The Defiant Hero (14 page)
Make him leave.
She didn’t want him to leave.
But she would. Sooner or later, he’d get down to the business of trying to teach Nick how to read. And then even he’d get frustrated and end up calling Nicky stupid.
It was senseless to hope that he’d be any different. Because hope only hurt. It lifted you up, sure, but then, when dashed, it dragged you lower than you were when you started.
Hope stank.
“Would you like me to drive you back into town?” she asked as she walked Ralph toward the door, hoping he wouldn’t notice the sudden rush of tears to her eyes. Maybe in the close confines of the car, if she gazed at him from underneath her eyelashes, he would try to kiss her.
And then she’d have all the ammunition she’d need to use against him.
“No, thanks,” he said. “I have to get used to the bike ride, and anyway, it’s not that far.”
As if he’d just read her mind, his gaze dropped to her mouth for just a second. But then he looked back into her eyes and his always-ready smile faded. “Are you all right?” he asked softly. “I know this can’t be easy for you, with your parents’ death still so recent.”
He’d said death. He’d actually said the word, instead of trying to soften it up and make its horror and ugliness into something polite by using some asinine euphemism like “passing.”
Eve liked Ralph Grayson so much, it hurt. “Thank you,” she managed. “I’m . . . all right.”
They’d reached the front hall and he paused, turning to face her. “I understand now why Mr. Hertford made arrangements for me to have lodgings in town. You’re almost unbearably lovely.”
He didn’t say the words as if he were only teasing. He spoke them almost reverently, as if they were the gospel truth, and for a moment Eve was thrown.
She’d never received such a forward compliment before.
What would her mother do?
She’d play it as if it were a flirtation. She’d throw out her chest, look at him from underneath her eyelashes, and flirt shamelessly back. “By any chance, are you asking me to have dinner with you?” Eve said the words, but it was her mother’s voice she heard.
And Ralph laughed—the way men had laughed with her mother. Deep and rich and intoxicatingly warm, his laughter seemed to wind its way around her. And for the first time, Eve understood why her mother had enjoyed making her collection of men laugh.
“Yes, actually,” Ralph said, “I suppose I am. Are all American women always so direct?”
“Not all,” she countered. “Just . . . the interesting ones.” That was a line stolen from one of her mother’s movies, right down to the little hesitation after the word just.
“So will you?” he asked, his eyes all but throwing sparks. “Have dinner with me, Eve?”
Oh, dear Lord. Was that enough? The fact that he’d asked her out? Or would she actually have to go out with him, too, to hold it against him later?
She wanted to go and yet she didn’t.
Eve opened the front door, hoping he wouldn’t notice that her cheeks were flushed. “I’m making you late for your appointment.”
“Hmmm. Suddenly not so direct . . .”
“Maybe you should ask me again sometime, when it doesn’t seem so much as if it were my idea.” Another of her mother’s saucy lines—this one not from a movie, but from real life. Eve had heard her mother say it to more than one handsome man. She’d practiced saying it herself, into the bathroom mirror. This was the first time she’d ever made it all the way through without laughing and rolling her eyes.
“Fair enough.” Instead of going out the door, Ralph stopped right next to her, close enough for her to feel his body heat. He didn’t speak for several seconds, until she looked up at him. “I don’t suppose it’s been long enough yet to qualify as again sometime . . . ?”
Up close, his eyes were a remarkable swirl of green and brown. And while he’d clearly shaved this morning, she could already see the shadow of stubble on his chin and cheeks. This was not some mere boy she was dallying with. This was a grown man.
Wordlessly, quite terrified, she shook her head no.
“It hasn’t been that long since you’ve been out of school, has it?” he asked.
Again Eve shook her head. If only he knew . . .
“Me, neither,” he told her. “And, you know, I really miss it. I would’ve liked to have been a student forever, just always keep learning. But you don’t have to be in school to do that, do you?”
She found her voice, afraid he’d think her some kind of an idiot if she just kept shaking her head. “I guess not.”
“This summer, I’d planned to learn the history behind the caves here on Thanet,” he said, still in that hypnotizingly gentle voice, “maybe explore some of the Roman ruins on the island. I was looking forward to that. But suddenly I seem to have developed an intense fascination with the New World.”
He was going to kiss her. She’d seen men looking at her mother the way Ralph was looking at her right now. He leaned closer and . . .
“Well,” she said loudly, stepping back, away from him, giving him her most blinding smile as her heart pounded. “See you tomorrow, then.”
Ralph blinked. And stepped back.
She knew she’d confused the heck out of him.
Well, tough, because he’d confused her, too.
“Right,” he said. “Until tomorrow.”
Eve watched him ride away, down the long, picture-perfect drive toward town. She sat heavily on the steps, her knees still trembling, as she both dreaded and anticipated the coming day.
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Seven
SIX O’CLOCK.
It started as the smallest of sounds, over in the far corner of the room, up by the ceiling.
It was a buzzing. Just the faintest hint of a noise.
Then it got louder and it was accompanied by a small amount of plaster, just a dusting, falling from the ceiling into one of the bathroom stalls.
Osman Razeen glanced up, but then quickly looked away.
He thought it was a rescue team—coming to blast them free and to blow Meg away.
Meg would have thought so, too, except that it was six o’clock, and John had done everything but flat out tell her he’d be back at six. Sharp.
“Meg.”
It was John Nilsson’s voice.
“Yes.” Somehow he’d figured out a way to drill a hole into the ceiling so they could talk without anyone overhearing or seeing. Maybe he’d scrambled or altered the signal being sent via all the cameras and mikes the FBI had put into place. It didn’t matter how he’d done it. It only mattered that no one knew.
“I’m going to cut a bigger hole in the ceiling and come down,” he told her. “Don’t shoot me, all right?”
“Promise me the people in this embassy don’t know this is happening,” she said, dizzy and sick from the knowledge that if John were lying and she believed him, Amy amd Eve would die. But, God, she wanted to believe him. “Promise me they can’t see or hear this.”
“I promise.”
Her hostages looked startled. They looked at each other, looked up at the ceiling, looked at her.
“Then I won’t shoot you,” she promised John.
Whether or not she shot Osman Razeen was a different story. Meg aimed her gun at Razeen’s heart as the buzzing sound started up again, louder this time. Her own heart was pounding.
This was it. The moment of truth.
She sat looking into her hostage’s eyes, picturing herself being charged with first degree murder, thinking about the terrible gamble she was taking with Amy’s life by not simply killing this man right here and right now.
It wasn’t as if he were Mother Teresa. He was a terrorist.
All she had to do was squeeze the trigger and he wouldn’t be a terrorist anymore.
He wouldn’t be anymore.
But once John dropped down through that hole in the ceiling, once he was in this room with her, she’d be past the point of no return.
Her hands started to shake, and she set the gun down on the floor. She was already past the point of no return. What happened to her didn’t matter anymore. But she knew one thing for sure—if she were going to shoot Razeen, it wasn’t going to be by mistake.
Meg hugged her knees into her chest, watching bits of plaster fall from the ceiling like snow now. But the main chunk of the ceiling was somehow pulled up and out, leaving behind a dark space that was soon filled by John’s face and shoulders.
“May I come down?”
He’d nearly always been so polite and well-mannered. Even when he was kissing her.
She nodded, unable to speak. She knew he saw her gun on the floor. He saw everything. He always had.
“What’s going on?” the ambassador finally dared to ask as John pulled back and then lowered his legs and then the rest of him from the hole in the ceiling. He swung himself over the metal frame of the stall and dropped lightly, athletically, onto the tile floor.
He started toward her, and Meg couldn’t stop herself.
She started to cry.
And John was there, down on the floor next to her, pulling her into his arms, onto his lap, holding her close.
“They took Amy,” she sobbed.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “Christ, Meg, I’m so sorry.”
“What’s going on?” the ambassador said again, louder this time.
Nils let Lieutenant Paoletti handle it as the CO, his senior chief, and Sam Starrett also lowered themselves down into the K-stani embassy men’s room. Max Bhagat and several of the FBI agents weren’t far behind.
He didn’t try to do more than hold on to Meg, all but ignoring the murmur of voices as Paoletti and Bhagat explained the situation to the three former hostages. Young daughter kidnapped . . . Meg under duress . . . only way to get the FBI’s attention . . . no one knows they’re in here . . . going to take them out through the ceiling, leave a tape loop running while they pretend to wait out the situation.
He sensed more than saw Sam claim possession of Meg’s handgun. Sensed Sam reach out to touch Meg briefly on the back in a vain attempt to offer a little more comfort.
Nils wanted to tell her it was going to be all right, but Jesus, he had no way of knowing that her daughter and her grandmother weren’t already dead.
“I’m here,” he said instead, painfully aware of how little that might mean to her. He tried again. “You’re not alone in this anymore, Meg.”
She clung to him, and he held her just as tightly, stroking her hair, kissing the top of her head, wishing . . . Christ, he didn’t know what he wished.
Maybe he wished that she could’ve been in his arms any place else in the world and at any other time but here and now.
She wasn’t alone—to hell with that, too. A lot of good it would do her, to know she wouldn’t be alone as she buried her daughter.
God damn it. Nils felt his own eyes burn, felt sick to his stomach, felt the awful injustice of a dead ten-year-old lodge tightly in his chest and make it hard to breathe.
He could feel Lieutenant Paoletti standing off to the side, giving both of them some space. But they didn’t have much time. The Kazbekistanis wouldn’t believe that Meg could hold her hostages and sit in the men’s room under siege without food or sleep forever.
“I need you to be tough for just a little bit longer,” he told her. “Can you do that for me, Meg? We’ve got a lot of questions that only you can answer.”
She was shaking, trembling, but she somehow managed to nod yes. She released her death grip on his neck and pulled back to look at him, wiping her eyes with one shaky hand.
“They kidnapped Amy and my grandmother,” she said. “They said they were Kazbekistani Extremists, and that if I didn’t come here and abduct or kill the new ambassador—they didn’t really care which—they’d kill them. I’m so sorry, John, I didn’t know what else to do. They told me if I told anyone, if I asked for help, they’d know it and Amy and Eve would die.”
Her eyes welled with tears again, but she wiped them fiercely away. “I didn’t know what to do,” she told him again. “But then I thought of you. I thought if anyone could get me out of this . . .”
“You did the right thing,” he reassured her. “Calling me—asking for me—was the right thing.”
She looked over to where Wolchonok was unlocking the hostages’ handcuffs, her voice suddenly sharp with fear. “What is he doing? He’s not just going to let them go, is he? If the Extremists don’t think that I’m still locked in here with them . . .”
“It’s all right.” Lieutenant Paoletti approached. “We’ve got a tape loop running. On the surveillance monitors, both you and the hostages will look as if you’re sitting here, waiting. In truth, we’re going to be taking all of you out of here and over to a safe location. No one’s going to see you leave, no one’s going to know.”
“The hostages have agreed to remain in isolation in one of our safe hotels until we can find more information as to the whereabouts of your daughter and grandmother,” Max Bhagat added.
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