Read The Missing Person Online
Authors: Doris Grumbach
Lou's head turned to and fro, he babbled on, becoming the comic fulcrum of a conversation now reduced to monologue. He talked to Arnold about Franny's new picture, about the prospects of shooting on location in Arizona. To Franny he jabbered on about what a great honor it was to represent a poet who might win the Pulitzer Prize some day.
Arnold tried to catch Franny Fuller's eye. But she was staring ahead, apparently unaware of him. Her blue eyes seemed to have clouded over and turned dense, fixed upon the water tumbler as if she expected it to overflow at any moment. He asked again, “Will you dance with me?” There was a long pause. Then, sounding far away, she said, “All right.”
They had plenty of room in which to move. People on the floor recognized her at once, her whispered name spread through the Roof Garden, and everyone on the dance floor stood back to watch her. They asked each other: “Who's the man she's with?” No one seemed to know. Astonished at how much more beautiful she seemed “in person,” as they said to each other, than on the screen, they remarked upon every one of her features, her piquant lost-child look, her deep single dimple, her flood of gold hair beginning at the sharp point of her forehead, and most of all, her splendid, swelling breasts that strained against the seams of her dress.
No one looked very long at Arnold. People seemed disturbed by his anonymity, by his clear unworthiness to be dancing with Franny Fuller: He felt himself to be conspicuously balding, middle-aged, nearsighted, thin, weak-muscled. But with this beautiful girl in his arms he grew, suddenly expanding into bulky life, elevated to a new height, merely by his closeness to her. Having always thought himself to be Someone, he could not fathom why he should now suddenly have become fluent, graceful, handsome, commanding,
filled out
.
They danced four numbers together. Once started Franny was unwilling to stop. She seemed unaware that people were leaving the dance floor and others had come to take their places. Arnold knew their dinner was waiting but was afraid to suggest they go back to their table. Later, he was to learn that Franny Fuller was oblivious to food. After the first bite of anything she would grow bored, and after a few mouthfuls, like a child, she would have to be reminded to go on eating.
As they danced he became aware of an urgency in his body. She clung to him, hid her eyes in his shoulder so that only the cascade of blond hair could be seen by the onlookers. She moved willingly, even eagerly, to his direction, as though she had abdicated all will to him. He was
leading
. After his years with Naomi, who disliked dancing but took control of their movements when he had persuaded her onto the floor, and after his few attempts to dance with the arid, determined young New York actresses in his plays, this was a new, fine feeling.
They danced on. Back at the table, Lou Price ate his salad alone. Franny Fuller said nothing to Arnold, and he was prevented from speaking by her silence. His own muteness began to bother him. He started to say something. Franny raised her head to look at him solemnly without seeming to see him in particular. He fell silent, stopped by the imploring blankness of her look.
The band put its instruments on their chairs and left the stand. Arnold led Franny Fuller back to the table. She ignored the roast beef on her plate and ordered a Roof Garden Delight, an elaborate concoction of ice cream, whipped cream, nuts, chocolate syrup, and maraschino cherries. For the first time in the evening her interest appeared to be aroused as she described to the waiter exactly what she wanted on the Delight. When it came, she ate voraciously.
She finished it all, tipping the tulip-shaped glass up to drink the last brown drops. Then she smiled at Arnold for the first time, and asked him to order another.
“Same thing?”
“Uh huh.”
They sat for a while in silence. Franny played with the glass and her spoon. Then she said: “Does everyone call you Arnold?”
“Yes. Or Arnie.”
“Arnie,” she whispered in her famous half-voice. “The way I'm called Franny.”
My god in heaven
, he thought,
I'm hooked
.
The waiter brought Franny the second Delight. Her face lit up and she ate it without once putting the spoon down.
Only while she's eating that sickening mixture
, thought Arnie,
does she seem to be here
. The last spoonful consumed, Franny lapsed into unmoving, blank silence.
Arnie said: “Will you be in New York long?”
Franny looked at Lou who said: “Until the end of the week.”
Franny nodded.
Then, for no reason he was able to remember afterward, he breathed in deeply and said: “I'd like to show you the place I have just bought in New Hampshire, if you have the time.”
“I'd like to see it,” she said.
Arnie and Lou took her back to the Plaza, going through a rear door of the hotel to avoid the crowd of autograph hunters that had gathered on the front steps. They stopped at the door of her suite. Arnie said he would pick her up at eleven on Wednesday for the excursion to New Hampshire.
That was to be the first of Franny's escapes that Arnie was to witness. He arrived at the Plaza promptly at eleven o'clock and called upstairs on the lobby phone. The hotel operator reported there was no answer. “You must be mistaken,” he insisted.
“No, sir,” she said. She checked her lists. It was right there, she said. Franny Fuller had left the hotel at ten thirty this morning.
“Did she say where she was going?”
“No sir, she did not.”
“Do you know when she plans to return?”
“No sir, I do not. She didn't say.”
Three weeks later Franny called Arnie to apologize.
“I had to go out,” she said by way of explanation.
He was glad to hear from her. His dreams had been full of her face, he had trouble settling down to his writing routine, the platen of his typewriter seemed to have become pitted by the unexplainable presence of her blue eyes every time he tried to insert a new sheet of paper. He thought nothing of the inadequacy of her explanation.
“That's all right, Franny,” he said. “When can I see you again?”
“Right now,” she said. “I'm at the Plaza.”
It was nine o'clock at night. He had just settled down with his pipe and his pages for rewriting. He took a cab and was at the Plaza in twenty minutes. When he called up she told him to come upstairs. She was in a feathered white negligee, a script in hand.
“I called you because I remembered you said you were a poet. Lou Price just gave me this. I don't understand what it's all about. What kind of part is this? What do they want of me? I don't know how to do anything so complicated.”
In her anxiety she said more to Arnie in that minute than he had ever heard her say before. He took the script and followed her into the bedroom. She got into bed, and he sat on a small satin dressing-table chair to read.
It took him more than two hours to get through it. Franny said nothing, and then she listened closely as he began to explain the text to her. Tired of the uncomfortable chair, he moved over to the bed and then, still talking, he stretched out beside her. After a few minutes, he put the script on the floor, took off his clothes, got into the bed, and made love to her.
Arnold stayed the night. He ordered breakfast sent up to the room. He went on talking to Franny about the mindless little script she had been given to study. In the afternoon she lay still while he made love to her. By early evening Arnold began to feel imprisoned.
“I'm going to make a phone call to some friends, Franny. We need to get out of here. I think you'll like them.”
The Cairnses were out. He left word that he'd called, from Franny Fuller's suite at the Plaza. A few minutes later they called back. He talked eagerly to Patrick, feeling he had at last made contact with the outside world. Franny was asleep. When she woke he told her he had spoken to the Cairnses and they were coming to have dinner with them.
“Downstairs. All right, Franny?”
“All right,” she said. He felt elated that she had agreed to do something more than the limited acts they had been repeating in the overstuffed hotel room.
Two hours later Pat Cairns called from downstairs. Arnold went downstairs to meet him. Mollie was with him. They all greeted each other ostentatiously, with the excessive embraces and exclamations of persons somewhat uncertain about their real feelings for each other.
Both genuine affection and professional suspicion characterized the long friendship between Arnold Franklin and the Cairnses. They had been the first people to do his verse play, at their Atelier. The three had never been able to decide among themselves who deserved the greatest portion of credit for it, and this made them uneasy. When they reminisced about
The Lemming's
progress from the Atelier Company to the Broadhurst on Broadway, it was always with the caution of diplomats approaching a solution to a delicate international boundary question. They hedged about their own share in its success, unusual for a serious play in free verse. In their conversations they tended to assign credit too liberally to each other, while secretly convinced that it belonged solely to themselves. Arnold's private view that the play and its poetic language were the thing, seemed untenable to the Cairnses. They had cast, directed, and produced other successful plays whose scripts had to be almost entirely rewritten during the six weeks' rehearsals and knew how much depended on execution. Of course, this had not happened with Arnold's meticulously composed play. But because they had all been deeply involved in an historic hit, regardless of their precise degree of responsibility for it, they had grounds for their warm professional relationship.
“Where shall we dine?” asked Pat. He was tall, broad, and fatherly, tending to fat in his middle age, with a shock of grizzled hair, and untamed, tangled eyebrows that gave him a surprised look. In his acting days he had held his wiry hair back with heavy grease. Now his role as mentor of a highly regarded professional acting school allowed him to have it rise naturally from his head, affecting a kind of comfortable and lovable eccentricity. He was an easy man, a favorite subject for Hirschfeld's Sunday-morning cartoons in
The New York Times
theater section whenever a play he directed was to open that week on Broadway. The tangle of his hair and eyebrows could always be relied upon to harbor at least three of Hirschfeld's hidden Ninas.
“The Persian Room. Then we don't have to fool with taxis and all that,” said Arnie. “I'm starved. I'll call up to Franny and tell her where we are.”
They made their way to the dining room, Arnie walking between the Cairnses, holding Mollie's hand in comradely fashion. He had always gotten on with Mollie, who was self-effacing and therefore, in his eyes, charming. Well into her fifties, she was still pretty, in the way that Irish women are who keep the precise, fine outlines of their faces despite an increase in the bulk of their bodies. Mollie was heavyâshe and Pat had taken on weight at almost the same pace. They illustrated the cliche often used for married couples that they grew to resemble each other.
Mollie's voice was unexpectedly high and strident. She had worked hard on it with all sorts of speech teachers but had never been able to lower it much. In its tones her students could hear echoes of the shrill, happy, Irish girls she had once played in Dublin's Abbey Theatre. But her point of individuality was her clothing. She liked ethnic dresses and collected Hawaiian mumus, Indian saris, and the heavy, woven blouses and skirts of the Mayan Indians. Draped over her heavy body, below her small, pretty face, her colorful, exotic clothes distinguished her from the conservatively dressed theatergoers as Mollie Cairns, herself.
At the door to the Persian Room they were immediately recognized by a theater-wise
maître d'hôtel
who gave them a table not far from the piano. They ordered drinks and waited for Franny. When she had not appeared in an hour, and they had drunk four rounds, Arnie made a lame excuse. Without bothering to call her again (Arnie sensed that if she had not come down by now she was not going to respond to his coaxing), they ordered dinner. Arnie said nothing to the Cairnses, about Franny's other nonappearance, knowing there was nothing he could do about her.
They ate at a leisurely pace, talking theater and literary gossip. Patrick outlined his plans for the reorganization of their school's facultyâfewer full-time people and more visiting professionals. Economics, he said, as well as quality. He inquired if Arnie might not like to teach there for a semester or two now and then. To each of Pat's sentences, Mollie added footnotes in her high, quick voice, like a scholar explicating a text. Arnie said he would give it some thought.
Over coffee, having avoided the question delicately thus far, Pat asked Arnie about his “relationship” with Franny Fuller. While Arnie hesitated, Mollie overcame her natural reticence about other people's conduct, especially creative people whose outrageous behavior she always accepted as normal, and brought herself to ask: “How did you ever get involved with ⦠a movie star?”
Arnie was full of scotch, wine, and after-dinner brandy. In the unaccustomed disorder of his senses, he did not say what he planned to say, that he had known her, really, only a few days. Instead, to his amazement, he heard himself telling the Cairnses that he intended to marry Franny Fuller.
They both listened attentively, Mollie trying hard not to show her dismay at the news. They were anxious for details which would, to their doubting minds, make some sense of a union between their friend, the shy, sensitive, talented poet, and the famous motion-picture star whose turbulent life they had read about in the newspapers' gossip columns. Arnie then provided them with a chronology of the admittedly short time he had known Franny, the depth of his love for her, omitting any account of
her
feelings which would have required much fictionalizing. These, he had to say to himself as he talked optimistically to the Cairnses, he knew nothing about, not even if she would consider marrying him.