The Deed of Paksenarrion (159 page)

“What I feel,” said the king softly, “is weakness, and pain here—” he touched his chest and shoulder. “My mother had the same thing, and also died of it. The surgeons speak of the heart, and then the lungs—for it seems the air fails me sometimes—and then as well nothing I eat stays with me these days.”

Paks stood by the bed, and took his hand. The skin was thin and dry, a little loose on the bones, like that of a very old man. She almost feared to start her prayers, remembering Rahel’s sudden death, but the pressure of her call forced her to action. When she released the hand, she had no idea how long she had stood there—but the afternoon had passed into evening. Her knees sagged; Esceriel was quick with a stool behind her. The king lay asleep, peaceful.

Lieth brought her a cup of hot spiced wine. “Lady,” she said softly, “I never thought to see such—”

“Nor I,” said Esceriel. “Your power was great.”

Paks shook her head. It felt heavy as a stone. “Not my power, but the High Lord’s. Ah, but I’m tired!”

“No wonder. You’ll have a place here. And he’s asleep, resting well, for the first time in days.”

“But not healed,” said Paks. They looked at her.

“But perhaps—” began Lieth.

“No. I’m sorry. I don’t know why; I never know why. But he is not healed, only eased for a time.”

“It’s enough,” said Esceriel firmly. “If you’re strong enough now, I’ll take you to your chamber.”

“Are you sure—?”

He grinned unexpectedly. “You gave us hours to prepare, Lady. You stood there from just after noon until dusk. Can you come?”

Paks pushed herself up from the stool joint by joint. “I can come.”

Her chamber was but two doors from the king’s, a small room with a fireplace, its walls hung with tapestries. A single window looked out over the inner court and gardens, now white with snow. A high carved bed was piled with down-stuffed coverlets; a fur throw lay folded at its foot. Her pack had been set carefully on top of the carved desk.

“Lady, if you need anything, be sure to ask. Servants are on the way with hot water and bathing things. Would you prefer to eat alone, or in Hall?”

“Alone, if that would not be discourteous here. I am somewhat tired.”

“And no wonder,” he said again. “With your leave I shall say you wish to rest undisturbed.”

Paks nodded. “I thank you, sir. But if the king wakes, and wishes to speak to me, I am always at his service.”

“We thank you, Lady, more than you can know. But, Lady—your pardon, but—I did not catch your name—”

“Oh.” Paks realized that the quarreling nobles had not introduced her by name. “I am Paksenarrion Dorthansdotter. Once I was a soldier with Duke Phelan of Tsaia, but now I am a paladin of the High Lord and Gird.”

He bowed. “Be welcome here, Paksenarrion. The Sier Halveric would no doubt have introduced you properly, or Belvarin would but the two of them have little patience with each other.”

“So I noticed.” Paks shook her head.

“It is nothing for a paladin’s concern, of course, but—” Esceriel broke off as two strong youths carried a deep tub of steaming water into the room. Behind them a wizened man bore a carved box on top of a pile of folded towels. “Ah,” he said. “Here’s Joriam with your bath things. I’ll go now; ask Joriam for whatever you need; he can find me at any time.” Esceriel bowed again and withdrew, as did the two youths. Paks met the old man’s dark gaze, intent and curious.

“Well, Lady, we hope to please you,” he began, setting the towels down on the bed, and opening the box to reveal several balls of scented soap. “Here are andrask, figan, and erris soaps; we judge these best for travelers in cold.”

Paks had never heard of andrask and figan; she had once seen erris in a shop, a straggly yellow-flowered herb. The shopkeeper said it was used in soaps and wines both. She watched as Joriam laid the towels and soaps out in a neat row, his every motion precise and ceremonious. He pulled out a tiny drawer in the base of the box, and removed two combs, one of bone and one of horn, which he set above the row of soaps. He glanced at her.

“May I take your cloak, lady?” When Paks nodded and reached for the clasp, he moved behind her to gather it up. Paks unhooked the scabbard of Tamarrion’s sword—as she still thought of it—from her swordbelt, and laid it on the bed. She pulled the swordbelt over her head and tossed it on the bed as well, and began to unlace the fur-lined tunic over her mail. She turned to see Joriam staring wide-eyed at the swordhilt.

“What is it?” she asked, when he did not move.

“It’s—by the High Lord, Lady, where did you come by that sword?” It was more accusation than question; his eyes blazed with anger.

“It was a gift,” she said, watching him closely. “It was given me by Duke Phelan of Tsaia; it was his wife’s sword.”

“Phelan of Tsaia,” he muttered. Then he looked closely at the sword hilt again. “Lady, my pardon—but does this sword have runes on the blade?”

“Yes,” said Paks slowly. “What—”

“How old is this Phelan of Tsaia? Is he a very old man, as old as I?”

“By no means. He is of middle age, perhaps fifty.”

“And you say this was his wife’s sword? How did she come by it?”

Paks began to feel a little annoyance at all these questions, but Joriam’s face was honest. “All I know of it, Joriam, is what I was told. It was his wife’s sword, and was recovered after her death in battle against orcs. She was killed some fifteen years ago. Those who told me are as honest as anyone I know, and I am a paladin. Now—why do you ask these things? Do you know more of this blade than that?”

Joriam’s face contracted to a mass of wrinkles. He shook his head slowly, but answered. “Lady, I can scarce believe my eyes, but—if the runes are the same, this sword comes from this hall—from the queen’s hand, I would have said, many years ago.”

“What!”

“Yes, Lady. You would not be old enough to remember—you may never have heard. But when I was a young man, in service here, that king ruling was the older half-brother of our present king. He married elven, in the old way, to restore the taig-sense to the ruling line.” Joriam looked at her doubtfully. “You are not afraid of elves, are you, Lady? Some Girdsmen are—”

“I am not,” said Paks. “I have friends among the true elves, and I spent some time with your rangers in the south. I respect the taig of tree and forest, and the taig of the kingdom.”

He nodded, satisfied. “Well, then, perhaps the rangers told you of it. Lyonya is both elf and human, kingdom and holder, root and branch—and in health it is ruled by someone who can sense the shift of taig directly. The old king—Falkieri’s father and this king’s father too, of course—his first wife was part-elven, and so Falkieri had enough taig-sense, but just enough. He was wise to marry elven, whatever they said afterwards. Their son showed such ability early, and their daughter too, poor lass.”

“But what happened to them—the son and daughter—or does the throne go to brothers before children?” Paks wondered if the old man were mixed in his wits, for so far the tale didn’t sound like that she’d heard from others.

“No, that’s what I’m telling you. This king, and the one before, are from a different mother, half-brothers to Falkieri. The old king’s second wife was all human; he didn’t think it mattered, with Falkieri healthy and betrothed to a full elf. Anyway, when the first two children were born and weaned, the queen desired to take her son to see her own people. Some kind of elven ceremony; I don’t know. I was too young to be told much. So the queen and the prince left Chaya for the Ladysforest, leaving the princess here with the king. And they were attacked, in the forest near the border, and killed.”

“Killed?” So it was the same story, but told from a different view.

“Yes. When nothing was heard for too long—for the elves would send word of safe arrival, and besides the eastern taig was troubled—search was made, and the wagons and bodies were found. Most of them, anyway. They never did find the prince’s body, but he was small—only four years—and perhaps it was carried off by animals.” He paused to see if she had questions; Paks waved him to continue. “Well, then, you can imagine—I suppose—what it was like. The king was frantic. He and his wife had sworn life-marriage; he refused to remarry, even though it left only one heir, his daughter. And though he tried hard, he never mastered his grief; we think it killed him eventually. The princess was then about nine or ten; the king’s younger brothers were still too young to rule without a regent, so the king’s cousin was named regent for the princess.” He paused again, and ran his hands over the towels on the bed. “Pardon, Lady, but your water will cool. This tale can wait until you bathe.”

Paks looked at him. He seemed near tears; she would not have thought an old man would be so moved by a tale so old. “Perhaps what you tell me is more important that a hot bath,” she suggested.

“Lady, I—I will continue if you wish; I but thought of you cold and tired—” Paks was indeed chilling again, and very tired. Her back felt like a bar of hot metal. She glanced at the tub, still steaming.

“Joriam, I want to hear this, but you’re right—I’m tired and cold and I may not pay close enough attention. But until I hear it, I don’t want you telling everyone about the sword. It may not be the same—and I’m still not sure whose sword you think it is.”

“I will speak to no one, Lady. Only seeing the sword again—it brought back those terrible days—”

“I understand.” She didn’t, but it seemed the right thing to say. “I won’t be long; why don’t you bring something hot to eat—soup would be fine—and we’ll talk again.”

“I’ll take your things to be cleaned,” he said, nodding. Paks struggled out of her clothes while he pulled one tapestry aside to reveal a niche with clothes pegs and drawers set into one wall. From this he took a long soft robe, and hung it to warm by the fire. She wondered if he would try to snatch the sword and take it as he left, but he did not touch it, or the sword belt.

The hot bath eased her aching body, and she had stretched comfortably on a low seat by the fire when Joriam returned with a tray, followed by the same two servants who removed the water and damp towels. He had brought a deep bowl of soup, a plate of sliced meat in gravy, and two small loaves of hot bread, as well as a tall beaker and mug.

“Sit with me,” said Paks, gesturing, “and tell me the rest of this tale.”

“Sit?” he sounded almost scandalized. “Lady, I do well enough.” He leaned against the wall, and went on. “The king died, as I said, when the princess was about nine or ten. His cousin was an honest man—” Paks could tell that Joriam was struggling to be fair to someone he had not liked. “I believe he did the best he could. But, Lady, you know some humans fear elves—have small liking for them—and he himself had no taig-sense at all. He blamed the queen for the young prince’s death—taking that journey—and he disliked the elves at court who would have tutored the princess in taigin.”

“But didn’t he know that Lyonya must be ruled by someone who can sense the taigin?”

“I think he didn’t believe it. Some men are like that—as if blind men could deny sight to others, lacking it themselves. Anyway, our young princess was a fine one, and he did honestly by her, but for that. Only he insisted, since she was the only true heir, that she must marry early. When the elves argued, he sent them away.”

Paks thought back to things Ardhiel had told her. “But isn’t it true that elves and half-elves—even to quarter elves—come late to such growth, and should not marry too early? Especially the women, I thought, for bearing children too young—”

“—can be fatal,” Joriam finished, with some heat. “Yes. And that’s what happened to her, poor lass. The regent and Council insisted she marry at the first legal age, and put it to her that such was her duty. She was as brave as could be, that one, and would dare anything for duty. So she married the year she was crowned queen—married the regent’s son—”

“Scoundrel—” began Paks angrily, seeing a plot of the regent.

“No. . . .” Joriam was more judicious. “I don’t think so. He loved her well, and she had been fond of him from childhood. She need not marry elven, being half-elf herself—all her children would have taig-sense. And he renounced any claim on the crown, should she die. No, I think it was simply fear, fear of the elves—and then they made her marry early, and that killed her. And the child.” Joriam looked down. Paks finished the soup she had started, and began on the meat, waiting for him to regain his calm.

“Then things really began to go wrong,” he said quietly. “As long as she was coming to rule—even though she had no training, she had a strong gift, to sense the taigin. The regent would listen to her. He was honest, as I said, and did her bidding where he could. But after—the old king’s second wife was all human, and from a line with no ability for taigin. With her dead, the Council decided to offer the crown to Falkieri’s younger brothers, now of age, even so. They were both good men, please understand me—they were, as our king is now, honest, brave, and faithful to the kingdom. In another kingdom, that might be enough. In Lyonya, no.”

“What about this king’s heir?”

Joriam snorted. “He has none—not direct. One evil after another, Lady, has stalked this royal house for near fifty years. After him it goes to cousins and second cousins of the old king—half the nobles might have a claim, if it comes to that. War—by the gods, Lady, we have not had war in Lyonya, save along the borders only, since the Compact was made with the elves. Yet now all fear it. It seems nothing will prevent it—and to think of Lyonya at war, the forests fired, maybe . . . and we wonder what the elves will do. It is a joint kingdom, after all.”

Paks nodded. “I see. Now—about the sword. Whose was it?”

“The queen’s, Lady—not the young queen that died, but Falkieri’s elven wife. She carried it; I saw it in her hand, on her wall, when I first came here to serve. That jewel in the hilt—the guards—”

“And runes, you said. What runes?”

“I don’t read runes myself. I remember the shape of two of them, because once when I—” he stopped and blushed. Paks watched him, fully alert now. He blinked and went on. “I had broken something, Lady, and was scolded for it. She was nearby, with the sword partly drawn, and I found myself staring at it.”