âAre you?' Paniatowski countered. âAnd why might that be?'
She should never have said it, she realized, the moment the words were out of her mouth. She should never â ever â have given him the opportunity to come back at her.
âWhy might that be?' Traynor asked, obviously enjoying himself. âWell, it
might be
because one of the officers closely involved in your investigation, a Detective Constable â' Traynor glanced down at his notes â âDetective Constable Blake, spent over half an hour this morning talking to the receptionist in a hotel which is
well known
for facilitating illicit nocturnal activities.' Traynor grinned. âIn other words, it's a place that people go to for dirty weekends. And it
might be
that while he was there, he established that certain persons connected with this case â I'll say no more than that â had spent the night at the inn, posing as man and wife.'
Where the bloody hell had he got
that
particular bit of information from, Paniatowski wondered.
And she was not alone in wondering. All the other journalists in the room were looking directly at Traynor now, and the atmosphere was crackling with feelings of envy and resentment.
âWould you care to make any comment on that, Chief Inspector?' Traynor asked.
âNo, I would not,' Paniatowski replied. âNext question,' she continued briskly, scanning the room for more hands.
But there
were
no more hands, because the pack had clearly decided that they were likely to learn more from listening to Mike Traynor's questions than from asking any of their own.
âIsn't it true that as a result of the evidence you've already gathered, there is one man who clearly stands out as a prime suspect?' Traynor pressed on.
âI have no idea what basis you have for asking that question,' Paniatowski replied, as she felt her stomach turn over.
âIn fact, wouldn't it be fair to say that any
other
chief inspector on the Force would already have arrested him â and the reason you haven't done the same is because he's one of your own people?'
âMy own people?' Paniatowski repeated. âI really have no idea what you're talking about.'
But she did. She bloody did!
âI thought I'd already spelled that out more than clearly enough,' Traynor said, parodying Paniatowski's earlier comment. âBut if it will help you to fully grasp what I'm saying, then I'm perfectly willing to dot all the “i”s and cross all the “t”s for you.'
There was no easy way of getting out of this situation, Paniatowski thought. No easy way at all.
But she was damned if she was going to leave the podium and go scurrying away with her tail between her legs.
Her best course of action, she decided â the only course she was even
prepared
to contemplate â was to take whatever Traynor threw at her squarely on the chin.
âLet's hear what you have to say, Mr Traynor,' she invited. âAnd let's have it in plain speech, shall we, without any of your usual nasty little innuendos or snide suggestions?'
Traynor smirked. âCertainly, Chief Inspector. Always glad to oblige. In plain speech, then, isn't it true that this prime suspect would have been in custody long ago, if it hadn't been for the fact that you're both
Poles
?'
Paniatowski's eyes filled with an angry red mist. How could the bastard suggest that? How
dare
he suggest that?
Get your temper under control! she thought savagely. Get a bloody grip on yourself, Monika!
But she knew she was fighting a losing battle.
She turned towards the uniformed constable who was standing on duty by the door.
âI want that man ejected from the briefing!' she said, knowing â even as she spoke â that she was making a big mistake, yet unable to
prevent
herself from doing it. âI want him ejected right now!'
âHang about â you can't do that!' Traynor protested. âI'm a reporter. I've got the right to ask any questions I want to, and I refuse to be thrown out just because
you
don't like some of those questions I
do
ask.'
The constable had drawn level with Traynor, and, before taking any further action, looked up at Paniatowski to see if she'd changed her mind.
How
could
she change her mind, she asked herself. If she changed her mind now, she'd look an even bigger fool than she was looking already.
She nodded, and the constable bent down and took hold of Traynor's arm.
For a second or two, it looked to Paniatowski as if the journalist was thinking of making his body go limp, like the Vietnam peace protestors she'd recently seen on television. But that was not really Traynor's style at all. Besides, he probably thought that making a dignified exit â or at least, as dignified an exit as someone like him
could
make â would be much more impressive.
Traynor rose to his feet, and allowed the constable to guide him to the door, but once there he took the officer by surprise by suddenly swivelling round and calling out, âWhat's the matter, Chief Inspector Paniatowski? Don't you believe in the freedom of the press?'
The constable re-established his grip â slightly more firmly this time â and bundled Traynor out through the door.
âAs a matter of fact, I do believe in the freedom of the press,' Paniatowski told the remaining journalists. âI believe in it passionately. But it's a freedom which has to be used responsibly, for public information rather than for personal glory.' She paused for a second. âI'll take more questions now.'
But no further hands were raised. The other hacks might not like Mike Traynor â in fact, they'd made it quite plain, only minutes earlier, that they didn't â but there were times when it was necessary to show solidarity, even with an odious man like him.
And this was one of them.
TWENTY
P
aniatowski sat alone in her office, a cigarette burning down in one hand and the morning's reports from Beresford's team â unread â on the desk in front of her. It was more than an hour since the press conference had ended, but the pounding in her head â which had begun when Traynor had started to move in for the kill â still refused to go away.
A uniformed WPC appeared in the open doorway, stood there uncertainly for a moment and then coughed.
Paniatowski looked up, straight into the WPC's eyes, and was almost certain she saw pity in them.
So it had come to this! A female constable â an officer at the very bottom of the ladder that she herself had worked so very hard to climb â was feeling
sorry
for her.
âYes, what is it, Margaret?' she asked wearily.
âI'm sorry to disturb you, ma'am, but there's a feller here who says he has to see you.'
âAnd does this feller have
a name
?' Paniatowski snapped.
âYes, ma'am, butâ'
âI'm sorry, Margaret, there was no call for me to speak you like that,' Paniatowski said contritely.
âIt's all right, ma'am. I know you've been under a lot of strain.'
Pity again!
âWhat
is
his name?' Paniatowski asked.
âIt's something Polish, ma'am. It's very complicated. I tried my best to remember it, but . . .'
âIs it Szymborska?' Paniatowski suggested.
âThat's it,' the WPC agreed, with some relief.
âYou'd better show him in, then,' Paniatowski said heavily.
Paniatowski was shocked at Stan Szymborska's appearance. Less than twenty-four hours had passed since she'd last seen him in the bakery, but in that short time he seemed to have aged at least ten years.
âDo you want me to stay, ma'am?' the WPC asked.
âNo, thank you, Margaret, that won't be necessary.' Paniatowski turned towards her visitor. âDo please take a seat, Mr Szymborska.'
Szymborska lowered himself carefully into the chair, like an old man who was afraid that he might slip and hurt himself.
âCan I get you a hot drink, Mr Szymborska?' Paniatowski asked, concerned. âA cup of tea? Or perhaps coffee?'
âNo thank you.'
âOr, if you would prefer it, I have a bottle of good Polish vodka in the drawer.'
Stan Szymborska shook his head âAt this particular moment, I do not think vodka would be a good idea for
either
of us,' he said.
The bloody nerve of the man! Paniatowski thought.
âIf there's one thing I really
don't
appreciate,' she said, âit's being told when a drink would â or would not â be a good idea for me.'
Stan Szymborska shrugged, almost imperceptibly. âThen by all means pour yourself a drink if you want to, Chief Inspector,' he said. âBut I will not be joining you.'
She didn't want to drink alone, she thought.
And anyway, he was right. In her current mental state, it wouldn't be a good idea.
âShall we get straight to the point of this meeting, Mr Szymborska?' she asked crisply.
A thin ironic smile crossed Szymborska's lips. âYes,' he agreed. âIn fact, I have been waiting to get
straight to the point
for quite some time.'
This was her office, and she was a senior police officer, Paniatowski thought. So why did it feel as if Stan Szymborska was in charge?
âWhy are you here?' she asked.
âI saw your press conference on the television,' Szymborska said, âand it would seem from what I saw that I am your number-one suspect.'
â
I
didn't say that,' Paniatowski pointed out.
âNo, you didn't,' Szymborska agreed. âBut the fact that you didn't
say
it doesn't mean you aren't
thinking
it.
Is
that what you think?'
âWe naturally look very closely at the husbands of murder victims, especially when they don't have an alibi for the time at which the murder was committed,' Paniatowski said cautiously.
âOf course you do,' Szymborska agreed. âYou asked me why I am here. I am here to tell you that I would never have hurt my wife. I am here to tell you that I loved her.'
âYou'd be surprised how many murderers claim to have loved their victims,' Paniatowski said.
âI would not be surprised at all, but that does not mean that they are not liars,' Szymborska countered. âWhen you love someone â truly
love
them â you would never harm them, whatever they did to you. You would sacrifice your own life for them â even if you knew, deep down, that they were not worthy of such a sacrifice. You would do it not because you wanted to, or because felt you should, but simply because you had no choice in the matter.'
âAnd would you have sacrificed
yourself
for
your
wife?'
âYes.'
âWhatever she'd done to you? However much she'd humiliated you, and made a public laughing stock of you?'
âYes.'
I half-believe him, Paniatowski thought.
She didn't want to, but she couldn't help herself.
â
When
did you first fall in love with Linda?' she asked.
Stan shrugged again, as if he could see no point to the question.
âWhy should that matter?'
âIt matters because I'm trying to build up a picture of your relationship in my mind.'
âFor what reason? Because you think that will make it much easier for you to pin the murder on me?'
âBecause I think it will help me to discover the truth.'
Szymborska nodded. âAll right. I will believe you, though I can think of no reason why I should.'
âThank you,' Paniatowski said, before she could stop herself.
âWhen did I fall in love with Linda?' Stan Szymborska mused. âIt must have been ten years ago, when the company I owned first started making deliveries for her father's bakery.'
âJenny says you didn't fall in love with Linda until
after
her father's death,' Paniatowski told him. âShe says you had too much respect for Seth Brunskill to
allow
yourself to fall in love.'
âAh, poor Jenny. She
would
say that,' Szymborska replied.
âBut she's lying, is she?'
âNo, she is not lying â she simply does not know the truth. She worshipped her father, and so she assumed that everyone else around him did, too. Linda suffered from the same delusion, but she's better now . . . she . . . she
was
better.' A sad smile came to Szymborska's face. âYou should have seen Linda when I first met. She was like a beautiful, delicate bird â but with a broken wing.'
âI take it from what you've just said that you didn't share the daughters' admiration for their father.'
âHe was a swine of a man. I have known prison-camp guards with more humanity.'
âAnd yet you went into business with him?'
âYes.'
âWhy?'
âTo spare my Linda from more suffering.'
âWould you care to explain that?'
âThe business was failing, but that could not be Seth's fault,' Szymborska said. âNothing was
ever
his fault. So the blame had to rest with the girls, and every day, in every way he could think of â and believe me, he could think of many ways â he punished them for it.'
âI still don't see why you invested in the bakery,' Paniatowski confessed. âYou already had a successful business of your own. Couldn't you have simply told Linda how you felt, and asked her to marry you, then and there?'