The Death of a Much Travelled Woman (27 page)

I was looking forward to a quiet autumn, nursing my still-painful hip and sniffing around for something reasonably lucrative to translate. Although
Bashō in Lima
tantalized, I put it aside for the heftier novel. Translation paid by the word, which was unfortunate when a book seemed to be full of haiku and white space.

“Shall I call your solicitor?” I interrupted Nicky finally, when she showed signs of coming to the end of excoriating the Italian police and judicial system.

“For the moment I’d prefer to handle this myself. At least until I can sort out the real story and see what my responsibility…” Her normally booming voice dropped to a whisper. It seemed someone had come into her room.

“Responsibility? But you said you didn’t…”

“No, I didn’t take the fiendish
fagotto
!” Her words seemed to be directed to whoever was in the room.

“Really, Nicky,” I worried. “Do you think you should be talking to them like that?”

“Fagotto
is bassoon, Cassandra.” Her voice was now impatient. Her visitor had apparently gone out again. Nicky often had that effect on people. “I need you to come to Venice, and I especially need you to bring some books and papers from my study. I’ll tell you which ones.” She began to rattle off a list as I searched for my pen. I scribbled the items on the cover of
Lovers and Virgins
. Nicky made me read them back to her: a biography, a music program, some copies of articles and interviews, which I’d find in a file cabinet. Additionally I was to find and bring an envelope marked PRIVATE and a largish sum of money from a safe hidden in the study. I would find the combination in a jar of lentils in the kitchen.

“But can’t I just send all this? It would be one thing if you were in jail, Nicky. But you know I’ve just come back from a long trip, and I have to read a whole stack of Latin American books for Simon.”

“I
am
practically in jail. With
her
watching me all the time. Even professional jealousy is preferable to this kind,” she hissed.

“But…”

“For god’s sakes, lass,” Nicky shouted, her Glaswegian accent suddenly strong, “Can’t you understand that I
need
you?”

As always, Nicky as a Scottish warrior queen suddenly down on her luck was irresistible.

“I’ll be there tomorrow,” I said.

I always liked going into Nicky’s study, but I rarely visited it without her present. Although she wouldn’t have minded, my reticence was a holdover from the days when it had been Olivia Wulf’s study. By the time I met Olivia, she seemed several hundred years old to me, as clever as a snake and as refined as a string of pearls. Her cultured air intimidated me. Nicky had grown up in an intellectual if impoverished family; the only person in my family who had read a book was my Aunt Eavan in Chicago. No one was artistic, and no one played music, though my father did sing, and in a lovely tenor, too, when he was in his cups.

The study’s walls were nearly covered with bookshelves, but here and there hung framed sketches and photographs of both Olivia and Nicky. Tall, with her smooth blond hair pulled back in a low knot, in strapless gowns and pearls, Olivia looked polished and stunning. Nicky, on the other hand, never looked polished. What I’d always liked about Nicky was her lack of proportion and sedateness. It wasn’t just her size; it was her moon face, her big hands and feet, the curls that shot out in auburn corkscrews from her head. She was never afraid to look ugly, and she did look ugly, quite often. But then again, she could look gorgeous, and these performance photographs (bassoon in hand) showed it. Hair swept up, shoulders bare, cleavage deep and compelling. She had a propensity for hats, capes and tall boots, for velvet and satin, for colors like maroon and violet and rose-mauve. Her eyelashes were long, and her voice, when not rattling the windows, was rich with possibility. She had never been short of admirers, male and female.

In her youth Olivia had been beautiful, and she too had had many lovers, along with an apparently long-suffering husband who was a musician as well. He’d been arrested in 1937 while on tour in Berlin and had had a heart attack while being “questioned.” Nicky had told me that one of Olivia’s old flames managed to get her out of Vienna and to London. Her twenty-year-old son, Jakob, was supposed to come with her, but at the last minute he’d disappeared. Olivia always thought it was because he hadn’t wanted to leave his fiancée, Elizabeth, who wasn’t Jewish. He died at Dachau in 1940 from pneumonia. Olivia had never been able to find out what happened to Elizabeth. Nicky became the grandchild she’d never had.

The photographs showed that Olivia had successfully made a new life for herself as a teacher and member of the London Symphony Orchestra. But that life was drawing to a close when I came to stay in the attic room. In her last years she seemed only old and forgetful, needing Nicky’s constant attention.

Six months ago Olivia died and left everything to Nicky.

The phone rang again while I was staring at the photographs. When I picked up the receiver, a woman’s voice said, in a British accent that was good but hardly perfect, “Your friend Nicola asked me to call.” She did not identify herself. The wind outside made it difficult to hear her clearly.

“Is anything wrong?”

“Sorry, sorry. No reason for alarm. It’s only that she feels perhaps she was hasty. Now everything is solved, there’s no need to come.”

“Oh, I see,” I said. “Is Nicky there?”

“No, she’s packing to return to England. Everything is fine.” Her vehemence was unmistakably false, and I didn’t believe a word she’d said.

“Well, that’s good news,” I said. “Good-bye.”

I put the phone down and continued collecting the things Nicky had asked for.

Some were easy. The biography of a well-known and now dead conductor was right on the shelf where it should have been, and, stuffed in a box with other programs, was one from an international Vivaldi festival that had taken place in Venice a few years ago, on the 250th anniversary of Vivaldi’s death. But the copies of articles Nicky wanted were harder to locate. Though Nicky had a filing system that worked for her, my own mind was organized differently, and I looked for something to do with bassoons before coming across a cache of articles in a hanging file labeled “Orphanages of Venice.” The hanging file was the right one, and I pulled from it a manila folder labeled “Musicians of the Pietà.”

Most of the articles were by an Andrew McManus, who lived in Winnipeg, but a few were in Swedish and German. There was also a waggishly titled interview with Nicky herself from a British music journal: “The Case of the Orphaned Bassoonists.” In the accompanying photo, Nicky was holding a Venetian mask, as well as a period bassoon, and looking a bit coy.

Nicky, when asked, always said she chose to play the bassoon because it was so large. Nobody messed her about after school when she was carrying an instrument whose hard case doubled as a weapon. But to me, the bassoon seemed to suit her because it was more a speaking instrument than a singing one. It didn’t trill or soar like the flute or clarinet; it ruminated, low-pitched and sometimes argumentative; it bubbled with ideas, it sighed and laughed. Other instruments might cry; the bassoon wept quietly, even glumly. More often it just discussed the whole question thoroughly.

Standing in the study, I skimmed one of the articles by Andrew McManus. It was a pity his prose was so dull, for the ideas were quite interesting. Venice had had a long tradition of opening
ospedali
—charitable institutions for the sick and destitute—for abandoned and orphaned children. One of Venice’s
ospedali
, the Pietà, specialized in foundlings and, particularly, teaching musically talented girl foundlings to sing in the many liturgical rites required in the Venetian churches. Beginning in the 1600s, all the
ospedali
made a point of musical education and performance, and by the early 1700s they were running musical conservatories that parented girls in the city vied to attend.

The girls sang everything from soprano to bass and played every instrument in orchestras that were famous all over Europe. Over three hundred teachers, mostly male, were employed by the
ospedali
, as well as composers and choirmasters. The priest Antonio Vivaldi was perhaps the most famous of the Ospedale della Pietà’s choirmasters. He began as a violin teacher at the Pietà in 1703, and later served as Master of Concerts at that institution for most of the rest of his life, composing hundreds of musical pieces for the all-female orchestra of the Pietà.

I turned to the interview with Nicola:

Interviewer: It should be no surprise that Vivaldi, who was a brilliant violinist, composed so many pieces for the violin.

Nicola Gibbons: It’s no surprise at all. There are several hundred sonatas and concertos for the violin—solo, double, with
basso continuo
and orchestra. Hundreds. By all accounts Vivaldi must have trained young violinists by the dozen at the Pietà. So the really curious thing is that he also composed thirty-nine concertos for the bassoon.

Interviewer: That’s an unusually high number.

NG: Speaking as one who knows the bassoon repertoire, it’s an incredibly high number. Especially since his players were all women, and they don’t tend to be associated with the bassoon.

Interviewer: He obviously was drawn to something about the bassoon…And, yet, you’re right, it’s curious. Women have been more traditionally linked with the piano, the harp, the flute.

NG: Exactly! It makes you wonder whether he had one or more very stunning bassoonists whom he was working with at the Pietà. I would love to know.

Interviewer: Let’s talk about the media project you’re hoping to get off the ground. You’ve said it’s a recording of up to six CDs, Vivaldi’s complete bassoon concertos on CD-ROM, as performed by an all women’s orchestra in period dress, using period instruments. Do you worry that it might be a bit repetitious? Some people say that Vivaldi wrote the same concerto four hundred times.

NG: I don’t agree. I think the bassoon concertos would make a terrific CD-ROM program! It would be great fun to dramatize the whole thing.

Interviewer (laughs): Who would you get to play Vivaldi?

NG (laughs): Oh, Ralph Fiennes, I think. Is he at all musical?

I shook my head. Surely it was a harmless enough obsession of Nicky’s, this search for legitimate bassoon-playing foremothers. It kept her out of the kind of trouble her mother had always prophesied she’d land in. Until now, anyway.

I went into the kitchen to poke around in the lentils for the combination to the safe, and then returned to the study. I was shocked at the amount of money inside the safe. Wasn’t that why banks were invented? I was also shocked at the amount Nicky expected me to bring to her. It was one thing to say it aloud on the phone; it was another to count it out in bills and stuff it in a small paper bag. How could she possibly need this much money?

The answer might lie in the envelope marked PRIVATE, but it was firmly sealed with tape. I shook the envelope but all that seemed to be in it was paper. I put everything I’d collected into a small bag and began to turn out the lamps in the study. I was reluctant to think too much more about all this tonight. Surely Nicky would explain everything when I saw her.

When the lights were all off but one, I stopped and put on an old cassette tape of Nicky and Olivia playing a Vivaldi piece. I sat down on the couch, no longer an interloper, remembering all the years when I, the avowedly nonmusical one, would perch on the attic stairs and listen to the bassoon and violin singing together below.

O
NCE BEFORE I’D FLOWN
into Venice, on a spring morning spun of blue sky and water. I’d looked down to see the islands flung across the lagoon, had seen Venice itself through a light wash of clouds, and it had seemed to me like an ancient map, with fading blue and ochre inks charting the outlines of sea and shore. The swirl of the Grand Canal had slipped through the city like the fanciful S of an illuminated manuscript.

But this time, a humid twilight was falling and I could see little as the plane descended into Marco Polo Airport. I’d meant to read through the articles from Nicky’s files on the flight. I’d also meant to give a serious look at
Bashō in Lima
and a couple of the other books I’d brought with me, if only to get them firmly out of the way and off the list. Instead I’d become thoroughly engrossed in the first chapters of
Lovers and Virgins
. I could see I was going to have trouble resisting its headlong plot. The characters might be pasteboard, the dialogue stiff and romantic, and the narrative as ridiculous as anything that the author’s mentor Gloria de los Angeles, the queen of magic realism, had ever devised. All the same, I was hooked. What would happen to the four girls in the Venezuelan colonial family? I’d had hints from the reviews. Lourdes saw visions. Mercedes loved books. Maria would be deflowered by a handsome stable boy, and Isabella was her mother’s right hand. Which of the sisters would become nuns and which lovers? Like many ex-Catholics, I had never lost my secret fascination with nuns and what they really did under those voluminous robes.

I took the airport bus to the Piazzale Roma and then a
vaporetto
down the Grand Canal. There is always a sense of magic and disorientation when arriving in Venice. Your mind panics a little, tells you,
Flooded. The streets are flooded
. But your imagination, so much closer to the dreaming state, murmurs,
Yes, and isn’t this how life should be? Simply stepping onto boats instead of buses or cars, gliding easily between tiny ports of call
? Tonight Venice was wet and trembling. Explosions of thunder came from all directions—sometimes far away, sometimes right overhead, as if the city were being demolished. I half expected, when lightning scoured the face of an ancient
palazzo
, that the thunder following would break it to dust and rubble.

I stepped off the
vaporetto
at the Accademia stop, in the Dorsoduro district, just as it began to pour. My sore hip slowed me down, but, pulling my luggage behind me like a rectangular dog, I began to make my way through the streaming little streets to the address Nicky had given me. It had been a long while since I’d been in Venice, and, in any case, it’s not the kind of city whose map is easy to recall from one visit to the next. The spring I’d been here, I’d been content to wander without paying attention to my itinerary.