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In
Devils,
Stavrogin

s story is told with many mystifications that are intended to define him as an Outsider. Actually, no reader who has grasped the concept of the Barbusse Outsider will find anything mystifying about Stavrogin

s actions. Conceive him as a Russian combination of Evan Strowde and Oliver Gauntlett, add a touch of Pushkin

s Eugene Onyegin,
and you have a reasonably accurate picture. His story unfolds as a series of romantically paradoxical acts: he kisses someone

s wife in the middle of a respectable social gathering; he pulls the nose of a retired General and bites the ear of an inoffensive old man. In short, he plays the Rimbaud-roaring-boy in the drawing-room atmosphere of the town.

Old men and invalids are so respectable they ask to be boiled.

For the inhabitants of the town, Stavrogin

s conduct is explained when he has a mental breakdown and has to be sent to a sanatorium to recuperate. For the discerning reader, of course, his strange actions and the brainstorm are
both
results of his Outsider tendencies.

PAGE NOTE: It
always seemed to me that Henry Miller caught the very essence of this type of revolt in one of the ‘Tropic’ books, where he tells a story of how he managed to have sexual intercourse with a girl on a crowded dance-floor without anyone noticing. He emphasizes the pleasure that the
situation
gave him. The episode has psychological significance, and might almost be the foundation of a treatise on the revolutionary mentality.

As the novel goes on, Stavrogin does even stranger things: he accepts a slap in the face from Shatov; he engages in a duel in which he allows his opponent to shoot, and then fires his own pistol into the air; he acknowledges a poverty-stricken imbecile to be his wife (although most of the women in the town are willing to fling themselves at his head). Finally, he produces a

confession

that is nightmarish in its horror and hangs himself. The verdict of our doctors

, the narrator states,

was that it was most definitely
not
a case of insanity.

PAGE NOTE: This ‘confession’ chapter was rejected by Dostoevsky’s printer, and only appeared in print many years later, when the Soviet Government opened the Dostoevsky archives. Merezhkovsky has described it as ‘the concentrated essence of horror’. It has been published as a booklet by the Hogarth Press in England,
but
for some reason, has not yet been incorporated into any complete edition
of Devils.

An important assertion, this; Dostoevsky will allow his readers no easy way out. Stavrogin was his most important attempt, to date, to summarize his ideas of good and evil. To interpret Stavrogin as a psychopath is as shallow as to interpret Raskolnikov as a

cold monster

.

On the other hand, there is no point in the novel at which Stavrogin gets on a soapbox to explain himself. Dostoevsky wrote no systematic treatise on the Outsider, in spite of his exhaustive treatment of the theme. His business was

not to reason and compare, but to create

, and although it is only slovenly thinking not to recognize that the critical faculty is eighty per cent, of the creative, it would still be unreasonable
to expect Dostoevsky

s people to be as lucid in self-analysis as Pirandello or Shaw characters. Fortunately, from our point of view, there is no problem touched on in
Devils
that we have not already examined in this study; and Stavrogin presents no problems. The suicide letter, for instance, might be an epilogue to
The Seven Pillars of Wisdom:

I

ve tried my strength everywhere. You advised me to do that so as to learn to

know myself. When I

ve tried it for my own sake and for the sake of self-display, it seemed infinite, as it has been before in my life. Before your eyes I put up with a blow in the face from your brother; I acknowledged my marriage in public.
But what to apply my strength to

that

s what
I’
ve never seen and don

t see now.
My desires are never strong enough. They cannot guide me. You can cross the river on a tree-trunk, but not on a chip... .
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[Italics mine.]

Stavrogin, the Evan-Strowde Outsider who has lost motive, can acknowledge the power of motive in others, in Kirilov, the

suicide maniac

:

...
Kirilov, in his magnanimity, could not compromise with an idea and shot himself.

But Stavrogin knows he cannot imitate him:

I can never be interested in an idea to the same extent. I could never shoot myself.

In spite of which, he commits suicide, although he has no hopes from suicide:

I know it will be another delusion, a delusion in an infinite series of delusions.

Nothing is real—consequently he has nothing to live for and no reason for dying:

My love will be as petty as I am myself.... I know I ought to kill myself, to brush myself off the earth like some loathsome insect.
...

Always in Dostoevsky there is this comparison of men to insects: half a dozen passages spring to mind. It is the Hemingway position,

Most men ... die like animals

, or the comparison of Catherine Barkely

s death with that of ants on a burning log. There is no belief. Men

s lives are futile, and they die

not with a bang but a whimper

. And when they
are
inspired by a belief, it depends on their blinding themselves with their emotions. This is Stavrogin

s position, and he hates it. He would like to breathe clean air and feel a sensation of power. But how? To do good? That is out of the question; he sees it as a game of emotional profit, self-flattery, nothing more. Then evil ? His

confession

is an account of his attempt to do evil. It is a deliberate sensation-seeking, rather like Dorian Gray

s, except that Dorian goes in for sensual pleasures, and Stavrogin experiments with moral depravities too, robbing a pathetic bank clerk of his last rouble notes, seducing a ten-year-old girl and then deliberately allowing her to kill herself. Reading the

confession

, we begin to feel a stifled irritation with Stavrogin. Why doesn

t he get away from his effete surroundings, and discover how powerfully the urge to live inheres in the body itself? We feel that ten years in Siberia would teach him the value of life; and, in fact, we shall find that this is the solution that Dostoevsky produces for another of his characters who had allowed himself to be blinded by his own pettiness in
The Brothers Karamazov.
Stavrogin thinks that he has explored life from end to end and found it all hollow, when actually he is only constipated with his own worthless-ness. He fails to apply his intellect to the question, Why do all living things prefer life to death?

Stavrogin missed the point, but his creator was not fooled. The man who had stood in front of a firing squad in the Semyonovsky Square knew all about the value of life. In
Crime and Punishment,
Raskolnikov meditates:
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...
someone condemned to death says, or thinks an hour before his death, that if he had to live on a high rock, on such a narrow ledge that he

d only have room to stand, and the ocean, everlasting darkness, everlasting solitude, everlasting tempest around him, if he had to remain standing on a square yard of space all his life, a thousand years, eternity, it were better to live so than die at once.

Only to live, to live and live. Life, whatever it may be
...

In opposition to this, there is the vision of Svidrigailov, the criminal sensualist who speculates whether eternity may not be like a dusty corner of a small room, full of spiders and cobwebs. Svidrigailov shoots himself; Raskolnikov prepares to endure a ten-year ordeal in Siberia that will

raise him from the dead
5
.

In
Devils,
Stavrogin is the criminal sensualist who cannot conceive eternity, except in terms of his own dreary, imprisoned existence. Kirilov, the suicide maniac, also kills himself, but it is Kirilov who had seen the way out of the nightmare of unreality. It is in Kirilov that Dostoevsky embodies the highest vision of the novel. Kirilov is to kill himself when Netchaev gives the order, but he has already decided to die. His reason is Outsider-logic. If God exists, then everything is his Will. If he doesn

t exist, then Kirilov himself is God and must show his Will by the Ultimate Unreversible definitive act—to kill himself.

Because all will has become mine. Is there no man on this planet who, having finished with God, and believing in his own will, will have enough courage to express his self-will in its most important point? It

s like a beggar who has inherited a fortune and is afraid of it.
...
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Kirilov has finished with God because he cannot believe in an external principle that is more important than his own subjectively known reality. Kirilov reasons: If God exists, he must be an external reality, like the Old Testament Jehovah.

His Existentialist logic disposes of such a God. It is the opposite of Lawrence

s Bedouin, who

could not look for God within him; he was too certain he was in God

; but, unfortunately, Kirilov does not believe in

God within him

either.

But the decision that life was valueless compared with his own Will gives Kirilov the insight he needed. Without realizing it, he has attained the ideal non-attachment that is the religious ideal. Being willing to give up his life at any moment, he has voided it of the pettiness that ties most men to their delusions. He has destroyed the

thought-riddled nature

. He asks Stavrogin:

 

 

 


Ever seen a leaf—a leaf from a tree?


Yes.


I saw one recently—a yellow one, a little green, wilted at the edges. Blown by the wind. When I was a little boy, I used to shut my eyes in winter and imagine a green leaf, with veins on it, and the sun shining. ...


What

s this—an allegory ?


No; why? Not an allegory—a leaf, just a leaf. A leaf is good. Everything

s good.


Everything?


Everything. Man

s unhappy because he doesn

t know he

s happy ... he who finds out will become happy at once, instantly.
...


And what about the man who dies of hunger, and the man who insults and rapes a little girl. Is that good too?


Yes, it is. And the man who blows his brains out for the child, that

s good too. Everything

s good
...
.


When did you find out you were so happy?


I was walking about the room. I stopped the clock.... It was twenty-three minutes to three.

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Dostoevsky was haunted by that passage from

Revelation

:

And the angel which I saw stand upon the sea ... lifted up his hand and sware
...
that there should be time no longer, but the mystery of God should be finished.
...
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