The Reckoning (Unbounded Series #4) (37 page)

Sighing, she hurried up the walk. Finding the front door ajar, she went through it and into the living room. Worn couches lined all the walls except the one taken up by a flat screen television. Four of the house’s teen inhabitants lounged there, but the television was off and school books were out. Lily had a firm rule about homework before television and for the most part the girls here wanted an education so they could one day support themselves. They certainly didn’t want to return to the families that had abused and abandoned them, or to the streets where many had barely survived.

Makay knew because she’d spent most of her teen years on the street, sleeping in parks or crashing at a friend’s. Sometimes she’d slipped inside a stranger’s garage. She’d showered early at school and kept her few extra clothes in her locker. There had been no Lily’s House then.

“Hey,” Makay greeted the girls. A sleeping bag, pillow, and a couple of suitcases next to one of the couches told Makay that Lily had once again accepted more girls than they had space for. Was the new girl seated on one of the couches? Makay didn’t stop to ask. She didn’t know the girls individually or want to know them. Their needs were deep and endless, and her focus had to be on Nate. She couldn’t handle any more than that right now.

Their mumbled replies were overrun by Lily’s happy voice as her gravid body appeared in the doorway separating the living room from the kitchen. “Makay, great! Nate’s been asking for you.” Lily Perez had blond hair swept up into a casual ponytail, revealing a long, graceful neck that belied her plumpness. She was twenty-three, the same age as Makay, and was expecting her second child. Lily always seemed young to Makay, though she’d been rescuing abused girls since she ran away from an oppressive home herself to marry at eighteen. Maybe it was because of her eternal optimism. “Tessa took him out to see Serenity. Will you be joining us for dinner?”

Makay was tempted, but she didn’t dare start depending on Lily or her sister Tessa too much. “No, but thanks. Look, I have something for you.” She pulled out a hundred dollar bill from the pocket of her jeans and brushed off the bit of lint that clung to it.

“Oh, no.” Lily pushed back the money, her blue eyes clouding. “I know you have to pay for tuition again. We’re doing fine.”

Makay backed away. “I have that covered. You had to remodel the bathrooms, and I know how much food those girls eat. Besides, I owe you for letting me stay here when I was trying to get custody of Nate.”

“You don’t owe me anything. Without you, Mario and I would have never gotten this place livable.” She laughed. “Do you remember? I think we went through like five gallons of bleach and twenty gallons of paint. Boy, what a mess it was. And then when I was on bed rest with Jonny, you helped so much. You have to remember that at least.”

“Not really.” What Makay remembered was that she’d stayed without paying rent or utilities. It was a debt and she didn’t want to owe anyone.

Lily shook her head. “You were probably too busy trying to get some sleep. If I remember, Nate was a rather cranky two-year-old when you moved in.”

“Yeah, maybe.” Still, Makay often found herself longing for the baby he’d been. He’d had every right to be cranky, losing both parents so early. First the alcoholic father they shared and then his mother—Makay’s stepmother—less than a year later. Makay planned to never tell him that his parents’ deaths had probably saved his life, or at least given him a fair chance of success. No child needed to know that sort of thing. Of course there was still a question in her mind whether or not she was the right person to raise him. Maybe she should have agreed to place him for adoption, but after she’d spent most of his first two years protecting him from his mother, they’d both been too attached to ever let each other go.

Makay’s tension eased as Lily slipped the money into her pocket. “Go on outside to the barn,” Lily said. “I’m helping a couple of the girls make dinner. I’m afraid they might burn the house down.”

Gratefully, Makay took her escape, going out the front door to avoid further chance of conversation with Lily. Rounding the big house, she let herself through the gate into the yard next door where Tessa and Gage Braxton had built their new home. The barn was out in the field behind their house, and that’s where Makay found Nate, Tessa, and also Jonny, Lily’s three-year-old son, petting Tessa’s horse, Serenity.

Nate looked up as she entered the barn, his narrow face coming alive. “Makay, I helped give Serenity a vitamin. Guess what, she’s going to have a baby!” His blond hair fell into his eyes as he spoke, reminding her that it was time for a haircut. He pushed it back impatiently and jumped up to hug her.

Every day when she picked her brother up from school he hugged her like that, as though the hours separating them had been too many and seeing her again was the best part of his day. It was this that kept Makay going when she didn’t think another step was possible.

She hugged him back, going down on one knee to be on his level. “How was your day?”

“It was cool.” His brown eyes seemed to grow two sizes. “We made this slime in science. It’s awesome! I brought it home in my backpack. ”

“That does sound awesome.” Makay let him go as he pulled away.

“Next year when I’m in second grade, we get to make a volcano! It’s going to be even cooler. I’m going to ask the teacher if you can come see it.”

“Great idea.” Makay tried to inject enthusiasm into her voice. She suspected most of Nate’s teachers thought she was too young and too unmarried to be a fit parent, and interactions with them always felt awkward.

“I’m going to get my backpack, okay?” Nate said. “I left it in the house.” He turned to Tessa, who had picked up the dark-haired Jonny so he could pet Serenity over the stall gate. “Can Jonny come with me? He’s my best friend.”

“Sure.” Tessa set Jonny down. “You should let him come here more often,” she told Makay as the children ran from the barn. “Neither of the boys remember when you lived here, but they seem to have taken up right where they left off. Even better now that Jonny’s older. For three and six they play well together.”

“Nate doesn’t get out to play much after school.” Makay came slowly to her feet. Frankly, the neighborhood they lived in didn’t make her feel comfortable enough to allow him outside without supervision, and the neighbors she did trust in her building were old and retired. Not really interested in playing with a little kid. “Thanks for picking him up from school.”

Tessa met her eyes. “No big deal. It was on my way home from the office anyway. How’d your test go?”

Makay blinked. “Oh, uh, fine.”

“You didn’t have a test, did you?”

“Of course I did. Why else would I have asked you to pick him up?” Makay studied Tessa. She was thin, with an upturned nose, myriad freckles, and strawberry blond hair that curled gently to her shoulders. Makay had heard her say her hair looked like someone had upended a bucket of orange paint over her head, but Makay didn’t agree. Whatever Tessa thought, it suited her.

“I’m a therapist. I can tell when someone’s lying.”

Makay snorted. “You wish.”

“Fine. But remember we’re here for you.”

They had been. First Lily, who Makay had met during her first failed attempt at college, and then Tessa, who’d practiced psychoanalyzing her after going back to college to work on a degree in psychology, which she hadn’t quite finished yet but would eventually—probably long before Makay finished her accounting degree.

“I know. Thanks.” Makay reached to stroke Serenity’s nose. The horse pushed closer, stretching out her neck.

“She likes you,” Tessa said.

For some ridiculous reason the comment made Makay smile. “She’s so warm.”

“Yeah. That’s one of my favorite things about her. Sometimes I just come out here to snuggle.” At the sound of her voice, Serenity moved her head toward Tessa.

“She’s really having a baby?”

“Yep. Should be coming in April. She’s only about four months now and they take eleven months, sometimes more.”

“Yikes. Poor thing.” Makay took a step back. “Well, guess I’d better go. I have a ton of things to do tonight. Thanks again.”

“You need me to pick Nate up tomorrow?”

“No. I’ll be there.”

“Wait, I have some coupons for you.” Tessa gave a last pat to Serenity’s nose and walked with Makay out of the barn and over the field. “I left them in my car. I think I’ve finally trained people in the office building to pull them out and put them in the sack before shoving the rest of their newspapers into the recycling bin.”

“I appreciate it.” It was better than trying to fish them out of the various bins at night. Makay used to deliver morning papers, which sometimes resulted in extra coupon inserts, but it wasn’t always reliable and it was just too hard to drag a sleepy Nate with her. She couldn’t leave him home alone.

By the time Tessa retrieved the grocery sack of coupons from her Mazda, the boys had come out of the house. Nate insisted on carrying the coupons and giving Makay his slime. Tessa stifled a laugh as she walked away with Jonny.

“Boy, this stuff is really slimy,” Makay said, letting the blue gook ooze between her fingers on its way back into the plastic container.

“I know, right?” Nate swung the grocery sack. “Hey, are there any coupons for candy? Because I’m really hungry for a chocolate bar.”

“Me, too. Good thing we’re stopping at Albertsons on the way home.”

That caught Nate’s attention. “Can we get dog food? I think Snoop’s really tired of that chili. And he smells bad when he eats it. Do we have enough money?”

“Yeah. I think we can swing it.” Sad when the coupons made people food cheaper to give the dog than real dog food, at least the kind Snoop would eat. The dog was far more finicky than either of them and ate a lot more. Owning him also meant they had to stay in an apartment building whose stairways and corridors stank like urine. But she couldn’t bear to get rid of Snoop and break Nate’s heart. The animal was all he had left from his time with his mother. Makay was on the lookout for a better place for them and Snoop, but so far nothing had presented itself.

“Look on the third page of that top insert for a chocolate coupon,” she told Nate. “Albertsons is having a double coupon sale, so we can definitely buy some.”

“Cool.” He climbed into the front seat and reached for the glove box where they kept a pair of scissors.

Eight candy bar coupons later, they walked into Albertsons. Makay felt physically chilled because Nate had begged to have the convertible top down and since it was a warm day, she hadn’t wanted to disappoint him. Worse was the inner chill that came because she didn’t see Lenny Pagolino hanging around outside the store as he usually did after a payoff. She didn’t know if she should be relieved there was no chance Nate would spot him, or irritated that she’d left her car open for him for no reason—but maybe Lenny would show up while she was inside the store.

One of the clerks eyed her coupon binder knowingly as they passed him in an aisle, but Makay ignored his disgusted sneer. She’d stopped feeling embarrassed about using coupons a long time ago. If product manufacturers and retail stores were dumb enough to put out coupons that allowed her to double up and even get items for free, well, that was their problem.

Eighteen minutes later, they walked out with four full grocery sacks for twenty dollars. She had peanut butter, jam, pizza, breakfast cereal, milk, cheese, frozen vegetables, tuna, more chili, microwaveable meals, and toilet paper. Nate was dancing because his eight candy bars had actually earned him forty cents. Better yet, the clerk hadn’t asked them to make their purchases in two transactions, though the limit was clearly four of the same coupon per purchase. “I’m going to save one for Jonny, one for Tessa, and one for Lily,” he said, swinging his little sack. “And you, of course.”

Makay didn’t have the heart to tell him not to eat one before dinner. “Why, thank you. You know how I love chocolate.”

He laughed and skipped ahead toward the Sebring as she followed more slowly, the handles of the plastics sacks digging into her palms. They’d nearly reached the convertible when one of the bags gave out, spreading chili and tuna cans everywhere. One skidded in front of a passing car, which screeched to a stop.

“Sorry,” she said to the man who peered at her through his open window.

His grin was easy. “No problem. Happens to me all the time.” He opened the door and unfolded himself from the white sedan.

“People throw cans at your car?” Makay asked, arching a brow. He was over six feet, which was tall compared to her five foot four inch frame, and his face beneath the dark blond hair was attractive and rugged looking with several days’ worth of beard growth. He wore jeans and a T-shirt like hers, though his were considerably newer. He couldn’t be older than late twenties, definitely not someone who would drive such a boring, sedate car.

He laughed as he fished out a can from under the sedan. “No, the bag breaking.” He handed her the chili, meeting her gaze. He had startling blue eyes that seemed to peer into the depths of her soul.

“Thank you.” She looked away, pretending to search for more cans. The problem was that she was so busy trying to survive that she didn’t get out much. She’d rather study for a test than have to figure out what to say to a gorgeous guy who was probably not flirting but just being kind.

“No problem. Here, I’ll help you get the rest.” He waved a car that had come up behind him to go around and bent for another can. “You from around here?”

“No. Or not Phoenix anyway. I live in Mesa. You?” She glanced around to check on Nate, who was coming back their way.

“I’m from here originally—well, I grew up in Scottsdale—but more recently I’m from Los Angeles.”

“So, you’re visiting.” Why did she feel so disappointed?

His eyes again locked on hers. “Actually, I moved back here to Phoenix a few weeks ago to be closer to my family. My two sisters are married and having children, and I want to be here for all that.” He smiled again and it did something to Makay’s heart, something she wasn’t at all sure that she liked. “Besides, I kind of miss the desert. There’s such a thing, at least for me, as too much ocean.”