ceiling over the captain’s bunk cast
obsidian shadows on the mahogany
walls. The wind whimpered through the
open window and an occasional flash of
lightning illumined the darkness in the
distance.
Sitting opposite Thomas Sexton,
Constance dared not utter a sound. She
scanned the room, settling her gaze upon
the bunk where she’d lost the only thing
she had left to give — her virginity, if
Thomas was to be believed.
Heat flooded her cheeks. Careful
not to hint at her thoughts, she lifted her
gaze from her plate. Food was the
farthest thing from her mind right now,
even though her stomach rebelled,
growling loudly. She was acutely aware
of the captain, and to her relief, he
appeared to ignore her. Occasionally, he
glanced up, pointed at her plate and then
focused on thrusting as much food as he
possibly could into his mouth.
Constance toyed with her fork,
turning it over and over between her
fingers. The cold, unforgiving metal
reminded her of the unbending will of
the man sitting before her.
Remember the heat between us
when you’re cold and aching with
want.
The fork clanged to the tabletop
with a resonant bang. Instantly alert, the
captain peered over the rim of his wine
glass. “Too weak to feed yourself?”
Her eyes narrowed. “I’m not
hungry, after all,” she said.
“You cannot find anything here to
your liking?”
She swallowed hard. “No,” she
whispered, heat suffusing her cheeks.
“What is it you desire then?”
He rose from his chair. His eyes
gleamed wickedly. He did not hide
behind pretenses like Burton. He didn’t
serve his country like Guffald. His
formfitting breeches and open shirt left
little to the imagination. Her heart
thrummed in her chest, nearly taking
away her breath. God in heaven, this
pirate was going to be the death of her
yet.
• • •
many nights since the
Octavia
sank, he’d
stayed away from her for one reason and
one reason only, her protection. After the
debacle with Frink and now with a
traitor aboard, he couldn’t afford to
leave her alone. But being this close to
her tempted him beyond reason. Devil
take him, when he was with her, he
forgot about Frink, Whistler, the fox,
Celeste, and Josiah Cane. What he felt
now, with her, was something he dared
not explore, but desired to more than
anything else. He’d never before
experienced need this strong. God in
heaven, he wanted her. He wanted what
she represented — purity, strength,
goodness.
Damn him!
Crossing the distance between
them, he knelt on one knee and gently
caressed the side of her face. “Does this
appeal to you?”
“No,” she answered, turning away
from him, denying him an honest
reaction.
“Does this appeal to you?” he
asked, lifting her to her feet. He leaned
her head back in his hands and bent
down to brush his lips against hers. She
did not fight him.
“No,” she whimpered, her half-
lidded green eyes igniting.
“How about this?” he asked,
leaning down, kissing her with wine-
laced lips, deepening the kiss until she
responded by putting her hands around
his shoulders.
That was all the encouragement he
needed.
• • •
possible to drown in a kiss? Her knees
responded, weakening beneath her as
she reveled in the feel of Thomas’s lips
against her own. Effortlessly, his tongue
slipped into her mouth and curiosity
exploded within her as her tongue
parried his. His wine-laced kiss, his
gentle
touch,
was
hypnotic,
unforgettable. Why didn’t she fight him?
Try as she might to remember, she
couldn’t recall his hands ever roaming
down her back, to her hips, pulling her
closer than ever to the bold reminder
that he was a man in his prime. They had
already slept together. If that was the
case, why didn’t her body recall him?
Cautious
and
feeling
completely
scandalous, Constance yielded to his
exploring hands. She wanted to be
comforted. She wanted to feel loved.
She ached to understand what her body
wanted, needed, and she gave herself
freely, embracing him with a restless
fire, moaning, leaning into him, wanting
to savor everything about him, wanting
to remember what it felt like to be in a
real man’s arms. Without this, she would
never know. He was taking her back to
London, to her father — to Burton, to a
world in which she would never truly
live.
She made no move to resist Thomas
as he lifted her into his arms and carried
her over to the bunk. In one fluid motion,
he deposited her on the bed and lowered
himself over her, covering her with his
lengthy form. Again he kissed her,
delving his tongue into her mouth,
siphoning her strength. If she’d wanted
to resist him, the time had long passed.
Instinctively, she pulled him close,
squeezing her eyes closed to blot out the
knowledge that giving herself to him was
wrong. She was playing with fire. But
he’d
saved
her
life
and
her
determination to make love to a real
man, rather than be pawed by an
undesirable lout, closed off her doubts.
Images flashed before her eyes, her
torn shift lying on the floor, waking up in
a pirate’s bed — naked. Thomas’s own
admission led her to believe that she
was no longer virginal and therefore had
nothing to lose. It served no purpose to
act coy when every fiber of her being
wanted to draw him in.
He teased her and did so well,
weaving his fingers through her hair,
palming her body with his hands,
increasing her agony with every stroke.
Then he drew back.
“No,” she cried.
“Are you certain?”
She nodded and he began to remove
her clothes, one garment at a time.
Instinctively, she wanted to hide from
him, to retain the barriers that had kept
them apart, but, amazingly, she felt no
embarrassment. Every inch of her
wanted to know him as if they were the
only two people in the world.
“You’re beautiful,” he said. His
eyes devoured her hungrily. He moved
off the bed and disrobed, his gaze never
abandoning hers, and she took in the
sight of him, every amazing inch of him.
“You’re definitely a real man,” she
teased, though she had no experience
with the alternative.
He eased himself down upon her,
wasting no time. He teased her lips with
his mouth, his mustache and beard. He
trailed kisses along her jaw until she
shivered with delight. While he did so,
his fingers moved to cup her breast,
kneading, tweaking her nipple until she
moaned and arched into him, wanting,
needing more. Her body was a kindling
flame. And just when she thought she
might succumb to the heat, his probing
fingers found the juncture between her
thighs and slipped inside, stroking,
creating
a
throbbing
need
that
crescendoed until she quaked.
“You’re almost ready, Constance.”
“Almost?” She gasped with need.
“Almost,” he promised.
He slipped his knee between her
thighs. “I promise to be gentle.”
She had no time to think as he eased
inside her and then stopped. Pain knifed
through her core. She cried out.
“Shhh,”
he
whispered.
“It’ll
subside, little blossom.” He stroked her
hair, murmuring promises. Then he
moved slowly at first, until a mounting
inferno blazed within her and she bucked
up to meet him. “Hang on to me,” he
said. “Don’t let go.”
He moved in rhythm, stroking her
inside and out. A part of her was dying
and she understood the ramifications.
She’d thrown away her innocence, an
innocence she’d already thought lost.
“Look at me, Constance,” he urged
her. When she refused, he kissed her
forehead and cheek, until she turned her
mouth to meet his. Ever so slowly, she
found her hips mimicking his thrusts,
forging a natural rhythm that surprised
her.
“Look at me,” he ordered on a
ragged breath. His raw, urgent plea
tugged her heart. She opened her eyes.
Obeying him came easily as her hands
clawed his flesh, reveling in the
contours of his muscular arms, sliding
down his skin toward his hips before he
stopped her and moved her hands over
her head.
He labored to speak. “Let me show
you … how good I can be.”
He’d lied to her. He was her enemy
and, yet, her savior. And now she was
no longer a victim. “Show me,” she
panted. “Show … me.”
Thomas
deepened
his
kisses,
pressing her into the bed with his
weight. Constance wanted to absorb
every inch of him, to climb the summit of
desire with him until nothing else
mattered.
“Thomas!”
At the sound of his name, Thomas
plunged deeper, his movements faster
and faster until she reached the pinnacle
and climaxed. Almost simultaneously, he
stiffened above her and groaned. He lay
over her for a time and not wanting to be
parted, she wrapped her legs about his
waist to hold him close. Finally, when
their breathing synced, he rose up on his
elbows and gazed down at her. Tension
lined his face. She smiled shyly. But then
his gaze hardened.
In one swift movement, he rolled
off of her to sprawl lazily on his back.
Befuddled, not knowing what a man and
woman did after coupling, Constance
cuddled against his side and placed her
head on his shoulder. She knew he
wasn’t what she needed. He was a
pirate. Men like him did not make
attachments. Men like him did not need
or want women like her.
When she returned home, she
would be forced to deal with reality and
a gilded cage. Until then, she would
enjoy the freedom of being in Thomas’s
arms. Twirling her fingers across his
chest, she let her adventurous digits trail
a path down his rippled abdomen.
Bolder now, her eyes followed her
fingers until she caught sight of his
arousal. He grabbed her errant fingers,
raised them to his lips and kissed them,
and then turned her over onto her back.
“You can’t mean to — ”
“Aye, Constance. I do.”
CHAPTER
EIGHT
Lord Burton descended from his landau,
tapped his cane on the ground, and
looked up at the Duke of Throckmorton’s
manor house with a frown of contempt.
Perusing the property with a skeptical
eye,
he
appraised
its
Georgian
architecture
and
small,
whimsical
garden. The home had its merits and it
was his deepest desire to make it a
glorious addition to his portfolio when
the time presented itself.
Byron
Danbury,
Duke
of
Throckmorton, was nothing more than a
means to an end. A gentleman of good
breeding, it was pitiful he had to ruin the
man in order to get what he wanted —
land and the dutiful daughter who’d
fallen into his conniving hands. Her
mother’s death educed public sympathy.
Now the little victim, the darling of the
ton, would bring him accelerated
acclaim.
Indeed, he had plans for Lady
Constance. No matter her complaints,
she would become his wife in every