the Light Of Western Stars (1992)

The Light Of Western Stars

Zane Grey

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I - A Gentleman of the Range

When Madeline Hammond stepped from the train at El Cajon, New Mexico, it was nearly midnight, and her first impression was of a huge dark space of cool, windy emptiness, strange and silent, stretching away under great blinking white stars
.

"Miss, there's no one to meet you," said the conductor, rather anxiously
.

"I wired my brother," she replied
.
"The train being so late- perhaps he grew tired of waiting
.
He will be here presently
.
But, if he should not come-surely I can find a hotel?"

"There's lodgings to be had
.
Get the station agent to show you
.
If you'll excuse me-this is no place for a lady like you to be alone at night
.
It's a rough little town-mostly Mexicans, miners, cowboys
.
And they carouse a lot
.
Besides, the revolution across the border has stirred up some excitement along the line
.
Miss, I guess it's safe enough, if you-"

"Thank you
.
I am not in the least afraid
.
"

As the train started to glide away Miss Hammond walked towards the dimly lighted station
.
As she was about to enter she encountered a Mexican with sombrero hiding his features and a blanket mantling his shoulders
.

"Is there any one here to meet Miss Hammond?" she asked
.

"No sabe, Senora," he replied from under the muffling blanket, and he shuffled away into the shadow
.

She entered the empty waiting-room
.
An oil-lamp gave out a thick yellow light
.
The ticket window was open, and through it she saw there was neither agent nor operator in the little compartment
.
A telegraph instrument clicked faintly
.

Madeline Hammond stood tapping a shapely foot on the floor, and with some amusement contrasted her reception in El Cajon with what it was when she left a train at the Grand Central
.
The only time she could remember ever having been alone like this was once when she had missed her maid and her train at a place outside of Versailles-an adventure that had been a novel and delightful break in the prescribed routine of her much-chaperoned life
.
She crossed the waiting-room to a window and, holding aside her veil, looked out
.
At first she could descry only a few dim lights, and these blurred in her sight
.
As her eyes grew accustomed to the darkness she saw a superbly built horse standing near the window
.
Beyond was a bare square
.
Or, if it was a street, it was the widest one Madeline had ever seen
.
The dim lights shone from low, flat buildings
.
She made out the dark shapes of many horses, all standing motionless with drooping heads
.
Through a hole in the window-glass came a cool breeze, and on it breathed a sound that struck coarsely upon her ear-a discordant mingling of laughter and shout, and the tramp of boots to the hard music of a phonograph
.

"Western revelry," mused Miss Hammond, as she left the window
.
"Now, what to do?I'll wait here
.
Perhaps the station agent will return soon, or Alfred will come for me
.
"

As she sat down to wait she reviewed the causes which accounted for the remarkable situation in which she found herself
.
That Madeline Hammond should be alone, at a late hour, in a dingy little Western railroad station, was indeed extraordinary
.

The close of her debutante year had been marred by the only unhappy experience of her life-the disgrace of her brother and his leaving home
.
She dated the beginning of a certain thoughtful habit of mind from that time, and a dissatisfaction with the brilliant life society offered her
.
The change had been so gradual that it was permanent before she realized it
.
For a while an active outdoor life-golf, tennis, yachting-kept this realization from becoming morbid introspection
.
There came a time when even these lost charm for her, and then she believed she was indeed ill in mind
.
Travel did not help her
.

There had been months of unrest, of curiously painful wonderment that her position, her wealth, her popularity no longer sufficed
.
She believed she had lived through the dreams and fancies of a girl to become a woman of the world
.
And she had gone on as before, a part of the glittering show, but no longer blind to the truth-that there was nothing in her luxurious life to make it significant
.

Sometimes from the depths of her there flashed up at odd moments intimations of a future revolt
.
She remembered one evening at the opera when the curtain bad risen upon a particularly well-done piece of stage scenery-a broad space of deep desolateness, reaching away under an infinitude of night sky, illumined by stars
.
The suggestion it brought of vast wastes of lonely, rugged earth, of a great, blue-arched vault of starry sky, pervaded her soul with a strange, sweet peace
.

When the scene was changed she lost this vague new sense of peace, and she turned away from the stage in irritation
.
She looked at the long, curved tier of glittering boxes that represented her world
.
It was a distinguished and splendid world-the wealth, fashion, culture, beauty, and blood of a nation
.
She, Madeline Hammond, was a part of it
.
She smiled, she listened, she talked to the men who from time to time strolled into the Hammond box, and she felt that there was not a moment when she was natural, true to herself
.
She wondered why these people could not somehow, some way be different; but she could not tell what she wanted them to be
.
If they had been different they would not have fitted the place; indeed, they would not have been there at all
.
Yet she thought wistfully that they lacked something for her
.

And suddenly realizing she would marry one of these men if she did not revolt, she had been assailed by a great weariness, an icy-sickening sense that life had palled upon her
.
She was tired of fashionable society
.
She was tired of polished, imperturbable men who sought only to please her
.
She was tired of being feted, admired, loved, followed, and importuned; tired of people; tired of houses, noise, ostentation, luxury
.
She was so tired of herself!

In the lonely distances and the passionless stars of boldly painted stage scenery she had caught a glimpse of something that stirred her soul
.
The feeling did not last
.
She could not call it back
.
She imagined that the very boldness of the scene had appealed to her; she divined that the man who painted it had found inspiration, joy, strength, serenity in rugged nature
.
And at last she knew what she needed-to be alone, to brood for long hours, to gaze out on lonely, silent, darkening stretches, to watch the stars, to face her soul, to find her real self
.

Then it was she had first thought of visiting the brother who had gone West to cast his fortune with the cattlemen
.
As it happened, she had friends who were on the eve of starting for California, and she made a quick decision to travel with them
.
When she calmly announced her intention of going out West her mother had exclaimed in consternation; and her father, surprised into pathetic memory of the black sheep of the family, had stared at her with glistening eyes
.
"Why, Madeline!You want to see that wild boy!"Then he had reverted to the anger he still felt for his wayward son, and he had forbidden Madeline to go
.
Her mother forgot her haughty poise and dignity
.
Madeline, however, had exhibited a will she had never before been known to possess
.
She stood her ground even to reminding them that she was twenty-four and her own mistress
.
In the end she had prevailed, and that without betraying the real state of her mind
.
Her decision to visit her brother had been too hurriedly made and acted upon for her to write him about it, and so she had telegraphed him from New York, and also, a day later, from Chicago, where her traveling friends had been delayed by illness
.
Nothing could have turned her back then
.
Madeline had planned to arrive in El Cajon on October 3d, her brother's birthday, and she had succeeded, though her arrival occurred at the twenty-fourth hour
.
Her train had been several hours late
.
Whether or not the message had reached Alfred's hands she had no means of telling, and the thing which concerned her now was the fact that she had arrived and he was not there to meet her
.

It did not take long for thought of the past to give way wholly to the reality of the present
.

"I hope nothing has happened to Alfred," she said to herself
.
"He was well, doing splendidly, the last time he wrote
.
To be sure, that was a good while ago; but, then, he never wrote often
.
He's all right
.
Pretty soon he'll come, and how glad I'll be!I wonder if he has changed
.
"

As Madeline sat waiting in the yellow gloom she heard the faint, intermittent click of the telegraph instrument, the low hum of wires, the occasional stamp of an iron-shod hoof, and a distant vacant laugh rising above the sounds of the dance
.
These commonplace things were new to her
.
She became conscious of a slight quickening of her pulse
.
Madeline had only a limited knowledge of the West
.
Like all of her class, she had traveled Europe and had neglected America
.
A few letters from her brother had confused her already vague ideas of plains and mountains, as well as of cowboys and cattle
.
She had been astounded at the interminable distance she had traveled, and if there had been anything attractive to look at in all that journey she had passed it in the night
.
And here she sat in a dingy little station, with telegraph wires moaning a lonely song in the wind
.

A faint sound like the rattling of thin chains diverted Madeline's attention
.
At first she imagined it was made by the telegraph wires
.
Then she heard a step
.
The door swung wide; a tall man entered, and with him came the clinking rattle
.
She realized then that the sound came from his spurs
.
The man was a cowboy, and his entrance recalled vividly to her that of Dustin Farnum in the first act of "The Virginian
.
"

"Will you please direct me to a hotel?" asked Madeline, rising
.

The cowboy removed his sombrero, and the sweep he made with it and the accompanying bow, despite their exaggeration, had a kind of rude grace
.
He took two long strides toward her
.

"Lady, are you married?"

In the past Miss Hammond's sense of humor had often helped her to overlook critical exactions natural to her breeding
.
She kept silence, and she imagined it was just as well that her veil hid her face at the moment
.
She had been prepared to find cowboys rather striking, and she had been warned not to laugh at them
.

This gentleman of the range deliberately reached down and took up her left hand
.
Before she recovered from her start of amaze he had stripped off her glove
.

"Fine spark, but no wedding-ring," he drawled
.
"Lady, I'm glad to see you're not married
.
"

He released her hand and returned the glove
.

"You see, the only ho-tel in this here town is against boarding married women
.
"

"Indeed?" said Madeline, trying to adjust her wits to the situation
.