Authors: Edith Wharton
âMay I ask if you have come a long way?'
He gave her the same grave look. âYes â I have come a long way.'
âThen, if you'll go to the house, no doubt my husband will see you now. You'll find him in the library.'
She did not know why she had added the last phrase, except from a vague impulse to atone for her previous inhospitality. The visitor seemed about to express his thanks, but her attention was distracted by the approach of the gardener with a companion who bore all the marks of being the expert from Dorchester.
âThis way,' she said, waving the stranger to the house; and an instant later she had forgotten him in the absorption of her meeting with the boiler-maker.
The encounter led to such far-reaching results that the engineer ended by finding it expedient to ignore his train, and Mary was beguiled into spending the remainder of the morning in absorbed confabulation among the flower-pots. When the colloquy ended, she was surprised to find that it was nearly luncheon-time, and she half expected, as she hurried back to the house, to see her husband coming out to meet her. But she found no one in the court but an under-gardener raking the gravel, and the hall, when she entered it, was so silent that she guessed Boyne to be still at work.
Not wishing to disturb him, she turned into the drawing-room, and there, at her writing-table, lost herself in renewed calculations of the outlay to which the morning's conference had pledged her. The fact that she could permit herself such follies had not yet lost its novelty; and somehow, in contrast to the vague fears of the previous days, it now seemed an element of her recovered security, of the sense that, as Ned had said, things in general had never been ârighter'.
She was still luxuriating in a lavish play of figures when the parlour-maid, from the threshold, roused her with an inquiry as to the expediency of serving luncheon. It was one of their jokes that Trimmle announced luncheon as if she were divulging a State secret, and Mary, intent upon her papers, merely murmured an absent-minded assent.
She felt Trimmle wavering doubtfully on the threshold, as if in rebuke of such unconsidered assent; then her retreating steps sounded down the passage, and Mary, pushing away her papers, crossed the hall and went to the library door. It was still closed, and she wavered in her turn, disliking to disturb her husband, yet anxious that he should not exceed his usual measure of work. As she stood there, balancing her impulses, Trimmle returned with the announcement of luncheon, and Mary, thus impelled, opened the library door.
Boyne was not at his desk, and she peered about her, expecting to discover him before the bookshelves, somewhere down the length of the room; but her call brought no response, and gradually it became clear to her that he was not there.
She turned back to the parlour-maid.
âMr Boyne must be upstairs. Please tell him that luncheon is ready.'
Trimmle appeared to hesitate between the obvious duty of obedience and an equally obvious conviction of the foolishness of the injunction laid on her. The struggle resulted in her saying: âIf you please, madam, Mr Boyne's not upstairs.'
âNot in his room? Are you sure?'
âI'm sure, madam.'
Mary consulted the clock. âWhere is he, then?'
âHe's gone out,' Trimmle announced, with the superior air of one who has respectfully waited for the question that a well-ordered mind would have put first.
Mary's conjecture had been right, then; Boyne must have gone to the gardens to meet her, and since she had missed him, it was clear that he had taken the shorter way by the south door, instead of going round to the court. She crossed the hall to the french window opening directly on the yew garden, but the parlourmaid, after another moment of inner conflict, decided to bring out: âPlease, madam, Mr Boyne didn't go that way.'
Mary turned back. âWhere
did
he go? And when?'
âHe went out of the front door, up the drive, madam.' It was a matter of principle with Trimmle never to answer more than one question at a time.
âUp the drive? At this hour?' Mary went to the door herself and glanced across the court through the tunnel of bare limes. But its perspective was as empty as when she had scanned it on entering.
âDid Mr Boyne leave no message?'
Trimmle seemed to surrender herself to a last struggle with the forces of chaos.
âNo, madam. He just went out with the gentleman.'
âThe gentleman? What gentleman?' Mary wheeled about, as if to front this new factor.
âThe gentleman who called, madam,' said Trimmle resignedly.
âWhen did a gentleman call? Do explain yourself, Trimmle!'
Only the fact that Mary was very hungry, and that she wanted to consult her husband about the greenhouses, would have caused her to lay so unusual an injunction on her attendant; and even now she was detached enough to note in Trimmle's eye the dawning defiance of the respectful subordinate who has been pressed too hard.
âI couldn't exactly say the hour, madam, because I didn't let the gentleman in,' she replied, with an air of discreetly ignoring the irregularity of her mistress's course.
âYou didn't let him in?'
âNo, madam. When the bell rang I was dressing, and Agnesâ'
âGo and ask Agnes, then,' said Mary.
Trimmle still wore her look of patient magnanimity. âAgnes would not know, madam, for she had unfortunately burnt her hand in trimming the wick of the new lamp from town' â Trimmle, as Mary was aware, had always been opposed to the new lamp â âand so Mrs Dockett sent the kitchen-maid instead.'
Mary looked again at the clock. âIt's after two. Go and ask the kitchen-maid if Mr Boyne left any word.'
She went into luncheon without waiting, and Trimmle presently brought to her there the kitchen-maid's statement that the gentleman had called about eleven o'clock, and that Mr Boyne had gone out with him without leaving any message. The kitchen-maid did not even know the caller's name, for he had written it on a slip of paper, which he had folded and handed to her with the injunction to deliver it at once to Mr Boyne.
Mary finished her luncheon, still wondering, and when it was over and Trimmle had brought the coffee to the drawing-room, her wonder had deepened to a first faint tinge of disquietude. It was unlike Boyne to absent himself without explanation at so unwonted an hour, and the difficulty of identifying the visitor whose summons he had apparently obeyed made his disappearance the more unaccountable. Mary Boyne's experience as the wife of a busy engineer, subject to sudden calls and compelled to keep irregular hours, had trained her to the philosophic acceptance of surprises; but since Boyne's withdrawal from business he had adopted a Benedictine regularity of life. As if to make up for the dispersed and agitated years, with their âstand-up' lunches and dinners rattled down to the joltings of the dining-cars, he cultivated the last refinements of punctuality and monotony, discounting his wife's fancy for the unexpected, and declaring that to a delicate taste there were infinite gradations of pleasure in the recurrences of habit.
Still, since no life can completely defend itself from the unforeseen, it was evident that all Boyne's precautions would sooner or later prove unavailable, and Mary concluded that he had cut short a tiresome visit by walking with his caller to the station, or at least accompanying him for part of the way.
This conclusion relieved her from farther preoccupation, and she went out herself to take up her conference with the gardener. Thence she walked to the village post office, a mile or so away; and when she turned towards home the early twilight was setting in.
She had taken a footpath across the downs, and as Boyne, meanwhile, had probably returned from the station by the highroad, there was little likelihood of their meeting. She felt sure, however, of his having reached the house before her; so sure that, when she entered it herself, without even pausing to inquire of Trimmle, she made directly for the library. But the library was still empty, and with an unwonted exactness of visual memory she observed that the papers on her husband's desk lay precisely as they had lain when she had gone in to call him to luncheon.
Then of a sudden she was seized by a vague dread of the unknown. She had closed the door behind her on entering, and as she stood alone in the long, silent room, her dread seemed to take shape and sound, to be there breathing and lurking among the shadows. Her short-sighted eyes strained through them, half discerning an actual presence, something aloof, that watched and knew; and in the recoil from that intangible presence she threw herself on the bell-rope and gave it a sharp pull.
The sharp summons brought Trimmle in precipitately with a lamp, and Mary breathed again at this sobering reappearance of the usual.
âYou may bring tea if Mr Boyne is in,' she said, to justify her ring.
âVery well, madam. But Mr Boyne is not in,' said Trimmle, putting down the lamp.
âNot in? You mean he's come back and gone out again?'
âNo, madam. He's never been back.'
The dread stirred again, and Mary knew that now it had her fast.
âNot since he went out with â the gentleman?'
âNot since he went out with the gentleman.'
âBut who
was
the gentleman?' Mary insisted, with the shrill note of someone trying to be heard through a confusion of noises.
âThat I couldn't say, madam.' Trimmle, standing there by the lamp, seemed suddenly to grow less round and rosy, as though eclipsed by the same creeping shade of apprehension.
âBut the kitchen-maid knows â wasn't it the kitchen-maid who let him in?'
âShe doesn't know either, madam, for he wrote his name on a folded paper.'
Mary, through her agitation, was aware that they were both designating the unknown visitor by a vague pronoun, instead of the conventional formula which, till then, had kept their allusions within the bounds of conformity. And at the same moment her mind caught at the suggestion of the folded paper.
âBut he must have a name! Where's the paper?'
She moved to the desk and began to turn over the documents that littered it. The first that caught her eye was an unfinished letter in her husband's hand, with his pen lying across it, as though dropped there at a sudden summons.
My dear Parvis
â who was Parvis? â
I have just received your letter announcing Elwell's death
,
and while I suppose there is now no further risk of trouble
,
it might be safer
â
She tossed the sheet aside, and continued her search; but no folded paper was discoverable among the letters and pages of manuscript which had been swept together in a heap, as if by a hurried or a startled gesture.
âBut the kitchen-maid
saw
him. Send her here,' she commanded, wondering at her dullness in not thinking sooner of so simple a solution.
Trimmle vanished in a flash, as if thankful to be out of the room, and when she reappeared, conducting the agitated underling, Mary had regained her self-possession and had her questions ready.
The gentleman was a stranger, yes â that she understood. But what had he said? And, above all, what had he looked like? The first question was easily enough answered, for the disconcerting reason that he had said so little â had merely asked for Mr Boyne, and, scribbling something on a bit of paper, had requested that it should at once be carried in to him.
âThen you don't know what he wrote? You're not sure it
was
his name?'
The kitchen-maid was not sure, but supposed it was, since he had written it in answer to her inquiry as to whom she should announce.
âAnd when you carried the paper in to Mr Boyne, what did he say?'
The kitchen-maid did not think that Mr Boyne had said anything, but she could not be sure, for just as she had handed him the paper and he was opening it, she had become aware that the visitor had followed her into the library, and she had slipped out, leaving the two gentlemen together.
âBut, then, if you left them in the library, how do you know that they went out of the house?'
This question plunged the witness into a momentary inarticulateness, from which she was rescued by Trimmle, who, by means of ingenious circumlocutions, elicited the statement that before she could cross the hall to the back passage she had heard the two gentlemen behind her, and had seen them go out to the front door together.
âThen, if you saw the strange gentleman twice, you must be able to tell me what he looked like.'
But with this final challenge to her powers of expression it became clear that the limit of the kitchen-maid's endurance had been reached. The obligation of going to the front door to âshow in' a visitor was in itself so subversive of the fundamental order of things that it had thrown her faculties into hopeless disarray, and she could only stammer out, after various panting efforts: âHis hat, mum, was different-like, as you might say â'