The Stranger I Married (26 page)

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hys waited in the hallway of the wing that housed Abby’s rooms. He paced nervously and tugged at his cravat, but never took his gaze away from her door. His coach waited out front, and the servants were loading his trunks. Time was growing short. He would be leaving soon, but refused to do so until he’d spoken with Abigail first.

He had been trying all morning, to no avail. He’d attempted to take the seat next to her at breakfast, but she moved too quickly, picking a chair bracketed with guests on either side. A deliberate avoidance.

Blowing out an impatient breath, he heard the lock turn and then Abigail stepped out. He pounced.
“Abby.” Striding toward her quickly, he noted the pleasure that lit her eyes, before she lowered her lids and shielded them.
Damned wench was playing at something, and he would get to the bottom of it by God! Make him fall in love with her and then toss him aside, would she? He would see about that.
“Lord Trenton. How are you this— Oh my!”
Catching her elbow, he dragged her down the hall and into the servant’s stairwell. He paused on the tiny landing and looked at her, noting the slight part of her lips. Before she could protest, he drew her to him and kissed her, taking her mouth in near desperation, needing her response like he needed to breathe.
When she whimpered and surged into him, Rhys had to bite back the shout of triumph. She tasted like sweet cream and warm honey, a simple flavor that cleansed his jaded senses, and made the world fresh and new. He had to tear himself away, something he barely managed after spending a miserable, sleepless night without her.
“We are getting married,” he said gruffly.
Abby sighed and kept her eyes closed. “Now, why did you have to ruin a perfect farewell with that nonsense?”
“It is not nonsense!”
“It is,” she insisted, shaking her head as she looked at him. “I am not going to say yes. So please, cease.”
“You want me,” he said stubbornly, rubbing his thumb across her swollen bottom lip.
“For sex.”
“That’s enough.” It wasn’t, but if he had her beneath him whenever he wanted, perhaps he could reclaim the ability to think. Once he could think, he could plan to win her. Grayson was bumbling along that path. He could just follow the trail of crushed greenery.
“It isn’t,” she argued gently.
“Have you any idea how many unions have no passion at all?”
“Yes.” She set her hand over his heart. “But I do not believe that passion will be enough to bear the things others will say about you taking an American to wife.”
“Curse them all,” he grumbled. “We have more than passion, Abby. You and I get along well. We enjoy each other’s companionship even out of bed. And we both like gardens.”
She smiled and his heart leapt. Then she dashed it to pieces. “I want love, and I won’t settle for less.”
Rhys swallowed hard. It was obvious she did not love him, but to hear her say it aloud was painful in the extreme. “Love can grow.”
Her lip quivered beneath his thumb. “I do not want to take the chance that it won’t grow. I must feel it, Rhys, in order to be happy.”
“Abigail,” he breathed, pressing his cheek to hers. He could win her heart. If she would only give him the chance.
Unfortunately, before he could press further, a door opened on a lower floor and the sounds of two maids speaking to one another rose up to them.
“Farewell, my lord,” Abby whispered, before rising to her toes and gifting him with a bittersweet kiss. “Save that dance for me.”
Then she was gone, and the sudden emptiness in his arms was echoed in his heart.

Pulling into the drive before the Hammond estate, Isabel was relieved to see Rhys’ black lacquered coach preparing for departure. After spending the last hour soaking her kerchief over the demise of her marriage and her broken dreams, she needed her brother’s shoulder to cry on and advice on how to proceed.

“Rhys!” she cried, descending the steps with the help of a footman and then running toward him.
He turned with a frown, one hand set at his waist, the other rubbing the back of his neck. He stood tall and proud, his mahogany hair capped with a hat, his long legs sheathed in loose trousers. To her aching heart, the sight of her brother offered comfort in and of itself.
“Bella? I thought you had left for the day. What has happened? You’ve been crying.”
“I am riding with you back to London,” she said hoarsely, her throat raw. “I can be ready within moments.”
Looking over her head, he asked, “Where is Grayson?”
She shook her head violently in answer.
“Bella?”
“Don’t,” she murmured, lowering her gaze because his compassion and concern threatened to instigate a torrent of tears. “Don’t turn me into a watering pot in front of the servants. I will tell you everything, once I’ve refreshed myself and collected my abigail.”
Rhys muttered an oath under his breath and tugged at his cravat. “Hurry,” he growled, shooting an anxious glance at the front entrance. “Please believe that I don’t mean to be harsh or uncaring, but truly ten minutes is all I can spare.”
Nodding, Isabel hurried into the house. Everything she had with her could not be packed in ten minutes, so she splashed water on her face, took what she needed to be comfortable on the long drive, and left a note for Grayson to see to the rest of her belongings.
At any moment, she expected her husband to appear and the anxiousness of waiting made the cold knot in her belly tighten. She felt rushed, off-kilter, breathless. Her entire world was spinning without the steady core she thought she had discovered in Gray. She should have known she would be lacking in some way. This tightness in her chest that made her dizzy was her own fault. The reality had always been there— she was too old for Gray and he did not trust that her body could give him the children she knew he desired. If she were younger, she doubted he would have such fears about her health.
“Let’s be off,” she said to her abigail, and they followed the footman who carried her valise down the stairs to the front driveway.
Rhys waited out front, pacing restlessly. “Damned if you didn’t take forever,” he muttered, gesturing her maid to the nearby servants’ coach, before catching Isabel’s arm and pulling her toward the waiting carriage. He pulled open the door and nearly thrust her inside.
Isabel had to scramble to stay on her feet and as she lifted her head within the confines of the coach, she understood her brother’s need for haste. Above a gag, eyes of bright blue with golden flecks met hers.
“Dear heaven,” she muttered, backing out quickly. She glanced around in search of a possible audience, and then whispered furiously, “What are you doing with Miss Abigail in the coach trussed up like a dinner fowl?”
He heaved out his breath and then set his hands on his hips. “Blasted woman won’t listen to reason.”
“What?” Her arms akimbo pose mimicked his. “This is reason? The future Duke of Sandforth kidnapping an unmarried girl?”
“What else could I do?” Holding out his hands to her, he asked, “Was I just to walk away when she refused me?”
“So you will force the girl into marriage by comprising her? What basis is that for a lasting union?”
He winced again. “I love her, Bella. I cannot imagine going on with my life without her. Tell me what to do.”
“Oh, Rhys,” Isabel breathed, her tears beginning anew. “Do you not think that if I knew how to create love where there wasn’t any, I would have done so with Pelham?”
Perhaps it was a familial curse of some terrible sort.
She’d wished desperately for Rhys to find a true loving partner. What was left of her heart was broken further to learn that he had fallen in love with a woman who did not return his affections.
Fierce kicking against the interior of the carriage drew their attention. When Rhys moved toward the door, Isabel stepped into his path. “Allow me. You have done quite enough, I think.”
Raising her skirts, she used the small step to gain entry into the coach. She sat on the opposite squab, pulled off her gloves, and began to work on removing the gag that allowed only muffled protests to be heard over Rhys constant muttering about “impossible women”.
“Please do not scream when this comes off,” she begged softly as she worked at the knot. “I realize you have been treated abominably by Lord Trenton, but he truly does care for you. He is simply misguided. He would not have—”
Abigail writhed franticly as the gag worked free. “My hands, my lady! Free my hands!”
“Yes, of course.” Isabel swiped at the tears that wet her cheeks and then tugged at the soft cloth that wrapped around Abigail’s wrists. The moment the tie loosened, Abigail worked her arms free and threw herself out the open door of the coach at Rhys. His tall frame absorbed the impact easily, though his hat was knocked away.
“Abby, please!” he begged as she pounded ineffectually at his shoulders. “I must have you. Just give in! I will make you love me, I promise.”
“I already love you, you idiot!” she sobbed.
He pulled back with wide eyes. “What? You said you only wanted— Damnation, you lied to me?”
“I’m sorry.” Her feet dangled above the ground as he hugged her.
“What the devil is your objection to marrying me then?”
“You didn’t tell me you felt the same.”
Setting her down, Rhys scrubbed a hand over his face and growled. “Why in the world would a man marry a woman who drives him insane if he didn’t love her?”
“I thought you only wished to marry me because we were caught kissing.”
“Good God.” His eyes closed, even as he reached for her again. “You will be the death of me.”
“Say it again,” she implored, her lips pressed to the line of his jaw.
“I love you madly.”
Isabel looked away from the scene, a fresh kerchief pressed to her face. “Remove his bags,” she said the nearby footman, who hurried to do as she asked. She settled into the seat, leaned her head back and closed her eyes, which didn’t stop the tears from leaking out anyway.
Perhaps it was only she who was cursed.
“Bella.”
Opening her eyes, she looked at Rhys, whose torso filled the doorway.
“Stay,” he said softly. “Talk to me.”
“But it’s so annoying when women start discussing their feelings,” she replied with a watery smile.
“Don’t make light. You should not be alone now.”
“I want to be alone, Rhys. Staying here, pretending to be well when I’m not, would be the worst form of torture.”
“What in hell happened with you and Grayson? He was sincere in his wish to win your affections. I know he was.”
“He succeeded.” Leaning forward, she spoke urgently. “You took a risk for love, and it has paid you handsomely. Promise me you will always put your love above everything else, just as you did today. And never underestimate Miss Abigail.”
Rhys scowled. “Please do not speak in riddles, Bella. I am a man. I lack comprehension of the female language.”
She set her hand over his where it curled around the door frame. “I must go before Grayson arrives. We’ll talk more when you return to London with your fiancé.”
It was that one word reminder that caused him to nod and step back. He would stay and speak with the Hammonds. She would survive, as she always had.
“I will hold you to that, Bella,” he warned.
“Of course.” She offered him a wavering smile. “I am so happy for you. I don’t approve of your methods,” she amended hastily, “But I am glad that you have found the one woman for you. Please make my apologies for me. I did not have the time.”
He nodded. “I love you.”
“My, you are getting proficient saying that, aren’t you?” Isabel sniffled and swiped at her eyes. “I love you, as well. Now let me go.”
Rhys stepped back and shut the door. The coach lurched into motion, leaving the setting of fleeting bliss behind, but taking the memories with it.
Isabel curled into the corner and cried.

Gerard rode his mount hard through the Hammond park gate. When he drew to a halt before the front steps, he threw himself down and tossed the reins to the startled groomsman. Disregarding any semblance of decorum, he ran up the stairs and to his rooms.

Only to find his wife gone and a tersely-worded note requesting that her belongings be sent to her. His response knotted his gut and stole his breath like a physical blow.

He realized then how wounded she was. He sank onto the nearest chair, Pel’s missive crushed within his clenched fist. He was stunned, unable to comprehend what had happened to the happiness they’d enjoyed upon waking just hours ago.

“What happened?” asked a voice from the open doorway to the main gallery.
Glancing up, Gerard found Trenton leaning against the jamb. “I don’t know.” He sighed. “Were you aware that Isabel wanted children?”
Trenton pursed his lips a moment. “I do not recall ever discussing the topic with her, but it stands to reason that she would. She is romantically inclined. I cannot imagine a woman finding anything more romantic than a family.”
“How could I have missed that?”
“I don’t know. Why is having a child a problem? Surely you want the same.” Trenton pushed upright and entered, taking the wingback opposite.
“A woman I once cared for died in childbirth,” Gerard murmured, staring down at the wedding band on his finger.
“Ah, yes. Lady Sinclair.”
Gerard’s gaze lifted with a scowl. “How in hell can Isabel ask me to go through that again? The mere thought of her increasing me fills me with such terror I can hardly bear it. The reality would kill me.”
“I see.” Settling back into the chair, Trenton crossed one foot over the opposite knee and gave a thoughtful hum. “Forgive me for discussing something delicate, but I am not blind. Over the weeks since your return, I have seen bruises on Isabel. Occasional bite marks. Scratches. I would venture to say you are not a man who practices moderation in his appetites. And somewhere along the way, you found some confidence that she could withstand such depth of ardor.”
“Damned if this isn’t uncomfortable to discuss,” Gerard muttered.
“But I am correct?” Trenton prodded. When Gerard gave a jerky nod, he said, “If memory serves me correctly, Lady Sinclair was of delicate stature. In fact, the difference between her and Bella is so extreme one cannot help but wonder how it is that you were so attracted to both.”
“Different motivators behind the two attractions.” Gerard stood and walked slowly about the room, searching out pockets of exotic floral scent in the air. Em had appealed to his pride. Pel appealed to his soul. “Very different.”
“My point exactly.”
Talking a deep breath, Gerard leaned against the mantle and closed his eyes. Isabel was a tigress. Em had been a kitten. The sunset to the sunrise. Opposites in every way.
“Women survive childbirth every day, Grayson. Women far less spirited than our Isabel.”
This was true, there could be no denying it. But while his mind spoke reason, his heart knew only the
unreasonableness of love.
“If I were to lose her,” Gerard said, his tone anguished, “I do not know what would become of me.”
“Seems to me, you are already well on your way to losing her. Would it not be better to take the risk and chance keeping her? Than to play it safe and lose her for certain?”
The logic of that statement was undeniable. Gerard knew that if he did not bend in this, he would lose Pel. Her distress today had made that abundantly clear.
He heard Trenton rise and turned to face him. “Before you go, Trenton, may I beg the use of your carriage?”
“No need. Bella took mine.”
“Why?” The dead weight of apprehension settled in Gerard’s stomach. Had his fear caused Isabel to forsake everything that belonged to him?
“It was already hitched and ready to go. No, don’t ask. It is a long story, and you had best be off if you hope to make it back to London before sunrise.”
“Lord and Lady Hammond?”
“Are blissfully unaware of any unpleasantness. With minor effort you can keep it that way.”
Nodding his agreement, Gerard straightened and mentally began the preparations he needed to excuse himself and his wife from the party without arousing undue suspicions. “Thank you, Trenton,” he said gruffly.
“Just fix what has gone awry. I want Bella happy. That is all the thanks I require.”