The Revenants (18 page)

Leona said, ‘I am not unwilling to go. Though I may find my search there, it is probably too late to matter.’ For Leona had begun to believe that Fabla was dead, needed to believe that Fabla’s suffering had ended. When she had taken Jaer’s gold, she had assumed the leadership of the little group as she had done countless times in the past with similar groups. But now she sensed a difference, a strangeness, and something which had slept within her wakened slowly to uncoil and peer out at the world. ‘I do not desire to return the way we came. If you go northeast, I will go with you – until the time I wish to go elsewhere.’

‘Yes,’ sighed Jaer. ‘Whether we go east, or north of east, to the Sisterhood, or to the Sunrise… well. I welcome those who will come with me. Even you, Jasmine – or you can stay here. Or turn back to Byssa, or go overland to Hynath Port once more.’

Jasmine turned her back on them, weeping. The old woman patted her on the shoulder.

‘I know it is hard. You would rather go elsewhere, though you know not where. Still, girl, you won’t do your lost child any good if you are dead. Better to turn aside with us for a time and stay alive. At least Thewson’s great spear and Leona’s great hounds will guard you.’

Leona and Thewson acknowledged this grimly, already adjusting their packs for the road. Jaer gazed at Jasmine reproachfully, his lower lip out like a pouting child and totally unconscious of it. Jasmine began to laugh as she cried, took him by the hand and followed after the others.

They went across the ragged meadows into the wide forest lands which lay like petticoats at the foot of the mountains. They were going into the land called Ban Morrish in which were small villages named Bast and Rent and Vallip. Eastward lay Murgin, and beyond that the rumoured places of Tchent. On the horizon before them was the far white top of Gerenhodh, and south of that somewhere a settlement of the Sisterhood. Jaer felt almost satisfied. He did not know where he was going, but the direction felt right.

They travelled the day in the light, with birdsong and laughter and the trickle of small streams running down southerly to join the River Del. The sunlight was warm and golden, and the way was smooth for their feet. Thewson Killed a small wild goat and was restored to good humor by fresh meat to eat and more hung to smoke over their afternoon fire for later meals. Medlo flounced himself into a better humour and then teased Jasmine into laughter, finally making a playlet with her for their amusement. He took the part of a gentleman of Rhees, intent upon seduction, and assigned Jasmine the role of a lady of the court intent upon marriage. They fluted and trilled and made delicate hand gestures and posturings to underline sentiments of such outrageous insincerity that the others laughed aloud, except for Thewson who only watched them in studied incomprehension. Jaer was glad to forget his own thoughts in watching their silliness, the two in appearance so different yet as much alike in manner as brother and sister or at least two weaned at the same tit.

Then late, as the sun sank toward the forest over their left shoulders, Medlo resolved to try Leona’s plan to send possible pursuers away from their trail. He turned to Jaer, tugging at his sleeve to evoke velvet and lace, as he had done in his role as gentleman of Rhees. ‘Jaer, dear boy,’ he twittered. ‘Up ahead is the town of Yenner-po-tau, which you’d have no reason to know, dear boy, is a most
inappropriate
place for warriors and people of violence. Oh, most inappropriate, dear love.’

Since Medlo and Jasmine had been whispering together for the last half hour, Jaer had been expecting something of the kind. ‘What do you want me to do about it, Medlo?’

‘Oh, simply think about the town, dear boy. How exquisite it is, with its tiny porcelain houses set in the lovely wee gardens. Quite jewel-like and lovely. You would do well there, love. As a gardener, we think. Come let Jasmine and me tell you all about it—such a dear, sweet little place.’

Sighing ruefully, Jaer walked beside them. Evidently both Jasmine and Medlo had visited the town – or created it out of their imaginations – for they trilled endless details about it into Jaer’s uninterested ears. All in all, Jaer felt it sounded better than Anisfale, but he had done enough gardening with Ephraim and Nathan out of necessity not to feel passionate about more of it. By the time night had come, however, and the strips of goat meat had been hung again in the smoke of a fire which they watched contentedly, Jaer was at least willing to accept that he could be a little man with a short-handled hoe who went about the porcelain village cultivating flowers. As he drifted into sleep he heard the mannered, musical voices of Jasmine and Medlo telling him who he was.

He was Pah-bau, gardener, walking under the sweetness of flowering trees, standing with other villagers in the evening to watch the colours of the sunset and calling them i-dau, smoky pink, and i-chau, silver pink, and sanu-dan-do, the colour of bruised sky. He was Pah-bau, in the village of peace, a worker in the fields of tranquility, and he rejoiced in the feel of the soft wind filtered through massed barriers of trees.

But storm came. He dreamed storm. Clouds came, heavy and ominous, with sagging bottoms, black udders swollen from the weight of rain. Lightning came. Darkness came. The people fled, and Jaer found herself alone in the forest, a voice from the sky calling implacably, Tell me where you are.’ Jaer would not answer, began to run, but the horror pursued. The gryphon was there again, plucking her out of the storm as a flower is plucked up by a grazing beast.

She woke, held tight in Leona’s arms, with Terascouros throwing wood onto the fire while Thewson circled the edge of the firelight, listening.

Terascouros turned toward her, shrilling, ‘So you could not stay in the little town they made for you?’

‘Indeed.’ The old woman was suddenly as though younger by an accession of anger. ‘Why was I not told you had this habit of switching about, boy to girl? This isn’t the first time.’

Jaer was shivering uncontrollably. ‘As long as I was the little man, it was all right. But I – I – something
knew’

‘No,’ said Jaer weakly. ‘There was no reason to say anything-’

‘There was good reason not to,’ grated Medlo. ‘It was none of your business.’

‘Mine!’ she shouted. ‘Mine, more than any!’ She stood taller, her old body stretching upward, hair breaking from its loose knot to fly about her like smoke. ‘It has been my business for fifteen years, fifteen years of listening, wandering, listening, running, sitting silent, getting away when they hunted, telling fortunes, reading visions, hiding outside filthy enclaves, avoiding filthy villages. It has been my business since you were born!’

She was in a perfect rage. Thewson was trying to listen to something far off, and he tried to shush her. It did no good.

‘Sixteen years ago she came, Mute Mawen, of the Sisterhood, to tell us the one we waited for would soon be born. Signed us, that is, for she could not speak, would not write. Always strange she was. Talked to birds, talked with little animals. Came back and signed us that the one would be born
soon, soon
. Didn’t say where, when, just soon. Who believed that? Some might have if not for Sybil, but Sybil put an end to that. Then she was gone, and I heard the baby crying in the far dark, one time. Two times. Each time the cry came, something else would come, bigger, stronger, hideous and oily, saying “Tell me where you are!” Then nothing. No more crying. Nothing. Old Terascouros couldn’t just sit and sing. No. No, she had to go out in the world and find it, search it out.
Fifteen years
and you say it was none of my business?’

Thewson shook his head in frustration, came up behind her and took hold of her as though she were an old fragile doll. He lifted her gently, sat her down, stroked her arm. ‘Now, grandmother, now. This Jaer is a strange one, surely. Wa’osu the strange one you seek, wa’osu not that one. Do not be evil at us for not knowing what thing you look for. Now, tell us quietly, for there is something far in the trees which listens.’

Terascouros took a deep breath, shuddering, the cords of her neck and shoulders twisting, jaw clenched. Then she collapsed, fell into herself all at once. ‘Oh, how can I tell you? We in the Sisterhood are taught that in the time of the River of Hanar, the way will be found by Ahl di lasurra sai – the “one who finds the direction.” Centuries now of darkness with the darkness spreading. Towers of Separation built everywhere. Every street full of black robes, walls ever higher, groups ever smaller, languages changing, growing smaller, more secret so that fewer can speak together. Less laughter, less joy. Hatred growing, and malice, and pain. Our prophecy says that the Ahl di will be not male nor female only, will come from the west, in the time of Hanar, which is
now
. Oh, it must be now or the world will die of this blackness….’

‘But you don’t mean me,’ pleaded Jaer. ‘I know all about the Towers and the rest of it. Nathan and Ephraim said it was terrible, but they couldn’t do anything about it. I can’t. No one can.’

The old woman was crying, tears running down her cheeks to gleam like crystal in the firelight. ‘Someone must.’

Thewson’s head came up sharply, as did Leona’s. The dogs growled deep in their throats. Far off, very distance but clear, was the sound of one harsh voice calling to another. Thewson grabbed up his spear and scattered the fire with his feet. ‘Quickly,’ he whispered. ‘Be still.’

He picked Terascouros up under one arm, took an armload of their blankets and vanished like a shadow into the forest. Leona gathered things up and was gone, beckoning them to hide quickly. Medlo and Jasmine fled away, trailing their packs, leaving one or two things that Jaer caught up with her.

‘I’m always running away,’ Jaer thought. ‘Always. I don’t know why they hunt me, but I run. Like an animal afraid of hunters. Like a mouse afraid of the owl. Does the mouse ever think to reason with the owl, say “Why me?” or “Explain this strange appetite you have for mouse?” Do I dare face these faceless creatures coming this way? After me? Why me? Why? I do not know why, and yet I believe it, and I am frightened. My heart is beating like a drum.’ She struggled into a thick copse of young trees, huddled under the blanket and prayed to be invisible. She could hear movement away to her left, a twanging string. Medlo had caught his jangle on something. She wanted to laugh hysterically, but only buried her face in her arms and tried not to breathe loudly.

Out in the clearing the scattered coals opened slow, fiery eyes against the darkness, then lidded them into black once more. The sounds came closer. There was a cautious prowling, a shadowy skulking, a muttered curse as someone laid naked skin upon a live coal. The night stretched over all like thick draperies, softening sound.

After what seemed a long time, Jaer stood up and moved out of the copse, leaning wearily against one of the trees while the leaves shivered around her. The hand that fell on her shoulder came out of shadow. For a moment she did not even realize it was there. When she knew it, finally, for what it was, she screamed.

From the trees the others heard it. Leona and Thewson, as though they had been one person, lunged out of hiding at a full run, thrashing through the underbush toward the echoes of that scream. Medlo struggled out of his hiding place and blundered after them, but the darkness hid the way they had gone, opened alleyways of shadow down which he ran, this way and that. Terascouros simply pressed her face into the mold of the forest floor and wept.

They met finally in the clearing, to find it empty. Those who had taken Jaer had gone as silently as an owl’s flight is made out of darkness into darkness. They could find nothing. There was no sound but an endless soft cursing as Thewson queried his gods without waiting for their answers.

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

THE GRYPHON

Year 1168-Winter

When it was light enough to see, they searched the clearing and into the depths of the forest. Thewson found the place where horses had been tied, some dozen of them, and he followed the tracks away to the east, returning to say that Jaer had been taken toward Murgin, whether alive or dead he did not know.

Terascouros had scrabbled a few sticks together into a pallid fire, and they sat about it staring, as though they might find in the flames a vision of whet should be done next, with the old woman muttering, ‘My fault, and thine, and mine again. You, Medlo, for seeing in Jaer a shadow of someone you loved, and you, Jasmine, for seeing your child, and you, Leona, for seeing someone else again, and Thewson, for seeing a mystery he searched for, and I, for seeing another mystery, and all of us for not thinking of her, Jaer, him. Oh, I tell you, we have done evilly this night….’

Leona said coldly, ‘Dommai, werai, mimai, topar k’dom-meto. In the Fales we say, “Magicians speak only of shadows, silence, and sorrow.” ‘

‘I am no magician. If I were a magician, I would become a whirlwind and go to rescue the child.’

‘So let us become a whirlwind. I loved once. A girl who was soft and gentle, sweet-voiced when she sang on the moors. She was taken away without her consent and has died of it since, I think. He who took her did not care for her. She was a thing, nothing more, made for the breeding of sons and the weaving of cloth. So they have taken Jaer. A thing. Made for some strange purpose they have. What I did not know to do when Fabla was taken, I will do now. Come, old woman. Let us go north for a time.

‘And you,’ she said, turning to the others, ‘go with Thewson to the place they have taken Jaer. Do not try to go into the city. Instead find a hidden place in the forest nearby, and wait for me in the last edge of dead trees as near to the west of the city as you can come. I want one of the black robes. Get me one. Do not try to make it talk, because it will not. But get me one and it will talk with me when I return.’ These directions were firmly given to Medlo and Jasmine as though Leona expected total obedience, and neither of them argued with her as she set her pack upon her shoulders and led Terascouros away, calling to the dogs as she went.