Authors: Dianne Blacklock
âAnd what about Tom?' said Catherine. âDoesn't he get any credit? After all, he was the one footing the bill the whole time for her lifestyle choice.'
âYou can't call it a lifestyle choice.'
âThat's what Tom called it.'
Rachel frowned. She remembered Tom talking about choices a while back . . . She remembered sensing his frustration at the time.
âSounds like you've got inside info,' Rachel said, trying to sound casual.
Catherine tilted her head in a coy fashion. âOh, well, Tom had a few too many drinks at a Law Society function last year, it was before Annie died, and he said some things.'
âWhat kinds of things?' Lexie asked defensively.
âLook, it's probably not fair for me to talk out of school, confidentiality and all that, but you get my drift,' she dismissed. âHow is Tom doing anyway?' she asked Lexie. âDo you see him much?'
âNo, not really.' Lexie was relieved to change tack, she didn't like Catherine's âdrift'. âI was worried about him for a while there. I told Rachel that I often saw his light on in the middle of the night, and he seemed to just hang around the house on the weekends when the girls weren't there. But now he never seems to be home unless they're home.'
âHmm,' said Catherine, her eyes narrowing. âI wonder if he's seeing someone now.'
Lexie groaned. âLet's not go there again.'
Catherine glanced at Rachel. âLook at you, you're blushing. What's going on in that little head of yours?'
âNothing,' she stirred, âand I'm not blushing.'
âShe's . . . glowing,' Lexie jumped in. âI was going to say, you look great, Rachel. Doesn't she look great, Catherine?'
Catherine considered her. âActually, she's right. Have you done something with your hair?'
Rachel shook her head. âNo, in fact I'm overdue for a cut.'
âYour face looks less bloated or something, have you lost some weight?'
Catherine, master of the backhanded compliment.
âI've just been getting more exercise,' Rachel shrugged.
âWell, you should get going while the going's good,' said Catherine, taking a chug of her wine. âHave you checked out all the arrows you've been getting?'
âWhat?'
âOn Rendezvous. Some of them aren't too bad, why aren't you at least giving them a go?'
âWhy are you looking on my site, Catherine?'
âWhy are you avoiding my question, Rachel?'
She breathed out. âLook, I'm just not interested, I don't think it's right for me. I'd rather click with someone than click on them.'
Lexie giggled. âThat's very clever.'
Catherine didn't seem to think so. âYou've decided this after one date?'
âYeah, well, one was enough,' she said plainly. âI don't want to waste any more of my time on married men and losers.'
âWhat else have you got to do with your time?'
You have no idea, Rachel thought, just a little smugly, picking up her glass and taking a sip.
âOh, speaking of the time,' Lexie said, looking at her watch. âI might have to get going.' She bit her lip. âWould you girls excuse me while I make a call?'
Lexie walked inside the hotel, finding a quiet spot in the foyer, and dialled the café.
âBean East,' Scott answered.
âHi honey, I'm just finishing up here with the girls.'
âOkay.'
She could tell she wasn't getting his full attention.
âSo I was thinking I might come by and hang out there till you're finished, and then we can drive over to Mum's together.'
âI've got my car here, Lex.'
âI realise that, but you could follow me back to our place and we could leave it there. It's on the way.'
âLook, I don't know when I'm going to be able to get away. You should go on ahead.'
âI don't mind waiting for you.'
She heard him sigh. âTo be honest, Lex, I've been run off my feet today, I'm exhausted. And by the time I finish up here, maybe I'll just go home to bed.'
âYou can't do that,' she protested. âIt's Eric's birthday.'
âNo one's going to miss me,' he said.
âI'll miss you,' Lexie insisted. âThe kids'll miss you.'
âDon't be unreasonable, honey.'
âI'm not being unreasonable! You're the one being unreasonable, Scott.'
âLook, I don't have time for this now, Lexie. I still have customers.'
And then he hung up! Lexie was stunned for a moment. She'd had quite enough of this. She had a good mind to go back to the table and have a few more drinks with the girls, enough so that she couldn't drive. And then Scott would have to come and pick her up.
But she wasn't going to do that. She didn't want to let Catherine know what was going on, and besides, it was manipulative and childish and she needed to handle this like an adult. Lexie thought about her options. She scrolled down to her mother's number and pressed
Call
.
âHello Lexie, dear,' Sally said when she picked up. âAre you on your way?'
âOh, Mum, I'm sorry, I was going to ask . . . Well, Scott's run off his feet, they're short-staffed again, and he's going to be really late if I don't go and give him a hand.'
âOf course, darling.'
âAre you sure? The kids aren't in the way while you're trying to get ready?'
âNow don't you worry about a thing here,' Sally reassured her. âThey've been absolute angels. Mia had a lovely long nap, and Riley has been helping me in the kitchen. I think he takes after his daddy.'
Not so much. Scott never cooked with him, he wasn't around enough. It was Lexie who let him help out in the kitchen.
âThey're a credit to you, Lexie.'
She felt a lump in her throat. Somehow her mother had the
knack of saying the right thing at the right time, even if she had no idea she was doing it. âThanks Mum. I'll buzz you when we're on our way.'
âI can't bear the thought of going home,' Catherine confided to Rachel after Lexie had said her goodbyes in a flurry and left. âI know I'll just want to yell at Alice every time I look at her with that ridiculous haircut,' she groaned.
âThen don't,' said Rachel.
âWhat, look at her?'
âI was thinking more don't yell at her.'
Catherine sighed heavily. âI know you believe I'm too hard on her, Rachel, but I really am only trying to protect her.'
âYou can't protect her from everything, Catherine. You have to let her make her own mistakes.'
âThat's what terrifies me.'
âBut why?' said Rachel. âThe worst thing that ever happened to you also gave you the best thing that ever happened to you.'
Catherine was shaking her head. âAlice isn't like me, she wouldn't survive.'
âMaybe you underestimate her.'
âI really wish that was the case,' she said, draining her glass. She hadn't stopped drinking, or rather guzzling, since she arrived.
âHow did you get here today, Catherine?' Rachel asked.
âMartin dropped me off,' she said.
âIs he coming back to get you?'
âMm . . . ' She seemed to be contemplating something. âHey,' her eyes suddenly lit up. âWhy don't we have a girls' night in? We can pick up some Thai food and a couple of bottles. It'll be fun, you and I haven't had a night together in
ages
.'
Rachel winced. âSorry Catherine, I can't. I'm . . . I have plans.'
âOh?' she frowned. âWho with?'
âUm, people from work.'
âYou don't even like the people you work with, you always make excuses not to go out with them.'
That was true. Bugger.
âWell, I haven't always liked the people I work with,' Rachel began, âbut, you know, we have quite a high staff turnover â'
âI wonder why,' Catherine snorted, taking another drink.
ââ and lately we've had a few younger people start, and, you know, they're a lot of fun. And they were talking about checking out this new club tonight, and, well, they ended up inviting me to come along.'
God, she'd better keep track of what she was saying. This was the problem when you made up lies. You couldn't remember the details later. She'd better not start making up names, she was hopeless at remembering names.
âHonestly, Rachel, you really need to start acting your age,' Catherine drawled. âYou're always chumming it up with the young folks. They were just being polite when they asked you out tonight, they don't really want an old thirtysomething tagging along with them to a club opening, cramping their style. They won't care if you don't show up.'
âWell, I'll care!' Rachel exclaimed. Now she was getting defensive about a fictional scenario. That was it, she'd had enough of Catherine for one afternoon. The only way Catherine seemed to be able to relax was with a drink, but when she drank too much â which was becoming the norm â she just became unpleasant. She certainly could never be called a happy drunk. Watching her now, slumped in her chair, her face all ruddy, Rachel felt a little sorry for her.
So she wasn't going to get into an argument with her. âI have to get going, Catherine,' Rachel said, standing up. âDo you want to ring Martin, or shall we see if there's a taxi out front?'
Lexie parked her car and walked briskly down the street to the café. There were still a few stragglers at the tables outside, but as she got closer she could see that inside was almost empty.
As she marched straight in, she could also see there was no one clearing the tables, wiping them down, making it obvious they were about to close. There was a girl Lexie had never seen before; she was dressed like a waitress, wearing the café's logo on her apron, but that was all that suggested she actually worked here.
She was leaning against a wall, yarning away to a table of what were obviously her friends. She didn't even look up when Lexie walked directly around the counter into the kitchen area.
Scott had his back to her, so she grabbed an apron from a hook on the wall and started to tie it around her waist.
âHi hun,' she said breezily.
He turned abruptly. âLexie, what are you doing here?'
âI guess I'll start with the washing up.'
âWhat?' he frowned, coming closer to her. âYou're not doing the washing up.'
âWell, someone has to.' She looked around. âWhere's Josh?'
Scott shrugged. âHe had tickets to something tonight. I let him go early to get ready.'
âAre you kidding me? Josh can take off when he has something on, but you can't?'
âLexie, it's a little different. I own the business.'
âAnd Josh is your right hand,' she reminded him. âYou can't run this place on your own, with one waitress,' she dropped her voice, âstanding out there chatting up the customers.'
âThere were another couple of casuals on over lunch, but they knocked off already.'
âYou need to develop a better roster system,' said Lexie. âIf you were going to let Josh go home early, then one of those casuals could have stayed on for a longer shift.'
âLex,' he said with a hint of condescension in his voice, âI've been running this business for a long time, I think I know what I'm doing.'
âDespite all evidence to the contrary,' she said, looking around the mess of the kitchen. âAnyway, we can talk about this later. We're wasting time.'
She made a move towards the sink, but Scott blocked her.
âI'm serious, Lex,' he said. âYou're not doing the washing up.'
âFine, I'll start clearing the tables, you wash up.' She glanced out into the café. âOr get Flirty Girtie out there to do it.'
âLex â'
âI'm not going to discuss it, Scott. We have plans tonight, we made a commitment, and I'm not going to let you welch on it.' She took a breath. âThe kids haven't seen you all weekend, Riley
doesn't get to spend your day off with you any more now that he's at school. You have a family, and we can't take second place to the café all the time.'
He looked a little taken aback. âYou're kinda cute when you get all riled up.'
She folded her arms, glaring up at him. âDon't patronise me, Scott. Here's what's going to happen. I'm staying till you close. I've already phoned Mum and told her I was coming to give you a hand finishing up for the day, and you know what? She didn't have a stroke, and she didn't say you were a bad provider, she just said, “We'll see you when you get here, darling!” ' Lexie chirped, imitating her mother. âSo what do you want me to do? Clear the tables, or shall I put on those rubber gloves and start the washing up?'
His expression had hardened. âJust for the record, I don't like this, Lex,' he said seriously. âI don't appreciate being cornered.'
âNeither do I,' she returned, staring up at him defiantly.
Now he really did look cornered. âWell, you're not washing up,' he said, hanging on to some authority.
âFine, then I'll do the tables.'
Rachel stepped off the bus into the pouring rain. No, this wasn't pouring, it was bucketing down. The clouds that had been threatening to open up all day had finally made good on their threat, dumping the full force of their weight in a downpour of biblical proportions. Rachel didn't mind the change so much after a hot, sticky, stifling day, but why did it have to hit only moments before she was about to get off the bus? She broke into a run, but she pretty quickly realised it was pointless. She was already drenched through to her skin. So she slowed to a walk, holding her face up to the rain. It was quite refreshing actually.
She'd had a lousy day. Lloyd had been more persnickety than usual; Rachel had not thought it possible. But in his vast
administrative wisdom, he had decided that too many mistakes were being made on the invoices lately, and so he had developed a laborious double-checking procedure, which Rachel was certain would end up wasting more time than the odd mistake had ever done. But what did she care anyway? Every day she came closer to packing it in. She would have thought that having something fulfilling in her life would make work matter less, but that's not the way it was panning out. Instead it seemed to bring everything into sharper relief. It was like teaming a designer dress with scuffed, chainstore shoes, or placing a new armchair beside a battered couch, or wearing real gold next to a tarnished fake.