Tomorrow's Sun (11 page)

A different time, a different place, and that could have been her. Two years ago this week she’d driven her VW Eos to Sault Ste. Marie, top down the whole way, to meet up with college roomies for a spa day. She looked down at short, bare nails and ran them through tangled morning hair. Eight inches of dishwater-blond roots kept record of her apathy—half an inch for each month of not caring what she looked like.

The girl with the standing appointment at Studio 1 hadn’t survived the accident.

Maneuvering around boxed cupboards in the naked kitchen, she made her way to the coffeepot on the tarp-shrouded stove and filled one of the two mugs she’d brought. As she set the pot back, the side of her hand bumped a rectangular bulge beneath the tarp. The treasure can. She’d dumped the contents into a bag so Michael could use the container for Squiggles then stuck the bag back into the can when Squiggles had gained his freedom. She hadn’t found time to look through it all.

Folding her air mattress like a chair, she shoved it against the dining room wall below the open window next to her coffee, the Sunday
Racine Journal Times
, and the treasure can. Settling onto the bouncing contraption took more than one try, but she finally accomplished it. She took a sip of coffee and lifted the can.

She set the giant marble in an indentation in the mattress and parked the truck on the newspaper next to the Indian on horseback. Her imaginary friend in the striped shirt tiptoed in, sitting cross-legged on the floor, chin resting on his knuckles.

“What’s next?” A crumbling red rubber ball, a miniature iron frying pan, a water-damaged lapel button with a picture that looked like it might be Harry Truman. In the middle of the treasures stood an ivory-handled knife in a leather sheath. More marbles, a handful of jacks, and the tiny frog. She fingered the rustic angles of the frog and turned it over. An
M
was carved into the belly. Maybe it was a sign she should give it to Michael.

She pulled out what appeared to be a carved wooden baseball bat about four inches long. “Eww.” Not a bat, a doll’s arm. She laid it on her knee and lifted a matchbox half-filled with wooden matches. “Not for little boys,” she whispered.

The treasures, like pieces in a game of Clue, spread out beside her, all of them raising more questions, creating more imaginary characters to fill the empty house. Did the woman who wrote the letters play with the doll when she was a little girl? Or had the wooden arm been carved by the same person who etched the name in the bench? Did the knife belong to “Papa”? Or the man who never read the letters?

As she took another sip of coffee, her phone rang. Cara. Her timing was eerie. “Morning.”

“Hey. Just cruisin’ up the Big Sur on my way to work. Thought I’d see how you’re settling in.”

The vision sparked an authentic smile. Change the car to white and the hair to a mahogany red only available in bottles, and Cara was the convertible girl she’d seen earlier. “We’re getting a lot done. I refinished the corner cupboard in the kitchen, and the guy I hired tore out the kitchen cabinets and he’s starting on the walls. It’s a mess, but each day there’s a little more progress.”

“Can’t wait to see pictures.”

“You’re sure this doesn’t bother you?”

“Absolutely sure. Luke and I were just talking about it yesterday. We have great memories, but that’s what scrapbooks are for. If we’d wanted a museum, we would have kept the house. You do whatever will get you the big bucks. The sooner you do, the sooner you’re here.” A siren wailed. Cara waited it out. “But you know you don’t have to have a suitcase of money before you show up. That room’s just sitting there empty. Well, not exactly empty—I’ve been working on decorating it. It’s totally you. Totally Toji.”

A silent groan deflated Emily’s lungs. Their trip to Japan three years ago had transformed the way she dressed, wore her hair, and decorated her apartment. The Japanese symbol for “Live Strong” emblazoned the front of the shirt she’d worn under her jacket the day of the accident. But cherry blossoms, warm
sake
, and the Toji Temple belonged in the scrapbooks Cara had mentioned. “Sounds”—a reflexive swallow threatened to betray her—“beautiful. It won’t be anytime soon, you know.”

“Yeah. Says you.”

Yeah. Says me
. Emily swallowed sarcasm with a mouthful of coffee. “Did you and Luke check over this place before you”—
practically gave me your inheritance out of pity
—“sold it to me?”

“Nah. Neither of us could get away. Mom and Dad and my grandma were there in February. They took a few things and hired the auction people. Is there a problem? I mean, I know there are problems with the place, but is there something you didn’t expect?”

I didn’t expect mysterious letters or a hidden room or an iron cross or a little boy in a striped shirt
. “Well, yes. There were a few things left here.”

Cara groaned. “I was afraid of that. Listen, just hire somebody to cart it out and send me the bill.”

Emily cringed. “I found a tin box with a bunch of toys.” She balanced the truck on her knee. “Marbles and stuff, like a little boy’s collection. It all looks old enough that it could have belonged to your great-grandfather.”

“Huh. Well, just toss it or give it to some little kid. Knowing you, you’ve already met all the kids in the neighborhood.”

Knowing you
. The air through the window turned strangely cold. “I’ve met a couple. Um, what do you know about the things in the attic?”

A carefree laugh glided on airwaves from Highway 1. “I didn’t even know there was an attic! Sorry I’m not much help. Luke and I were actually baffled that she’d left it to us. Other than that summer with you, I’d only been there a few other times. She was my grandma’s mom, you know. That’s kind of distant.”

“I guess.”

“So whatever you found, it’s all yours to keep or dump. Hey, I have to make a couple calls for work. Can I call again tomorrow? I need some guy advice.”

This time, the sarcasm wouldn’t fit down her throat. “Sure. Call me. I’m the go-to girl on relationships.”

“Don’t be like that. The past is past. Isn’t that what your counselor said? You learned from the Keith mistake and that makes you an expert.”

“Right. Expert.”

“Stop that! Forget I ever brought him up and go have an awesome day. What are you doing today anyway?”

“Shopping for bedroom furniture.”

“See? You’re headed in the right direction. But don’t get serious about anyone, okay? I’m scoping out the possibilities here. Love you!” With another airy California laugh, she said good-bye.

It was much cooler in the barn than in the gravel drive where she’d parked the van. Emily unrolled the thin sleeves of her blouse as she followed Tina Palin around long tables filled with linens, glassware, and knickknacks.

“Do you need a bed?”

“No. I’ve got that covered.” No need to explain that she’d already bought a mattress—only a mattress, as the closer she was to the ground in the morning, the better.

“Over here’s the air conditioner. It’s kind of massive. Does it look like it’ll fit?”

Calculating the weight of the behemoth partially hidden by a tarp, Emily nodded. “It’ll be perfect.” She envisioned Jake fighting it up the folding stairs he’d just installed.

“Good.” Tina bent over and shoved a stack of flowerpots out of the way. “I should send all these with you to give to Jake. Have you met his brother-in-law? Now there’s a piece of work. A friend of ours just closed her greenhouse and Ben Madsen bought, like, two hundred flowerpots from her. Weird guy.” She pulled the tarp away.

“Don’t you try moving that.”

With a laugh that bounced from the empty stanchions on one side to the hay hook swinging overhead, Tina shrugged. “I won’t. I’ll have Colt, my hubby, load it all in his truck and bring it to you. Though I probably could do it. I hayed the whole season I was pregnant with my first.” She prodded the slight bulge of her abdomen with one finger. “My OB says in a healthy pregnancy you’d actually have to be trying to hurt it for anything to happen.”

An unseen hand stretched over Emily’s windpipe. She turned away, pretending to be engrossed in the curved arm of an old rocking chair.

“That rocker belonged to my great-aunt. My mother got it when her cousin died. She was an only child and she’d never married, so there was no one to pass it on to. My mother said she was probably rocked in it when she was a baby, so it’s a little sentimental, but my sisters and I don’t have the room. I have my mom’s chair. She rocked us girls in it and nursed all my babies in this chair.” Her words used up the air Emily struggled to suck in through her closing throat.

“You said you had a little desk,” she rasped. “May I see it?”

“Sure. Sorry, I know I ramble.” She pointed at an oak desk with a single drawer. “You’re seriously going to live in your attic?”

Following slowly, Emily breathed the spots from her eyes and the thoughts from her head. “I’ll be out of the way and I won’t have to move from room to room.”

“Yeah, guess that makes sense.” Tina pulled a cloth from her back pocket and swiped it across the top of the desk, leaving a clean path in its wake. “The lady from the Historical Society almost bought this. Will it suit you?”

“It looks like it’ll fit through the attic door—that’s the main thing.” Emily turned a brass drawer knob. “I’ve been wanting to get in touch with someone from the Historical Society. I’d like some more information about the house.”

“It’s a one-woman show in this town. Dorothy Willett. I’ll introduce you. Hey! What are you doing on the twenty-third? It’s a Friday night.”

Emily opened the desk drawer and closed it again. She wasn’t here to make friends. She was here to make money. “I—”

“Are you in a relationship?”

Emily blinked. The boldness was disconcerting, yet easier to deal with than the eggshells friends and family had tiptoed over in her presence since the accident. “No. I’m not.”

“Wellll.” Tina’s voice rose up the scale. She held the single syllable until she ran out of breath. “Then it’s settled. We’re having a barbeque on the twenty-third. Dorothy will be there and Jake can pick you up.”

“No!”
It popped out, too loud and way too emphatically. “I hardly know him. I mean, I don’t want—”

“Then this would be a great way to start.”

“Tina…” Her exhale scraped the lining of her tight throat. “I’m not staying here. I’ll be leaving Rochester at the end of the summer.”

“All the more reason. It’s the perfect setup for a summer romance with no strings.” Her smile spread like a puddle of glue. “Kiss and run. Oh, what fun.”

Emily promenaded up the sidewalk on the arm of a floor lamp. Her cane swung from the harp beneath a cockeyed shade. Clanging through her front door like a peddler, she dodged a head-on collision with the extension ladder descending the stairs. Her cane backflipped, hitting Jake in the shin.

“Ah!”

Emily gasped. “I’m sorry!”

Jake laughed. “That thing’s wicked.” The attic heat had tightened his disheveled waves. Rock-star tendrils skimmed his collar. Heredity and sunlight had accomplished what some guys paid dearly for, and he was probably oblivious to it.