again. “You only do that so you can look like a François Truffaut character.”
He smiled at her through the smoke, drew, and let it trickle out of his nostrils.
“But, darling, I grew up on Truffaut movies,” he said. “
L'Histoire d'Adèle H.
was the first one I ever went to on my own.”
Ellen blinked; occasionally she forgot that Adrian was over fifty. He
looked
twenty-something, like her. His breed aged more slowly, even in their original bodies.
“It's still a disgusting vice,” she said lightly. “And not even one of the fun disgusting vices. Plus it's dangerous.”
“It's perfectly safe for me,” he pointed out, gesturing elegantly . . . very much like a Truffaut character, in fact, probably deliberately. “I can't get cancer. Or heart disease. Or lose the sensitivity of my taste buds, either.”
“I can get cancer.”
“Yes, but I could cure you.”
She put her tongue between her lips and went
pffffthttttt!
Adrian let his head fall back and stared at the white plaster that overlay the arched stone of the ceiling as he smoked; this place had started out as a nobleman's house six centuries ago, built into the steep almostcliff above the little city. He was obviously in deep-thought mode, and he hated to be interrupted then. Which was fair enough. She loathed interruptions when she was working too.
Ellen poured more coffee, picked up her cup and saucer and walked out on the terrace, under an arch of arbor thick with hanging bougainvillea, purple and crimson and white. Gulls flew by below the stone balustrade, and above the strip of lemon trees on the terrace below. The polished
mosaico hidráulico
tiles felt comfortable on her bare feet, as if the green and blue floral pattern were a smooth stroking. She lost herself in the moment and the view.
This is a very long way from Swoyersville, Luzerne County, Pennsylvania,
she thought happily.
Or even from Allentown.
“Eek!”
His fingers caressed the nape of her neck, touching the fine hairs thereâthe rest of his hand was curled up on her head. Then he stripped the robe down, pinning her arms behind her back. She shivered, and then gasped as he gripped the knot of hair and bent her head back. His other hand stroked her. Anyone looking up from the roadway belowâanyone with a good set of binoculars, at leastâwas going to be getting an eyeful of natural blonde having a very good time.
Which added to the excitement. And technically, she had a government licenseâthough not one for
in public
.
“Con il suo permesso?”
his voice murmured in her ear.
“
Oh
, yeah.”
A slight sting at the base of her throat, and hot fire ran through her body like a wave.
Â
Â
“That could get addictive,” she said some time later.
“It
is
addictive,” he pointed out, head resting on her stomach.
Ellen lay propped against the carved olive-wood headboard of the canopied bed and sipped at the red wine; it was an excellent way to keep your blood cell count up when your husband had . . . special needs. It was also around two in the afternoon, which meant she wasn't starting too early.
“Oh, I don't mean just your feeding on me and the drug in the bite,” she said. “Though that
is
very satisfying. I mean the whole setup. Strolls along the seaside, the fantastic sex, we wander off to the Trattoria da Ciccio for lunch, the fantastic sex, sailboating down the coast, the fantastic sex, we go ramble around some quattrocento palace full of murals I've only ever seen in prints and on the Web, the fantastic sex, you buy those prawn things and Mrs. Boriello cooks them up for us with her handmade pasta and we have dinner on the terrace and watch the moon rise over the sea, you drink some of my blood, then the fantasticâ”
“Stop, stop, you are turning me into a satyr again!”
He began trailing kisses up her torso.
“You need help for that? Not that I've noticed!”
“I needed your help to stop feeling conflicted.”
“Well, c'mon, then, tiger. The safe word for the day is
whoa
.”
Adrian laughed. “I find I like the safe-word concept very much.”
“So do I, but why âvery much'?”
“It assures me I'm not being a monster.”
“Not the bad kind, at least. Well, c'mon!”
“Not now, my sweet. It is time to begin preparing you. This holiday can last longer if we make it a working vacation . . . or a working honeymoon.”
She sighed. “I'm supposed to take a level in badassery, right? Starting now?”
“Just a few precautions. An unprepared . . . normal . . .”
Human,
she thought, and he nodded.
“. . . is too vulnerable to a Shadowspawn. Even one who isn't an adept.”
“
Tell
me. I was your sister's prisoner for six months, remember. Of course, she
is
an adept.”
He snarled. She jerked back in involuntary alarm for an instant; it was
literally
a snarl, a predator's warning sign, showing teeth that weren't quite human. Not her variety of human, at least: Shadowspawn were hominids, but they had evolved to prey on Homo sapiens sapiens. They were as territorial as you'd expect a specialist predator to be, too. He loved her and hated his sister, but at an instinctual level he was also furious at another hunter poaching his turf.
“Sorry,” he murmured, forcing his face back to calm.
“ 'Sall right. I killed her, after all.
Pop
goes the hypodermic in her foot,
in
goes the poison. God, that was satisfying! Thank you, thank you,
thank
you for giving me the opportunity. And the hypodermic.”
He laughed ruefully. “It is an accomplishment for which I will always envy you. And as you remembered it, your thoughts grew remarkably predatory too.”
Well, humans
are
predators. The Shadowspawn are very
predatoresque
predators. Like supertigers evolved to hunt lions. Predators on top of predators, on true humans and on Neanderthals and Homo erectus and maybe on those funny little things on Flores,
she thought.
“All of them.” He nodded. “For a very, very long time. A hundred thousand years or more. But Adrienne . . . knowing she is no longer in the world has lifted a great burden from me, my love.”
He rolled onto his back, one arm behind his head, looking at the ceiling. Ellen propped herself up on her elbows.
“C'mon, there's something there, lover,” she said. “
I
can't read minds, so I have to ask you.”
He was silent for a long minute. Then: “You are not the only one to have bad dreams about Adrienne,” he said. “Or to have good reason for them.”
Her brows went up. “She tried to kill you a lot, didn't she?”
“That was not the problem. It was war, and we were on opposite sides. We . . . were antagonists as well as enemies. Counterparts, almost, in command of our respective operations, outwitting each other. That meant negotiations, from time to time. She kept trying to
turn
me, as well as kill me. Appealing to our memories of our childhoods . . . oh, not blatantly. Very subtly.”
“Hey, you didn't tell me about this!”
He shrugged and reached for a cigarette with his free hand. “I do not like to think of it. Then in Calcutta . . . Operation Black Hole. I was cut off for some time. So was sheâa rogue Shadowspawn was involved, one outlawed by the Council as well as hunted by the Brotherhood. I made a very bad mistake; I trusted her.”
“You
did
?”
“Only tactically, but it was enough. She launched a mental attack on me. I
think
I was her prisoner for some time, but escaped; Harvey found me wandering. Naked, scarred, bleeding and half-mad.”
“Oh,” Ellen said, and laid her head on his shoulder. “That sounds like your sister, all right. Adrian . . . I haven't asked before, but you remember when you contacted me mentally, just after Adrienne took me to Rancho Sangre?”
He nodded without looking at her.
“And I told you that she had two kids? Why did that affect you so strongly?”
He let smoke trickle from his nostrils. “Because,” he said very softly, “they may be mine as well. I am not certain. My memories of those days are scrambled. Fragments, some that must be nightmares, others that were trueâI had the scars for some timeâand some that might be either.”
She nodded. “I thought so. They . . . really looked like you, especially the boy. He even
moved
like you.”
“That does not make it certain. Shadowspawn are inbred, the Brézés in particular.”
“I couldn't prove it, but I'm morally certain,” Ellen said carefully.
A sigh. “And me also,” he said. “What were they like?”
“Creepy,” she said bluntly. “But, ummm, sort of creepy in an
innocent
way. Charming, even . . . in a creepy way.”
“That is the hell of it, this war. So many innocents. So many, and it is so seldom that we can do anything to protect or help. Even Adrienne, once . . . It haunts me, that if
she
had been the one Harvey rescued, I might be on the other side even now.”
“Well, for a girl she's really hot stuff, lover, but I
still
wouldn't have married her. Not even in California and not even if she'd been the Good Guy who rescued me. A brief passionate fling in Saint Barts, maybe, with a bittersweet teary farewell; marriage, no. God, whole
decades
of âWho took my Tampax?' No way.”
“I am glad to hear it.”
He laughed as she poked him in the ribs, then crushed out the cigarette.
“And . . . there is a shadow in my mind when I think of those children. Perhaps it is merely my emotions speaking. Perhaps the Power; it can be hard to tell the difference. Shadows within shadows . . .”
“Sometimes I think your mind is mostly made up of shadows. And
don't
make the obvious pun.”
She tickled him ruthlessly in the most sensitive spot she'd found, just below one armpit. They wrestled for a moment, and then he said briskly:
“Enough. Now, the protections against the Power will come later. Let us begin with the physical side.”
He lay back on the bed and crossed his arms on his chest, each hand to the opposite shoulderâthe shaman's posture. She lay back herself, closed her eyes, let her mind float downward into her tired bodyââand was elsewhere.
This was the image he used as the entry to what he called his memory palace, a duplicate of the main living space of his mountaintop retreat near Santa Fe, New Mexico. One side held a huge fieldstone fireplace and a polished-concrete sitting shelf before it; a low fire crackled on the andirons, fragrant piñon pine. The other wall was a stark expanse of glass, rising eighteen feet high.
The smooth stone-tiled floor ran right out past it to the narrow terrace beyond; after that the ground fell away two thousand feet in crag and ravine and piñon and dwarf desert juniper, down to the lights of a little town lost amid the empty moonlit expanse. She enjoyed the view for a moment. Then:
“Hey. I just realizedâyou have a thing for scenic dropoffs outside the room, don't you? Here in Amalfi, and in your house in Santa Fe. You like to be in a high place, looking down.”
He paused, blinked, and nodded slowly in agreement.
“You are right, dear one. I had not realized.” A grin. “At least I do not come out on a high
balcony
and make demagogic speeches to adoring crowds.”
She tossed here head. “I like it here, though. It felt so
good
while Adrienne had me, when you came and . . . brought me here. An escape.”
He sighed agreement. “But frustrating, that I could do no more.”