The Promise of Jesse Woods (32 page)

She marched to the TV and flipped the knob, and there was the crowd and Curt and Tony calling the NBC telecast. The green Astroturf, the Pirates in their road uniforms and the Reds in white. Her picture was even better than the TV at my grandmother’s house. It was hooked to an antenna on the building.

“You mean it?” I said, looking for the score. “We can turn the sound down and keep going.”

“Nonsense,” she said, pointing to the living room. “Sit in my chair. I’ll make popcorn.”

At that moment I wanted to become a piano teacher. I wanted to be this kind to someone else someday. I leaped into the chair, sitting forward to take in everything. The game had just begun and Curt and Tony were talking about Oakland’s 2–1 win over Detroit. Reggie Jackson had gotten hurt on a play at the plate. We would face Oakland in the World Series when—and not if—we won.

“We won the first game against Gullet,” I called to Mrs. McCormick. “Got to him early. I’m hoping we do the same today.”

“Mmm-hmm,” she said.

I couldn’t hide my smile as I watched Gullet warm up in the top of the second. There was no score, but the Pirates were about to change that dramatically. We went up 2–0 thanks to Richie Hebner and Dave Cash. Just me tuning in had set things in motion.

The corn popped in a metal pot in the kitchen, and Mrs. McCormick brought a full Tupperware container with
drizzled butter and an ice-cold can of Sprite. I didn’t know what to say. I would have promised to name my firstborn after her or to master Mozart’s compositions, but she didn’t seem to need promises.

“What’s the score?” she said as she kicked off her shoes and fell onto the couch.

“We’re up by two. And that may be all Blass needs. He held them to one run in the first game.”

Pete Rose doubled in a run in the bottom of the third, but in the top of the fourth we got the run back with another hit by Dave Cash. I jumped and pumped my fist. That was it. That was all we needed. I could already see the starting pitchers in game one of the World Series. If Blass got two starts, we were sure to win.

The time for my lesson was up, but my mom hadn’t arrived. I was more than content to wait. In the bottom of the fifth, the most unlikely Reds player to hit a home run, César Gerónimo, did just that, cutting the score to 3–2.

The phone rang and Mrs. McCormick struggled to her feet and answered in the kitchen. She returned in the sixth and said my mother was going to be late. There were no other lessons after mine, so I could stay. I didn’t think much about the fact that my mother wasn’t there. I was so into the game I didn’t care.

The seventh and eighth innings came and went and in the ninth the Pirates failed to score. We were ahead by one. Three outs stood between us and the World Series.

Three outs were all we needed.

Dave Giusti came in to pitch the bottom of the ninth.
He would face the most powerful back-to-back hitters for the Reds, Bench and Pérez. I found myself kneeling in front of the TV, clapping my hands and rubbing my palms on my pants, willing my team’s defensive stand.

Bench hit a long drive to left field and my heart sank. But it was just a long strike, hitting to the left of the foul pole. I laughed. All those Reds fans jumping and waving thought it was a home run. How sad it would be on their drive home.

The count was 1–2 when Giusti wound up and threw an outside changeup that could have been strike three, had Bench not connected and gone to the opposite field. “Clemente,” I said out loud. “Catch it, Roberto! Catch it!”

Curt Gowdy’s voice tried to overwhelm the crowd. The camera switched to Clemente. I had seen him take home runs from players, jumping over fences to pick off the ball like a piece of low-hanging fruit. The numbers read 375 on the green wall. Clemente turned his back and I saw his familiar 21 and knew Bench had tied it. The crowd went wild. My shoulders slumped. Air went out of the room. I stared at Bench loping around the bases.

“What happened?” Mrs. McCormick said, walking in from the kitchen.

“Bench tied it.”

“Oh, that’s too bad.”

“Looks like extra innings,” I said. “When is my mom coming?”

“You can still watch.”

Tony Pérez singled. A double play and a strikeout were
all we needed now. George Foster came in to pinch run and Denis Menke singled and moved him to second. Then Bob Moose, the starter in game two, came in to shut the door. He got a fly ball to right that advanced Foster to third, then a pop out. I gave a sigh of relief. One more out and we were into extra innings and the Pirates would throttle the Reds. I could feel it.

A car pulled up outside and my mother came to the door. Mrs. McCormick greeted her and they talked. I would listen in the car to the top of the tenth and watch the rest of the game at home.

Then I remembered it was Wednesday. Church.

Hal McRae stepped in. Moose fired a pitch in the dirt that Manny Sanguillen tried to backhand.

“No,” I whispered.

The ball skipped to the backstop.

“No.”

George Foster touched home plate and was mobbed, the Reds jumping like kids on a playground.

I sat on the floor staring at the TV. The empty feeling was indescribable. I was as hollow as a chocolate Easter bunny.

My mother walked inside. “Matt, it’s time to go.”

Like a robot, I stood and followed. Mrs. McCormick put a hand on my shoulder. “I’m sorry it didn’t turn out the way you wanted, Matt.”

All I could muster was “Thanks for the popcorn.”

She smiled and I got in the car, the weight of what I had witnessed overwhelming me. It was like having a rug
pulled out from under you while standing at the edge of the Grand Canyon, and the fall afterward was only half the pain. After 155 games in the regular season, all they needed were three outs. I imagined their locker room. How do you lose on a wild pitch? It was the stuff of Little League games.

Then came the most painful realization—I didn’t have control or bearing on the outcome of the game. Pray, root, cheer, beg, and plead with God all I wanted and it didn’t change the fact that the Reds were dancing and the Pirates were trudging to their lockers.

“You’re probably wondering why I was late,” my mother said, oblivious to the game. She drove the car with the front seat pulled as close to the steering wheel as possible and I angled my legs away from the glove compartment.

When I didn’t answer, she said, “Matt, did you know that Jesse’s mother died?”

I looked at her, horrified. “What?”

“Jesse’s mother died some time ago. I thought it was strange she was taking care of her sister. The school called because she had given them our number. I went over to see if everything was all right.”

“How do you know her mom’s dead?”

“Jesse and Daisy weren’t home. Your father and I talked with Basil Blackwood, and he said he hasn’t seen Jesse’s mother in weeks.”

“No,” I said. It was the same intensity that I’d felt regarding the Moose wild pitch.

“The sheriff came.”

“No.”

“He found Jesse and it took a while, but she showed him her mother’s grave. Did you know anything about this?”

“You can’t do this,” I said. The Pirates’ loss already had me on the edge, but this was too much. “They’ll take Daisy Grace. They’ll give her to her cousins and they’re mean.”

“So you did know,” she said, pulling to the side of the road.

“Where are they?” I said.

“Jesse and Daisy are fine. They’re at our house waiting.”

“Waiting for what?”

“Until the authorities decide what to do.”

“The authorities? Mom, you can’t let them do this. That was the deal. That’s why she’s been hiding the truth.”

There was pain in her voice when she spoke. “Matt, why didn’t you tell us? We could have helped.”

I thought of my father and the photo. After that day in his office, I’d vowed I would never trust him again.

“I told her that. I said we would help but she wouldn’t listen. She was scared they would give Daisy to the Branches. She had to keep it a secret.”

My mother stared ahead. “Her mom died before your birthday.”

I nodded. “That’s why she had Daisy with her all the time.”

I wanted to tell more, to say Jesse made me promise, but I put my head in the crook of my arm and swung at my emotion as if it were a hanging changeup on the outside corner. If only Guisti had thrown Bench a fastball inside.
It was a 1–2 count, for crying out loud. He could have wasted a pitch high. Bench never hit the high-and-tight fastballs. If only my mother hadn’t become suspicious. If only we hadn’t moved to Dogwood.

My grandmother was in a lawn chair fanning herself with the newspaper when we arrived. Daisy Grace played underneath the hickory nut tree. Jesse was nowhere in sight.

“Daisy doesn’t know,” I said. “Jesse told her that her mom went away.”

My mother shook her head. “That’s just cruel.”

“No, she didn’t mean it to be cruel. She did it to protect Daisy.”

“Matt, they can’t live there alone. You know that, right?”

“What’s going to happen?”

“They’ll get help. It’ll be all right. But it won’t be the way Jesse wants.”

“The Branches will get Daisy and they’ll treat her the same way they did Jesse!”

My mother stared at me like I wasn’t her son. Then she softened and drew me in with an arm and we sat there for a minute in the dusk of a day I would never forget.

“I promise you, Matt. This will help. It’s going to get better for them. You’ll see.”

I got out of the car and walked toward the house.

“Matty!” Daisy Grace yelled. She skipped over to me and stopped, her face in a pout. “Mama’s dead. Policeman said Mama’s not coming back.”

“I know, Daisy,” I said, patting her head. Her hair had
begun to grow back, but she still looked like a boy. “I’m sorry about your mom.”

I noticed movement near the house as Jesse peeked around the corner. I walked toward her but she ran to the backyard like a scared cat. My father came outside. One look at him and I knew he didn’t have the words I needed for either the Pirates or Jesse.

“I need to get to church,” he said.

My mother glanced at the driveway as a sheriff’s cruiser pulled up and parked beside our car, the window open and radio squawking.

“I think I should stay here, Calvin,” she said.

He nodded. “You and Matt help Jesse and Daisy. We’ll be praying.”

“This is a real mess,” my grandmother said, shaking her head. Who could disagree?

My father drove away and another car, a rusted Buick station wagon, pulled into the driveway and inched toward the house. Daisy instinctively stopped skipping and hid behind the tree. The Buick came to rest over a patch of peonies my mother had planted by the rock wall in the driveway. A man with hairy forearms and bibbed overalls opened the door and rocked himself several times to gain the momentum to stand. A large woman with a bulbous nose in a flowery dress wobbled toward the walk and my mother met them and spoke in hushed tones.

“We’re awful sorry about this,” the man said. “Hate to trouble you and your family.”

“It’s no trouble,” my mother said.

The large woman smiled at Daisy and flung her arms wide. The girl shrank and dipped her head.

“Daisy, you get on over here and give me a hug,” the woman said with a deep twang.

“Give your auntie a hug,” Hairy Arms said, a command more than an invitation.

“Leave her alone!” Jesse shouted, running around the corner. “We ain’t going with you.”

The sheriff got out of his car.

“You’ll do what we say, Jesse,” Hairy Arms said.

Jesse looked straight at me. “I told you.”

I wanted to tell her I hadn’t revealed the secret. I wanted to say anything to comfort her or make things all right, but I had no words.

She gritted her teeth and grabbed Daisy Grace’s hand and marched toward the barn. The adults tried to reason with her, following closely, but Jesse had a mind of her own. I stood by my mother when the screaming started. It was Daisy, yelling at the top of her lungs when Hairy Arms grabbed her. There was kicking and scratching and biting from Jesse. Soon, Daisy was in the back bench seat of the Buick and Jesse was yelling things not fit to print. A string of four-letter words flowed like water.

“Would you listen to the mouth on that girl,” my grandmother said. “This is a mess and a half.”

My mother tried to calm things, but Jesse was in a frenzy. Nothing my mother said could take the fight from her. The sheriff finally instructed everyone to move away. The man got down on a knee in front of Jesse and spoke softly.

“Anybody but the Branches,” Jesse said. “You don’t know what they done to me when I was young.”

The sheriff held up a hand and talked lower. Jesse’s breathing calmed, her chest not heaving as much. She finally nodded and walked toward the house. But she went crazy again when they put Daisy Grace in the back of the Buick. Jesse wouldn’t get in. The officer spoke with Hairy Arms and the man got in and backed up, almost hitting the cruiser, then rolled toward the road. I’ll never forget the sound of the gravel crunching under that man’s balding tires.

The sight of Daisy being taken away alone must have triggered something. Jesse bolted down the driveway, banging on the Buick’s back door. Brake lights flashed and Jesse flew into the car and hit her head on the windshield. She was stunned enough for Hairy Arms to grab her and get her in the backseat next to Daisy. Then they drove away.