The Storm That Is Sterling (33 page)

Suspicion raked down Sterling’s spine. This rang with bad vibes. A female close to the top of the food chain—sounded like his Madame caller. Coincidence? Few things were. Like Becca and him, he thought, shoving away the thought. “Why not use one of your security men?”

“The further this is from me and my staff, the better for my business.” His gaze shifted to the Mustang and to Becca in the passenger’s seat. “That your new assistant?”

Sterling narrowed his eyes in a barely perceptible way. “Who told you I had a new assistant?”

“Just doing my part to pay off Eddie’s medical bills for his poor, sick mother.” He laughed. “You ain’t got nothin’ I don’t got.” He opened his car door and slipped inside, arrogant enough to assume Sterling would simply agree to his demands.

Sterling pocketed the data stick, watching as Marcus drove away. But there was something else bothering him.
You
ain’t got nothin’ I don’t got.
That statement bothered him. And not because of Eddie. Eddie was desperate to save his mother, though he’d be having a few, choice words with the man. It was about Marcus. Marcus was precise, exact in everything, even his speech. Maybe he was letting his guard down, but not likely. Marcus had a guard as steely as the defenses around Sunrise City.

Sterling shook his head. The way the man spoke wasn’t the issue. There was something more. Why did the chance to get up close and personal with one of Iceman’s top dealers have him so uneasy? Duh, asshole. Something wasn’t right. He’d established that.

Sterling grimaced. Right. Brilliant observation. Of course, something wasn’t right. He saw trouble everywhere he looked. Adam was trying to take over the world, and he himself was about to have his world ripped from beneath him because he’d gone and fallen in love with a woman destined to rip his heart out.

***

Sabrina lounged on her stomach across the foot of her bed, feet in the air, staring at Iceman where he sat tied to a chair, glaring at her with contempt in his eyes and a promise he would make her pay for this.

“You shouldn’t have taken me for granted,” she said. “Taking me for granted is what got you tied to that chair.” She made a sound of disgust. “And good grief it was easy. I can’t believe I thought you were powerful and sexy.” She gave him a nasty inspection. “Now look at you. You’re weak and pathetic. Easily outsmarted. You were all talk.”

She didn’t expect an answer. Not with that gag tied around his mouth. She liked him silent anyway. She’d listened to enough of his promises to last a lifetime.

The door handle rattled, and she sat up expectantly. The sheer red silk gown she wore she picked out especially for Tad. She’d hated him at first. But like her desire for Iceman, that had changed. She wanted him. Wanted what he could give her—a chance to be his Lifebond and live in the new kingdom of the world—Zodius City. A place her efforts would be appreciated rather than punished, as they would be with the Renegades.

The instant the door opened, her heart skipped a beat at the sight of Iceman appearing when he was tied to the chair. He slammed the door shut and in a single flash of a moment became Tad. She thrilled inside. The perfect fantasy man. He could be anyone she wanted him to be. That was pretty damn hot.

“How did it go?” she asked expectantly. “Did Sterling buy the story? Did he believe you were Marcus?”

“He not only believed it,” he said. “He has Rebecca Burns with him right now.”

Tad walked to the nightstand and opened a drawer, removing a dose of ICE and downing it. “So close and I couldn’t touch her without the fear of passing out. No wonder Adam wants her dead. She’s a menace.”

“Do all the GTECHs take ICE?”

“They don’t know the special skills it can give them,” he said. “So why would they?”

She tilted her head. “And you don’t want them to, do you? You like being something they aren’t.”

He sat down, offering her no response, but rather her own vial of ICE, along with a dose of Eclipse. Which she wanted, but… she cast him a dubious look. “I thought you said the Eclipse would kill me.”

“Not taking it might as well,” he said. “Lifebonding will eradicate your need for the drugs. You must stay strong until then.”

She didn’t know how to Lifebond, but she was all for being one of the royalty of Adam’s world, which is what Tad said she would be. Excitement rose inside her. “When will that be again?”

“The same time I tell him about Eclipse,” he said, guiding the vial to her mouth. “When the time is right.” He turned the vial back on her lips and pressed the Eclipse star to her palm.

Pleasure rushed over her in a rainbow of color damn near as sweet as orgasm. She climbed on his lap, needing release, sliding her hands around his neck and glancing over at Iceman. She wanted to make Iceman watch.

But still, she hadn’t forgotten her questions. “When is the time right?”

Tad ran his hands over her breasts, rough, measuring. “Adam is ruthless with his punishment if he does not get everything he wants when he wants it—generous with his rewards when he does. We will tell him of your Lifebond readiness when we share the news that the ICE deaths have come to an end. And so has Rebecca Burn’s life.”

She bit her bottom lip and smiled, arching against his crotch. “I can reward you now.”

The room phone rang and so did her cell. She rolled her eyes. “It’s JC. He’s been calling over and over again. He says he needs Iceman.”

Tad set her off him. “Tell him to come to the room,” he said. “We may not need Madame. Sterling is here in the city with Rebecca Burns. We’ll use those two Clanners from the warehouse he grabbed from the alley the other night to lure Sterling to us.”

Damn. She really liked playing Madame. She grabbed the phone. “He’s here,” she said to JC, not giving him time to talk. “Come to my room. He wants to speak to you.” She hung up.

Tad smiled. He walked over to his prisoner, watching as Iceman’s eyes grew contemptuous. “I wouldn’t look at me like that unless you want your balls in your throat.” He kicked the chair over and ground his foot into Iceman’s chest. “Then again, what’s the point? I’ve decided I know what my reward should be for pleasing Adam. Your life. Fancy cars. Your woman in my bed. Lots of cash and power. I want to be you. I’m the new Iceman.” Tad smiled. “Which means the old one has to die. Lights out, Marcus.” Tad crushed his chest with his foot.

Not more than fifteen minutes after leaving the McDonald’s parking lot, Becca slid into the wooden booth of the dimly lit, Texas-themed tavern not far off the strip, where they’d be meeting Eddie. Sterling followed her into the seat, his leg warming her bare one, her navy blue chiffon dress riding up her leg. A twenty-something bosomy blonde, who fit the showgirl persona of gorgeous with curves in all the right places, sidled over in short shorts and a halter. “What can I get ya?”

Becca realized right then this was the kind of woman she expected Sterling to be with, and she expected him to drool like the guy in the booth over her shoulder, who was gaping at the woman’s backside.

Instead his hand slid to her leg, and he turned to her. “Coke?”

“Yes,” she said, smiling at the tiny gesture of familiarity that felt really big. “Coke would be great.”

He eyed the showgirl. “Coke. Chips and salsa. And tequila. A whole bottle of the best you have.”

The waitress arched a brow. “Coming right up.”

Becca turned her back to the wall to study him. “Alcohol doesn’t affect you, and even if it did, you don’t like it.”

“I have the urge to try and overcome both obstacles.”

“And that’ll solve what?”

“Not a damn thing,” he said. “But why not do it just to do it?”

“Why do I feel like I am in the middle of a
Seinfeld
episode?” she asked.

“Better
Seinfeld
than
Dexter
,” he said. “Though I think our reality is a little more
Dexter
or
Twilight
Zone
than
Seinfeld
.” He rested his elbow on the back of the booth. “Friends in Low Places” by Garth Brooks replaced the sad melody of moments before. “When Eddie gets here, we have two choices. I drag him into the restroom and threaten to beat his brains in until he admits he sold information to Marcus. Or option two. You do your magical mojo thing and get in his head.”

“I’ll do the magical mojo thing,” she said, knowing he didn’t want to beat Eddie’s brains in. He liked the guy. But she added quickly, “No promises.”

The waitress set the tequila bottle on the table and two glasses. Sterling opened it and filled one. Becca grabbed the bottle to fill her own.

Sterling snatched it out of the way. “What are you doing?”

“If you’re drinking,” she said defiantly, her chin tilted upward, “so am I.”

He glared at her and set the glass down. “We’re Lifebonds,” he blurted.

“What?” she gasped.

“It’s been eating me alive,” he said. “No Lifebond means I can’t save your life.”

“Sterling—”

“I need you to hear this, Becca,” he said, his gaze one big thunderstorm of torment. “Please.”

She nodded, unable to find her voice to reply. He drew a breath and continued. “I’ve been going insane trying to understand how I could be so sure we would bond, and we didn’t. I mean us… us… I would have gambled on. But then, driving over here a few minutes ago, I faced facts. I didn’t take to the serum the way the other GTECHs did. I can’t change my eye color.”

Surprise washed over her. “You can’t—”

“That’s right. I wear special lenses to hide the black. And I can’t wind-walk as far as the others either. Shit.” He scrubbed a hand through his blond hair. “We’re Lifebonds. I know we are. I just can’t complete the process.” Now his hand ran down his neck. “So I thought… I’ll drink a couple bottles of tequila and try and get drunk. But it’s not tequila I need. It’s more serum. And the only person who has more serum is Adam.”

Becca’s heart was breaking. Her hand went to his arm. She had no idea about any of this. How had she missed something so important during their mental exchanges?

“You think we can’t Lifebond because you are somehow not GTECH enough?” Like he’d thought he caused his grandmother’s alcoholism.

“Yes,” he breathed out in one word. “It has to be.” And then he said the unexpected, the thing she realized she’d longed to hear more than anything, when she heard the words: “I love you, Becca.”

“What I… you…?”

“I love you,” he said hoarsely. “I tried not to, because I was afraid of losing you, but you know I do. And this isn’t how I planned to tell you—in a bar with a bottle of tequila. Hell. I didn’t know I was going to tell you at all, but it’s done. Now you know.”

She couldn’t breathe. He loved her. Sterling loved her. This changed everything. It made Lifebonding a choice, not an obligation. She opened her mouth to tell him, but a cold reality slid into place. If she told him, if they completed their bond and Dorian killed her, he’d kill Sterling too. She had to push him away, had to protect him.

Her throat constricted, but somehow she forced the words. “We haven’t known each other that long.”

His expression darkened, turned stormy, hurt burning deep in their depths. He let her go, started to turn.

She couldn’t bear his pain. She grabbed his arm. “Wait. I… it’s just… I don’t want sympathy-love. That’s guilt. It’s not real.”

His hands slid to her face. “I’ve known a dump truck load of guilt in my day, and this isn’t it.
I
love
you
.”

She felt those words straight to her soul. Saw the truth in his eyes. He loved her. “I love you too,” she whispered.

A slow smile touched his lips. “Yeah?”

She nodded, his smile easing the sting in her eyes. “Yeah.”

“We’ll get the serum,” he said. “You watch and see. This isn’t over.”

She remembered him talking about his grandmother, knowing he blamed himself for her drinking. Now he blamed himself for not being able to save her when he could. How could she not tell him the truth? “Sterling, there’s something—”

“You rang, Master Sterling.” Eddie slid into the booth. “Oh man. Guess I know what you two do on your off hours. Or all the time, I guess.” He grabbed a chip and bit down. “Hi, Becca.”

“Hi,” she said. She didn’t even remember the waitress bringing the food.

Eddie eyed the bottle of tequila. “Thirsty much?” he asked Sterling.

“I have a toothache,” he said. “Pretty sure it came from grinding my teeth when I found out you’ve been selling information to Marcus.”

Eddie bit down on another chip and froze, his face going stark white before he dropped the half-eaten chip. “One time,” he said. “And I figured if he was stupid enough to pay to find out you had a new assistant—something you didn’t seem to be hiding—I’d take the money. I needed it, man.”

Sterling leaned closer, hands flat on the desk. “How do I know that’s all you told him?” His voice was low, lethal. “How do I know you haven’t told him about every conversation I’ve had with you?”