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Authors: F. Paul Wilson

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Lyle said, “Kehinde will show you out and return your money. And remember what I told you: Check with the lottery. Do it today.”
Melba's expression was troubled. “I don't understand any of this, but at least you tried to help. That's more than the police have done.” She held out her hand. “Thank you.”
Lyle gripped her hand and stifled a gasp as a whirlwind of sensations blew through him—a brief period of anger, then sadness, then loneliness, all dragging along for a year and a half, maybe more, but certainly less than two, and then darkness—
hungry
darkness that gobbled up Melba and everything around her.
He dropped her hand quickly, as if he'd received a shock. Was that Melba's future? Was that all she had left? Less than two years?
“Good-bye,” he said and backed away.
Charlie led her toward the waiting room, giving Lyle an odd look over his shoulder.
“Ifasen is not himself today,” he told Melba.
Damn right he's not himself, Lyle thought as uneasiness did a slow crawl down his spine. But who the hell is he?
Jack will kill me when he finds out.
Gia stood before the flaking apartment door and hesitated. Against all her better judgment she'd gone back to the abductedchild.org web site and called the family number listed on Tara Portman's page. She'd asked the man who answered if he was related to Tara Portman—he said he was her father—and told him that she was a writer who did freelance work for a number of newspapers. She was planning a series of articles about children who had been missing more than ten years and could he spare a few moments to speak to her?
His answer had been a laconic, Sure, why not? He told her she could stop by any time because he was almost always in.
So now she was standing in the hot, third-floor hallway of a rundown apartment building in the far-West Forties and afraid to take the next step. She'd dressed in a trim, businessy blue suit, the one she usually wore to meetings with art directors, and carried a pad and a tape recorder in her shoulder bag.
She wished she'd asked about Mrs. Portman—was she alive, were they still married, would she be home?
The fact that Tara had written “Mother” with no mention of her father might be significant; might say something about her relationship with her father; might even mean, as Jack had suggested, that he was involved in her disappearance.
But the fact remained that the ghost of Tara Portman had appeared to Gia and Gia alone, and that fact buzzed through her brain like a trapped wasp. She'd have no peace until
she learned what Tara Portman wanted. That seemed to center on the mother she'd mentioned.
“Well, I've come this far,” she muttered. “Can't stop now.”
She knocked on the door. It was opened a moment later by a man in his mid-forties. Tara's blue eyes looked out from his jowly, unshaven face; his heavy frame was squeezed into a dingy T-shirt with yellowed armpits and coffee stains down the front, cut-off shorts, and no shoes. His longish dark blond hair stuck out in all directions.
“What?” he said.
Gia suppressed the urge to run. “I—I'm the reporter who called earlier?”
“Oh, yeah, yeah.” He stuck out his hand. “Joe Portman. Come in.”
A sour mix of old sweat and older food puckered Gia's nostrils as she stepped through the doorway into the tiny apartment, but she stifled her reaction. Joe Portman hustled around, turning off the TV and picking up scattered clothing from the floor and a sagging couch; he rolled them into a ball and tossed them into a closet.
“Sorry. Didn't expect you so soon.” He turned to her. “Coffee?”
“Thanks, no. I just had some.”
He dropped onto the couch and indicated the chair next to the TV for her.
“You know,” he said, “this is really strange. The other night I was sitting right here, watching the Yankees, when I suddenly thought of Tara.”
Gia seated herself carefully. “You don't usually think of her?”
He shrugged. “For too many years she was
all
I thought of. Look where it got me. Now I try not to think of her. My doctor at the clinic tells me let the past be past and get on with my life. I'm learning to do that. But it's slow. And hard.”
A thought struck Gia. “What night was it when you had this sudden thought of Tara?”
“It was more than a thought, actually. For an instant, just a fraction of a second, I thought she was in the room. Then the feeling was gone.”
“But when?”
He looked at the ceiling. “Let's see … the Yanks were playing in Oakland so it was Friday night.”
“Late?”
“Pretty. Eleven or so, I'd guess. Why?”
“Just wondering,” Gia said, hiding the chill that swept through her.
Joe Portman had sensed his daughter's presence during the earthquake under Menelaus Manor.
“Well, the reason I brought it up is, Friday night I get this feeling about Tara, then this morning you call wanting to do an article about her. Is that synchronicity or what?”
Synchronicity … not the kind of word Gia expected from someone who looked like Joe Portman.
“Life is strange sometimes,” Gia said.
“That it is.” He sighed, then looked at her. “Okay, reporter lady, what can I tell you?”
“Well, maybe we could start with how it happened?”
“The abduction? You can read about that in detail in all the old newspapers.”
“But I'd like to hear it from you.”
His eyes narrowed, his languid voice sharpened. “You sure you're a writer? You're not a cop, are you?”
“No. Not at all. Why do you ask?”
He leaned back and stared at his hands, folded in his lap. “Because I was a suspect for a while. Dot too.”
“Dot is your wife?”
“Dorothy, yeah. Well, she was. Anyway, the cops kept coming up empty and … that was the time when stories about satanic cults and ritual abuse were big in the papers … so they started looking at us, trying to see if we were into any weird shit. Thank God we weren't or we might have been charged. It's hard to see how things could have worked out any worse, but that definitely would've been worse.”
“How did it happen?”
He sighed. “I'll give you the short version.” He glanced at her. “Aren't you taking notes?”
How dumb! she thought, reaching into her bag for her cassette recorder.
“I'd like to record this, if that's okay.”
“Sure. We lived in Kensington. That's a section of Brooklyn. You know it?”
Gia shook her head. “I didn't grow up in New York.”
“Well, it sounds ritzy, but it's not. It's just plain old middle class, nothing special. I worked for Chase here in the city, Dot worked out there as a secretary for the District 20 school board. We did okay. We liked Kensington because it was close to Prospect Park and Green-Wood Cemetery. Believe it or not, we saw the cemetery as a plus. It's a pretty place.” He looked down at his hands again. “Maybe if we'd lived somewhere else, Tara would still be with us.”
“How did it happen?”
He sighed. “When Tara was eight we took her to Kensington stables up near the parade grounds. You know, so she could see the horses. One ride and she was an instant horse lover. Couldn't keep her away. So we sprung for riding lessons and she was a natural. For a year she rode three days a week—Tuesday and Thursday afternoons, and Saturday morning. On Thursdays she'd have to wait a little while before Dot could pick her up. We told her to stay at the stables—do
not
under any circumstances leave the stables. And for a year it worked out fine. Then one Thursday afternoon Dot arrived to pick her up—right on time, I want you to know—and … no Tara.” His voice cracked. “We never saw or heard from her again.”
“And no witnesses, no clues?”
“Not a single one. We did learn, though, that she hadn't listened to us. Folks at the stable said she used to leave for a few minutes on Thursdays and return with a pretzel—you know, the big kind they sell from the pushcarts. The cops found the pushcart guy who remembered her—said she came by every Thursday afternoon in her riding
clothes—but he hadn't seen anything different that day. She bought a pretzel as usual and headed back toward the stable. But she never made it.” He punched his thigh. “If only she'd listened.”
“What was she like?” Gia said. “What did she like besides horses?”
“You want to know?” he said, pushing himself out of the sofa. “That's easy. I'll let you see for yourself.”
He walked around the sofa and motioned Gia to follow. She found him standing over a black trunk with brass fittings. He pulled it a few feet closer to the window and opened the lid.
“There,” he said, rising. “Go ahead. Take a look. That's all that's left of my little girl.”
Gia knelt and looked but didn't touch. She felt as if she were violating someone, or committing a sacrilege. She saw a stack of unframed photos and forced herself to pick it up and shuffle through them: Shots of Tara at all ages. A beautiful child, even as an infant. She stopped at one with Tara sitting atop a big chestnut mare.
“That was Rhonda, Tara's favorite horse,” Portman said, looking over her shoulder.
But Gia was transfixed on Tara's clothing: a red-and-white checked shirt, riding breeches, and boots. Exactly what she'd been wearing at Menelaus Manor.
“Did … did she wear riding clothes a lot?”
“That's what she was wearing when she disappeared. In colder weather she'd wear a competition coat and cap. Made her look like the heiress to an English estate. God she loved that horse. Would you believe she'd bake cookies for it? Big thick grainy things. The horse loved them. What a kid.”
Gia glanced at Portman and saw the wistful, lost look on his face and knew then he'd had nothing to do with his daughter's death.
She flipped further into the stack and stopped at a photo of Tara beside a trim, good-looking man in his thirties. Their hair and eyes were matching shades of blond and
blue. With a start she realized it was her father.
“Yeah, that was me. I was Portman then, now I'm portly man.” He patted his gut. “It's all the meds they've got me on. Name an antidepressant and I've tried it. Every one of them gives me these carbohydrate cravings. Plus the only exercise I get is moving around this place.” He waved his hand at the tiny apartment. “Which, as you can imagine, isn't much.”
“You said you worked for Chase?”
“‘Worked' is right. Not a big job, but a solid one. I made decent money. And I was planning on getting my MBA, but … things didn't work out.”
Gia flipped to the next picture. Tara standing beside a slim, attractive brunette.
“That was Dorothy,” Portman said.
“Her mother.”
Portman shook his head. “She took Tara's disappearance harder than I did, which is pretty hard to imagine. They were best buds, those two. Did everything together. Dot never recovered.”
Gia was almost afraid to ask. “Where is she now?”
“In a hospital room, hooked up to a feeding tube.”
“Oh, no!”
Portman seemed to go on automatic pilot as his eyes unfocused and his voice became mechanical. “Car accident. Happened in 1993, on the fifth anniversary of Tara's disappearance. Ran into a bridge abutment on the LIE. Permanent brain damage. Because of the speed she was going, the insurance company said it was a suicide attempt. Our side said it was an accident. We met somewhere in the middle but it still didn't come near covering her ongoing medical expenses.”
“What do you think happened?”
“I don't
know
what happened, but what I
think
is between me and Dot. Anyway, I couldn't afford to pay for all the care she needed—I mean I couldn't lose the house because I had to think of Jimmy who I had to raise all by myself then.”
“Jimmy?”
“Flip ahead a few photos. There. That's Jimmy.”
Gia saw Tara next to a dark-haired boy with a gaptoothed smile.
“He looks younger.”
“By two years. He was five there.”
“Where is he now?”
“In rehab. Booze, crack, heroin. You name it.” He shook his head. “Our fault, not his.”
“Why do you say that?”
“Jimmy was six-and-a-half when Tara disappeared. We forgot about him when that happened. Everything was Tara, Tara, Tara.”
“That's understandable.”
“Not when you're six. And then seven. And then eight-nine-ten, and your family life is an ongoing wake for your sister. Then at eleven he loses his mother. I'm sure he heard the suicide talk. And to him that meant his mother had abandoned him, that her grief over her dead daughter was greater than her love for her living son. He was too young to understand that maybe she hadn't thought it through, that maybe it was the worst day of her life and some crazy impulse took control.”
Gia saw his throat working as he looked away. She couldn't think of anything to say except, You poor man, that poor boy. But that sounded condescending, so she waited in the leaden silence.
Finally Joe Portman sniffed and said, “You know, you can keep hope alive for only so long. When we hit the five-year mark and no Tara, we had to … we had to accept the worst. Maybe if I'd been with her more that fifth anniversary day, Dot might have got past it, and she'd still be up and about today. But everything must have looked too black to go on—maybe just for a few minutes or an hour, but that was enough. So now Jimmy was motherless and his father
still
wasn't paying attention to him, what with all that Dot needed.” Portman rubbed his face, as if massaging his jowls. “Jimmy's first bust—the first of many—
was at age thirteen for selling marijuana and it was all downhill from there.”

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