Authors: Gordon Kent
“So mortgage the house.”
“It is mortgaged! And I've never lived in it; it's in goddam Houston, and I've got to find a place in fucking West Virginia; my kids are with my parents; my husband's at seaâ!”
A long stare. Then: “Can you pay for it? Five years' worth of legal bills?”
“If it's even a year, my career is finished.”
“That's what compensatory damages are for.” Her hand went to the telephone. “Can you pay?”
Rose thought of her salary, Alan's; of the empty house in Houston; of the house Alan had inherited from his father in Jacksonville, a little dump, but in a good market. They had some savings, a few thousand they'd put into tech stocks for the thrill of itâAnd two kids, and her with no career if it failed. And some friends.
“Yes.”
Emma Pasternak straightened and put the phone to her ear. “Let's kick ass,” she said. She started to punch in a number.
“What are you going to do?”
“Scare the shit out of the CIA.” She inhaled and drew herself up even straighter. Rose still had the feeling that the woman was an imposter, perhaps a daughter sitting in her mother's chair for the day. She was simply too improbably wispyâuntil she opened her mouth.
“Let me speak to Carl Menzes, pleaseâInternal Investigations.” Pause. Rather icily: “This is Emma Pasternak at Barnard, Kootz, Bingham.” She wrote something on a notepad.
Billing me for the call,
Rose thought.
Jesus, I'll be timing everything that happens to me now
.
Suddenly, she heard Emma's voice in a new key, fingernails on a blackboard. “What meeting is he in, may I ask?” Pause. “If you don't know, how do you know he's in a meeting?” Pause. “Is he in the building?”
Pause. “Well, when you see him, you tell him that I am about to sue the Central Intelligence Agency and him personally in civil court for damages compensatory and punitive, and I think it only fair to chat with him before I file. Have you got that? Oh, and tell him that we met at the Liu trial, will you do that? Oh,
thank
you.” She covered the phone and said to Rose, “The Liu trial, I was on the defense team, we reamed the Agency's ass.” She held up a finger, and her thin lips gave what might, on a nicer face, have been a sort of smile. She nodded at Rose, indicated another telephone, which Rose picked up to hear a male voice saying, “âremember the Liu trial, but not very pleasantly. What can I do for you?” It was a pretty nice voice, she thoughtâa lot nicer than Emma Pasternak's.
“Did you get my message?”
“Yeah, and I don't believe you're going to sue me, okay? Now, what's this about?”
“This is about a Lieutenant-Commander Rose Siciliano, who your office has railroaded, unjustly and illegally, and about who you're withholding information.”
“Is that the party on the other phone?”
“What other phone?”
“For Christ's sake, cut the games.”
Emma got a little paler. She leaned forward, seeming to talk to a shelf of books on the opposite wall. “No, you cut the games. We're not having it, okay? Get real.”
“Or what?”
“Or I go public, right now. I can have a column on the op-ed page of the
Post
, Wednesday's edition, with a pickup in the
Wall Street Journal
. Okay? I can write the head for you, quote, âCIA Badgers Woman Officer in New Agency Scandal Colon Where the Power Is.'
Paragraph. âGoing beyond its mandate and its congressionally authorized powers, the Central Intelligence Agency has destroyed the career of a woman officer with quote the finest record in and out of combat in the US military unquote. Reliable sources within the intelligence community say that the Agency's Internal Investigations Directorate can have got this fine officer transferred out of the prestigious astronaut program and into a dead-end, career-finishing job in Dog's Ass, West Virginia, only by working the levers of the National Security Council.' Paragraph. âAgency spokespersons could not account forâ'”
“Okay, okay, you do a swell improv. You've got nothing.”
“Wrong. I've got the balls of two columnists on the oped page. How do you want to see yourselfââthe last gasp of Cold-War hysteria,' or âwitch-hunter extraordinaire for the New World Order'?”
“I think we ought to meet to discuss this.”
“I think you ought to apologize and get the officer's orders changed back the way they were.”
He laughedânice laugh, but not convincing. “You really think you're something, don't you?” he said.
“Get stuffed, Menzes.”
“Goddamit, I'm being nice, but I'm not going to let some high-priced legal tart push me and the Agency around.”
“âHigh-priced legal tart,' I like that. Did you know that's actionable? I may sue you myself, Mister Menzes.” She actually seemed to be enjoying herself. “Okay, let's get serious here. I want everything you have on my client, and I want it tomorrow in your office, ten o'clock.”
“
You
get stuffed.”
“If I don't have access, the piece will run in the
Post
and I'll be talking to the chair of the Senate Intelligence Committee personally before lunch.”
“This is a highly classifiedâ”
“Now listen to me, Menzes! You're not listening! I'm making you an offer, and it's one you dare not refuse, you hear me? Get the fucking wax out of your ears! You give me access and you clear this officer's record, or by Christ your agency is going to be in deep shit, and I know for a fact they don't want to be in deep shit because recruitment is down and you stink because of your record in Bosnia and Kosovo, and you're all running scared because the word around town is you've got a mole and you can't find him! Get me?”
The silence on the other end, in Rose's altered perceptions, seemed to go on for minutes.
“I'll get back to you,” Menzes said.
“Ten tomorrow morning, your officeâaccess!”
Another silence on his end, and then, almost meekly, “I may not be able to make that determination.”
“When?”
The wind had gone out of him, Rose knew.
“I'll have an answer for you by six.” He hung up.
Rose looked at Emma. “Wow,” she said.
Emma ran a hand through her hair, making it look even worse. “They haven't got anything, that's why he caved.”
“How do you know?”
“I'm guessing. I think we're going to close out Phase One tomorrow, that's the feeling I get, but, just in case, I'm going to hire an investigator.” She gave Rose that long, flat stare again. “They aren't cheap, either.”
“I already had that figured out.” She didn't want some hired investigator; she wanted her friend, Mike
Dukas. But he was in Holland. “Whatever,” she said. The word seemed to sum up her feeling of helplessness.
At the moment, it looked as if the maintenance was so screwed up that 902 wouldn't make its launch,
and
he hadn't heard one word from Rafe about finding Mike Dukas. Trying to distract himself with a different problem, he worked at analyzing the det's officers, most of whom he had now met for the second time. Aside from Stevens, there were only five. LT Mark Cohen, a pilot, was a difficult, pale man whose resentment and suspicion had seemed palpable, not least because he was the maintenance officer. LT George Reilley, the second pilot, red-headed and always laughing, seemed popular with the men; Campbell, an NFO, was in his first tour, had no reputation of any kind, but had a graduate degree in aeronautical engineering and seemed to have Craw's confidence because of it; LTjg Derek Lang, also a backseater, had hardly registered on him but for that reason seemed unfriendly. The fifth officer wasâor would be when he got thereâLTjg Soleck. Soleck looked like a disaster, except that he had finished first in his class at Pensacola.
But he needed Soleck. Because Alan had the liberty of putting senior enlisted men in one or both seats in the back end to fly the special equipment, he could theoretically make four crews, once Soleck was aboard. The Navy had intended that the det have only two crews for its two planes, but four would give them flexibility. If they ever got the planes to fly.
Chief Navarro came and sat next to him, his glance asking for attention but not demanding it. Alan finished
a message, signed off two equipment requests, and
turned to face him.
“You wanted to see me, sir?”
“Did you get the simulator CD from Lockheed?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Chief, as of now, you're the MARI training officer. Find a laptop, or better yet, a desktop, and put it in the back of the ready room near the coffee-maker. Strip everything off it except the simulator, okay? So we don't have Duke Nukem running in the ready room?”
“Got you in one, sir.”
“Good. Then talk to all the flight crews. Everybody uses the sim, even pilots. But concentrate on the NFOs and the AWs.”
A seaman he didn't recognize handed him a message. Alan held him with a wave and read his nametag. Cooley.
“Where do you work, Seaman Cooley?”
“Maintenance, sir.”
“Cooley, please locate Mister Cohen and tell him I want to see him. He was on the hangar deck the last I saw.”
“Uh, no, sir, he just, uh, left.”
“Find him.”
Alan knew he was condemning a brand-new man to a long hunt for staterooms. He consoled himself that Cooley would know the ship better when he was done.
The message was from NAS Norfolk. LTjg Soleck had been scheduled on a flight and did O-in-C Det have any other instructions? Alan sighed.
Maybe to send me a guy who can get places on time?
By three o'clock, he was drinking his seventh cup of coffee, and his mood was as foul as the acrid, thin stuff in his cup. His first flight was an hour away, and he didn't think 902 was going to make it. He grabbed Senior Chief Frazer, the maintenance chief, because Cohen hadn't yet been found.
“Frazer, 902 is due to launch in one hour.”
“We're on it, sir.”
“Is 901 in better shape?”
“No, sir.”
“Frazer, what the fuck, over?”
“901 is down for hydraulics.”
“Is this the wrong time to ask why 902 didn't get a rehab for her port engine back at Pax River?”
Frazer looked trapped. Alan realized he was boxing the man into a position where he either had to inform on a shipmateâor his department headâor take blame for something he didn't do. Alan shook his head at his own error. “Never mind. Senior, will I have a bird for the first event or won't I?”
“I'm trying. Yes!”
Alan walked back to the ready room to find Stevens, Craw, and Reilley waiting to brief for the flight that so far had no aircraft. Reilley switched on the closed-circuit TV, and they watched the weather brief and then a quick description of the flight area. The other aircraft in the event were simple carrier quals.
Stevens briefed the emergency procedures in a singsong voice and looked at a map. “We're going about forty miles south, taking a look at the
Willett
, and then flying home. Short event. Any questions?”
Reilley held up a kneeboard card with the NATO and UN communications data. “All this up-to-date?”
Alan reached for it and Reilley handed it over with a
minute hesitation.
Am I making this up, or did he not want to show me his kneeboard card?
Alan looked at the card and noted that many of the callsigns were unchanged since his last tour here, almost two years ago.
He had imagined giving a little speech about their first operational flight, something to mark the occasion, but when he faced them he saw veiled hostility from Stevens and Reilley and concern from Craw. He searched for brilliant words that would make everything right, and he was about to open his mouth and say something about the det's mission and the need for solidarity when Senior Chief Frazer came in.
“I'm sorry, sir. I need two more hours. I can get both them planes up for the third event.”
Stevens smiled without humor. He was relishing the failure, Alan realized, and for a moment he hated the man. He walked from the ready room almost blind, clearing the area before he could say something he would regret.
He wasn't used to failure, and it stung. The feeling that he was personally responsible for a major problem compounded the feeling of alienation that had clung to him since his orders had been changed. He was used to stress, and to danger, but he had begun to feel in this situation as if he was an observer of events, not a participant.
He hadn't got control.
Telling Rafe that he didn't have a bird for the launch was one of the hardest things he had ever done. He had watched the maintenance crisis slide out of his control all day, first the downing of 902, then the problems with 902's port engine that “everybody knew” except Alan, then scrambles to get work done, and condescension from the VS-53 maintenance shop and the slide to
failure. And now it was certain, and he walked into Air Ops ahead of Stevens and canked his unit's first operational flight.
Rafe met him going out.
“Problems?” he asked with a smile.
“Yes, sir.”
“Sir? Better walk with me, Alan.”
Rafe walked down the passageway, slapping the occasional back, looking coldly at a jg running for his brief. Then he pulled Alan into the flag briefing room, empty at this hour.
“I can count the number of times you've called me âsir' on one hand, Spy. So how bad is it?”
“This is the wrong fucking time to call me spy, Rafe.” Alan realized that the storm was still there, and grabbed hold again. “Sorry, Rafe, let me start that again. I just had to cancel my first event. Both my birds are down and I don't have all the parts to fix them because I apparently left some stuff on the beach. That's the worstâthe rest is just other crap.”