âYou told me that Ninian and Meggie were missing,' Rohaise said slowly. âThen Rosamund turns up, in the company of the king and this other man who was also wounded, and the two men are attacked by a man who has a woman with him.'
âSo you're saying this madman, as the deputy called him, must therefore be Ninian?' Leofgar made an impatient sound. âIt's quite a conclusion to draw on slim evidence, Rohaise.'
Rohaise was pacing up and down. âYes, I know,' she snapped. âBut you must admit that the description could be him.'
âIt could be a hundred men, as the deputy pointed out!' Leofgar flashed back. Then, seeing his wife's distraught face, he went over to her and took her in his arms.
âI'm probably wrong,' she whispered, âbut what if I'm not? If it is Ninian, and if he's on the run because he attacked the king and his companion, then there's one place he might come . . . and that's right here.'
Leofgar nodded. âBecause he wouldn't leave without seeing Little Helewise.'
âThey love each other, Leofgar!' Rohaise said passionately. âShe lives and breathes for him, and I pray he
does
come to see her! It would break her heart if he went without a word.'
Leofgar knew she was right. He had watched the love grow between his daughter and Josse's adopted son and, until this day, he had welcomed and encouraged it. Ninian was a fine man and, as Rohaise had just said, Little Helewise, mature for her sixteen years, adored him.
Yes, Ninian â if the fugitive was in fact Ninian â would almost certainly come to the Old Manor. Oh, dear Lord, and tomorrow the deputy and his men would be searching the very route a man travelling from Hawkenlye to the Old Manor would follow!
Another thought struck him and he groaned aloud.
âWhat is it?'
He stared down into his wife's anxious face. âThe king,' he said simply. âIf he does decide to make the planned visit here on his way back to London, he may well arrive to find the man he is searching right on our doorstep.'
Rohaise wrested herself out of his arms and resumed her pacing. âI don't want him here!' she said, very softly but with surprising venom. âThey tell such tales of him, Leofgar, and now there's been this frightful business with Rosamund, and she's a
child
, God help us, and he likes them young andâ'
Gently, Leofgar caught her in his arms again, stopping the wild words with a kiss. It was dangerous to speak in such a way of the king, even in your own house. You never knew who might be listening. âSweetheart, I know full well what they say,' he whispered in her ear.
Gradually, she calmed, her breathing slowing down and the rapid beating of her heart, which he could feel as he pressed her against him, returning to normal.
âWhat would you have me do?' he asked her gently.
She looked up into his eyes. The ghost of a smile touched her mouth. âYou already know, don't you?'
He smiled back. âI do have an idea,' he said. âIt may well be the same as yours, for it seems to me it would solve both our problems.'
â
I
think we must get Little Helewise away from here,' she said. âTake her to stay with Dominic and Paradisa, over at New Winnowlands. If anyone asks where she is, we can say she's gone to see her cousin Rosamund to comfort her after her ordeal.'
âWhich will not only get her out of this house if the king should honour us with his presence, but in additionâ'
âIn addition, if it
is
Ninian who is being hunted, and if he tries to see her before he leaves the area, he won't come looking for her in the very place where the deputy and his men are hunting for him!' she finished triumphantly.
He thought it through. There was only one problem, which was how they would let Ninian know that Little Helewise was no longer at the Old Manor. He would, he decided, deal with that once his daughter was safe.
Leofgar watched as, with quiet efficiency, his wife set about preparing a pack for Little Helewise of the things she would need for an indefinite stay away from home. It was late now, and he saw, with a stab of compassion, how tired she was. It seemed that it was only nervous energy that kept her going. She is not strong, he thought, looking at her with love. She hides it well, but she is too easily thrown when bad things happen.
Rohaise announced she was ready. Leofgar crept along to the small room where Little Helewise lay sleeping and, with a gentle touch, shook her awake. Putting his finger to his lips, he whispered, âSomething has happened. Get dressed and come along to the hall, where your mother and I will be waiting. Put on your warmest clothes and your heavy boots.'
True child of the Warins that she was, his daughter absorbed the shock with a brief nod and instantly set about doing what he had said. Shortly afterwards, she came softly along the passage to join her parents in the hall. Leofgar studied her. She was willowy and tall â all the Warins were tall â and, although she had her mother's beautiful creamy skin, she was not as pale as Rohaise. Also inherited from her mother was her hair: rich, dark brown, thick and heavy. Now, for convenience, she had bundled it up under a soft felt hat that belonged to her brother.
Leofgar put his hands on her shoulders and told her everything. Her first response, on hearing what Ninian was accused of, was to shake her head. âHe is not a killer,' she said with calm conviction. âHe would raise his weapon to protect someone he loved, or who was defenceless, and, naturally, if anyone attacked him he would fight back. But that is his right.'
Leofgar nodded. âYes, I know.'
She looked up at him. Her clear grey eyes, so like those of the grandmother she had been named for, were huge in the candlelight. âYou will not try to make me give him up, Father?'
He hesitated. âI do notâ' he began.
âIt depends what happens!' Rohaise interrupted passionately. âIf he's arrested and tried, you may have to! The king is powerful and vengeful, and if we are known to support a man who attacked him and two of his lords, leaving one dead, then it would be the end of us, too!'
She was weeping. Leofgar made a move towards her, but she fended him off. Beside him he sensed his daughter straighten her back and raise her chin.
âI will not abandon Ninian,' Little Helewise said quietly. âFather, if we are to make our journey under cover of night, we had better be on our way.'
He watched as she went to her mother, taking Rohaise in a hug and whispering something in her ear. Rohaise suppressed a sob, and then Little Helewise gently disengaged herself. âDon't worry,' she said, smiling. âDominic and Paradisa will take good care of me.'
She caught Leofgar's eye, and together they left the hall. Leofgar had prepared their horses, and very soon they were cantering across the dark, silent countryside.
Josse stood in his courtyard, every muscle tense.
A large bay horse materialized out of the shadows under the trees. It was being led by a tall man with a girl walking beside him, and the girl led a grey mare. With joy, Josse recognized both the man and the girl, sheathing his knife and running to greet them. âWe'll put your horses in the stables,' he said to Leofgar, leading the way, âthen the two of you must both come inside and get warm.' Leofgar began to speak, but Josse hushed him. âNot here,' he said quietly. âWait till we're in the house.'
A short time later, having prepared hot, spiced wine for his guests and poked up the fire, Josse sat back and digested what Leofgar had told him. âI understand why you have brought her away from the Old Manor,' he began, âbut I don'tâ'
Leofgar, who had briefly relaxed, suddenly sat upright again. âI have to go!' he exclaimed. âIt must by now be very late, and I have to be back home by early morning.' He leaned closer to Josse. âIt would be better if nobody knows of this mission,' he added. âWith any luck, Little Helewise's absence won't be noticed straight away, and we can be vague about when she left.'
âAye, I appreciate the need for secrecy,' Josse said. âBut what's puzzling me is why, having planned to go to New Winnowlands, you've turned up here.' He turned to Little Helewise. âAm I to take you on to Dominic and Paradisa in the morning, sweetheart?' He was very fond of Helewise's elder granddaughter.
Little Helewise exchanged a slightly guilty look with her father. Then, turning to Josse, she said, âNo, Josse. I'll stay here, if you'll have me.' She took a breath, and it seemed to him that her face flushed slightly. âIt's just that we told Mother I would be at New Winnowlands, and it's better if she thinks that's where I am. That way, only Father, you, your household and I know where I really am.'
Then he understood. Rohaise's husband and daughter, knowing that, under provocation, she might inadvertently give away too much, were quietly making sure she couldn't. And, for all that he could appreciate that the subterfuge was necessary, he could also see that it hurt.
He got up, went across to Little Helewise and took her hand. âOf course we'll have you. As soon as we've seen your father on his way, I'll take you along to your grandmother's quarters and she'll make up a bed for you.' He turned to Leofgar. âDon't worry. We'll look after her.'
He thought, as, hand in hand with Little Helewise, he watched Leofgar ride off, how thrilled her grandmother was going to be to see her.
Josse walked along the short corridor to the chamber he had made his own. He sank down on his bed, took off his boots and tunic and slipped beneath the covers. As at last he closed his eyes and relaxed into sleep, his last thought was the fervent hope that Ninian was warm enough . . .
TWELVE
I
n his hiding place, Ninian stirred in his sleep and woke. Still groggy, he focused his mind on the message he had to send, concentrating on the image he was trying to impart. He brought Josse to mind, visualizing him lying deeply asleep, and gently attempted to introduce the vivid image into his dreams.
He and Meggie could sometimes communicate in that way, although it was haphazard and only worked intermittently. They practised regularly, and Meggie was sure they were improving. Would it work with someone who was not of Joanna's extraordinary blood? Would it work with Josse?
Ninian fervently hoped so.
When Ninian had obeyed Meggie's fierce command and run away from the fight up by the chapel, he'd had no idea of where he would go, other than that it was undoubtedly best to stay within the great forest. He had first encountered it when he was a child, a fugitive with his mother and on the run from a cousin of hers whose plans for Joanna and her son were not at all to Joanna's taste. There had been several years when he had lived a very different life, but a decade ago he had come back. Since Josse had adopted him and they had all gone to live in the House in the Woods, Ninian's knowledge of the wildwood and everything that lived within it had grown until it was almost as great as his half sister's.
Without even thinking about it, he knew as he'd fled that it was the obvious place for a man like him to hide.
To begin with, the overriding necessity had been to get away. As soon as he was some distance from the chapel he had deliberately slowed right down. A running man could not help but leave tracks because, for one thing, his headlong flight tended to break branches and flatten undergrowth and, for another, if you were racing along you could not see where you were putting your feet, and it was all too easy to leave footprints in muddy patches.
In the depths of the dense woodland, Ninian had moved silent and light-footed as a shadow. The immediate danger was past, and so he had turned his mind to what he was going to do. He had wounded a great lord and in all likelihood killed another. He heard Meggie's words in his head:
if he's dead they'll make sure you hang
.
He did not want to die. Life was sweet, and he was not ready yet to leave it.
Having decided that, he began to make plans. Get far away, preferably across the Channel. Yes, that was good. He would need his horse, some good, weatherproof garments, some food supplies. Some money. None of those could he acquire except from his home, so he would have to make contact with the household. Well, he would have to do that anyway, for to leave England without saying goodbye was impossible. He pictured Josse and Meggie, and then an image of Little Helewise's lovely face gently took their place.
Before he could be undermined by his emotions, he deliberately closed them away in a corner of his mind and returned to the practicalities.
He wondered how grave the accusations against him were. Was he exaggerating the danger? Would they listen if he said that both lords had advanced on him, each bearing arms, and his actions had been purely in self defence? They might. But what if they did not? He shook his head fiercely. Oh, but it was hard, not knowing the outcome of the fight.
He had drawn close to the little hut where his mother and Meggie had lived. He had not been aware of heading that way, and he wondered if perhaps his mother's spirit had tugged at him. He stopped under the trees at the edge of the clearing and, trying to empty his mind as Meggie had taught him, he waited. There was a faint whisper, as if a soft breeze had swirled up from the ground around him, and he found that he was smiling. Then it â she â was gone.
Meggie was not at the hut, but he had not expected her to be. Some time had passed since the fight, but he guessed she was still involved with the wounded men, probably down at the abbey by now. But somebody was there.
As he approached, the door opened and Tiphaine said, âYou'd better come in and tell me what's happened.'
She made him sit down by the fire, and swiftly she made a hot drink for him. It was some herbal concoction that had the effect of swiftly soothing him, so that he was able to tell his tale calmly.