The Zul Enigma (30 page)

Carlos shook his head.
‘I don’t know. You say meditation is the key to raising the rate of our
vibration and that we need to do this if we are to stop our planet being
destroyed and evolve to the next density. I guess you want me to get a message
out encouraging everyone to take up meditation. You say you chose me because I
have access to the UN member countries, because I can reach out to the whole
planet. But that’s not true anymore.’

‘If you trust, you will
find a way.’

‘What
do you mean, trust? They’re locking me up in hospital on Monday.’

‘If you choose to, you
will find a way to help your galaxy evolve to fourth density.’

Carlos buried his head
in his hands.

‘There is one last
package of information to explain.’

‘What’s the point? I
have too many questions – too many doubts. How can I…’

‘It is natural you
should feel doubt.’

‘That’s an
understatement. Anyhow, why don’t
you
show up in front of the UN? Hey?
Tell them what you told me. That would get everyone’s attention.’

‘The Galactic Federation
must follow the Law of One. Although we may visit lower densities to pass on
information, we may not influence or manipulate free will. The desire to fulfil
selflessness must come from within each individual entity and must be earned by
overcoming challenges, thus strengthening the belief until it becomes
invincible and eternal.’

‘What’s that mean?’

‘We
explained that higher density entities may visit third density to educate, but
first the Galactic Federation must deliberate the complicated inter-relation of
what you humans call “karmic energy” across all consciousness and densities to
find the right way to do so. If we were to appear publicly now, it would stir
up more fear and panic on your planet. This would be counter-productive. At
this moment, the way forward is through you.’

‘You expect me to
believe that? “Inter-relation of karmic energy across all consciousness”… it’s meaningless
words.’

‘Carlos, your entire
galaxy is depending on you.’

Carlos lifted his hands
in the air. ‘Let me get this right. You chose me,’ he put both his hands on
this chest, ‘to tell people to raise their energy vibration, tell them to live
selfless lives and take up meditation, because if they don’t our planet will
destroy itself and destabilise the rest of the galaxy. Okay, that’s bad
enough…’ he stretched his palms out in front of him, ‘but add that in
forty-eight hours I’ll be locked up in an insane asylum because the President
of the USA thinks I’m crazy… well… even if I can somehow magically get a
message out, who will take me seriously?’

‘We do not have time to
spend on negativity, your planet needs you now.’

‘This is madness. I
don’t even know if you’re real. If you are, then I got a big problem buying
into what you say. How do I know it’s true?’ Carlos jumped up raising his
voice, ‘and if it is true, how can I do anything
when I’m locked up
?’

‘Sit down Carlos. You
will use your own free will to decide what to do, and when, and how. You may
even choose to do nothing if that is your desire.’

‘Do nothing?’ Carlos was
pacing the floor, ‘How can I do nothing if what you tell me is true?’ He turned
to the screen and shrugged. ‘And why leave it so late?’

‘Having too much time
would have polluted your efforts. Any prolonged successful effort to increase
selflessness amongst humanity would have resulted in the empires of those
entrenched in third density, both the believers and non-believers, crumbling and
falling. Had those humans recognised such a trend too far in advance of the
date of the evolutionary leap, they would have organised themselves to rise up
against you.’

‘But Zul… there isn’t
enough time to make what you
want
to happen, happen. It’s hopeless.’

‘We disagree. You have
the time and the will to succeed.’

Carlos shook his head
and sat down. All he wished for at that moment was the will to believe he was
sane.

‘Remember,
although the aggregate level of human vibrating consciousness is not yet sufficient,
many humans on your planet are vibrating at the fourth density level and they
are committed and sincere. When they hear you speak out, they will support you.
They will be easy to recognise. Just remember the criterion for evolution to
the fourth density, selflessness and service to others. You will not find those
qualities in any humans rooted in the third density.’

Carlos shifted his gaze
onto the snow-covered gardens outside. Zul, motionless and unblinking, waited.
After some time Carlos sucked in a sigh, straightened his back and once again
turned his attention to Zul.

‘Why have you made it so
difficult? Why make it look like I made you up?’

A smile washed across
Zul’s face and his eyes sparkled.

‘We had to push you to
the limit of your endurance in order to help you truly understand the concept
of selflessness. We have forced you to face up to losing the things that you
value most in your third density life: your job, the respect of your fellow
humans, your own self respect, friendship, control over your life, even your
sanity. We wanted you to understand the unimportance of attachment to the
material world.’

Carlos bowed his head.
But there was still one more thing he didn’t fully understand.

‘Why did you choose me?’
Carlos lifted his arms in the air. ‘Seriously, out of all the billions of
people on this planet, why me?’

‘We already told you we
considered your background in cosmology and your position within the United
Nations advantageous. However, more important than those factors is your passion.
You have a thirst for knowledge and understanding unfettered by a closed mind.
But you are right, there
is
one other reason. It is your evolutionary
state. It is ideal because…’

‘… you mean I’ve
reached…?’

‘… because you have not
yet achieved the fourth density vibration required for you to evolve with your
planet.’

Carlos’s brief
expectation was dashed, and seeing as his belief in Zul had started to waver,
he was shocked by how disappointed he felt.

‘Do not be disheartened
Carlos. You have progressed greatly towards understanding the route you are
required to take if you wish to continue the pursuit of love and unity, the key
to the evolutionary process. Rejoice in your current level of vibration. It
allows you to empathise with other humans at the same stage and will help you
pass on your message in a way they can understand. And do not forget; each time
you say or do anything from a position of genuine selflessness, not only will
your vibration level increase but your karmic reward will be to experience
genuine pleasure.’

Carlos recalled his
conversation with Corrinne that morning when he’d apologised to her. It
had
made him feel good and he wondered if perhaps there was something in what Zul
said.

‘Remember,’ Zul
continued, ‘it is easy for you humans to behave in a selfless manner when your
basic needs, and more, are being effortlessly met. It is when challenged
– that is the most difficult time to put others before self.’

‘What about the dead?
How do they fit in to all this?’

‘You are thinking about Elena?’
and Carlos nodded. ‘When a human dies, only the physical body decays, the
energy, the consciousness, the spirit is never lost. It is channelled back into
the density in which the entity was focused, in Elena’s case the third density.
You will never again encounter Elena as you knew her before. But you may come
across aspects of her essence and when this happens you will recognise it.’

It was the first time
since Drew told Carlos about the affair that he’d pictured Elena without the
thought of Drew barging in.

‘I don’t understand,’ he
said.

Zul smiled, and nodded.
‘We know Carlos. It is impossible for third density entities to grasp this
concept.’

‘But Elena? I now know I
loved her the wrong way. She tried to tell me but I didn’t listen. Learning the
way evolution really works? The selflessness? The love? Perhaps now I’m
starting to get it.’

‘You have done well,
Carlos. And indeed true love is unconditional. It is given with no demands or
expectations and should be received in the same way.’

Carlos thought about
holding the baby and felt his love for Elena, a rush of warmth, well up inside
him. He screwed up his eyes to stop them pricking. It was agony knowing he
could never again tell her how much he loved her, especially now he was
starting to learn what true love really was.

‘Remember, Carlos,
painful, difficult experiences can always teach you something positive, if only
you let them.’

‘Why didn’t I know that
before
she died? Perhaps I could have made her happy, really happy.’

‘Do you know the meaning
of the name “Elena”?’

‘No… no I don’t.’

‘It means “light of the
sun”.’

Carlos’s eyes shone
through his tears. ‘She was certainly that for me.’

‘Carlos, we believe you
have reached a stage where you can go on to guide the other humans on your
planet. Your success will depend upon the strength of your free will.’

‘And if we
do
raise our consciousness and the Earth evolves to fourth density, what happens
then?’

‘Our final task is to
explain that it is the responsibility of the Galactic Federation to watch over
the evolutionary process from third to fourth density. Our mandate is two-fold.
Firstly, once the evolutionary leap is certain to take place, we must ensure
that conditions for the transition of consciousness evolving from the third
density are conducive for a successful harvest to the fourth. Secondly, we must
ensure that conditions for the humans fettered to third density existence will
lead to an opportunity for their descendents to evolve to the fourth density in
due course.

‘Their continued existence
in the physical realm must not be seen as “punishment”. Indeed no. These humans
will simply…’

‘So even if we reach the
aggregate level of vibration, not everyone will evolve to the next density?’

‘It is unlikely all will
make the leap.’

‘It’s too much.’ Carlos
sank his head in his hands. ‘You want me to do too much. And all on my own. I
don’t even know where to start.’

‘But Carlos, you are not
alone. The humans on Earth who are ready to evolve will support you.’

‘But how about you? When
will we talk again?’

‘We cannot say. We have
explained how the universe came about, the process of evolution and the impact
it will have on your planet Earth. Our job is done.’

‘But I have so many
questions. How does the evolutionary leap take place? I mean, what’s the
science behind it? And if our planet evolves to fourth density like you say,
then what happens to the third density people left behind? I’m confused Zul,’
Carlos shook his head from side to side. ‘I don’t understand.’

 
‘It is not advantageous for us to attempt
to answer these questions and risk coming up against the negative effect of the
“gap” in understanding we mentioned earlier. Carlos – there is nothing
more the Galactic Federation can tell you.’

Carlos leaped out of his
chair, hands waving in the air. ‘No, don’t do this. Don’t leave me again.’ He
paced up and down. ‘When you first appeared I felt good but now I feel like I’m
going crazy again.’

‘Be calm Carlos. Be calm
and trust.’

‘And how about my
questions? Hey? My scientific questions? How about them? You said you’d answer
them.’

‘That is true but now
you will appreciate the deeper reasoning behind what we said. The gap in
understanding between the levels of consciousness pertaining to our different
densities is so vast that it inhibits the accurate communication of scientific
information of which you do not already have an understanding. We can pass down
concepts, but to explain the mechanics operating behind them is not possible.’

Carlos stared at Zul and
collapsed back onto the chair. ‘They’re taking me to Vienna. I leave,’ he
looked at his watch, ‘in less than an hour. Then Monday I go to Hospital
Psiquiátrico in Madrid. Do you realise that? So tell me… what can I do from
there? Once they lock me up they may never let me go. How can I help the planet
then, hey?’

‘Carlos, you have a
vital role to play if you so decide. If you choose to, you can help your fellow
humans, your planet Earth and your whole galaxy to successfully evolve to the
fourth density.’

 
‘But HOW?’

‘Keep your faith strong
and believe in yourself. Believe in the truth of evolution. Remember “service
to others” is the key for any human aspiring to the fourth density. Now,
Carlos, we must say goodbye.’

 
‘No, don’t do this. Don’t leave me like
this,’ he pleaded.

‘Rest now, Carlos. Rest
before your journey. We trust in you. We know you will follow your conscience.
Goodbye, Carlos, goodbye.’