The Golden Barbarian (15 page)

Her breasts were swelling, her nipples hardening to an aching distension. “Not … unpleasant.”

He kept her lifted, swollen, offering, for another moment before releasing the knot and pulling the silky black sash from her body with an excruciatingly slow movement.

It made no difference. Her breasts remained enlarged, taut, and aching.

“Is … that all?” she asked unsteadily.

“Not quite.” His eyes were glittering, his cheeks flushed as he slowly rose to his feet. “There’s another place that must be tested.” She inhaled sharply as his fingers brushed her inner thigh. “You’ll be riding astride.…”

His arm went around her waist, catching the other end of the sash as he thrust it between her thighs.

She gasped, her gaze flying to his face. “What—”

“Sometimes the rhythm will be soft and smooth.” He moved the black sash gently and slowly back and forth, letting her feel the soft folds of the fabric like a sensual whisper against that most sensitive part of her. “But since your nature is not of the tamest, more often it will be hard and fast.” He lifted the material, jerking the sash in a stronger, firmer seesaw movement.

She cried out, her spine arching as waves of sensation spiraled through her. She could tell he was being careful not to hurt her, but the silky friction caused an erotic shock. She reached out blindly to clutch Galen’s shoulders as the sash moved back and forth, tingling, teasing her softness. It was like nothing she had ever felt before. She was dying, in a fever, swelling, starving.…

“Galen!” Her teeth sank into her lower lip as the force of the movement between her thighs strengthened, accelerated. “It’s too—”

The sash was gone, whipped away, and instead his hard hand was cupping her, petting her, stroking her. “It’s all right.” He pushed her gently down on the cushions of the divan. “You had to know.”

What had she to know? she wondered dazedly as she looked up at him. That sensation could send you mad, enslave you, make you want to hold, buck, devour? She gasped. “Why?”

He dropped the black sash beside her on the silk cushion. “Because I want you to remember me every time a fold of material touches your
body. I wanted you to remember
this.
” He smiled grimly. “One of my more possessive and less civilized impulses.” He smiled sensually. “But you will remember, won’t you, Tess?”

How could she help it? She was still throbbing, tingling, her breath coming in gasps. “Yes,” she whispered.

“And when we’re riding and I look at you, you’ll know I’m thinking about what I just did to you.” His breath was coming fast, harsh in the silence of the chamber. “And you’ll remember what it felt like to be in heat.” Color mantled the bronze of his cheeks, and his dark eyes glittered with excitement as he looked down at her. He said hoarsely, “I think we’ll not sup together tonight. I need time to—” He moved toward the door. “I’ll meet you in the courtyard at nine tomorrow morning.”

The door closed behind him.

Tess braced herself as she straightened her shoulders and marched down the steps toward Galen. “Good morning.” She kept her tone carefully casual as she moved across the courtyard toward the fountain where Said was holding the reins of the horses. “How is Pavda this morning?”

“Pavda is very well.” Galen’s brows lifted. “And so is Selik. I believe Apollo and Daphne are similarly disposed.” He paused. “I’m in fairly good health myself.” “I was getting to that.” Tess stopped before

the mare and reached up to stroke her muzzle. “Though I had no concern on that score. You seem well able to care for yourself.”

“You’re annoyed with me.” He took a step nearer and murmured in a low tone. “I made you feel helpless last night, and you resent it.”

“Yes.”

“It wasn’t me who made you feel that way. It was your own nature. You could have fought me. All you had to do was say no, and I would have stopped.”

She flushed. “You caught me by surprise. I wasn’t expecting you—”

“You were expecting me to take but not to indulge in play?” He shook his head. “That’s not my way.” He took a step back, and his gaze went lingeringly over her from booted feet to the hood that loosely covered her hair. “Your new riding clothes are quite lovely on you.”

She avoided his stare. “The fabric glitters too much. I thought it would be simpler.”

“It is simple.” He studied her expression. “And I think you like it very much.”

She did like it, but she was making no admissions to him when she was still feeling so vulnerable. The white divided skirt of the gown flowed when she walked, and yet gave her a sense of freedom she had never known. The loose hip-length hooded cape that completed the outfit was trimmed in rich gold embroidery and billowed gracefully with her every movement. “It will do.” She reached up and touched the barbaric golden
pendant that hung from a rope necklace encircling her throat. “Viane gave me a great casket of jewels, and this was in it. She said you insisted I wear it whenever I go out.” Her lips tightened. “I have no liking for trinkets.”

“Still, you’ll wear it.”

“I will not be—”

“It’s not an ornament. Only the members of my house are permitted to wear that pendant.”

She felt suddenly branded, possessed as she had when she lay naked before him on the cushions last night. “Let Viane wear it then.”

“She has one she wears when she goes abroad in the city.” His gaze raked her mutinous face. “Why do you argue? It will protect you.”

“I’ll think about it.” She moved around to Pavda’s left side, passing Said, who was looking desperately into space, trying to appear invisible.

“You’ll wear it or you won’t leave your chamber.”

She glanced defiantly back at his grim expression. “I said I’d consider it.”

He jerked his head toward the palace. “Leave us, Said.”

The young man gave a relieved murmur and thrust the reins into Galen’s hand. “Yes,
Majiron.”
The next moment he was taking the steps of the palace two at a time.

“There’s no question about this, Tess,” Galen said softly. “I know you’re looking for a battle to win from me, but it isn’t going to be this one. The pendant will keep you safe, and you
will
wear it.”

“What?” Tess asked absently, her gaze on
Said’s back as he entered the palace. She looked back at Galen. “Why did you send him away?”

He blinked at the sudden change of subject. “I told you I meant to win this battle.”

“And you didn’t want him to see my defeat?” She looked at him in surprise. “How very odd. My father never cared if servants saw my mother’s humiliations.” She held up her hand as he opened his lips to speak. “I know. I did it again. I’ll try to keep a more cautious tongue. Now, help me get on Pavda. I’m not at all sure I can swing my limb over her back. Do you suppose there’s a physical reason women ride sidesaddle?”

He frowned. “We’ve not finished our discussion.”

“But of course we’ve finished.” She scowled at him. “Am I not still wearing this gaudy necklace?”

“But you will continue to wear it?”

Her scowl vanished. “Help me onto Pavda.” He took a step nearer, lifted her, and she awkwardly threw her leg over. “I feel most … peculiar.”

“That will pass.” He stood looking up at her with narrowed gaze. “Why aren’t you angry any longer?”

“I wasn’t ang—” She broke off as she met his gaze and then said simply, “You’re right, I don’t like to be made to feel helpless, but I can bear it as long as you allow me to keep my pride.”

He looked away from her toward the stable. “A man also feels helpless when the rutting need seizes him. He aches and cannot sleep and wants only to thrust deep into a woman. I wanted to go
to another woman, any woman, last night after I left you.”

She stiffened. “And did you?”

“No.”

“Why not?”

“We’ve just been wed.”

“I don’t understand.”

“My movements are watched. I would not have anyone think I didn’t find you pleasing.”

She blushed. “I’m no fool. I know all men are unfaithful. I wouldn’t care.”

“I would care for you.”

“You would?” She frowned. “You’re a very strange man, my lord.”

“Admitted.” He smiled crookedly. “And since I met you, I’ve taken note that my actions are becoming even stranger.”

“I would like our relationship to be … more clear. I do not like to play cat to your mouse.”

“Not even a little? Tell me, Tess, don’t you find the situation ‘interesting’? Isn’t your heart beating a little faster because you don’t know what to expect of me?”

“Perhaps, but that doesn’t mean I’m at all comfortable with the feeling.”

He burst out laughing. “It will become easier. Lust cannot be maintained twenty-four hours a day. It must ebb and flow.”

“It sounds a tedious process, and you don’t appear to me to be a patient man.”

“Only when the prize is worth it.” His hand suddenly reached out and touched her thigh.

She gasped, and her gaze flew to his face. She felt the warm heaviness of his palm through the thin material, and the memory of the intimacy of his touch last night flooded back to her. She moistened her lips with her tongue. “The guards—”

“They can’t see.” His body was blocking the view of the guards by the palace door as he slowly rubbed back and forth, his gaze never leaving hers. He said thickly, “I can be a patient man, but I’m not a monk. That’s why there will be moments like this when I have to touch you.”

His hand seemed to scorch through the material, and she found her breasts swelling, pushing against her bodice as she looked down at him.

Then his hand fell away from her, and he stepped back. “But I’ve taught myself to wait.” He swung onto Selik’s saddle. “I’ve even learned to enjoy the anticipation, if it doesn’t go on too long.”

She asked shakily, “And if it does?”

For an instant she glimpsed a flicker of recklessness beneath the control of his expression. “Then nature would probably triumph over will. Let us hope that doesn’t happen.” He turned Selik and grabbed Pavda’s reins. “Grip Pavda with your knees, and keep your back straight. I’ll keep you on a lead until you become accustomed to the new rhythm.”

“Hold, dammit.” Selik pounded behind, rapidly overtaking Pavda. “Rein her in, Tess.”

Galen’s tone was sharp, and she supposed she
should obey him. But, dear heaven, she didn’t want to stop. This morning the sky was blue and the sun hot and the wind tore at her hair, taking her breath and stinging her cheeks. The blood pounded through her body, and Pavda’s gait lengthened into a gallop that was like gliding on silk. She nudged Pavda to go faster.

Then Selik was drawing alongside her, and Galen was grabbing the reins.

“No!” she protested. “Not yet!”

She heard his low chuckle as he pulled Pavda to a trot. “Another two miles and you’d have been halfway to Said Ababa.” His smile faded. “And you disobeyed me.”

She laughed joyously. “Pavda wanted to run this morning.” She patted the mare’s neck. “And Selik was too slow.”

“How odd that he still managed to catch you.” Galen’s lips tightened. “Never disobey me again, Tess. Particularly not when we’re outside the city walls.”

“There was no danger. We’ve ridden this road every day for the last week and never chanced on anyone.” Tess gazed around the barren landscape to the green hills in the distance. “You see, there’s no one in sight for miles. I told—” She broke off as she pointed to a tall round structure on the second hill she had never noticed before. “What’s that?”

He glanced at the gray stone tower she had indicated, and his expression immediately became guarded. “It’s a watchtower. It was built by my
grandfather in order that the sentries could watch over the passage of the wagons carrying gold from the mines in the hills to Zalandan and prevent bandit raids. It’s not been used for some time.”

“Why not? Are there no longer bandits?”

“Yes, bandits aplenty. Some things never change.”

“Then why isn’t it—”

“It’s time to go back.” Galen turned Selik with an abruptness that startled her. “I’ve wasted enough time this morning.”

Yet he had not considered it a waste until she had caught sight of the tower. “It looks … lonely. Pauline once told me a tale of a witch who imprisoned the daughter she loved in a tower to protect her from the harshness of the world and keep anyone from stealing her.”

“An unlikely story to have attracted our lusty Pauline’s interest.”

Tess chuckled. “Not so strange. The daughter grew her hair very long, and let her lover climb it to reach her. Every night he would call, ‘Rapunzel, let down your hair.’ Then she would loose her hair, and her lover would climb to the tower and spend the night with her. It’s just the kind of intrigue that would appeal to Pauline.”

“How did it end?”

“I don’t know. Pauline was only interested in the part of the tale she told.” She glanced curiously over her shoulder at the tower. “May we go see inside it tomorrow?”

“No!”

The harshness of his tone surprised her, and she looked at his face. She inhaled sharply, her hand instinctively tightening on Pavda’s reins as she saw his expression.

“Stay away from the tower, Tess.”

“Why?”

“Merde
, isn’t it enough that I tell you to do it?” he asked fiercely. “Must you question every order? Stay away from the tower.”

“It’s unreasonable of you not to tell me why,” she said, stung. “If there is danger, tell me.”

“There is danger.” He enunciated precisely.

“Bandits?”

“No.”

“Is the tower in disrepair?”

“I don’t know. I haven’t been there for years.”

“Then I can see no reason—”

“You don’t have to know the reasons.” His eyes glittered in his taut face. “It’s enough for you to know there’s danger for you there.”

“But if there are no bandits, I cannot—”

“From me.” Threat vibrated in Galen’s low voice. “From
me
, dammit.”

He whipped Selik into a run and galloped away from Tess toward the gates of Zalandan.

“I saw a watchtower in the hills yesterday, Sacha. A great gloomy place.” Tess kept her tone carefully casual as she glanced down at the chessboard. “Galen said his grandfather built it.”