The Sandalwood Princess (16 page)

It was not happening.

Her trapped hands knotted into fists, and she squirmed against the unrelenting snare of his body, only to strike muscle and heat. Shocked to the core, she shuddered and ceased struggling.

She didn’t know what to do. And then she didn’t want to do anything, because the insistent pressure of his mouth eased. The kiss grew gentler, more coaxing... and more dangerous. Far more dangerous, for he tasted of the sea, yet more of himself, and that was sweet and heady like opium. Her lips answered and, like a drug, the taste and scent of him stole through her in a stream of languorous warmth that sapped the strength from her muscles and left longing in its wake.

Her hands opened against his coat, crept up the sea-tinged wool to his shoulders, and on, to curl around his neck. The air was filled with the salt sea, and with the scent of him, of smoke and spicy soap, and she needed into the warmth and the strength of him. It wasn’t happening. It was a dream. She’d dreamt it before.

Helplessly, her muscles answered every light pressure of his hands, turning into each caress as though his touch were music. Mad, sweet music, irresistible. She became a serpent in his arms, a cobra moving to some enchanted flute. Dark and dangerous the spell, too, for at its edges something wild waited.

His fingers tangled in her hair. His tongue, cool and feather light, teased her lips, tempting and tantalising until they parted.

The waiting, wild demon sprang then, and the dream became another world, fierce and dark and hungry. His tongue invaded and demanded, sending fiery shocks through her. Her fingers tightened about his neck, while her body strained against his, and her heart raced so she thought it would burst from her.

His lips left hers to trail teasing kisses upon her brow, then down along the bones of her cheek, and on to her neck and the hollows of her ear, where he lingered to torment until she moaned. Then his mouth found hers again, and drank possessively, while his hands dragged from her shoulders down the length of her body to her waist and hips, moulding her to him.

That was when it crackled within her, the fear. She heard a low, choked cry—her own. Yet it was not happening. It was a dream.

He broke the kiss, but his hands moved to clasp her waist tightly. His breathing was laboured, as hers was. When he spoke, his voice was low, hoarse.

“I really... don’t want... to let you go,” he said, striving for breath between words. “But you are driving me mad and...” His eyes were dark, hot, intent. Damp tendrils clung to his forehead. The hands at her waist gripped harder.

Numbly, she looked about her.
Not a dream. Good Gad.

She snatched her hands from his neck.

“Stay with me,” he whispered.

She pushed frantically, then pulled at his fingers, trying to loosen his grip of her waist. “Let me go,” she gasped. “Please. Oh, Lord, please let me go.”

He exhaled a long sigh and his hands released her.

Tears sprang to her eyes. “I’m sorry,” she blurted out. “I didn’t mean—oh—” Then she fled.

Philip watched her slip away into the shadows, and willed himself not to pursue her. He couldn’t bring her back. Even the Falcon could not swoop down and make off with this prize. He smiled ruefully. Make off where? He hadn’t any place to take her. What had he thought—that he might ravish her here, on the deck, in some dark corner amid the casks and ropes?
Idiot.

He returned to his eternal position at the rail and stared down at the water.

Any lingering doubts he’d entertained had vanished the instant he’d kissed her. She was innocent. Her mouth had told him so. Hers was not the response of a practised se
ductress-—he’d had enough of that kind to know—but of the child she partly was, utterly untutored in lovemaking.

Shocked, he’d very nearly stopped it as soon as it had begun. Another moment’s struggle, surely, and he’d have released her, for unwilling women were not to his taste. He would have stopped it, certainly, were it not for those confiding hands, creeping up to his neck, and were it not for her ripe, trusting mouth’s willingness to follow his lead. That had quite undone him.

She’d succumbed too quickly, and so sweetly. Her slim, beautiful body had curved so naturally and so warmly to his. He’d wanted to wrap her around him, to lose himself in her erotic innocence, even as he taught her.

Oh, he’d lost himself all right, in needless torment. He knew perfectly well he couldn’t seduce a naive gentlewoman, yet that was exactly what he’d commenced to do. The temptation had been, quite simply, quite completely, irresistible.

Even now, his heartbeats refused to steady. Even now, the taste of her mouth, of her skin, lingered, along with the scent of patchouli and the sweet heat of her slim body. He glanced down at his fingers, white-knuckled, clutching the rail.

He told himself it was but a kiss. A prolonged one, admittedly, but at most no more than a passionate embrace. He’d embraced countless women, Asian as well as European, and bedded scores of them. This painful arousal was simply the result of seven months’ enforced abstinence.

Tomorrow he’d be free of this accursed ship, and of her, and there would be other women. He could buy half a dozen tomorrow, in Portsmouth. He need simply endure this one night, a few hours, and it would be over at last.

Accordingly, since only a few hours remained, the intrepid Falcon headed for the forecasde, with the very sensible intention of drinking them away.

Amanda felt reasonably steady by the time she entered
the cabin, though she rested her back against the closed door for a moment.

Mrs. Gales looked up from her needlework. A shadow of concern swept her calm countenance, and she rose.

“Are you ill, my dear?” She crossed the cabin to take Amanda’s arm.

“N-no.”

“You were above?”

“Y-yes. Talking to Mr. Brentick. I thought it best to— to keep him occupied.”

“Poor dear, you must have been quite uneasy.”

“I’m fine,” Amanda said. Her glance flew to the cot, where Bella lay, snoring. “Is
she
all right?”

“Certainly. It was only a bit of laudanum, after all, and I’m sure she was careful how much she drank.”

“And Padji?”

“He carried her in, men said he was going above,” Mrs. Gales answered, as composedly as though Padji’s carrying in an unconscious Bella were an everyday event. “He did not want to be absent overlong.”

“D-did he get it?”

“I presume so. He was grinning like a naughty boy.”

“Where is it?” Amanda’s legs would support her no longer. Shakily, she lowered herself onto the banquette.

“I don’t know. He only put her on the cot and left, with that smug grin on his face.”

Never one to waste words herself, when action was more efficient, Mrs. Gales quickly found her brandy flask and pressed it into Amanda’s hand. “There’s no more to be done now, my dear,” she said gently, “and no point in worrying. Have a sip. You’ll feel better. Then you must try to get some sleep. We have an anxious morning ahead of us, I daresay.”

Philip did not
return to the cabin until shortly before daybreak. Getting dead drunk had taken an unconscionably long time.

He’d scarcely fallen asleep when a cannon blast shot him upright, and twin blasts of pain shot through his eyeballs. He gazed wildly about. Seeing no evidence of destruction, he finally realised that what he’d heard was some inconsiderate brute banging on the door and shouting.

Philip dragged himself from the mattress. An anchor had, apparently, fallen repeatedly upon his head, and his mouth was redolent of low tide. He’d not brought himself to so revolting a state in years.

The knocking and shouting recommenced with renewed vigour. Philip staggered to the door and unlocked it.

One of the mates with whom he’d dissipated stood in the passage looking abominably fresh and alert.

“Time to be off,” the mate announced. “Captain’s on fire to be gone, and I better warn you—in his mood he’s not like to give you more than a quarter-hour.”

Philip bit back a profane retort. The commander had not taken yestereve’s last-minute request well. In wartime, East India men customarily stopped at Portsmouth, for they travelled in convoy. England was not at war at the moment, however. The wind having risen briskly, Captain Blayton had adamantly refused to make the unscheduled stop.

Philip had been forced to invoke the Marquess of
Hedgrave’s power and, this receiving scant respect, had finally thrust the last of the documents into the captain’s hands. According to these, Messrs Wringle and Brentick were on a secret government mission. Captain Blayton at last, and with very ill grace, had consented to drop his unwelcome passengers at Portsmouth. Evidently, that meant he would drop them into the harbour if they could not disembark within the next fifteen minutes.

“A quarter-hour it is, then,” Philip said. He fumbled in his coat – in which he’d slept, or tried to sleep —and found his purse. He thrust a pile of coins into the mate’s hand, asking for help with the baggage.

The hefty bribe elicited the assistance of four strong seamen, which was fortunate, as it turned out, for Jessup proved to be in worse state than his master. A brawny sailor had to carry him down the ladder onto the boat waiting to take them ashore. Throughout the short trip, Jessup’s head hung miserably over the rowboat’s side.

After depositing their passengers and flinging their belongings haphazardly about them, the crew members hopped back into their boat and rowed feverishly for the
Evelina.

Jessup dutifully took up one carpetbag. Clutching it with both hands, he managed to stagger about three feet. Then he slumped down upon a trunk and gazed wearily about while Philip took his own throbbing head and aching body in search of transportation.

Some hours later, after being jolted in a stinking coach from one low hostelry to another – and arguing with the driver at each stop – the two were at last comfortably disposed in the large chambers of a commodious inn.

Jessup immediately fell upon his bed, where he sprawled, groaning.

Philip glared at him. “What the devil’s the matter with you? You weren’t up roistering with the rest of us, and you seemed well enough all yesterday.” His eyes narrowed. “May I take it Miss Jones stopped in for one of her visits?’’

Jessup moaned.

“What in blazes did the wench do to you?”

“Nuthin’, guv.” Jessup dragged his hand over his face. “Leastways, I don’t remember. I must’ve had a drop too much. She brung a bottle and – “

“And you haven’t touched liquor in seven months. Damned fool. You know your liver isn’t what it was. Didn’t I tell you that, a score or times? Confound it, didn’t your chubby reformer tell you?”

“Aye, she tole me.”

“But you didn’t listen. I suppose you emptied most of the bottle yourself.”

Jessup nodded wretchedly.

“Oh, good work. Very intelligent,” Philip said. “After what your poor belly’s been through, you’re lucky it didn’t kill you.”

A tap at the door interrupted the lecture. Philip answered it, to learn from one of the inn servants that his bath awaited him in the adjoining chamber. His mood instantly lightened.

“That’s what I like,” he said, turning back to Jessup. “Prompt service. Fawning attention. Someone bowing and scraping to me, for a change. Gad, seven months, and never a proper wash the whole time. Don’t look for me for at least a week, soldier,” he said as he headed for the connecting door.

Jessup grumbled something unintelligible then buried his face in his pillow.

Philip chuckled. “I do hope you got some pleasure from her last night,” he said, shaking his head, “seeing you’re paying so handsomely today.”

Soap, gallons of fresh, hot water, towels that weren’t damp and scratchy with salt.
Paradise,
Philip thought as he sank into his bath. The throbbing in his head subsided and his taut muscles at last began to relax.

More than half an hour later he climbed out, dried himself off, and went to the trunk to unearth the dressing gown he’d forgotten to take out before. It was near the bottom, for he hadn’t bothered with it during the voyage. He’d not felt inclined to linger in the tiny, stale cabin, even if life aboard ship had accommodated a long morning’s dawdle over newspapers and coffee.

His dressing gown lay carelessly folded upon the rolled-up rug which contained the Laughing Princess.

Philip stared at the robe, then at the open door between the two rooms.

Wine. Jessup drunk, unconscious. And Philip above, lost in an embrace ... that never should have been allowed to begin. Where had Padji been?

The heavy haze which had filled Philip’s mind all morning abruptly cleared, and an unpleasantly familiar warning chill trickled down his neck.

At that moment, every piece of the game came together in his brain.

He took out the rug, though he didn’t need to. He unrolled it, though he knew what he wouldn’t find.

Naked, he knelt by the trunk, gazing down at the rug’s contents: a jar of incense.

He closed his eyes and laughed. It was an ugly sound that made Jessup jump up from his bed and hurry to the open doorway to stare at his master.