Read The Lady Confesses Online
Authors: Carole Mortimer
But he finally appeared to become aware of the encouraging warmth of Elizabeth’s smile, the tension easing slightly in his arm, his expression softening as he turned to look down at her. ‘I had thought we might spend our first evening here together alone, my dear.’
Elizabeth forced herself to continue to smile up into those wild pale blue eyes. ‘We must not be selfish, Rufus. We must be prepared to share our good fortune and happiness with our friends and neighbours.’
‘Of course.’ He returned her smile approvingly. ‘You are gracious as always, my dear Harriet.’
Elizabeth did not see Nathaniel’s start of surprise this time, but she felt it in his sudden tension and saw it in the dark scowl that marred his brow when she turned to look across at him with pleading eyes. ‘I trust you are free to join us for dinner, Lord Thorne?’
Nathaniel’s initial anger at finding Elizabeth in company with Sir Rufus had first turned to puzzlement, quickly followed by utter confusion. It now turned to uneasy concern—after Tennant referred to Elizabeth as Harriet. Harriet Copeland? Giles’s lover?
Elizabeth, hoping and praying that Nathaniel would at last understand Sir Rufus’s state of derangement, instead became aware of the surprised widening of his eyes as he looked at her searchingly. As if he were seeing her for the first time…
Which perhaps he was?
Nathaniel would have been a very young man when Lady Harriet Copeland had run off with Giles Tennant, but not so young he would not have at least seen the notorious countess. Now the final piece of the puzzle had been put in place by Sir Rufus, did Nathaniel finally see Elizabeth’s physical resemblance to that lady?
The same resemblance which had, no doubt, instigated Sir Rufus Tennant’s present madness…
Elizabeth’s throat was so dry that she had difficulty swallowing before she said again, ‘Oh, please do say that you can stay for dinner, Lord Thorne.’
There was no chance Nathaniel was not totally aware of the slight edge of hysteria to Elizabeth’s urging, or of the silent pleading in those troubled blue eyes that looked at him so intently.
Or, indeed, the air of barely leashed madness that surrounded Sir Rufus Tennant!
‘Yes,’ Nathaniel answered calmly. ‘Yes, of course I would be happy to join the two of you. If Sir Rufus is sure I will not be intruding?’ He turned to look enquiringly at the older man, eyes narrowing as he took note of the slightly unfocused wildness of Tennant’s eyes, the unnatural flush to his cheeks. The knife that he held in his left hand, of which he did not even seem to be aware…
Had he used it to threaten Elizabeth with? God, this madman had mistaken Elizabeth for Harriet Copeland!
There was a surface resemblance, of course. The same dark curls. The same delicacy of features. Admittedly Lady Copeland had been much older than Elizabeth when she died, and her eyes had been green rather than blue, but the slender elegance of her figure was the same. Could Elizabeth actually be in some way related to the beautiful Countess of Westbourne?
Tennant mistaking Elizabeth for Lady Copeland was all too much of a coincidence in view of the letter Nathaniel had finally received from Gabriel Faulkner earlier today. His friend had announced his betrothal to Lady Diana Copeland—a love match, apparently, rather than the businesslike affair the other man had originally intended it should be—the eldest sister of the three. He had also written that their other best friend Dominic Vaughn was to marry Lady Diana’s younger sister, Caroline.
Both those weddings would take place as soon as they had found and returned the youngest Copeland sister, Lady Elizabeth, to her sisters’ anxiously awaiting arms.
Lady Elizabeth Copeland.
Elizabeth.
Could it possibly be the very same woman whom Nathaniel had found so irresistible this past few days? The same Elizabeth he had made love to so passionately? It was rather a large assumption for him to make, and yet the similarity between Harriet Copeland and Elizabeth was obvious, as were several other clues if one knew of them.
Elizabeth’s sudden appearance in his aunt’s London home almost three weeks ago after the two had met at the park… Gabriel had stated in his letter that Lady Elizabeth Copeland had been missing for almost four weeks now. Elizabeth’s assurance of manner during Mrs Wilson’s dinner party on Saturday and her innate elegance and refinement—all indications she had been brought up as a lady of quality rather than a subservient companion.
Nathaniel had believed Elizabeth was perhaps a young lady from an impoverished if genteel family, but they could all just as easily be attributed to the fact that she was, in fact, Lady Elizabeth Copeland, an earl’s daughter.
Tennant seemed convinced of the fact that Elizabeth’s second name, at least, was indeed Copeland!
Chapter Eighteen
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lizabeth had absolutely no idea as to Nathaniel’s thoughts during these past few minutes of silence, but the look that glittered in the darkness of his eyes as he spotted the knife in Sir Rufus’s hand indicated that he was at least aware of the other man’s instability of temperament, as well as the precariousness of Elizabeth’s position as she stood beside him.
‘Rufus?’ she turned to prompt lightly.
He smiled down at her. ‘Of course Osbourne must stay to dinner, if that is what you wish, Harriet.’
Elizabeth swallowed down the nausea she felt each time this man called her by her mother’s name instead of her own. She couldn’t help shuddering inwardly when she contemplated what events could have led to his decline into madness.
Of course, it could simply be that Giles Tennant, having killed first Harriet and then himself, had initiated Sir Rufus’s mental decline, in that he had lost in one day both his younger brother and the woman he himself had so obviously loved. Yet Elizabeth was inclined to think there was more to it than that, especially as Mrs Wilson had revealed earlier today that Sir Rufus had not cared for his brother as much as people had believed that he did, and that he’d been jealous of him from the moment of his birth.
How deep would that jealousy have been towards his much more handsome brother for having captivated the woman that he himself loved? Enough, perhaps, for Sir Rufus to have wished to destroy them both?
Elizabeth felt another cold shiver of apprehension down the length of her spine even as she suggested, ‘Then shall we all go into the house?’
‘An excellent idea.’ Nathaniel stepped forwards to offer Elizabeth his arm, his gaze compelling on the paleness of her face until she had come to his side. He was instantly able to feel the trembling of her hand she placed it on his sleeve. ‘Perhaps you should return that knife to the hothouse first, Tennant?’ Nathaniel prompted.
‘What? Oh.’ Sir Rufus looked down at the knife in his hand as if seeing it for the first time. ‘Of course,’ he said and turned back into the hothouse.
It was exactly the opening that Nathaniel needed and he wasted no time in placing Elizabeth firmly to one side before stepping forwards to pull the door tightly closed behind Rufus Tennant and holding it there. ‘Go, Elizabeth,’ he instructed fiercely. ‘Go now!’ He wanted her in a place of safety before he opened the door and dealt with Tennant.
‘But—’
‘I am unsure how long I will be able to contain him!’ Even now the older man had realised Nathaniel’s intent and was trying to force the door open from the inside and the nine-glass windows that made up the top of the door would not withstand the force of a fist should Sir Rufus decide to use that method of escape.
‘I will get help—’
‘I do not care what you do—as long as you leave here immediately!’ Even now Tennant had increased his efforts to free himself, tugging on the door with all the strength of his derangement, the knife still in his hand.
Tears flooded those beautiful blue eyes as Elizabeth seemed unable to move. ‘Oh Nathaniel, he—he—’
‘I know.’ He winced as he imagined her terror during these past few minutes of being completely alone with a madman. And the danger was not yet over. ‘We can talk of this later!’ he said as the window beside the door handle was smashed outwards, quickly followed by Tennant’s hand reaching through the jagged remains of glass to grasp Nathaniel’s arm in a clawlike grip. ‘Go, Elizabeth!’ Nathaniel grated as he managed to keep the door closed.
Elizabeth had no intention of leaving Nathaniel to deal with this situation alone, instead looking frantically about her for something to help him in his efforts to contain the other man. She finally spotted some small decorative rocks in the garden bed a few feet away, dashing over to wrench one of them from the soil before running back and bringing it down painfully on Sir Rufus’s clutching hand.
‘Harriet!’ Sir Rufus looked at her soulfully through the glass-topped door, but made no effort to release his hold on Nathaniel’s arm.
‘Elizabeth,’ she breathed raggedly, wincing as she brought the rock down on that grasping hand a second time. ‘My name is Elizabeth, not Harriet!’
‘That is a lie!’ Sir Rufus’s expression darkened furiously. ‘A nasty vicious lie! Did Osbourne put you up to this?’
Elizabeth blinked. ‘Nathaniel is but an innocent bystander—’
‘Not so innocent!’ Sir Rufus turned his vicious blue gaze on the younger man. ‘Was the death of your horse not enough of a warning to keep your filthy hands and thoughts off Harriet? Do you wish me to teach you another lesson in manners—?’
‘You killed Midnight?’ Elizabeth gasped in shock as she stumbled back a step.
Sir Rufus looked pleased with himself. ‘A little poison from one of the compounds I use for growing my roses mixed into his water bucket soon took care of him, yes.’
Not soon at all—Midnight’s death had been slow and agonising. And this man—this monster, was responsible for that death and Nathaniel’s pain.
‘And Hector?’ Elizabeth glared at him. ‘Did you have something to do with his disappearance?’ Remembering Hector’s recent growls every time this man came anywhere near him, and the unexplained abrasion on the dog’s front paw, Elizabeth was sure that he had.
Sir Rufus smiled. ‘He is such a trusting little animal that it was an easy thing to tie him up for an hour or so before then returning him to his grateful mistress.’
Elizabeth saw red at the pain and suffering this man had deliberately inflicted on innocent animals. ‘You—truly—are—a—monster!’ With each word Elizabeth brought her rock down on the back of the man’s hand, who refused to release his grip despite the skin now being broken and blood running freely. Elizabeth felt sick at the sight of all that blood. But she felt sicker still at the thought of Sir Rufus escaping the hothouse!
‘Harriet—’
‘I am not Harriet!’ Her voice rose angrily. ‘Do you understand?’ Her eyes flashed through the window at him. ‘You have mistaken me for someone else. Do you hear me? I am not Harriet!’
Nathaniel instantly felt concerned at the look of utter fury that possessed the other man’s face. ‘Elizabeth, do not incite him—’
‘He is mad, Nathaniel!’ Elizabeth cut angrily through his reasoning tone. ‘Completely and utterly mad. Worse than his treatment of Midnight and Hector, I believe he might actually be a—a murderer!’ she choked emotionally, the tears starting to fall hotly down her cheeks.
‘Harriet—’
‘Harriet is dead!’ Elizabeth turned fiercely on Sir Rufus. ‘Dead, do you hear? She has been dead these nine years or more!’
‘No!’ A look of horror washed over his face and Nathaniel felt the grip on his arm fall away as the other man staggered backwards, his face deathly pale, his gaze unfocused.
‘Did you kill her?’ Elizabeth stepped forwards to press against the broken hothouse window. ‘Did you kill both my mother and your brother?’ she demanded angrily.
If Nathaniel had needed any further confirmation as to Elizabeth’s real identity, then he now had it. For his callous treatment of Midnight and Hector alone, this man deserved to be horsewhipped, but if Sir Rufus had actually killed Harriet Copeland and Giles Tennant all those years ago, as Elizabeth suspected, then he must be captured and presented to the law to be dealt with accordingly.
‘Answer me!’ she demanded coldly as Tennant continued to stare at her blankly. ‘Did you kill my mother and your brother?’
Tennant blinked, a faint glimmer of awareness returning to those pale blue eyes. ‘I loved her. And she loved me. We had to be together. But Giles stood in the way. So I killed him. But then Harriet became hysterical, accusing me of terrible things, and so I—I had no choice but to kill her too. Do you not see—?’
‘I see perfectly,’ Elizabeth said flatly, backing away, the bloodstained rock falling from her hand as she allowed the full horror of the past to wash over her.
Her mother had been wrong to leave her family ten years ago for the arms and love of a younger man, but Harriet would still have hoped one day to be able to resume some sort of relationship with her three daughters, if she had not fallen victim to Sir Rufus Tennant’s warped and twisted sort of love. If he had not ended Harriet’s and Giles’s lives so prematurely.
‘You really are a monster,’ Elizabeth repeated dully. ‘A cruel and heartless monster.’ She turned away, only to find herself facing a shocked Mrs Wilson, as well as several gentlemen wearing livery that Elizabeth did not recognise. She could tell from the paleness of their faces that they had obviously witnessed part of Sir Rufus’s conversation at least.
Waves of darkness began to wash over her and she swayed weakly.
‘Nathaniel!’ Mrs Wilson had time to warn sharply as he moved forwards just in time to catch her up in his arms as she fainted.
‘It is incredible! Unbelievable!’ Nathaniel’s aunt gave a horrified shudder as she later sat in her parlour at Hepworth Manor. ‘That Sir Rufus should have allowed us all to believe for so many years that Giles was responsible for killing Harriet Copeland, and then himself.’ She shook her head vehemently. ‘I am sure I shall never recover from the shock of it!’
Nathaniel was just as convinced that, once the immediacy of the scandal had passed, his aunt would recover well enough to discuss the story of Sir Rufus’s guilt with her cronies once she returned to London. Nathaniel was less convinced that Elizabeth would make such a full recovery.
It had been fortunate that his aunt had come to Gifford House in her carriage in her own search for Elizabeth. She had remained in a faint in Mrs Wilson’s carriage for the time it had taken to bring Viscount Rutledge, as local magistrate, to Gifford House to take charge of the captured Sir Rufus, that elderly gentleman sternly assuring them that the insane man would be dealt with as the full measure of the law allowed in such cases.
Elizabeth had only returned to consciousness as Mrs Wilson’s carriage came to a halt in the grounds of Hepworth Manor, her face still deathly pale. She had entered the house and informed them distantly that she wished to be alone in her bedchamber. A wish Mrs Wilson had instantly protested, but which Nathaniel knew she very much needed if she were to be allowed to regain some of her usual composure; he could not begin to imagine how she must feel after learning that her mother had not been killed by her young lover at all, but by a man whose jealousy of his younger brother had in the end driven him completely mad.
For there could be no further doubt that Elizabeth was indeed one of the daughters of the late Countess of Westbourne.
It placed Nathaniel in something of a dilemma as to how he should proceed, or if it was possible for him to proceed at all…
He had played fast and loose with Elizabeth Thompson these past few days, both physically and emotionally, stealing kisses and making love to her. Except she was not Elizabeth Thompson, humble lady’s companion, but Lady Elizabeth Copeland, daughter of an earl, and ward of the present Earl of Westbourne, Nathaniel’s own good friend; Gabe would be honour bound to demand marriage or call Nathaniel out if he were to ever learn of his reprehensible behaviour towards one of his wards. Just as Nathaniel was surely now honour bound to reveal his behaviour to Gabriel…
Which was no way for any two people to begin a marriage, especially when Nathaniel knew Elizabeth would never believe now that he had any true or enduring feelings for her.
‘I apologise for having deceived you, Mrs Wilson.’ Elizabeth came to stand awkwardly in that lady’s parlour where Mrs Wilson and Letitia now sat together following a dinner from which Elizabeth had excused herself; she could not even bear the thought of food after the shocking events of earlier today.
Any more than she could have sat down at the dinner table and suffered Nathaniel’s coldly accusing gaze…
Midnight would never have died if it had not been for Sir Rufus’s obsession with Elizabeth’s resemblance to her mother and his desire to hurt any other man who came near her. Hector would not have suffered as he had, either.
Nor could Nathaniel, or indeed anyone else in the area, be unaware of her real identity, just as they must all be wondering about the reason for her duplicity.
She had not seen Nathaniel since going to her bedchamber earlier, so she wasn’t certain about his feelings, but it was not too difficult to guess at his disgust. Not only had his horse died unnecessarily, but she was a liar and an imposter; she could only imagine how he must now despise her.
‘Not at all, my dear. I am sure that you had your reasons.’ Mrs Wilson smiled as she patted the cushion on the sofa beside her encouragingly.
Oh, yes, Elizabeth had had her reasons. To escape the offer of marriage from Lord Faulkner and at the same time seek adventure in London. Both of which now seemed rather ridiculous in light of recent events, although without her presence here at Hepworth Manor none of them would ever have discovered the truth concerning the tragic deaths so many years ago…
Elizabeth still trembled to think of what had happened earlier. Her fear when she realised Sir Rufus was not in his right mind. Her terror when she puzzled as to how she was to escape his clutches. Her shock when he revealed he had poisoned Midnight and held Hector captive. Her fury once he had confirmed killing her mother.
She sat down beside Mrs Wilson, her hands trembling as she clasped them tightly together. ‘I behaved both foolishly and naïvely,’ she said dully. ‘And in doing so I have lied to you and—and to your family.’ Elizabeth could not even bring herself to say Nathaniel’s name, so deep was her distress at knowing how he must now hold her in contempt and distrust.