The Fix Up (3 page)

Sterling

Most nights I opt for a take-away dinner from my favorite local deli, but tonight I’m straying from my usual fare for a very good reason. Stepping out of the shower, I towel off and pull on a pair of jeans and a navy button-down shirt.

Forced to yank one out under the warm spray of water was a necessity since I’ll be dining with a beautiful woman I have no chance of bedding tonight. A fucking travesty is what it is.

Most guys only want one thing, but my needs and desires are a little more complex. Yes, I blow off steam from time to time with a one-nighter, but truly, my mum is now the center of my world. She has early-onset dementia, and making sure she gets the best care possible has fallen to me.

My father turned out to be a self-centered prick. He might have promised to stand by her side in sickness and in health, but when her health started declining three years ago, he took off for greener pastures, saying he was suffering from a mid-life crisis and needed to find himself. Whatever that meant. He hauled off back to London to live with a woman he’d crushed on while in secondary school, while Mum was left to face her prognosis alone.

More than having to make health decisions and pay for her care, it’s had an even greater effect on me. My belief in love is totally fucking shot. My parents’ marriage was a long and happy one, and then
poof
, he was gone, like none of it meant anything at all.

I’ve spoken to him all of three times in three years. I know it’s up to me to take care of her without having to rely on one dime from him. While I make a good living, this is also New York City, one of the most expensive cities in the world. For now, Mum’s at an assisted-living facility in New Jersey, but ideally, I’d like to be able to move her into a better place, closer to the city. That inheritance means I’ll never have to worry about taking care of her ever again.

Releasing a heavy sigh, I slip my feet into boots.

I can’t fuck this up. I need to get to the end of this whole process married, just like I discussed with Noah. It’s the only way to make all this work.

Yes, I’ve fancied Camryn ever since I first met her years ago. She’s classy and smart and a little hard-nosed, as any good New York businesswoman is. But I’ve made my peace that since I never got off my arse and made a move on her, that ship has sailed. It’s done. Asking her out to a nice restaurant that’s sure to impress means nothing.

Running a bit of product through my hair, I chuckle to myself.

Yeah, fucking right.

Camryn

The restaurant is spectacular. Dark and moody with a sensual vibe, it’s easily the nicest restaurant I’ve ever been to. Anna wasn’t kidding around last night.

After I check in with the hostess, she instructs me to follow her and sashays off for the far end of the building. Apparently, Sterling is already here.

Cream-colored silk drapes cascade from the vaulted ceiling, giving each polished oak table its own private alcove. Supple leather loveseats that are way too big and cozy to be called dining chairs flank each rectangular table.

After passing by half a dozen tables, finally I spot him. Sterling must have requested a private table, because while they are all semi-private, this table is at the back of the restaurant with nothing on two sides but walls of windows overlooking the twinkling city skyline. Sitting beside our table, chilling in an ice bucket on wrought-iron legs, is a bottle of champagne.

Spotting me, Sterling rises to his feet. He anchors one hand to my waist and leans in to place a quick peck on each cheek.

“You’re looking particularly fit this evening,” he murmurs, sending a warm rush of tingles skittering along my skin. I was glad I’d chosen my formfitting black shift dress; it was neither too casual nor too dressy.

“Thank you. And you look . . .”

Sterling is dressed in a navy button-down shirt that clings in a distracting way across his muscular chest, shoulders, and biceps, and then tapers down to reveal a trim waist. Dark-washed jeans and laced brown boots complete the casual, yet sexy look.

When he raises his eyebrows at me, I realize he’s still waiting for the other half of that sentence. Handsome. Nice. Good. Sexy. Lickable. Worse, fuckable. I mean, holy shit, positively rideable.

“Appropriate,” I blurt.

A slight twitch in his jaw is the only reaction I get before he slides into his seat.

As flickers of white candlelight dance in the shadows, it takes me a moment to truly get my bearings. How in the world I’m supposed to wine and dine with this gorgeous man and talk intelligently about getting him married off, I haven’t a clue. Talk about an awkward situation.

Tamping down a wave of sudden nerves, I lower myself into the seat across from him and swallow the lump in my throat.

This shouldn’t feel like a date, yet everything I’ve rehearsed with Anna flies out the window the second he sits back in his seat and appraises me with those navy-blue eyes, the hint of a smirk still lingering on his lips. It doesn’t help that I’ve forgotten my notebook. Then again, maybe it was for the best. I don’t want to look like a total amateur, reading the notes I prepared the night before.

When I’m around Sterling, I feel unsure and uncomfortable. Off-kilter. Definitely off my game. With his chiseled jaw and perfect, full lips that are designed for long, sensual kisses, and hair just long enough on top to pull, it takes me a moment to pull myself together. He shouldn’t affect me this way, but it’s obvious he does.

Aiming to regain some of the upper hand, I square my shoulders and lean in. “So, what are your intentions?”

“My intentions?” His mouth twitches with the beginning of a smile.

It’s beguiling.
Dammit
.

“Yes.” I stiffen. “Are we talking Busty Bimbo Barbie who will stick around only long enough to get a piece of your inheritance, and then you annul the marriage and forget the whole thing ever happened? Or true love happily ever after?”

He chuckles, the sound warm and silky. Sensual, even. “It’s improper to talk business before we’ve even had our first cocktail.”

He lifts the chilled bottle of champagne from its resting place and pours us each a glass. The golden bubbles fizz and fade quickly as I lift the elegant flute to my lips.

“To working together. Cheers.” He raises his glass toward mine before taking a sip.

I nod, acknowledging his toast. Swallowing a sip of the cool champagne, I appreciate the crisp taste. “This has got to be the most
unique
project I’ve ever worked on.”

“It’ll be fun,” Sterling says.

The server swings by our table, and after a brief glance at the menu, we order the exact same thing, which seems odd given the vast number of choices. Steak, cooked medium-well, with green salad and a glass of red wine.

Once we’re alone again, I ask, “So, are you going to answer my question?”

“About my intentions, wasn’t it?”

I take another sip of champagne and give him a slight nod.

Sterling folds his hands on the table in front of him and leans in. I have no idea what he can possibly be thinking as his expression remains impassive, so as not to give anything away. “I want to answer that I don’t believe in true love. I want to tell you that it’s a crock of shit.”

“But you’re not going to?”

With a shake of his head, he leans back. “No. Given what I do for a living, and the fact that I see couples and families ripped apart and the pain it causes, the last thing I want to do is make a hypocrisy out of this.”

That’s not necessarily what I was expecting, but it’s admirable to hear him say that he’s open to this process. I figured it would be just about the money, and he’d only want the woman around long enough to get his cash in hand. Then he’d be free to continue his no-strings lifestyle.

“So you’re going to take it seriously?”

“Yes.” His tone is unequivocally confident and leaves no room for doubt.

I don’t know his motivations, whether they’re for love or money, but if he wants to do this, then I’ll be here to help him. I have a big job ahead of me, and suddenly I want to do it well, to help him as best I can, unconventional as it may be. It gives me a small measure of peace that I haven’t had over this whole situation, and I’m grateful.

Our meal arrives, and as we eat, I find the small talk flows easily between us.

Between bites of tender steak, Sterling fills me in on the basics. He moved to America when he was fourteen. His father had been relocated for work, and so off they set for the good old US of A. He met Noah in boarding school in Connecticut, and they’ve been best friends ever since. He’s close to his mother, but makes a sour face when I bring up his father, so we move along, avoiding that topic.

I wipe the corners of my mouth with my cloth napkin, careful not to wreck my berry-colored lipstick. “I’d love to hear more about what you’re looking for in a wife.”

Sterling coughs into his napkin as though the word is a shock. “That’s a good question.” He sets down his knife and fork and pushes his plate away. “And I’ll answer it as long as you agree to play along.”

“Meaning?”

“This will be an even exchange. If you want me to open up and share, you’re going to have to do the same, love.”

“And why would I do that?”

He smiles wryly at me.

“And don’t say
because I said so
,” I add, pointing my fork in his direction.

“Trust goes both ways,” he says in that cheerful accent of his. “If we’ll be spending time together, working together, I want to know what makes you tick. I need to know that you’re not just in this for the bonus money that was promised.”

My cheeks heat because that’s exactly why I initially agreed to take on this assignment. But I’m hoping Sterling can’t see through me.

“I’m a professional in everything I do. I’ve taken on your assignment, and you can rest assured, I will not back out.”

“I didn’t say you would. But as long as we’re discussing it, if you’d like to know what I want in a mate, I think you should have to disclose the same.”

I roll my eyes at him.

“Humor me,” he says.

“Fine.” Crossing my arms over my chest, I lean back in my seat. “I want someone driven, motivated, and hardworking. Someone who’s easy to talk to. Reliable. Trustworthy and honest.”

I take another sip of wine. It’s all true, even if I didn’t admit the most important, yet secret quality I hold in my heart.

Flashbacks of David seep into the edges of my brain. I knew from the start he wasn’t my Mr. Right, but he was an alluring
Mr. Right Now
. Obsessed with working out, he was muscular and fit beyond belief. My friends teased me that he was a meat-head, and maybe he was. But I didn’t care, wasn’t concerned that he waited tables and washed dishes for a living. I was caught up in the idea of him, and didn’t bother to pay attention to the fact that he wasn’t interested in building a life with me, that we weren’t actually compatible in real, deep ways.

“Your turn,” I say.

“A woman who works hard, knows what she wants, and isn’t afraid of a challenge.”

Sterling’s gaze is deep and penetrating, and I find it hard to dismiss that he’s looking at me with deeper meaning than just a cursory glance. It’s unnerving. But I shrug it off.

“I’ll find her for you.” My voice is tiny and unsure, but Sterling hasn’t so much as blinked, and I can’t escape the feeling that he’s thinking,
Maybe I’ve already found her
.

After a moment of tense silence, Sterling drains his last drop of wine. “How do you propose this will work?”

I dab my mouth one last time with my napkin, then lean forward. I almost forgot this was a business dinner. Taking a deep breath, I try to compose myself.

“Here’s what I’m planning. With all the initial interest your story drummed up, I don’t think it’d be difficult to find you . . . candidates, for lack of a better word. I think the key will be finding quality woman you’ll be interested in long-term.”

He nods once, his brows pulled together as though he’s hanging on my every word.

I lick my lips and continue. “I’d suggest we hold a recruiting event, sort of like women applying for the job of your wife, where they’ll need to pass through an initial interview with me before they get green-lighted to meet you.”

He chuckles, low and deep, and the sound goes straight to my nipples, making them harden into points.
What the hell was that?

“Speed dating meets
The Bachelor
,” he says.

I nod. “Exactly. I’ll need about a month to pull the event together, and that will still give you five months to actually date the woman and be sure this is the right decision.”

“Makes sense,” he says.

“And you’ll prescreen the applicants before the event so we can make sure only the most qualified women will be there.”

“Brilliant. That works.” Sterling folds his hands in front of him on the table, and his long fingers are distracting.

“I’m glad you’re okay with it.” A warm blush creeps up my chest and neck, and I swallow. “But I do have a few rules you’re going to need to abide by.”

His interest piqued, Sterling pauses, still watching me.

“Your cock will need to stay neatly tucked into your . . .” I pause, and Sterling lifts one dark eyebrow. “Wait . . . You guys call underwear
pants
and pants
trousers
, right?”

“If by
you guys
you mean the British, then yes. We do.” His expression is one of amused reluctance. “It’s cute to see you get all flustered talking about my cock.”

“Keep it in your pants; that’s all I’m saying.” I can feel my cheeks heating and need to get off this topic. Shit.
Get off
is probably a bad choice of words. There will be no getting off anytime soon. Unfortunately.

“My cock is a big boy. Pun very much intended.” He winks. “I can handle it.”

“That’s good to hear, because I mean it. If I find you a good girl to go out with, I won’t have you ruin it by bringing your big boy out to play with her too soon.”

He looks amused. “What’s your next rule? You said you had a few.”

“My second rule is that you listen to me. My advice will all be in the interest of getting you married off, so it’d be wise to try things my way, even if it seems unconventional.” I’m trying not to sound too bossy, but Sterling merely chuckles.

“I told you; I want this. I need to get married, so I’m game to do things your way.”

“That’s good.”

“So, how did you feel when you found out you’d be working with me on this
unique
project?”

“Honestly?” I raise one eyebrow.

He nods.

“I was . . . pissed off.” A little chuckle escapes my lips, and I clamp a hand over them.
Shit. Why did I drink so much?
“I’m so sorry. That was inappropriate.”

Sterling raises his hand. “Don’t apologize. I asked how you felt, and I wanted the truth.”

Exhaling, I straighten my posture. “It’s just that I felt my skills and talents would be better suited to something more . . . professional.”

He nods once as if he understands. “For what it’s worth, I’m glad you’re on the project.”

I wait, hoping he’ll continue.

And then he does.

“You’re talented, smart, more than capable. Extremely beautiful, distractingly so.” His voice is soft, barely above a murmur.