The Girl I Last Loved
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Authors: Smita Kaushik
The Girl I Last Loved
... I Love you Rachu ...
About the Author
Smita Kaushik became author by chance and is now pursuing it by choice. Her first novel
Let’s Get Committed,
not only created waves among the young generation, but also pitched some notes with others as well. Though her forte lies in romance with a hint of comedy, she sometimes tries to lay hands on philosophy.
An ex-DPSite, she did her graduation from KIIT University and is currently based in Hyderabad. Always a creatively inclined person, she has excelled in different art forms like contemporary,
madhubani
and Warli painting and has won many national-level art competitions. For fun, she likes to watch rom-com and read novels.
Contact her at:
[email protected].
... I Love you Rachu ...
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I thinks see knows my name
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The Girl I Last Loved
The girl who never loved me back...
... I Love you Rachu ...
SMITA KAUSHIK
GENERAL PRESS
Published by
GENERAL PRESS
4228/1, Ansari Road, Daryaganj
New Delhi – 110002
Ph. : 011 – 23282971, 9911359970
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First Edition : August 2012
ISBN : 9789380914244
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Contents
Dedicated to
Finding Love…
Acknowledgement
This novel is very close to my heart and bears glimpses of my life, of what I experienced, of what I observed, a few random stories I heard and the several lessons I learned.
There were various people who contributed towards this, some known and some unknown.
Few people who don’t even know that they have enriched my life, my thoughts and thus this story.
They all can’t be named but they sure can be thanked.
First, my parents for their everlasting support.
My siblings Annu, Tiku and Moni for keeping me on cloud nine and for their ever continuous encouragement.
Kartik, Gayatri and Kaushal for their avid publicity.
Bhaskar Mitra, Lipsa ma’am and Srikant sir for their motivation.
My friends Sasmita, Manas and Manisha for hearing the subsequent parts and giving their overwhelming comments.
Soumyahsree and Ananya for being such adorable flat-mates.
Kimmi for typing the chapters from my diary.
Pallavi for being my best friend.
Niti Dave for being so generous.
Ajay Anand and Arpita Baggie for keeping the LGC group alive.
KIIT and the people for their everlasting love and support.
Ashish for appreciating me to such an extent that I start feeling that you have been bribed.
My maternal family for finding about the novel and ordering it.
Shreya Chatterjee for the incredible editing she has put in.
Azeem Ahmed from General Press for his support.
Most of all my precious readers, who solicited me with their fan mails and comments to keep me going.
God, for making me believe.
Last but definitely not the least, Utkarsh for being there.
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Lost in her Shadow
As truly said by someone “The love that lasts the longest is the love which is never returned.”
Walking by these empty lanes, I see myself fading away…
Yet I know…
Somewhere deep inside of you, you loved me back and it was true…
I tried to say, I tried too hard…
Each moment I missed, a moment of love…
Now just left with memories back when,
A lonely man trailing the solitary lanes…
Love was there and love will be…
The flames will burn in the air it breathes.
Even though you never loved me back, I’ll love you for eternity.
You’ll never know, how much you mean to me…
I didn’t know how to confess what my feelings are;
If only I could know, if the doors to your heart were ajar…
I would’ve poured out what I felt back then.
And those times have passed…
Just left with memories back when
,
Now a lonely man trailing the solitary lanes…
It was too late then, you were gone…
But this day I have so much to say
,
No time to dream, nowhere to sway.
Just one chance to tell you that is all I need…
How much I loved, for you I lived.
And here I am, forever yours to stay…
Yes I mean forever, for that I will try,
Hope you will come one day to pass me by.
Sometimes I feel, I am a bit too late…
Too late to feel this way…
But I will try it again some day…
And then I fall back…
And think of the times back when…
We were young and we were friends.
And as time has passed, things have changed,
I am still in your love, but you have moved away.
—Dibyajyoti Chowdhury
I have been writing since my childhood days and have a great interest in poetry as well as writing stories and personal accounts with an emotional touch… mostly based on experiences and random thoughts. (Winner –
The Girl I Last Loved
poem contest)