The warrior's apprentice (9 page)

The security woman began again. “Pilot Officer Mayhew, you have a right—”

“I think she cracked the orbit of my eye,” moaned the bruised man. “I’m going to sue...”

Miles shot Elena a special reassuring smile. “Don’t worry, I’ll take care of it.”

“You have a right—” yelled the security woman.

“I beg your pardon. Officer Brownell,” Miles interrupted her smoothly. “Pilot Officer Mayhew is now my leigeman. As his leige commander, any charges against him must be addressed to me. It will then be my duty to determine their validity and issue the orders for the appropriate punishments. He has no rights but the right to accept challenge in single combat for certain categories of slander which are a bit complicated to go into now—” Obsolete, too, since dueling was outlawed by Imperial edict, but these Betans won’t know the difference—”So unless you happen to be carrying two pairs of swords and are prepared to, say, offer an insult to Pilot Officer Mayhew’s mother, you will simply have to—ah—contain yourself.”

Timely advice; the security woman looked as if she were about to explode, Mayhew gave a hopeful nod, smiling weakly. Bothari stirred uneasily, eyes flicking on an inventory of men and weapons in the mob. Gently, thought Miles; let’s take it gently. “Get up, Arde . . .”

It took some persuading, but the security officer finally checked with her superiors about Miles’s bizarre defense of Pilot Officer Mayhew. At that point, as Miles had hoped and foreseen, proceedings broke down in a morass of untested interplanetary legal hypotheses that threatened to engulf the Barrayaran Embassy and the Betan State Department on ever-ascending levels of personnel.

Elena’s case was easier. The outraged Betan was directed to take his case to the Barrayaran Embassy in person. There, Miles knew, it would be swallowed up in an endless moebius loop of files, forms, and reports, kept especially for such occasions by the extremely competent staff. The forms included some particularly creative ones that had to be round-tripped on the six-week journey back to Barrayar itself, and were guaranteed to be sent back several times for minor errors in execution.

“Relax,” Miles whispered in an aside to Elena. “They’ll bury that guy in files so deep you’ll never see him again. It works great with Betans—they’re perfectly happy, because all the time they think they’re doing something to you. Just don’t kill anybody. My diplomatic immunity doesn’t go that far.”

The exhausted Mayhew was swaying on his feet by the time the Betans gave way. Miles, feeling like an old sea raider after a successful looting spree, bore him off.

“Two hours,” muttered Bothari. “We’ve only been in this bloody place two bloody hours...”

CHAPTER SIX

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“Miles, dear,” his grandmother greeted him with a peck on the cheek as regulation as a salute. “You’re rather late—trouble in Customs again? Are you very tired from your trip?”

“Not a bit.” He bounced on his heels, missing free fall and its unconstrained motion. He felt like taking a fifty kilometer run, or going dancing, or something. The Botharis looked weary, though, and Pilot Officer Mayhew was nearly green. The pilot officer, after the briefest introduction, was shipped off to the spare bedroom in Mrs. Naismith’s apartment to wash, take his choice of too-small or too-large borrowed pajamas, and fall unconscious across the bed as though slugged with a mallet.

Miles’s grandmother fed the survivors dinner, and as Miles had hoped seemed quite taken with Elena. Elena was having an attack of shyness in the presence of the admired Countess Vorkosigan’s mother, but Miles was fairly sure the old woman would soon bring her out of it. Elena might even pick up a little of her Betan indifference to Barrayaran class distinctions. Might it ease the oppressive constraint that seemed to have been growing between himself and Elena ever since they had ceased to be children? It was the damn Vor-suit he wore, Miles thought. There were days it felt like armor; archaic, clanking, encrusted and spiked. Uncomfortable to wear, impossible to embrace. Give her a can opener, and let her see what a pale soft miserable slug this gaudy shell encloses—not that that would be any less repellent—his thoughts buried themselves in the dark fall of Elena’s hair, and he sighed. He realized his grandmother was speaking to him. “I beg your pardon, ma’am?”

“I said,” she repeated patiently between bites, “one of my neighbors—you remember him, Mr. Hathaway, who works at the recycling center—I know you met him when you were here to school—”

“Oh, yeah, sure. Him.”

“He has a little problem that we thought you might be able to help with, being Barrayaran. He’s sort of been saving it for you, since we knew you were coming. He thought, if you weren’t too tired, you might even go with him tonight, since it is starting to be rather disturbing...”

“I really can’t tell you all that much about him myself,” said Hathaway, staring out over the vast domed arena that was his special charge. Miles wondered how long it would take to get used to the smell. “Except that he says he’s a Barrayaran. He disappears from time to time, but he always comes back. I’ve tried to persuade him to go to a Shelter, at least, but he didn’t seem to like the idea. Lately, I haven’t been able to get near him. You understand, he’s never tried to hurt anybody or anything, but you never know, what with his being a Barrayaran and all—oh, sorry...”

Hathaway, Miles, and Bothari picked their way across the treacherous and uneven footing. Odd-shaped objects in the piles tended to turn unexpectedly, tripping the unwary. All the detritus of high tech, awaiting apotheosis as the next generation of Betan ingenuity, gleamed out amid more banal and universal human rubbish.

“Oh, damn it,” cried Hathaway suddenly, “he’s gone and lit a fire again.” A small curl of grey smoke was rising a hundred meters away. “I hope he’s not burning wood this time. I just cannot convince him how valuable—well, at least it makes him easy to find . . .”

A low place in the piles gave an illusion of a sheltered space. A thin, dark-haired man in his late twenties was hunched glumly over a tiny fire, carefully arranged in the bottom of a shallow parabolic antenna dish. A makeshift table that had started life as a computer desk console was evidently now the man’s kitchen, for it held some flat pieces of metal and plastic now doing duty as plates and platters. A large carp, its scales gleaming red-gold, lay gutted and ready for cooking upon it.

Dark eyes, black smudges of weariness beneath them, flashed up at the clank of their approach. The man scrambled to his feet, grabbing what appeared to be a home-made knife; Miles couldn’t tell what it was made of, but it was clearly a good one, if it had done the job on the fish. Bothari’s hand automatically checked his stunner.

“I think he is a Barrayaran,” muttered Miles to Bothari. “Look at the way he moves.”

Bothari nodded agreement. The man held his knife properly, like a soldier, left hand guarding the right, ready to block a snatch or punch an opening for the weapon. He seemed unconscious of his stance.

Hathaway raised his voice. “Hey, Baz! I brought you some visitors, all right?”

“No.”

“Uh, look,” Hathaway slid down a pile of rubble, closer but not too close. “I haven’t bothered you, have I? I let you hang around in my center for days on end, it’s all right as long as you don’t carry anything out— that’s not wood, is it? oh, all right... I’ll overlook it this time, but I want you to talk to these guys. I figure you owe me. All right? Anyway, they’re Barrayarans.”

Baz glanced up at them sharply, his expression a strange mixture of hunger and dismay. His lips formed a silent word. Miles read it, Home. I’m silhouetted, thought Miles; let’s get down where he can see the light on my face. He picked his way down beside Hathaway.

Baz stared at him. “You’re no Barrayaran,” he said flatly.

“I’m half Betan,” Miles replied, feeling no desire to go into his medical history just then. “But I was raised on Barrayar. It’s home.”

“Home,” whispered the man, barely audibly.

“You’re a long way from home.” Miles upended a plastic casing from something-or-other—it had some wires hanging out of it, giving it a sad disembowelled air—and seated himself. Bothari took up position above on the rubble within comfortable pouncing distance. “Did you get stuck here or something? Do you, ah— need some help getting home?”

“No.” The man glanced away, frowning. His fire had burned down. He placed a metal grill from an air conditioner over it and laid his fish on top.

Hathaway eyed these preparations with fascination. “What are you going to do with that dead goldfish?”

“Eat it.”

Hathaway looked revolted. “Look, mister—all you have to do is report to a Shelter and get Carded, and you can have all the protein slices you want—any flavor, clean and fresh from the vats. Nobody has to eat a dead animal on this planet, really. Where’d you get it, anyway?”

Baz replied uneasily, “Out of a fountain.”

Hathaway gasped in horror. “Those displays belong to the Silica Zoo! You can’t eat an exhibit!”

“There were lots of them. I didn’t think anybody would miss one. It wasn’t stealing. I caught it.”

Miles rubbed his chin thoughtfully, gave a little upward jerk of his head, and pulled Pilot Officer Mayhew’s green bottle, which he had brought along on a lastminute impulse, from under his jacket. Baz started at the movement, then relaxed when he saw it was no weapon. By Barrayaran etiquette, Miles took a swallow first—he made it a small one, this time—wiped the mouthpiece on his sleeve, and offered it to the thin man. “Drink, with dinner? It’s good—makes you feel less hungry—dries up your sinuses, too. Tastes like horsepiss and honey.”

Baz frowned, but took the bottle. “Thanks.” He took a drink, and added in a strangled whisper, “Thanks!”

Baz slipped his dinner onto a cover plate from a tube-car wheel, and sat cross-legged amid the junk to pick out the bones. “Care for any?”

“No, thanks, just had dinner.”

“Dear God, I should think not!” cried Hathaway.

“Ah,” said Miles. “Changed my mind. Just a taste...”

Baz held out a morsel on the point of his knife; Bothari’s hands twitched. Miles lipped it off, campfashion, and chomped it down with a sardonic smile at Hathaway. Baz waved the bottle at Bothari.

“Would your friend...?”

“He can’t,” excused Miles. “He’s on duty.”

“Bodyguard,” whispered Baz. He looked again at Miles with that strange expression, fear, and something else. “What the hell are you?”

“Nothing you need be afraid of. Whatever you’re hiding from, it isn’t me. You can have my word on that, if you wish.”

“Vor,” breathed Baz. “You’re Vor.”

“Well, yes. And what the hell are you?”

“Nobody.” He picked rapidly at his fish. Miles wondered how long it had been since his last meal.

“Hard, to be nobody, in a place like this,” Miles observed. “Everybody has a number, everybody has a place to be—not many interstices, to be nobody in. It must take a lot of effort and ingenuity.”

“You said it,” Baz agreed around a mouthful of goldfish. “This is the worst place I’ve ever been. You’ve got to keep moving around all the time.”

“You do know,” said Miles tentatively, “the Barrayaran Embassy will help you get home, if you want. Of course, you have to pay it back later, and they’re pretty strict about collecting—they’re not in the business of giving free rides to hitchhikers—but if you’re really in trouble—”

“No!” It was almost a cry. It echoed faintly across the enormous arena. Baz lowered his voice self-consciously. “No, I don’t want to go home. Sooner or later, I’ll pick up some kind of job at the shuttleport, and ship off someplace better. There’s got to be something turn up soon.”

“If you want work,” said Hathaway eagerly, “all you have to do is register at—”

“I’ll get something my own way,” Baz cut him off harshly.

The pieces were falling into place. “Baz doesn’t want to register anywhere,” Miles explained to Hathaway, coolly didactic. “Up until now, Baz is something I thought impossible on Beta Colony. He’s a man who isn’t here. He’s passed across the information network without a blip. He never arrived—never passed through Customs, and I’ll bet that was one hell of a neat trick—as far as the computers are concerned, has not eaten, or slept, or purchased—or Registered, or been Carded—and he would rather starve than do so.”

“For pity’s sake, why?” asked Hathaway.

“Deserter,” commented Bothari laconically from above. “I’ve seen the look.”

Miles nodded. “I think you’ve hit it, Sergeant.”

Baz sprang to his feet. “You’re Service Security! You twisty little bastard—”

“Sit down,” Miles overrode him, not stirring. “I’m not anybody. I’m just not quite as good at it as you are.”

Baz hesitated. Miles studied him seriously, all the pleasure suddenly gone out of the excursion in a wash of cold ambiguity. “I don’t suppose—Yeoman?—no. Lieutenant?”

“Yes,” growled the man.

“An officer. Yes.” Miles chewed his lip, disturbed. “Was it in the heat?”

Baz grimaced reluctantly. “Technically.”

“Hm.” A deserter. Strange beyond comprehension, for a man to trade the envied splendor of the Service for the worm of fear, riding in his belly like a parasite. Was he running from an act of cowardice? Or another crime? Or an error, some horrible, lethal mistake? Technically, Miles had a duty to help nail the fellow for Service Security. But he had come here tonight to help the man, not destroy him...

“I don’t understand,” said Hathaway. “Has he committed a crime?”

“Yes. A bloody serious one. Desertion in the heat of battle,” said Miles. “If he gets extradited home, the penalty’s quartering. Technically.”

“That doesn’t sound so bad,” Hathaway shrugged.

“He’s been quartered in my recycling center for two months. It could hardly be worse. What’s the problem?”

“Quartering,” said Miles. “Uh—not domiciled. Cut in four pieces.”

Hathaway stared, shocked. “But that would kill him!” He looked around, and wilted under the triple, unified, and exasperated glares of the three Barrayarans.

“Betans,” said Baz disgustedly. “I can’t stand Betans.”

Hathaway muttered something under his breath; Miles caught, “— bloodthirsty barbarians...”

“So if you’re not Service Security,” Baz finished, sitting back down, “you may as well shove off. There’s nothing you can do for me.”

“I’m going to have to do something,” Miles said.

“Why?”

“I’m—I’m afraid I’ve inadvertantly done you a disservice, Mr., Mr.—you may as well tell me your name...”

“Jesek.”

“Mr. Jesek. You see, I’m, un, under the scrutiny of Security myself. Just by meeting you, I’ve endangered your cover. I’m sorry.”

Jesek paled. “Why is Service Security watching you?”

“Not the S.S. Imperial Security, I’m afraid.”

The breath went out of the deserter as from a body blow, and his face drained utterly. He bent over, his head pressed to his knees, as if to counteract a wave of faintness. A muffled whimper—”God...” He stared up at Miles. “What did you do, boy?”

Miles said sharply, “I haven’t asked you that question, Mr. Jesek!”

The deserter mumbled some apology. I can’t let him know who I am, thought Miles, or he’ll be off like a shot and run straight into my Security so-called safety net— even as it is, Lt. Croye or his minions from the Barrayaran Embassy Security staff are going to start looking this guy over. They’ll go wild when they find he’s the invisible man. No later than tomorrow, if they give him the routine check. I’ve just killed this man—no! “What did you do in the Service, before?” Miles groped for time and thought. “I was an engineer’s assistant.”