The Undoer (2 page)

Dean

Darkness thrives, thick and heavy in shadow. Not even the slanted beams of light from the streetlamps illuminate the murky sidewalk. A chill slithers over my skin. They’re coming. I can feel it.

Jag crouches at the end of the alleyway, poised and ready to dart into the street at the first sign of life. Not human life, but the other kind that has taken up residence on our dying planet. I hide behind him. He holds his knife loosely, fearless in his stance. A figure ambles down the middle of the street toward us. The guy mumbles and stumbles, drunk, a shell for the creature inside.

I see the demon clearly from where I crouch in an alleyway—a gray, ghostlike wraith, stretched and elongated inside its stolen home of flesh and bone. It comes from the underbelly of hell, erupting into this world in a burst of ash and fire, rather than amniotic fluid and blood. This is the part we care about—the form on the inside. The vaporous aura.

I tense, clutching my backpack, waiting.

When the demon stands directly across the street, Jag darts forward, leaping into the air to clear a car parked in his way. His right foot slaps against the hood, propelling him farther, like an acrobat twisting through the air. His dagger glistens in the lamplight as he slashes down, the etched runes on his steel blade glowing blue.

Watching, spellbound, I never take my eyes from the scene, my heart twisting in envy. I can’t do what Jag does. I can’t kill the phantoms inside their stolen bodies. Even holding the runed knife brings bile up from my stomach and makes my eyes water with terror.

The demon never has a chance to fight back. Jag’s knife cuts through its skin and tissue, through its fleshly body, like butter. It explodes in an eruption of russet ash, and then the flesh and bone disintegrate, leaving a pile of dust on the road, a gold wedding band lying at the center.

Jag picks up the ring and drops it into his pocket. We’ll pawn it later and order pizza. It sounds cold and harsh, but this is the reality we live in. We can’t afford to consider the human side of it.

Well, Jag can’t.

He is my best friend. I admire him more than anyone else, but he doesn’t feel remorse after his massacres, and I can’t stop feeling remorse just watching him. I hate that we kill people, even if they are possessed. I made the mistake of asking Jag about his lack of conscience once. He didn’t speak to me for three days. Maybe he does hate it.

It would be nice if the demons could be exorcized through other means. We’ve tried, only to have the crap beaten out of us by the demon. We also lost a friend, who died in the process. The only way to get rid of the demon is to kill it while it resides
in
the body. They can’t be killed—that we know of—any other way. Which is why Jag has to be fast, and I have to be frustrated. All I can do is watch because I refuse to stay at home alone.

The demons have to be stopped because they are killing people and committing horrific crimes, like torture and rape. Some demons have even found top leadership positions in the governments around the world.

Only a gifted few can see them inside the human. There aren’t many of us. We call ourselves
Cazadors
. Demon hunters.

I want to be useful, but I only have one talent. I draw. Well, sketch. And not just in charcoal, but with any medium. My favorite is watercolor. But I can’t paint a demon to death. They won’t die just because I get their likeness down on paper. So I’m not that useful.

I
can
remember the details of their expressions and appearances though. They are not all alike. I’d hoped to someday work as a sketch artist. Maybe for the police. For now, I do it for free on darkened, dangerous streets so we can keep track of the demons we’ve sent back to hell and the ones that come back. Because they do.

Drawing as fast as I can, I contour and shape, shade and blend, until the image looking back at me gives me the chills… just as the actual demon does.

Jag still stands in the center of the street, searching. Listening. Are there more? Is there one hiding in the shadows around the corner? I swirl around, positive there is one breathing down my neck, poised to stab me in the back. Adrenaline darts through my veins and my pulse pounds, but no one is there.

I’m alone in the shadowed alley.

We’ve been jumped more times than I can count, and the demons don’t always travel alone. In fact, more often than not, they roam in packs, fighting like wild dogs to be the alpha.

Wiping his knife on his pants, Jag saunters back over to me, his hair glowing gold in the one streetlamp that shines. He keeps it pulled back in a ponytail and refuses to cut it. He likes it long, thinking it gives him strength, like Samson.

“Dang! What a rush!” He re-sheathes his knife and rakes a hand through his escaped strands of hair. “What was my time?”

“Five and a half seconds,” I answer. “You shaved off a half second from the last one. Good job.”

“Did you get his face in time?” He gazes from me to my notebook page.

“Yeah, for the most part. I’ll have to finish at home.”

“You okay?” He hands me my backpack, which lies at his feet.

“I’m good.” I try to sound honest, but he always knows when I’m lying. That comes from living together for so long. We are close, like brothers. Not in some sissy I-need-someone-to-take-care-of-me way, but in a
Dude, you’re my bro
kind of
way. We’ve known each other our whole lives. And like I said, there is no one I trust more.

I toss my notebook and pencils inside the pack, slinging it over my shoulder. I’m beat and ready to go home. Working nights is exhausting. I can’t wait to fall onto my bed, which is really a sleeping bag… on the floor, but it’s better than nothing.

A movement to our right catches my eye, and I freeze. Two demons, wearing high-class business suits, saunter around the corner. They stop as soon as they notice us—which is pretty quick since there really isn’t anyone else around at two in the morning. The demon on the right smiles, like he knows who we are—or rather, who Jag is. He must know I’m harmless because he doesn’t give me the time of day.

“Hello, young Cazador.”

I grip the dagger in my belt even though I’ve never used it and probably never will. Sweat beads along my upper lip and my fingers tremble. Jag doesn’t even blink, and he certainly doesn’t take time to chitchat. He whips his blade out and stabs it into the chest of the demon closest to him—the one on the left—before it can open its mouth. It explodes in a cloud of cinnamon-colored ash. No metal falls to the ground, so he isn’t carrying any money or wearing jewelry.

The demon on the right, the guy with the ugly smile, is quicker. He feints as Jag lunges, and then ducks under Jag’s arm, spinning around so he’s behind me. He grabs me around the neck and squeezes my windpipe with his elbow, cutting off my air.

I grasp his arm, but there is no way I can break his hold. My pack falls from my fingers and I struggle for freedom, my face growing hot and probably as red as my new Vans sneakers, which, by the way, are my favorite shade of vermillion.

“Now, now,” the demon drawls. “There’s no need to be so quick to judge. Why assume I’m here to hurt you? Look what you did to my friend.” He points to the pile of ash while keeping my neck tight in the crook of his arm.

Jag glares. This fiend will have no compulsion about killing me, and will feel no regret or guilt after.

I try to catch Jag’s eye, but his gaze never leaves the demon’s.

“What do you want?”

“What all of us want. To live in peace without people like you ruining a good thing.”

I beg Jag to hurry. My fingers and toes grow numb and my vision grows splotchy.

Jag’s tone remains calm. “So, you want me to just leave you alone to live in peace?”

“Yes. Exactly. You don’t hurt me, and I won’t hurt you.”

“Like you could.”

“I could.”

“Doubt it.”

By now, I can hardly follow the conversation. I’ll pass out any second, and my last thought will be of how pathetic an excuse I am for a Cazador. I can’t even protect myself, let alone anyone else.

“Fine. You can go,” Jag answers. “This is your one free pass. And I mean your only one.”

“How kind, my young friend,” the demon sneers, loosening his grip on me ever so slightly. I suck in a huge breath and my brain comes back to life.

“You have one second, jack-nit,” Jag growls, his fingers curling into fists.

The demon lets his second tick away. “You don’t even want to make a deal? I know who you are, young Cazador. I know things that could help you.”

I wonder for one stupid second if the demon is telling the truth, but I never get the chance to find out. He pushes me into Jag’s arms, throwing him off balance, and takes off, running the other way, escaping around the corner before I even have a chance to fall down on the sidewalk, which is exactly what I do.

Jag lets the demon go, but I swear to remember its
true
face—its demon face—for the next time… if there is a next time.

“You okay?” Jag stands before me unharmed.

I gasp, sputter, and clutch my throat. “Yeah. Just dandy.” I rise to my knees, still shaky, and breathe deeply before standing up all the way. “That guy is strong.”

“Did you get a good look at him? Enough to draw him?”

“Yeah.” I’ll never forget his face. Either of them—the human or the demon one. There’d been a touch of gray at his temples, and his blue eyes had crinkled when he smiled. He’d worn a dark suit and a long coat of gray wool. A professional. Not like the other demons we’ve met so far. The demon on the inside had sported a smooth, slate-colored head, a jagged mouth with cadmium-yellow teeth—not one of my favorite colors, and deep cobalt-blue eyes—endless pits of hopelessness.

I can’t help but feel bad for the actual owner of the body. His world had disappeared in seconds when the demon took over. Had the man done something to allow the demon inside? Did he leave a family behind?

“Come on, then.” Jag turns to head down the deserted street. “That’s enough excitement for one night.”

Dean

Jag and I only have each other now. We live in a rundown church at the end of an abandoned street. It’s a small, white clapboard building with a chapel and an insignificant preacher’s office off to the side. Plus a basement.

Home, sweet home.

I push open the door and step into the darkness, exhausted and ready to lie down on my ratty sleeping bag in the basement. Utilities were cancelled years ago, so there is no electricity, but that doesn’t bother us. Jag lights a candle, and I follow him down the stairs. He plops onto his bedroll with a tired sigh, closing his eyes.

We only killed seven demons tonight, not including the one Jag let go. A slow night. I pull out my notebook. Touching up my drawings, I get down the last guy’s face while I can remember it. The creak of the wooden beams above my head is a familiar song and soothes me, but how much longer can we do this? Sleeping during the day and prowling the streets at night. Our whole world centers on locating evil beings and dispatching them to hell… day after day… for how long?

Jag turns to me, propping his head up on his elbow, studying me while I draw. I can feel his gaze boring a hole through my chest, so I finally look up. “What?”

“Are you happy here?” He sighs, and I get the feeling he might not be. In this world, happiness is not the goal. Survival is what matters.

“Happy enough.”

“I don’t believe you.”

“Don’t be stupid.” I go back to my drawing. I don’t really have a choice to be happier. I have nowhere else to go. My parents and sisters are dead. Killed in the Rift. So many people died… so many. Jag lost his family too. We’re stuck with each other.

He laughs and lays back down, crossing his arms over his chest. His muscles flex and stretch under his ratty, black T-shirt. I try not to compare them to my flaccid, thin arms, but it’s impossible not to. He looks like a Greek god and I look like Shaggy, only I don’t have a Scooby Doo. I
am
the Scooby Doo in this relationship. Jag moves like a samurai without even trying and all I can do is wield a pencil, the sharper the better. It’s not my fault. It’s my genetics.

Jag turns over to face the brick wall. One candle is lit and glows in the dim, cement room. It gives my sketch an eerie, haunted appearance, and I repress a shiver. After finishing, I lie down and stare at the ceiling, thinking about our night. I’m getting tired of standing back and watching while Jag does all the work. I hide while he puts his life on the line. Jag would do anything for me, including die for me, and I’ll never forgive myself if that ever happens.

“So…” My voice is barely a whisper. “Tomorrow, I think I’m going to do it. I’m going to kill a demon. After what happened tonight, I need to. I’m a weakness. The weak link. And you’re not always going to be around to protect me. I don’t like it when you have to.”

He rolls back over to face me. “Dean. It doesn’t bother me.”

“It bothers me.”

“You haven’t even touched your knife since I bound it with runes,” he says. “You can’t stand to look at it.” He frowns, and it irritates me. I have no comeback. He’s right, and the determination I feel burning in my chest melts away. I can’t help the scowl that replaces it.

He shakes his head and glances away, looking at nothing. “I’m sorry. But we’ve had this conversation before. You don’t need to kill demons. I don’t want you to. We need your talent for drawing. It’s just as important as anything else.” He gazes at me earnestly, as though it will reinforce his words, but I want to stay mad. I need to. My place in the Cazadors isn’t like anyone else’s. I don’t pull my own weight. They try to make it seem like my drawings matter, but they don’t. Not really. Who cares if we come up against the same demons more than once? We kill it either way.

“Don’t placate me.” I roll over and face the opposite wall.

“I didn’t mean it like that.” He tries to backpedal. “I meant there are a lot of other things that are just as important for you to do. Just because you can see the demons doesn’t mean you’re supposed to kill them.” He waits for my reaction. I feel his eyes on my back.

I sit back up and lean against the wall, running my fingers through my hair. It needs to be trimmed but isn’t nearly as long as Jag’s. “It’s not important, whether I’m good at it or not.”

“It is!”

Before the Rift, I’d been a promising artist. I’d had lofty goals, but I don’t want to talk about it anymore. “Where were Doug and Owen tonight? Have you talked to them lately?” They are the other two Cazadors in our group. They live with their families a couple of miles away. They actually still have theirs. We’re all just a bunch of teenagers, amateur demon slayers, but we’re good at it. Last week, we all had a major disagreement. Doug and Owen walked out. I haven’t seen them since.

“Not since the argument.” He grunts and rolls over.

It was all about a girl… of course. The rest of us want her to join the Cazadors—me most of all. She’s incredible in a million and one ways, but Jag refuses, as though he can make all the decisions and we have to obey. I’m not sure we are even still a group.

I don’t know why he is so adamant about it, but maybe it’s because he feels responsible for us, and he can’t let go of that while we’re out hunting. Our safety distracts him. He feels the need to protect us, mostly me, which has almost cost us our lives a few times. And I am no help on the sidelines. Add a girl to the mix… and well, I can see why it eats at him.

Jag blows out the candle. Because darkness always makes me feel like I should whisper, I lean closer. “What happens now?” I bump into his back, my lips next to his ear.

“Dude, get back.” He shoves me away.

“Sorry.” He’s weird about personal space. I’m just curious about what’s going to happen. I don’t think we should split up. We’re better together. Strength in numbers. “Maybe if we trained more often…”

“No.”

“Why not? It’s fun having Doug and Owen around.” Jag’s irascible nature makes him less than entertaining at times. I like being around happy, easygoing people once in a while, and Doug and Owen are cheerful. I plow ahead and bring the sore subject back up. “Heidi has been begging to join for the last year.”

Only a few months older than I am, she is everything a hunter should be. Tough as a she-bear and nearly as stubborn. She’s in great shape and has been training all year. She also has that long, dark hair and those unforgettable blue eyes I can’t stop seeing every time I close my own. I’ve never divulged this information to Jag because he describes her as a bad smell that has attached to the bottom of his shoe and won’t go away.

But I want her around. All the time.

He’s quiet for a moment, his breathing soft and deliberate. “It’s easier if it’s just you and me. Plus…” He doesn’t finish even though I give him plenty of time.

“What?” I ask, finally.

“Never mind. It doesn’t matter.”

“It matters to me.” I was the first one to call us a group. I was the one who came up with the name. I like the fact that we have purpose. I like it being organized. We can all see the demons. It only seems logical. Jag never wanted any of it, but he did assume leadership easily enough.

There is only one way to deal with his stubbornness. “Don’t you
like
girls, Jag?” I let my voice get low and slow. “Is there something I should know since we live here together… all alone?”

He reaches over and punches me, pounding my shoulder with his fist. “That’s all you need to know!” He tries not to laugh, I can tell, but one chuckle escapes as he gives me his back once again.

I grin and pull my sleeping bag up over my shoulders, ready for sleep. I’m good for him to have around. Even in the midst of all this misery, I can still see the lighter side of things, and Jag needs that. He needs me to make him laugh.

Because he only sees darkness… everywhere he looks.