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Authors: Dorothy L. Sayers
Well, my boy, I have written rather a long letter, and I must stop now, as I see the lad approaching with the bread, and I must secure his services to take this to the post. I enclose a little cheque, as an offering which is always suitable in every season and country, and remain,With every good wish, Your affectionate Father, Geo. Harrison
15, Whittington Terrace, Bayswater 25.10.28
Dearest Olive,
We are all breathing again! The Bear has taken himself off for one of his camping holidays, complete with painting outfit and half a dozen scribbling pads. He is actually going to write a book! telling people how to live on nettles and toadstools and that sort of thing, and how in case of another Great War we could support the entire nation on boiled hedgehogs or some such nastiness. My dear, it is such a relief to get him out of the house! Of course, he couldnt go off without creating an unpleasantness. He was absurd enough to suggest that Mrs Harrison should go with him the idea of it! in a horrible little shack, miles from anywhere damp as a well, I shouldnt wonder, with no proper water or sanitation or anything. Did you ever hear of such a thing? Naturally, Mrs Harrison said she didnt think she would care about it what did the man expect? He didnt say anything more about it then I think Ive taught him not to bully his wife when Im about! but he took it out of her when they went upstairs. She came in crying at 12 oclock at night to sleep with me because she couldnt stand it any longer. My dear, I said, why do you take any notice of it? If he wants your company so badly, why cant he sacrifice himself for once and take you to Brighton or Margate, or some nice cheerful place? He just likes to make people miserable, thats all. So then I told her a little about what Dr Trevor said about the people who enjoy inflicting torture on others. I said, You must just look on it as a kind of disease and not resent it if you can help it. Build up a wall of protective thought about yourself and determine to be quite detached about it. We had a very interesting little talk about repression, and I have lent her my handbook to Freud. It is so important to get a healthy angle on these things.
Mr Lathom has been very nice, coming in almost every evening to keep us company. It must be a relief to him not to be bothered with the Bears everlasting drivel about Art. He is going to paint our portraits. Mrs Harrison is going up for her first sitting tomorrow. It is to be a blue, green and bronze colour-scheme blue dress, green background and a big bowl of those bronze chrysanthemums. It gave Mr Lathom a great deal of trouble deciding it. Of course, Mrs Harrison is very attractive-looking, but you couldnt exactly call her pretty, with those greeny eyes and her rather pale complexion. I havent decided what to wear. I asked Mr Lathom, but he said he thought I should look nice in anything and he could safely leave it to me. I think I shall have it done in that orange thing with the square yoke the one which Mr Ramsbottom said made me look like a Pre-Raphaelite page you remember? and have my hair waved and curled under all round to carry out the idea. I pointed out to Mr Lathom that my face wasnt the same both sides, and he laughed, and said no human being ever was the same both sides Nature never worked by rule and compass.
I am doing well with my stockings, and have had several orders for scarves. Dont forget to tell anybody who wants one that I am quite ready to undertake the work. I am experimenting on some calendars, made like the old-fashioned tinsel pictures, with the coloured paper-wrappers off chocolate creams. Some of the designs are simply beautiful. You might send me any you get. I think I might get some Christmas orders for them. Ive thought out quite an original idea . .
[The remainder off this letter, which contained only some designs for needlework, has been detached.]
15a, Whittington Terrace 28.10.28
Darling Bungie,
Just a line to say I am running down to Oxford to stay with the Cobbs for a week or two. It is simply impossible to work in this place at the moment the downstairs menagerie swarms over us all day. This is the last time Ill think of setting up housekeeping with a man on the strength of a school and restaurant acquaintance. Of course, its financially useful but, damn it all! money isnt everything, even when ones hoping to get married. Lathom will insist on being a little ray of sunshine about the place. Damn sunshine. If it hadnt gone joggling up the perfectly good and placid atoms in the primeval ooze, they would never have sweltered up in this unsatisfactory world of life and bothersomeness.
The great idea now is to paint a portrait of Mrs Harrison as a surprise for Harrison on his return. Knowing Lathoms style, I should say it would be a very great surprise to him, indeed. It will probably be a very fine work the man can paint but I wish they could get on with it quietly by themselves and leave me alone. That poisonous old woman is in and out the whole time. I darent emerge from my own room for a minute without being collared and asked some imbecile question or other. Impertinent old bitch. Shes a dangerous woman, too. In Harrisons place Id give her the sack. She had the damned sauce to edge into my room after me yesterday and ask whose photograph that was on my table, was it my best girls? I said, No it was my last mistress but three or four, I had lost count. (It was Brendas, as a matter of fact.) I was told I was a dreadful man and that Miss Drake ought to know the way I behaved. I was furious. I dont know how the devil she got hold of your name. Lathoms damned chattiness, I suppose confound him! She wound up the interview by saying, really, she didnt think it safe to be in the same room with me, and leered her way out. Disgusting fool! Fortunately, I was only revising Birth and Childhood, or I should have been too irritable to work for the rest of the day. I hope, for your sake, I am not becoming neurotic that would be the last straw.
Anyway, the Cobbss invitation came at the exact right moment to prevent my doing something regrettable, so Im barging off. Otherwise I should probably have had a row with Lathom, which would have been a nuisance, as Ive paid the rent up to Christmas.
No news from Merritt yet. Probably he has slung the poor old MS into a drawer and forgotten about it. It could write its memoirs by this time: Pigeon-holes I Have Lived in. How goes your latest?
My love to the Governor and everybody,Your loving J
15, Whittington Terrace, Bayswater 8.11.28
Dearest Olive,
Ever so many thanks for sending the order from Mrs Pottersby; I will get on with it as quickly as I can. I have two more scarves in hand, and Mr Perry wants two dozen calendars for people in the parish, so you see I am quite busy just at present. I am glad Toms rheumatism is no worse, and that Joans little illness turned out to be such a trifling matter after all. It must have given you a lot of anxiety.
I am feeling very much better, I am glad to say in fact, we are all brighter and happier for our period of peace and quietness. The Bear came back in quite a good mood, for him! and dear Mrs Harrison seems quite a different person. She reads a lot, and I am encouraging her to live in her books, and abstract herself altogether from the wearing and irritating realities of life. It is easy, because she has a wonderfully vivid and romantic imagination, which makes the world of literature very real to her. Of course, that is what Mr Harrison would never be able to understand. It is hopeless to try to discuss anything with him. I tried to get him to talk about Gilbert Frankaus new book the other day. He said he hadnt read it and didnt want to. I gave him an outline of the plot, but I dont think he was listening. At any rate, he only said, Oh! and went on to talk interminably about his eternal fungi and hedgehogs. Still, provided he keeps his temper, it doesnt much matter what he talks about, and Mrs Harrison listens to it all most patiently. I wonder how she can do it, but she is in a wonderfully serene and happy frame of mind. I am rather proud of my work, for I am sure it was our little talk in my bedroom the other day that showed her the way out of her troubles.
I am sorry for what you say about Ronnie. It is most trying for you that he should have got mixed up with that sort of girl, but no doubt it will all blow over. Dr Trevor says that that kind of adolescent love-affair should always be dealt with sympathetically, and will work itself out naturally if not thwarted. Im sure it would be most unwise of Tom to exert his authority in any way. I cannot forget how our poor dear Mother ruined my life of course, with the best intentions by her old-fashioned ideas of what was nice. Nobody will ever know what I suffered as a girl, and I am sure it is all due to that early unhappiness that I am in the doctors hands now. It was not the same thing for you, of course you never had that complicated and delicately balanced temperament, and would probably always have been happy enough, whether you had married or not. People of your kind are much the most fortunate, but then one cannot help ones temperament, can one? If you take my advice, and treat Ronnie with sympathy and indulgence, you will avoid making the mess of his life that our parents made of mine. I feel that Ronnie and I are very much akin perhaps a few words from me would help to explain him to himself. I am writing to him tonight.Your loving sister, Aggie
15, Whittington Terrace, Bayswater 15.11.28
Dear Olive,
I have been much surprised and deeply hurt by Ronnies letter to me, which I enclose for you to see. I cannot believe that he would have written in that spirit of his own accord. I can only suppose that you and Tom have been prejudicing him against me. Of course, he is your child and not mine, but it is quite a mistake to imagine that, merely because of the physical accident of parenthood, you are, for that reason, divinely qualified to deal with a sensitive temperament like Ronnies. I (not having my eyes blinded) can see quite clearly through what he writes, that you have succeeded in apparently bringing him into agreement with your point of view; but, if you did but know it, you are merely encouraging him to repress his natural feelings, with consequences which may be terrible to contemplate. I can imagine nothing worse for him than what you call change of scene and companionship, when I know perfectly well that you mean that unimaginative and completely insensitive Potts person. I cannot imagine a more dangerous influence for a boy in Ronnies state of mind than a footballing parson. The harm done by men of that class is quite incalculable, and their minds are, as a rule, perfect sinks of dangerous and sublimated libidos (I dont know whether that is the right way to spell the plural). However, it is your own affair, and I am powerless to interfere, but I do think you ought not to set the boy against me, merely because I am, unhappily, in a position to know more than you do about certain facts of life.
Thank you, I am glad to say we are all very well. Mrs Harrisons portrait is finished. It is a very striking piece of colour. Of course, Mr H. thinks it does not do her justice, but then, as you would expect, he is quite out of sympathy with modern art.
We are relieved from the presence of Mr Munting, who has gone to Oxford, on a visit to some friends, or so he says. I think it is much more likely that he is leading a double life somewhere. He unblushingly confesses to having innumerable disreputable entanglements, and I am very sorry indeed for the girl he is engaged to.Your affectionate sister, Aggie
15, Whittington Terrace 20.11.28
My dear Boy,
I was very glad to get your letter the one dated 7th October and to know that all goes on so well with you and the bridge. You took exactly the course I should have advised myself in the matter of the man Matthews. In such a case, consideration is out of place. Your duty to the firm (to say nothing of the thousands who will use the bridge) must come before any sympathy for the man and his special circumstances. Far too much laxity is shown nowadays to outbreaks of so-called temperament, with most disastrous consequences, and there is far too much talk about not being able to help ones self. I should not let the matter prey on your mind in the least. I quite understand that the man has brilliant powers and an attractive personality, and that you are sorry to lose him, but it is fatally easy for a man like that to imagine that the ordinary rules of morality do not apply to him, and to indulge him in such ideas is bad for him, and may easily be ruinous to other people and to his work. I entirely approve your decision, and so, I am sure, must Sir Maurice, if the matter comes to his notice.
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I am feeling greatly benefited by my little holiday, and am glad to be back to work again. I found all well at home on my return. Margaret was in very good spirits over a little surprise that she and Lathom had prepared for me. She has been sitting to him for her portrait, and he has made a very striking piece of work of it. While I cannot say I think it does her justice, there is no doubt that it is a handsome piece of coloratura, and the kind of thing to attract attention at the present time. Lathom belongs, of course, to the modern school. He paints, I feel, in too much of a hurry, and his pictures have not the beautiful smooth finish of a Millais, or, among living artists, of a Lavery but no doubt he will grow out of this slapdash method when he is older. It is a kind of affection which besets the young painters of today, and, while I cannot help but see the defects of the method, I am not blind to the merits of the work and to the kind thought which prompted the execution. He is anxious to show it at the Academy next year, and Margaret is (naturally, I suppose) delighted with the idea. I was obliged, however, to say that I did not care about the project. It is the kind of picture to attract a good deal of comment of one sort and another, and these young people do not quite see the amount of undesirable publicity it might involve. I fear they are both rather disappointed, but later on, when I was able to speak quietly about it to Lathom alone, he saw the matter in the right light, and was very nice about it. We are hanging it in a good light in the drawing-room, where it will look very well.