Authors: Susan Grant
With each stroke, her body responded, clutching him, her inner muscles convulsing wetly. Then she cried out, a throaty plea. That he could give this sweet
girl such satisfaction magnified his own, and what was left of his discipline went up in a blaze of pleasure.
He pushed up on rigid arms, his back arching, a low groan of pleasure slipping from his throat. One, two jerks of his hips and he pulled out, barely in time, and rolled away, onto his side.
He hauled her against him, his thigh resting heavily across hers. They lay quietly, no words to express the pleasure they'd discovered in each other's arms, and could only kiss and stroke and nuzzle, holding each other close until their spent bodies had stopped trembling.
After a while, Tao lifted up on an elbow, drawing the blanket over them. The fire had burned way down, but he wasn't of the mind to add more logs just yet. Elsabeth felt too damn good lying next to him, and looked too good, too, lush and naked, and satisfied.
His.
He was her first. She'd chosen him to be. No elders had required them to wed. No families had arranged a formal wedding night between man and virgin bride. No, Elsabeth had wanted him, simply him. His chest tightened, and an odd feeling of lightness swept through him.
Her cheeks were flushed pink, and her lips were puffy. Damp curls framed her face. He drew a finger down along her temple, coiling the tendrils of damp hair and letting them spring back to their corkscrew shape.
“What's that smile for?” she murmured. “It looks sweet, and silly.”
“Silly?” He gave his head a shake. “Maybe so. I was remembering the day you cooked breakfast for me, that first morning in your house. I imagined you'd look just like thisânaked, with your hair spread out, all your curlsâafter I made love to you.”
Her eyes turned a soft, summer-day blue, the kind of afternoon where you could lose yourself in the expanse of the sky.
The kind of day he'd experienced too few times in his life, and usually at times when he couldn't afford to turn his attention to anything else but war.
Even now, knowing they were fairly protected up on the ridge, in the trees, he couldn't forget they were at risk. While there were no Gorr to worry about, other dangers existed.
But his bow was within reach, and so was his blade. He could savor this a little longer.
“It was good, Tao.”
Her frankness touched him as well as amused him, but at least he would always know where he stood with her. “It was indeed good, sweet Kurel girl.” He leaned over her to whisper in her ear. “I'll look forward to the next time. It will get better and better for you.”
Her gaze turned questioning. “And for you, right?”
“It's already good.”
A funny look came over her face, and she flipped
onto her stomach, resting her head on her folded arm. “You've been with so many women.”
He choked out a laugh then saw she was serious. “Not that many. I mean, I've had my share, but others have partaken of far more bed partners than I.”
She was drawing circles in the dirt with her fingertip. “Were they skillful? Did they know what to do to drive you crazy?”
“Drive me crazy? Elsabeth, what are you talking about?” He rolled her over, pinning her hands by the wrists. “I don't understand.”
“I'm inexperienced.”
“You are fantastic,” he argued. “I'd change nothing about tonight.”
“But those women⦔
“Those women were nothing to me. Waitâyes, they were. All of them.”
She strained up against his hold. “What?”
“Because of them, I learned how to give pleasure as a lover. Without a past, I wouldn't have had the skills I accumulated to share with you. To make it better for you.”
She smiled up at him. “A very good answer, Tassagon.”
He grinned, dropping down to kiss her on the forehead. “And it's the truth.” He got up, padding around the campsite to stoke the fire, taking another look
around for threats and adding Elsabeth's blanket to his. “You're sleeping with me.”
“I'm so tired,” she mumbled sleepily, cuddling close in the shelter of his arms as he lay on his back under the covers. She let out a shuddering yawn. “I never knew lovemaking was so utterly exhausting.”
He drew her close. “See? Not everything can be learned from books.”
“You're exactly right.”
He couldn't believe it. She actually agreed with him. Or, more accurately, she was so tired the fight had gone out of her. He'd have to remember the technique for the future. Exhaust her in bed to ensure victory in a debate.
A few more moments went by, and he felt her fall asleep. He lay there, marveling at the moon and the stars, listening to the crackling fire and her quiet breaths. Up on that ridge overlooking the Plains with Elsabeth asleep in his arms, he was, without a doubt, the closest to heaven he'd ever been.
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“I
F
T
AO IS STILL ALIVE
, I know how to find him.”
Xim's hand was unsteady as he lowered his goblet of wine and tried to focus on Beck's face. Hours of drinking had so far failed to mute his frustration at coming away from the ghetto empty-handed.
At this late hour, his study was hollow, silent. Smoky torches had formed a roiling haze near the ceiling.
Markam was off somewhere, making his rounds of the palace sentries as usual. The man had no idea how to do anything other than military routines. But Beck had showed up despite the late hour to sit vigil with him, understanding his anger at the failed search. “How, Beck? Everything else we've tried has failed. Maybe the priest was wrong.” Xim made the sign of Uhrth over his chest to counteract the blasphemous statement. “We've been wasting our time and Uhr-Tao is dead.”
“Do you take that chance when he could be out there, plotting against you, building his power base? Sending spies to turn the army against you? His officers show no signs of mutiny, but they'd turn on you in a second if their general returned and took charge.”
“Enough!” Xim slammed his hand down on the table. His goblet bounded. Wine splashed onto the wood like spilled blood. “If you know how to find Tao, tell me.”
Beck tossed back the last of his goblet's contents and dragged an arm across his mouth. “My Liege, I actually have to show you.” His eye shifted side to side. “I don't know who may be listening. Markam has no stomach for my harsh measures, but we both know that desperate times often call for such methods.”
Xim waved a hand at the colonel. “Show me then.”
Beck nodded. “In the morning.”
“No. Now.” He pushed upright. It set his brains to
spinning. He winced, growling. “If this turns out to be frivolous, Beck, some silly half-baked scheme, I swear I'll demote you and put you out to pasture for good. You and Markam both. My two top officersâuseless fools!”
Beck's smile was slow. “I don't think you'll agree after you see what I've procured for you, My Liege.”
Xim grumbled as he followed the colonel through the deserted hallways, then down the stairs to the lower level. Beck paused there to light a torch.
“Where are we goingâto the dungeon?”
“The old wing, actually.” Beck unlocked a heavy door, allowing Xim to walk through. “The stink of the pipes is so bad down here you can't hardly smell them.”
“Smell what?” Xim sniffed. The sour smell of the pipes was underlain with an unpleasant odor of musk. “What is that, animals making their nests down here?”
“Gorr, My Liege. Four little Furs.”
“Here? In the palace?” Xim jumped back, scouring the shadows for monsters. He didn't even know what they looked like. “What the hell are we doing with them locked up so close to me? They're deadly.”
“But not invincible. They can be captured and caged like any other creature.”
“Oh.” Xim was shaking. His mouth had gone com
pletely dry. His bladder felt ready to empty. “They can't get out?”
Beck's eye narrowed. “Do you think I'd risk your life in such a cavalier fashion? Any of our lives? Your family?”
Xim felt foolish for overreacting. But Gorrâhereâhe was afraid. To his further terror, he could hear shuffling from the cell down the dim hallway, and a scrape like claws on rock. The cloying, musky scent had grown sharper. “How did you get them?”
“I had reports of wild dogs attacking cattle. I sent out a patrol, and they found these four Furs. Spies, probably, thinking they could come in, have a look around, and get back to the Hinterlands without being noticed. Maybe they would have, but they were in pretty bad shape. Emaciated. Starving.” Beck tossed his head in the direction of the disturbing noises. “Don't you want to see? It's safe, as long as you don't look directly at them. And they can shut it off, the charming, if they want to. If they're not planning to attack.”
“What is your plan?” Xim all but whispered, desperate to leave the dark, stinking dungeon.
“Release one of them. Send it out to hunt down Tao. If it's successful, if it brings back proof of the kill, we'll release its packmates. If not, well, we were going to kill them anyway.” Beck raised his torch high. “Isn't that right, my pups? We have an agreement, don't we?
I release your captain, and if he returns successful, the rest can go free.”
Suddenly, a horrible snarling filled the stone corridor, the sound of something hitting the bars of the cell he couldn't see. It speared Xim's heart with mortal terror. “How do you know it'll cooperate, if you let one out?”
Out of sight, a rumbling, monotone voice answered, “If I say I will do, human, I will do.”
Xim jumped backward, slamming into the wall. “They speak!”
“The alphas can. We've shared this planet long enough for them to learn the language.”
Xim swallowed hard, afraid to say anything now lest he be overheard. These creatures weren't mindless. It made them even more terrifying.
To his relief, Beck led him back to the stairs. “Will they cooperate? You heard itâyes.” His mouth spread into a grin. “If there's anything I learned in my years in the Hinterlands fighting the Furs, it's how loyal they are. The pack is everything. They're bonded until death.” The colonel pulled a wadded-up piece of cloth from his coat pocket. As he shook it open, Xim saw it was a sleeve torn from one of Uhr-Tao's uniform shirts. “From Uhr-Tao's trunk. A Gorr's sense of smell is infallible. They can scent prey from miles away. If General Tao is anywhere in the kingdom, our furry little friends will find him.” Beck pressed his lips together
for a moment, regretful. “They hate Tao, these Furs do. He killed countless thousands of their kind. If they find him, they'll shred him. He'll be dead just as you wanted, only you won't have the pleasure of seeing it accomplished. My Liege, all you have to do is say the word, and I'll send out the assassin.”
Beck held the torch high. To Xim it seemed the warrior's eye could charm like a Gorr's, because as he stared at him, waiting for his answer, he couldn't summon the strength to look away.
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E
LSABETH WOKE TO THE
gritty sound of Tao's boots on the dirt. She sat up, squinting in the dawn light, her hair in disarray as she hugged her blanket around her. He'd already rekindled the fire. It crackled under a small kettle.
“Is that tea?” she said hopefully.
“It will be. The water's not yet boiling.” He crouched in front of her, smiling with his eyes, as if her appearance amused him. Unlike her, he wasn't at all disheveled. He was washed, brushed, dressed and ready for the day.
Just like a general.
An adorable, sexy general.
“Good morning, Sunshine,” he said and leaned closer to kiss her smiling lips. Her body felt battered from yesterday's long ride and then the lovemaking, yet
with that single kiss, passion flared. She'd gladly forget about her aches and pains to stay abed with Tao.
But the ghetto had been searched; they didn't yet know the results. They had to return home.
He ruffled her hair. “Get dressed. We move out after breakfast.” He returned to the fire, and she saw he'd left her clothing by the blanket, a neat, square pile, folded and ready, along with a damp cloth and a cake of soap for freshening up. Laughing softly at his efficiency, she reached for her camisole and proceeded to dress.
“T
ELL ME ONE
, T
AO.
Just one story before we sleep.”
Tao chuckled at Elsabeth's request as he climbed into his bed behind the screen in her living room, dressed in pajama pants for modesty in the event of unexpected visitors. It was the end of another very long day, a reversal of the journey of the day before, culminating in an uneventful return to the ghetto through the spy deck, where they'd been met by Navi and the cart. “Only Markam and Beck came through the gates to search,” the boy had told them. “You should have seen Beck, how scared he was. Especially when Elder Farouk demanded to know what they were doing here.” Needless to say, the pair hadn't stayed long in K-Town. Tao hoped it meant the suspicion that he was hiding amongst the Kurel had now passed.
Still, there had been no communication from Markam. No flags of any color had arrived in the aviary. What did the silence mean? Tao was doing his damnedest to think of every possible ramification.
A whiff of Elsabeth's clean, lightly perfumed skin dragged him back from his thoughts. She'd walked up to the bed, her expression vexed. Her white nightgown was conservative and yet incredibly arousingâthe white fabric reached to practically her neck, but it was charmingly, innocently and quite unintentionally, he was sure, almost transparent if the light hit right. As luck would have it, in that moment the light was hitting just right. He could see her slender form right through the garment, from the outline of her breasts to the curve of her waist and the sweet place between her thighs that made his loins ache in anticipation of making love to her again.
“Tao.” She fell to the edge of the bed in a cloud of white cotton, her lips pursed. “It's like you're looking straight through me.”
“Straight through your nightgown, actually.” Before she had the chance to blush too crimson, he grabbed her wrist and pulled her down to him. “Lucky for both of us you always wore a robe before.” He kissed the giggle from her lips then pulled her fully onto the narrow bed. “You asked for a story? I have mastered
Ben's Lost Dog
.”
He'd remembered the sounds of the various letters she'd taught him before their trek. The remainder they'd practiced after dinnerâat his request. It had given him all the knowledge he'd needed to read the simple, one-syllable words in that inane book for
babes. He wanted to move on to more adult fare, and see if he could actually unlock the secret to enjoying reading, as she had. But in the immediate moment he'd found another, definitely adult, pastime he liked far more.
He smoothed a hand over her hip and thigh, reaching behind her knee to pull her leg over his, a better position to cup her perfectly rounded bottom. She was grinning, her eyes sparkling. “Tell me about your relic from the Sea of Glass.” Her fingers skimmed along his shoulder and across his collarbone until they found his dangling amulet. “You never explained how it protects you. How do you know it's good luck?”
“Ah, an excellent question. However, not all my adventures were exciting in a good way. The very afternoon I tied it around my neck, I was standing on a ridgeline. My focus was carelessly on only the view through my spyglass. It was high summer in the Hinterlands, the suns were brutal. I felt a sudden burning below my collarbone. âA bee sting?' I thought. I bent down to have a look and an arrow flew over my head so close I could feel the wind of it in my hair.”
She tensed. “By the arks, Tao,” she breathed.
“Yes, by the arksâalmost literally. Had it not been for the amulet heating in the suns, I would have set sail for the heavens with Uhrth's angels. I'd have taken that arrow right between the eyes. It's protected me in countless other ways over the years.”
She whispered, “No more of those stories tonight.”
“No more, indeed.” He rolled her on top of him, her hair spilling forward, forming a fragrant curtain around their faces. “We have a better tale to tell tonight,” he said, and pulled her down to his mouth.
As soon as they began to kiss, he knew their exhaustion wouldn't hold them back from making love. Passion had rekindled too quickly. Together they reached for her billowing nightgown, flinging it to the floor, where his pants soon landed in a pile.
He kissed every inch of her, loving the way she hungered for him so openly, eagerly, none of her actions artful or practiced, her reason for being with him simple: she didn't want to be with anyone else. He knew it was so because he felt the same.
When he rolled her beneath him to complete the act, he was still gentle, but not as careful as the first time, moving against her in just the right way, until her gasp of delight and the shudders inside her body told him she'd peaked. She clung to him until his own pleasure left him shaking with exhaustion and wonder.
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H
OURS AFTER THEY'D
dressed and gone back to bed, Tao woke in a sweat, his heart pounding, gripped by a sense of dread left behind from a nightmare he couldn't seem to remember, a dream so vivid he could smell the musky odor of Gorr. From up in the aviary came
the sounds of cooing pigeons and the hatch banging in the wind. That's what had woken him. He needed to fix that damn door.
Elsabeth protested his restlessness with a sleepy murmur. He rolled onto his back, drawing her into the protection of his arms, and shut his eyes.
A whiff of a sickeningly familiar odor called him back from the edge of sleep. Alarm burst inside him.
Gorr.
Elsabeth woke to the press of Tao's hand and the sound of her own smothered gasp.
Be silent.
There was no mistaking his intent. There was enough moonlight from outside for her to discern his face. His eyes were dangerous, his face beaded with sweat.
Above their heads, a crash.
Tao's quick reflexes had them both off the bed and on the floor before she realized the crash had come from the roof.
Squawking pigeons and feathers fell from the opening to the eaves and the aviary. Tao's legs pumped in his effort to slide them backward on their rear ends to get distance between them and the bed, knocking over a table and footstool.
“Taoâ”
“Gorr.”
Terror came in a blinding rush of adrenaline. Gorrâ
here?
He shoved the legs of the footstool into her hands. “Take it. Use it as a shield.” He yanked the crossbow off the wall above them. He'd barely gotten it loaded when something dark and heavy thudded onto the mattress, snarling.
It was in the room.
She sensed its power, a predatory menace. Her pulse throbbed in her throat. A sharp, gamy odor filled the air. Movement in the corner of her eyeâa flash of fangs and a furred, muscular body like a forest dog but upright like a human. “Uhr-Tao,” it said. “I smell you.”
A pair of glowing eyes, slits of pale gold, flicked in their direction. Utter malevolence. This being sought only to harm, its stare bottomless, endless. She was falling into those eyes. So beautifulâ¦
“Don't look at it!” Tao shoved her head to the side.
He lifted the crossbow and fired. In the small confines of the living area the arrow went wild and struck the wall. Tao had begun reloading the instant the arrow had left his weapon. Glass in a picture frame shattered as she heard the distinctive cocking of the crossbow mechanism. The creature leaped away agilely, snarling at Tao, or was it laughing? There was unexpected intelligence in that alien sound. Triumph.
Hatred.
It sprang again. Momentum carried its body toward her. She raised the stool, bracing for the impact.
Tao fired again. A moist
thwunk
told her the arrow had hit flesh. A shrieking caterwaul left her ears ringing.
The Gorr's momentum carried it toward them. It skidded over the floor, crashing into the footstool, almost wrenching it from her hands. Its claws scrabbled on the wood planks, a hairbreadth from her folded legs. Musk clogged her nostrils. She lifted the stool and slammed it down, hitting its squirming body.
It staggered away from her, then sprang across the room like a grassalope, leaving a black glistening trail. Blood.
The Gorr's breaths were wet, labored. Even in its agony, it hurled itself at the window with enough force to shatter the glass, leaping outside to the street.
“No!” Tao's shout was guttural, as if wrenched from someplace deep within. With his crossbow already reloaded, he shoved through the door in pursuit.
“Tao!” Her scream echoed in the empty room. Glass splinters pierced her hands and knees as she pushed upright, shards of it tinkling to the floor as she shoved her arms through the sleeves of her robe and followed Tao out the door.
The wounded Gorr was in the center of the street, howling, a terrible sound. Lights in windows up and down the street were turning on, heads appearing to see what had caused the commotion below.
“Don't look!” she cried to them. They'd be charmed
by the creature's eyes. What could it compel them to do, even in its dying moments? “Close your curtains!”
But no one took her warnings seriously, it seemed, just as she hadn't, after only hearing the tales of the power of a Gorr's stare.
Blood coated the Gorr's fangs as Tao advanced on him, the crossbow coming up, his face slanted away to prevent a direct meeting of the eyes. The Gorr extended his skinny arms to the sides as if in welcome. Tao took aim, and the Gorr filled its broken lungs to let out one last ear-splitting howl. Then it sprang at Tao.
An arrow pierced its neck, throwing the creature backward. Grim, Tao walked up to it and gave it a push with his toe to see if it was alive. The crossbow dangled from Tao's hand. He was naked from the waist up, smeared with sweat and blood. With his chest heaving, his eyes dark with the tension of battle, he looked part beast himself as he slowly turned to her.
We're alive.
Her heart slammed against her ribs as she swayed on her feet. Then Tao was with her, his firm arm under hers. “You're bleeding,” he said tightly, prying her rigid fingers from the leg of the footstool she'd forgotten she carried out with her.
“Just some broken glass⦔
“Just?” Angrily, Tao flung the stool away then crushed her to his chest. “Beth, if it had killed you, I'd have gone back to war.” His deep voice rumbled.
He spoke into her hair. “I'd have left this very day, and I'd not have stopped until I'd found every last one of them.”
Her knees felt almost too weak to support her, but he'd half lifted her to her toes. “I'm sorryâI couldn't help it,” she said, her voice a shaky whisper. “I couldn't look away.”
“You'll know for next time.”
“Next time?”
He cupped her face as he tipped his head to look into her eyes. “They always travel in packs.”