The Summer Wind (28 page)

Dora stopped rocking and looked at Lucille. “I discovered something today.”

“Oh, yeah?”

“I’m sure as hell Eve’s daughter.”

A knowing smile spread across Lucille’s face. “Well, good for you! I’m glad to hear it.” She chuckled and commenced rocking. “That boy’s been waiting long enough. I reckon it was worth it?”

“Oh, yes,” Dora said with a slight laugh. “Definitely.”

“You gonna see him again?”

“Definitely,” she repeated. After rocking awhile Dora said, “He wants to see me again tomorrow. And the day after that. I think I should cool it a little, don’t you? I mean, I feel this nervousness, like I’m in high school all over again. That’s not normal, is it? Is it always like this when you have a crush on someone? At my age?”

“Don’t ask me. I ain’t never felt that.”

Dora looked at Lucille and it suddenly dawned on her how little she knew about Lucille’s personal life. Lucille was always the much loved woman who lived at Sea Breeze and took care of all of them. That was a child’s vision of the person, she realized with a burn of shame.

“Lucille, why didn’t you ever get married?”

“I didn’t want to.”

“You never fell in love?”

“Didn’t say that. Said I didn’t never want to get married.”

“Why not?”

“Why you want to know?”

Dora rocked awhile. “No reason. I just realized I don’t know much about you. About your family. And I’ve known you all my life.”

Lucille stopped rocking. “What you want to know?”

“Do you have a family?” Dora asked.

“No, not no more. My family used to live here on Sullivan’s Island. You know that.”

Dora nodded.

“A lot of black families used to live on Sullivan’s. But times got hard, and we left to move to the city when I was not much older than Nate. My mama found work, but my daddy . . . One night he went off and we never saw him again. Never found out what happened to him. My mama died a few years later. I was just thirteen.”

“Lucille, I’m sorry. That’s so sad. Did you go to live with relatives?”

“My two younger sisters went to live with my aunt upstate. It was hard on them taking on two more mouths to feed. They had their own chilluns to worry about. I was the eldest and they couldn’t take on the extra burden, so I went out on my own.”

“At thirteen?” Dora asked, aghast. “What about an orphanage?”

“There weren’t no orphanages back then, not for colored folk.” She shook her head and commenced rocking.

Dora studied the woman’s tight lips and didn’t press with more questions.

“I made my own way,” Lucille continued at length. “My mama, she took in ironing and taught me. When she passed, I had her iron, so I had some work. There were some nice women who looked out for me.” She turned away, frowning. “Some not so nice.”

Dora couldn’t begin to imagine what life must have been like for a young, orphaned black girl in the 1950s, making a living for herself. It would have been Dickensian.

“The Lord looked out for me, though. I went into service with your mamaw when I was eighteen and I been with this family ever since.” She turned her head. “You’re my family, hear?”

Dora nodded, comprehending the depth of the comment.

“So you think you’re in love with Devlin? That what you saying?” Lucille asked in an upbeat tone.

Dora understood Lucille wanted to change the subject. “It’s way too early to say that. I like him. A lot. But with all that’s going on, I don’t think I should encourage him.”

“A little late for that.”

“A fling is one thing. A relationship is another. I mean, do I really want to take on another relationship so soon? All I want is to have a little fun. I’ve got enough to deal with without sparking gossip.”

“Honey, no one’s looking that close. If any tongues wag, they’re just jealous. Look at your sister. Carson goes through men like nobody’s business. You think she cares what people think?”

“I’m not like Carson.”

“No, you ain’t. You ain’t like Harper, neither. Each of you girls have changed some since you were little and you’re gonna change more in the years to come. But you’re the same at the core. Carson, now she’s what you might call fearless. She takes the world head-on. But she gets knocked down on her bottom plenty, too. Harper, she likes to watch. She might seem to be on the sidelines, but she’s taking everything in. That girl don’t miss
a trick. Something’s bubbling in that brain of hers, and I don’t know what it is. She might not either. Yet.” Lucille half turned to look at Dora and let her gaze sweep slowly over her.

“And me?”

“And you, Dora, you’re the rock. You always have both feet planted firmly on the ground. The one we can depend on.”

“I don’t feel like a rock.”

“You’re going through an earthquake now. Your world is shifting. That’s okay. Happens to all of us. Some folks crumble, but not you. You’ll settle again, and when you do, you’ll feel solid and strong again. Maybe even more than you did before. I know it.”

Dora reached out to take Lucille’s hand. “Oh, Lucille, thank you. I needed to hear that tonight.”

“It’s all gonna be all right,” Lucille said in a soothing voice, patting Dora’s hand over hers.

“Can I come back again, to chat like this? Just you and me?”

Lucille smiled and her eyes grew misty. “Why, I’d like that. For true.”

T
he day was starting out to be a scorcher on Sullivan’s Island. No cloud broke the sun’s relentless heat, no breeze blew from the ocean. Sweat poured down the overheated faces of both Dora and Harper as they fought backbreaking struggles with deep-rooted monster weeds in the garden. They’d been at it for over an hour and had managed to clear nearly half of the garden. They’d been ambitious with their original design, but once they comprehended the great battle, they edited the garden to a more manageable size.

Today, even that felt like too much.

“Why are we even doing this?” Dora whined, pausing her digging to swipe the sweat from her brow. “My back aches and my mouth feels like it’s stuffed with cotton balls.”

“Because it’s fun?” Harper replied in jest, whacking at the parched earth with her hoe.

“Yeah, it’s a riot,” Dora said with heavy sarcasm.

Harper leaned on her hoe and caught her breath.

“Really, what’s the point?” Dora asked. “Mamaw’s just going to sell the place. We won’t see it come to glory.”

“Maybe not,” Harper said. Wiping her brow, she left a mud streak in the sweat. “But we’ll know it’s here, won’t we? Like it used to be.”

Dora wasn’t convinced. “So what . . .”

“
So what,
indeed,” Harper muttered as she let her gaze sweep Sea Breeze.

The view from the Cove was its best side, she decided. Her Muir ancestors knew what they were doing when they’d chosen this spot on the quiet end of Sullivan’s Island. The old house was well situated on higher ground, with a broad rear porch facing the Cove. The porch provided a magnificent vantage point from which to view the Intracoastal Waterway. Mamaw had added the long black-and-white awning that provided shade for the oversized black wicker chairs, with their plump black-and-white cushions. A few steps down from the porch was another level of decking that surrounded the swimming pool and stretched the entire length of the porch. From this level, more steps led to the small patch of grass that continued on a downward slope to where the wild grasses bordered the marsh.

This was where the long wooden dock extended over the marsh to the winding water of the Cove. The old, elegant Southern house, the broad veranda with chairs, the dock with a boat tied up were, for Harper, the very definition of a lowcountry setting. She was surprised by the love she felt for this place and how heartsick she was to see it leave family hands.
So what
, she wondered, feeling a bubbling resistance to the idea
that she’d never be able to come back here, to Sea Breeze, to the only place she’d ever truly felt safe.
So what
 . . . She didn’t want that to happen, that was so what.

She heard Dora laughing and turned her head to see her sister looking at her with amusement.

“What’s so funny?”

“You. Even digging in the garden, you make a fashion statement.”

Harper looked down at her long-sleeved white cotton shirt and designer jeans. “It’s all I had,” she said, a tad defensively.

“I don’t want to think how much those jeans cost,” Dora said.

“After today, they’ll be worthless. And this shirt will officially be my gardening shirt because it won’t be fit to wear in public. Sort of like yours,” she teased, indicating Cal’s old Gamecock T-shirt, now relegated to garden duty. Dora’s jeans might’ve been Cal’s, too. They were too big and unhemmed. Under her large floppy straw hat, Dora’s face was as bright as a cherry.

“Maybe we should both take a break,” Harper said. “You shouldn’t push too hard, with your heart and all. I don’t want you digging your grave here.”

“Don’t worry about me,” Dora said with a dismissive wave. “The doctor wants me to have a good cardio workout every day and I’m thinkin’ this applies.”

“I have to admit, this is a lot harder than I thought.” Harper wiped at her brow. “How big did you say your garden was in Summerville?”

“A quarter acre.”

Harper shook her head, incredulous. “Amazing. And ambitious.”

“It was already framed out when I moved in. And I was younger.” Dora laughed. “It was in the same sorry shape as this when I took it over. Lord, I slaved over that plot of earth. But it was worth every minute. I grew all our vegetables for Nate. Everything was natural, no pesticides. And the butterflies!” She smiled wistfully.

Harper brushed clumps of dirt from her shirt. “After all that work, why’d you let it go to seed?”

Dora had asked herself that question many times over the years. There wasn’t an easy answer. “With Nate, it just came down to choices. I could go out to the garden or spend time with Nate. Nate won out every time. And later I homeschooled, which took a lot of time. Then there were his enrichment therapies, speech therapy . . . so many different therapies over the years.” She added pointedly, “I don’t regret how I spent my time.”

“Of course not,” Harper readily agreed. “I don’t know if I’ll ever have kids, but if I do, I hope I’m half as dedicated a mother as you are.”

The compliment caught Dora by surprise. Harper couldn’t know what it meant to her.

“That was so nice to say. Thank you.”

Mamaw called from the porch, “Come take a break, girls. I’ve brought iced sweet tea!”

“You go get me one, would you?” Harper said. “There’s something stuck in here and I’ve almost got it out.” She gritted her teeth with determination. “Hand me that shovel.”

Dora relinquished the shovel with relief. She plucked off her
garden gloves as she strolled across the scrubby patch of grass, slapping them against her thighs to shake out the dirt. Looking over her shoulder, she laughed at the sight of Harper digging in the hole like a terrier with a bone. That tenaciousness was a side of her sister that she was coming to recognize and appreciate.

“Bless you, Mamaw,” Dora said, accepting the glass. The tea was icy sweet, and as she gulped it down, her throat felt like parched ground welcoming a rushing river.

“You’re making progress,” Mamaw said, lifting her sunglasses as she looked out at the garden. “It does my heart good to see the garden return to its former beauty.”

“It won’t be as fancy as your last one.”

“It’ll be glorious, because you girls created it. Now drink up. You know what I always say.”

“
You have to stay hydrated
,” Dora replied, then dutifully took a sip.

“And wear sunscreen. I’ve given you good genes, but you have to do your part.” She lowered her voice and took a step closer. “And get Lucille’s recipe for face cream. I swanny, she’ll go to the grave with it.”

Dora chuckled at Mamaw’s lifelong quest to get Lucille’s face cream recipe. “Where is Lucille?” she asked. “I haven’t seen her around this morning.”

“No, she’s feeling poorly, bless her heart.”

“That doesn’t sound like her. I can’t remember the last time she got sick.”

“I know. She’s usually fit as a fiddle, but we have to accept that she is getting older. Even if she won’t admit it.”

The porch door opened and Lucille stepped out, blinking in the light. She was dressed in her usual summer uniform of a pale
blue cotton shirtwaist dress. Mamaw had told her many times over the years that she no longer was required to wear a uniform, but Lucille preferred to and stubbornly continued to do so. When Lucille had her mind made up, she couldn’t be swayed.

“I won’t admit what?” Lucille asked, walking toward them.

Dora didn’t like the stiffness to Lucille’s gait or the grayish cast to her skin. She looked frail, too, like she’d suddenly aged.

“Are you sure you should be out of bed? You don’t look so good.”

“That’s because I don’t feel so good. But I just go stir-crazy lying in my bed all day. I can sit just as well out here on the porch.” She turned to Mamaw. “I won’t admit what?”

“That you’re getting older,” Mamaw replied archly, walking over to the large black wicker chairs in the shade.