The Valhalla Prophecy (6 page)

“I am flying out from Heathrow tonight,” Castille said. “Do you have a visa?”

Chase nodded. “All the stuff I got in the SAS is still valid, far as I know.” As part of the preparation for a mission in Cambodia—the very one on which he had met Sophia—he had been issued with visas for all the neighboring countries, in case the team needed to exit the region by an alternative route.

“The plane takes off at nine o’clock.” Castille regarded him hopefully. “It would be very good if you were on it with me. I would like your help.”

Chase said nothing, conflicting thoughts running through his mind. His practical side knew he should be demanding more details: the exact location of the operation, who else would be involved, pay and conditions, extraction options. But all those were irrelevant without another question being answered first. “Why’d you
come to me?” he finally asked. “I’ve been out of the Regiment for a year, and I haven’t exactly been keeping in shape. Married life does that to you—the most exercise I’ve had has been dodging the plates Sophia’s thrown at me.” That was an exaggeration, as she had only done it once, but it had been a deciding factor in prompting him to move out. “And don’t say it’s to help me out of a bind. I told you, I’m not here to accept charity.”

Castille held up his hands. “And I am not here to offer it. Edward, I came to you because you are my friend, and I know how good you are at what you do.”

“Only I don’t do it anymore.”

“There’s nothing worse than a man who wastes his potential,” Mac said quietly.

“Oh, for fuck’s sake,” Chase snapped, with genuine irritation. “I’m in the middle of a fucking divorce! I’ve got her solicitors breathing up my arse trying to make me sign something I don’t want to—if I jet off to bloody Vietnam, they’ll probably use it against me as a case of unreasonable behavior.”

“Eddie, you may not want to hear this, but that could be the best thing for you as things stand,” said the Scot.

“Maybe it would,” Chase countered, bitterness now entering his voice, “but maybe I don’t want what’s
best
for me. Maybe I want what I want—which is not to get fucking divorced!”

Mac shook his head. “I know exactly how you feel. I’ve been there. But sometimes these things happen—they
have
to happen. It hurts at the time, but it’s less painful in the long run.”

Chase fixed his former commander with a penetrating stare. “And that’s how you felt about splitting up with Angela?”

Mac’s own gaze did not waver. “I did what had to be done. The fact that I wasn’t at all happy about it didn’t stop it from being right.”

Another silence, this one longer, before Chase turned back to Castille. “Hugo, I’m sorry, but … no. I can’t do it. Thanks for the offer, but … things are just too fucked up and complicated right now.” Castille’s expressive
face clearly revealed his disappointment. “You’ll have to find someone else.”

“But you are the best person by far,” the Belgian objected.

“What about Jason Starkman?” Mac suggested.

“Starkman?
Fuck
him,” Chase spat with a vehemence that startled both the other men. On their questioning looks, he continued: “He’s one of the people Sophia was banging behind my back!”

Mac was genuinely shocked. “Jason did that to you? I would never have …” He shook his head in dismay. “Bastard.”

“Yeah,” said Chase, still seething. “So I wouldn’t exactly recommend him.”

“He was not on my list,” Castille said apologetically, “but I shall put him on it just so I can cross him off!”

“Why weren’t you considering him?” asked Mac.

“I do not know where he is. I heard he had been approached by some organization, but since then …” A shrug. “He has vanished. Nobody knows what he is doing.”

“If he’s got any sense, he’ll stay a long fucking way from me,” Chase growled. “But I can’t do this, Hugo. Sorry.”

The Belgian sighed. “I am sorry too, but … I understand.”

There was an awkward pause, which Chase broke by leaning back in his armchair with exaggerated casualness. “So. What else have you two arseholes been up to since I saw you last?”

Castille’s offer was not mentioned again during the couple of hours Chase spent with his former comrades, although its shadow was ever present. Finally, and somewhat reluctantly, the Yorkshireman said good-bye, making mutual promises to keep in touch. “If you change your mind …,” said Castille hopefully.

Chase shook his hand firmly. “Good luck in Vietnam, Hugo. Keep your head down, eh?”

“I will.” Again, Castille’s disappointment was obvious,
but this time he let the matter drop. “And you do the same, no? I would rather be dodging bullets than dodging lawyers!”

“Yeah. At least when you’re dodging bullets you get to shoot back.” Another handshake, both men grinning, then Chase turned to Mac. “See you around.”

“Fight to the end, Eddie,” Mac replied.

“Always do.” They shook hands once more, then Chase departed, heading back out into the cloying urban heat.

He had barely turned the corner from Mac’s house before despondency settled over him like a heavy cloud. Castille’s offer might have come out of the blue, and—Chase kept telling himself—it just wasn’t practical to accept right now, but at least it would have been
something
. Would tramping through a jungle on a rescue mission really be any worse than sitting around in his miserable little flat?

That thought kept returning during the two bus journeys it took him to return to said residence. There was mail waiting for him, but any hope that there might be a job interview among it was soon dashed; it was all junk. He slumped into the lone armchair. The flat was hotter than ever, but the clatter of traffic outside reminded him that opening the window would bring its own unpleasantness.

“Fuck,” he muttered.

He stared blankly across the room for several minutes. This wasn’t how he’d expected his life to turn out after leaving the SAS. Then he’d been newly married and in love; now he had a table strewn with divorce papers, and whatever his own feelings for Sophia, they were not mutual …

Cliff Richard squalled tinnily from his phone. Speak of the devil.

He flipped it open. “Hi, Soph.” At the back of his mind he still had hope as he waited to hear her voice. Maybe her tone would have changed, maybe she would want a reconciliation …

That hope was impaled by a stiletto heel. “Eddie,” Sophia said, her crystal accent filled with impatience
and disdain. “Where the hell have you been? I’ve been trying to get hold of you all morning.”

“Turned my phone off,” he replied. “Had a … job offer.”

She expressed no interest. “Well, I need to talk to you. Can you come to my house?”

“Not sure I know where that is, Soph,” said Chase. “Is it anywhere near
our
house?”

He expected a sarcastic retort but got only a huff of irritation. “You know exactly what I mean. Come over as soon as you can.”

“That could take a while, seeing as I don’t have a car anymore.”

“Then take a cab.”

He could no longer hold in his own exasperation. “Fucking hell
fire
, Sophia! I guess you forgot what it was like when your dad cut you off. Remember, when you
had no money
? When your credit cards might as well have been cream fucking crackers for all the good they were? I can’t just hop in a taxi and cruise over to Chelsea, because I can’t. Fucking.
Afford
. It. You get that?”

Another huff, this time overflowing with undisguised disgust. “Oh, very well. If it’ll get this sorted out, I’ll come to you. Where are you?”

He gave her the address, then closed the phone with an angry snap. “Fuuuuuck …,” he said, kneading his forehead.

Sophia arrived a mere twenty minutes later; considering London’s traffic, Chase imagined she had driven at Formula 1 speeds through the city’s rat-runs. Not wanting to give her any further ammunition, he went down to meet her on the street rather than letting her inside the dismal apartment. “Nice car,” he snorted on seeing what was parked on the double yellow lines, hazard lights flashing. “Which Hooray Henry did you get to pay for that?”

“No one you know,” Sophia told him, giving the brand-new Maserati Coupé a casual glance through her sunglasses before curling her glossed lips at the surroundings.
“So this is where you’re living now? I’m not impressed.”

“Can’t say I am either, but needs must. What do you want?”

She took off the glasses and shook out her long black hair. “My solicitors told me you haven’t replied to their last letter yet. I thought I’d see if a personal visit would prompt a response.”

“I didn’t reply to it ’cause I don’t agree with it. You’re asking me to say something that isn’t true. I wasn’t the one who was sleeping around.”

Sophia bared her teeth. “We’ve been over this, Eddie. It’ll make things much simpler if you just bite the bullet and go through with it.”

“You mean it keeps your name clean while I get shat on.”

“A crude way of putting it, which I suppose I should expect by now, but yes. You have to admit, the financial settlement we’ve offered is more than adequate.”

“The financial …” Chase shook his head. “You make it sound like a fucking business deal. It was a
marriage
, Sophia! Maybe that doesn’t mean anything to you, but it does to me. I made a promise.”

“Sometimes promises have to be broken.”

“Not by me. If I give someone my word, I move heaven and fucking earth to keep it.”

“Ah, the knight in shining armor rears his head again.” Sophia looked away, taking a breath before rounding on him once more. “Eddie, I’m sorry to be so blunt, but clearly I have to be in order to penetrate that armor—I don’t want you anymore.” Chase felt as if he had been kicked in the chest, but she kept talking. “We were in love once, but that was the past. Things change. I changed.”

“I didn’t.”

“Maybe that’s the problem. You have all these noble, romantic ideas about true love and how marriage should last forever … but this is the real world. It didn’t work; it’s over. The best way for you to avoid any more pain is simply to sign the papers and finish it, quickly and
cleanly. I’ll expect my solicitors to hear from you soon.” She returned to the Maserati, hesitating as she opened the door to give him a slightly softer look. “I’m sorry, Eddie, but we just weren’t good for each other. Maybe someday you’ll meet the right person for you. I hope you do.”

Chase wanted to reply, but found his throat clenched tight by a torrent of emotions. By the time he managed to force them down, Sophia had climbed into the sports car and started the engine. The Maserati carved out into the traffic with a V8 bellow, leaving him standing uselessly on the pavement. He stared after it, hoping it would turn around and bring her back to recant, but it was quickly lost to sight.

Numbed, he headed indoors, collapsing once more into the armchair. The solicitor’s letter was still on the table, taunting him.
Just sign, and it will all be over …

His clenched fist thumped down on the chair’s arm. “Fuck that!” he snarled. Mac’s words echoed in his head:
fight to the end
. His SAS unit’s unofficial motto, but one that he lived by. He knew now in his heart that he would never get Sophia back, but he wasn’t just going to surrender meekly on her terms.

And he wasn’t going to roll over and die in his own life, either. He was going to
do
something.

Chase took out his phone and thumbed back through the recent calls to return one. “Mac,” he said on getting an answer. “What’s Hugo’s number?”

“Eddie, get up,” said Nina, coming back into the bedroom to find her husband still in bed, the covers crumpled back to expose his muscular, if scarred, body from the waist up. “It’s nearly time for work.”

Eddie didn’t move. “You’re the boss—tell everyone we’re having the day off. It’s not like the planet will explode if we don’t turn up.”

“You’re jinxing it again!” She went to prod his side. “Come on, move your—”

Fast as a snake, he grabbed her wrist and pulled her onto the mattress beside him. She yipped in surprise. “Move my what?” he said, smirking.

“Your ass.”

“Arse.”

“Ass.”

“Arse.”

“Po-tay-to, po-tah-to, you still have to move it.”

The smirk widened. “I was planning to. Only in a sort of repeated up-and-down motion. ’Cause if we
are
going to have kids, after what you said yesterday we need to get cracking on it.”

She laughed. “I know, but I wasn’t thinking at every available moment.”

“I bloody was!”

“Edward J. Chase, you have a one-track mind.” Nina kissed him, then sat up. “Seriously, though, time to move. I’ve got a meeting at nine thirty. And I’m sure you must have something to do as well.” She cocked her head and gave him a mocking smile. “What exactly
is
it that you do at the IHA?”

“Save the world and shag the boss, mostly.”

“I can’t dispute that. Come on, get up.” She pulled the covers off him, then eyed what was revealed. “Ah, I see you already
are
up.”