The Submission Sessions (6 page)

Sebastian
cupped her face in his hands and crushed his lips to hers in a kiss hot enough
to melt her insides. Kerri clung to him, her hands pulling at his shoulders,
trying to get closer, but he pulled back without warning and took a step away
from her.

"You
see that door over there? That's my bedroom. I want you to go through, climb
onto the bed, and wait there until I come for you. When I enter the room, I
expect to find you on your knees with your legs spread wide and your hands
gripping the headboard."
 

Kerri
did as she was told.
 
At first, she felt
stupid.
 
How long did he expect her to
wait for him? But, as the seconds ticked by, and she stopped listening out for
clues he might be approaching, she became aware of her body. The warm night air
kissed her skin and tickled her most intimate places. Her breasts felt heavy
where they dangled beneath her torso, and she began to notice the way they
quivered each time she took a breath. A gentle throbbing sensation sprang to
life in her groin, demanding her attention, and she spread her legs wider,
exposing more of her sensitive flesh. A hot trickle of moisture seeped out of
her pussy and over her clit, and she bit her lip to stop herself crying out.

She
wanted to touch herself, needed to come, and she didn't care whether Sebastian
watched her this time or not. Kerri took one hand off the headboard and slipped
it between her legs.

"I
told you not to move."

Kerri
jumped at the sound of his voice and strained to look behind her, scanning the
darkness for him.
 
She hadn't realized he
was so close.
 
His shape appeared at the
edge of her vision, and she turned to face the headboard again, almost weak
with excitement at the thought of what he might do.
 
The mattress dipped as he leaned on the bed,
and she felt his lips brush over her shoulder before he pressed them to her
ear.

"If
you do one more thing I didn't explicitly tell you to do, I'm going to spank
you. Do you understand?"

The
words were uttered in a husky whisper but that didn't lessen the impact they
had on her body. The muscles of her pussy went into spasm as she got even
wetter, and she had to clamp her lips tight shut to muffle a groan.
 
The thought of being punished by Sebastian
turned her on and frightened her all at the same time, but she didn't want him
to misread her reaction to his threat and take it as permission.

She
heard the rustle of foil as he tore open a condom and then his gentle gasp as he
put it on. He slid up behind her and pressed his hips against her ass. A kiss
on the skin of her back told Kerri that he was leaning over her, just as one of
his hands went around her body to cup her breast.
 
Sebastian nipped at the curve of her shoulder
as his other hand curled around her hip, dipping down into the space between
her legs. Kerri jerked when his fingers pressed against her clit.

She
almost cried with relief when he began to move against her, rubbing her fast
and hard.
 
He plucked at her nipple with
his other hand, squeezing and twisting the aching peak, sending little electric
shocks of pleasure searing through her body. Sebastian's fingers pressed
harder, and she let out a needy groan, wanting more.
 
He let go of her breast and lifted his weight
off her, moving away so the only part of him she could feel was his hand
between her legs.
 

Her
attention wavered, and she tensed a little, unsure of what he might be doing
behind her.
 
The question was answered
moments later when she felt his fingers nudging at the entrance to her pussy.
Kerri pushed back against the sensation, needing to feel him inside her.
 
The first, gentle thrust felt good, but
wasn't nearly enough.
 
Just as she wished
he would speed up a little, Sebastian obliged, sending her senses into a spin
as he took her to a whole new level of arousal. She clenched her eyes tightly
shut as the blood rushed through her ears, and her arms began to shake from the
effort of holding on to the headboard.

Sebastian's
voice broke through the haze, penetrating the wall of sensation holding her
captive. "Kerri, I'm going to fuck you so hard that you're going to scream
out my name. The very second your orgasm starts, I'm going to slam my cock into
your hot little pussy and ride out the spasms with you. Do you hear me?"

She
opened her mouth to answer him, but nothing that made any sense came out.
 
Sebastian obviously wasn't satisfied with her
groan because he pulled his fingers out of her sopping wet hole and slapped her
ass, hard.

"Yes,
I hear you!" Her shout echoed off the walls, and she lost her battle to
hang on to the headboard as she tumbled into an earth-shattering orgasm, so
intense she could barely stand it.
 
The
sensations tearing through her body made her head spin and her muscles grow
weak, and she thought she might have to beg him to stop before she passed out.
Sebastian made good on his promise and thrust his dick deep inside her. She
screamed his name, over and over, just as he said she would, and tumbled into a
second orgasm before her first had even ended.

****

"Oh
fuck, yes!"

He
couldn't help but swear as he pulled his dick out to the very tip and slid into
Kerri again, leaving him gasping for air and quivering inside her as her
muscles rippled around him. Sebastian grimaced each time a spasm tore through
her, tortured by the effort of holding his own orgasm at bay. The walls of her
vagina convulsed around him, and he kept his movements slow and measured so
they could both experience every twinge, shudder, and ripple tearing through
her body.

When
he could take a breath without fearing he might lose control, he looked down at
the woman lying prone beneath him.
 
The
sweat gleaming on her mocha skin told him in a way her words never could how
her body had reacted to him. As her orgasm ended, leaving her breathless and
spent, she dropped to her elbows, bracing her weight against the bed as she
began to push back to meet his thrusts, making sparks explode behind his
clenched eyelids.

 
One of Kerri's thoughts filtered through the
haze as she wondered to herself if he knew how much she loved the feel of his
cock deep in the pit of her stomach, and, suddenly, he had to hear her say it
out loud.

"Tell
me." He grunted the words out through clenched teeth, hoping that Kerri
had heard him because it had taken every ounce of strength he had left to say
them.

A
string of filthy words popped into her head, and he heard her push them away,
afraid he might think less of her. But when a savage groan tore out of him and
his thrusts got even faster, she got the message without him having to tell
her.
 

"I
love the feel of your cock deep inside my cunt."
 

"Oh, God!
Yes … tell me
more."

"I
want to wrap my lips around your beautiful big dick and suck you dry. Would you
like that, Sebastian? Do you want to fuck my mouth?"

Sebastian
lost the ability to answer her or hear her thoughts as his mind shut off and
pure animal instinct took over. He struggled to suck in a breath as he lifted
her hips from the bed and slammed into her pussy again and again in a series of
erratic, chaotic jerks he was powerless to stop.
 
Every muscle in his body tensed then released
when an explosion that started in his balls tore up through the shaft of his
erection as it swelled inside her and he began to ejaculate. The cycle of
tension and release repeated, diminishing in intensity, until finally fading
away to leave him with nothing but a deep sense of connection to the woman he
knew he was in love with.

God, it felt
amazing. Did I make too much noise? I bet he teases me about talking dirty. If
he says anything about it, I'll just die. I could sleep in his arms all night.
Does he want me to stay? Maybe I should leave? Oh, God. I think I need the
bathroom.

Sebastian
grinned and tuned out from the thoughts racing through her head. He didn't
usually listen in without permission, but at certain times, when he was weak or
vulnerable, he didn't have as much control over his abilities as he'd like. He
eased his dick out of her, wincing as her muscles seemed reluctant to release
him.
 
After giving her a quick kiss on
her luscious behind, and making her promise not to do anything crazy like
getting dressed before he got back, he went to the bathroom to dispose of the
condom.
 
Five minutes later, she'd used the
bathroom, too, and rejoined him in the bed.
 

The
slightly haunted look was back in her eyes, and he guessed she'd been indulging
in a little negative self-talk in the last few minutes. Sebastian knew he only
had two options—pussy-foot around the issue and play into her state of mind by
validating the notion that she was right to be so nervous, or snap her out of
it before she allowed her old coping mechanism of avoidance to take over and
ruin the experience they'd just shared. He settled on the latter.

"That's
not very flattering, you know."

"What's
not flattering?"

"The look on your face.
I
was hoping to see you glowing in blissful satisfaction not quaking in abject
terror."

Kerri
yanked the sheet up higher, covering almost all of her skin except her face.
"Sorry.
 
It's not you, it's me. I always
find this part awkward."

Sebastian
rolled towards her and grabbed a handful of sheet to pull it away from her,
refusing to allow her to hide away from him again, but Kerri had such a firm
grip, it wouldn't budge. "You keep saying things like that, almost as if
it's some kind of script you've written for yourself that you're committed to
acting out. If tonight proved anything, it should be that you have no idea just
how sexual you are and have no control over the way you might react once you
stop thinking and start feeling."

"That's
easy for you to say. You have the confidence of knowing you're never going to
say or do the wrong thing."

Sebastian
tested her grip on the sheet again and smiled when she relaxed her death grip a
little and let it slip an inch or two, revealing the swell of her breasts.
 
"All you have to know is that you turn
me on more than any woman I've ever met and that I've never shared such an
intense experience with anyone besides you. There's nothing you could do or say
that would be wrong, not as far as I'm concerned."

"Thank
you."
 

Kerri's
gaze darted away, and Sebastian knew she still didn't believe him.
 
He wondered if she understood what she'd just
done. The words had meant something to him, and he'd hoped they'd mean
something to her, too, but she brushed them away without a second thought.

"Hey."
 
Her gentle call brought his attention back to
her, and he saw the regret shining in her eyes. "I'm sorry. Tonight was
amazing for me, too. I always thought people were lying when they talked about
having earth shattering sex, but now I know they weren't, and I'm grateful to
you for proving me wrong."

He
knew what it cost her to open up to him at all, and even though her words
carried little emotion, it mattered that she cared about him enough to say
them. He gave the sheet another tug, and this time, she let it go. Sebastian's
greedy gaze roamed over her naked body, gliding over dark swells and curves he
couldn't wait to taste, and he pushed his doubts away, too distracted to worry
any longer.

"I'm
the one who should be grateful, Kerri.
 
Do you have any idea how beautiful you are?"

Her
mouth opened for him when he leaned down to kiss her, but she pushed his hand
away when he reached for her groin. "It's my turn to do something for
you."

"Remember
your promise?"
 
Her slight frown
told him she had no idea what he was talking about. The fact that she could
even think in terms of owing him something in return for the pleasure he'd
given her meant she was getting lost in her own thoughts again. "You
promised to surrender to me and only do what I told you to. Have you changed
your mind?"

"No,
but I know you've been ignoring your own needs by focusing on me."

"Not
ignoring, just delaying."
 
Sebastian
rubbed his thumb over her fleshy bottom lip, and he got hard at the thought of
how it might feel gliding up and down his cock.
 
"Now what was it you said you were going to do to me with that
beautiful mouth of yours?"

Chapter Five

Only
minutes later, it took every ounce of strength and willpower Sebastian
possessed to pull away from Kerri before he came in her mouth. The things she'd
done to him with those lips of hers would fuel his fantasies for years, but
tonight wasn't the night to let her turn the tables on him by getting the upper
hand. She'd accused him of denying his own needs, and, as Sebastian had
squirmed and gasped beneath her while she tormented him with her skillful
tongue, he realized she was right.