Travellers in Magic (30 page)

Rozal hurried back to the living room and began to pass around the appetizers. “Thank you, Rozal,” Mrs. Hobart said. The shouting from the bar grew louder; surely everyone in the living room could hear it by now. Mrs. Hobart raised her voice to cover it.

“No, she isn't Hispanic,” she said. She laughed a little, but Rozal could see that she was getting worried. She glanced at her watch. “Why don't you ask her yourself? Rozal, Steve wants to know where you're from. Do you understand?”

“From Amaz,” Rozal said.

“Amaz?” Steve asked. “Where's that?”

“Oh, you must have seen it on the news,” Mrs. Hobart said. “There was a coup and then a counter-coup—no one's really sure who's running the country now. It was horrible. But Rozal managed to get out—she was one of the lucky ones.”

“Yes,” Rozal said. She had found a pack of cards somewhere on the long terrible road to the United States and they had told her what Mrs. Hobart was saying now, that she would be fortunate, she would reach her destination. “Great abundance,” the cards had said, and she had certainly come to the land of abundance, a place where even the candy bars were encased in silver.

The doorbell rang and she set down the tray of appetizers and went to answer it. Peter Hobart, Mr. and Mrs. Hobart's son, stood in the doorway. By the streetlight behind him Rozal could see the rain she had sensed all day, coming down now in a black sheet like a slab of stone. She looked for Peter's wife but did not see her anywhere.

“John!” Mrs. Hobart called. “John, he's here.”

Peter took off his leather jacket, revealing a pony-tail that fell nearly to his waist, and handed the jacket to Rozal. It shone like silk from the rain. Mr. Hobart came into the entry way as she was putting it away. “Finally,” he said, “Don't you think you're taking the concept of fashionably late a little too far?”

“He wants to shout at me but he doesn't dare,” Peter said to Rozal. “Not with all these people here.”

Rozal smiled at him, not too wide a smile because her first loyalty, after all, was to her employers. Still, she couldn't help but like Peter; over the months she had discovered that most people did.

“We can start eating now,” Mr. Hobart said, going into the living room. “My son has decided to grace us with his presence.”

“Kill the fatted calf,” Peter said. He did not follow his father but remained behind to whisper to Rozal. “I've got something for you, Rosie my love. You'll like it.”

Rozal closed the door to the closet, pleased. She remembered the loud, dissatisfied tourists she had seen in Amaz, travelling in groups like fat geese, and she thought how lucky she was to be here, in this house, working for people as kind as the Hobarts. She had never heard that employers gave gifts to their servants. What could Peter possibly have for her? The pocket of his jacket had felt heavy.

The guests moved in an undisciplined group toward the dining room. “I'm sure everyone needs their drinks refreshed,” Mr. Hobart asked, going behind the bar. “I would have asked before, but I was busy trying to find my son.”

“Were you?” Peter asked. He sat at one of the two remaining places at the table; the other was probably for his wife. “There was no reason to bother Debbie—you know I always turn up sooner or later.”

Rozal went to the kitchen and began ladling the soup. “Does Mr. Hobart hate his son?” she asked the cook.

The other woman looked at her so oddly that for a moment Rozal thought she had gotten a word wrong, and she went over what she had said in her mind. Then the cook said, “It's none of our business what they get up to. My job is to cook the food, and yours is to serve it, and that's all we have to know.” Chastised, Rozal took the first bowls of soup out to the dining room.

“Looks wonderful,” Keith said. “Is this Amaz cuisine? Amazian cuisine?”

There was silence for a moment; Keith had made another social error by not knowing that the Hobarts had a cook in addition to a maid. Rozal began to like him. “I'm sure Amaz cuisine would be wonderful,” Mrs. Hobart said graciously. “We're stuck with plain old American tonight, I'm afraid. Does anyone object to lamb?”

Rozal went back to the kitchen for more soup. She had never heard of Amaz cuisine; since the drought and the disruptions on the farms most people had had enough to do just finding food to eat. A friend of hers, a man who had come to America with her, had opened a restaurant in the refugee neighborhood near downtown. He'd told her that no one here really knew what people ate in Amaz; he could serve anything he liked.

The talk at the table grew boisterous. Rozal knew that Mr. and Mrs. Hobart were in something called the “entertainment industry,” and the idea of a business formed solely to entertain greatly appealed to her. But she could barely understand anything the guests said, with their talk of points and box office and percentages.

Steve began to talk about a movie he'd seen lately. Carol, seated next to him, was watching him intently. Keith tried to say something but Steve interrupted him, his voice growing angrier and louder. “You've got to look at the numbers!” Mr. Hobart said, pitching his voice to drown out everyone else's. “Look at the numbers!” Rozal wondered what numbers Mr. Hobart meant. She didn't think she could ask anyone; certainly the cook wouldn't know.

At last the meal ended, and Rozal went to the kitchen to prepare the tray of coffee cups. Loud laughter came from the pantry; Rozal looked through the doorway and saw Carol and Mrs. Hobart standing there. “He's gorgeous!” Carol said. “Wrap him up—I'll take him home! Did you invite him for me?”

“Of course I did.” Mrs. Hobart waved the smoke from her cigarette away from her face. “You were complaining for so long about never meeting any good men that I thought it was our duty to find you one. Go in there and be charming.”

“What's wrong with him? Is he married?”

“Never been married, as far as I know.”

“What does that mean? Is he afraid of commitment? Oh, no—I bet he's gay!”

Mrs. Hobart laughed. “I don't think so. He was dating someone for six months—they just broke up.”

“It's drugs, then.”

“You'd know that better than I would.”

“I don't sell the hard stuff, you know that.”

“Listen—why don't you ask him yourself if you're so curious?”

“Oh sure. Excuse me, but do you have any antisocial habits I should know about? And by the way, you wouldn't happen to have any horrible diseases, would you?”

Mrs. Hobart shepherded Carol into the dining room, and Rozal followed them. “You don't know how lucky you are, being married,” Carol said, turning back to her hostess.

The guests in the dining room seemed to have talked themselves out; Carol and Mrs. Hobart took their places in silence. Rozal could hear the rain beating on the roof. Peter leaned back in his chair. “Oh, yeah,” he said. “I brought something you might be interested in.”

Rozal set down a coffee cup and looked up at him, wishing she had some pretext to stay in the dining room. Or could this be the present he said he'd gotten her? As if in answer to her question he said, “Stay here, Rosie—you'll like this.”

He stood and went to the living room. Mrs. Hobart exchanged glances with a few of the guests, her eyebrows raised above her china coffee cup. Mr. Hobart whispered something to her, and she said, “Well, I certainly have no idea. He never tells me anything, you know that.”

Peter returned with a flat box the size of a book. “Oh …” Rozal said involuntarily.

He winked at her. “I thought you'd like this, Rosie my love,” he said. “You've seen these before, then?”

She reached her hand out to touch the box, but Peter had already turned to show it to Steve. “I found these in that new neighborhood downtown, where all the refugees live,” Peter said. “They said it's the first time they've gotten a shipment of cards from Amaz.”

“What are they?” Carol asked. “Are they like Tarot cards?”

“Apparently you're supposed to play a game with them,” Peter said. “That's what the man who sold them to me said, anyway. Isn't that right, Rosie?”

Rozal shook her head, wishing she had the words to explain. “They say—they tell us what happen in my country. In Amaz.”

“What do you mean?” Mrs. Hobart asked.

“Like on television. We have no television, so we read the cards.”

“You mean like the news?” Carol asked.

“Beka,
” Rozal said, so grateful for the word she reverted to her own language. “Yes. They tell us the news.”

“Actually you're supposed to play a game with them,” Peter said, frowning a little. “See? It looks like Bingo.” He opened the box and took out little boards, which he passed around to everyone at the table.

Carol laughed, delighted. Keith turned his board over and studied the elaborate pattern on the back. “Come on, Helen,” he said to his wife, who had not touched her board. “Let's play awhile.” Helen looked around the table, seeming anxious that her husband not make another blunder, but when she saw the others collect their boards she relaxed.

Rozal looked on, feeling wretched. This was not the way you treated the cards at all. You had to read them for the latest news first; it was only when they became outdated, when all the timeliness had gone out of them and another pack was issued, that you played games with them. Or you told fortunes; she had been the best in her village for coaxing meaning out of the cards.

She ached for news of Amaz, something to counter the rumors she and every other immigrant heard every day. Who had come to power while she had been struggling to find her way in America? Which faction had triumphed? Were the famines finally over?

Peter began to read the instructions. Was this the present he had promised her? She felt cheated, so bitterly disappointed that she could barely pay attention.

But Peter had said that a shipment of cards had come in. She could buy one the next time she went downtown to visit her friends. She relaxed and began to watch the game. It seemed odder than she could say to look on while these people, most of them strangers, played a game familiar to her since childhood.

“ ‘Announcer will take card from deck and read face,' ” Peter read. Everyone laughed. “Rosie! Hey, Rosie, what does this mean? Look, it's written in Amazian, too. Here, translate this for us, will you?”

The language she spoke was called Lurqazi, not Amazian. She took the instructions from Peter but did not try to read them; she had had to leave school when she was eight. “You have to take the card from—from here—”

“The deck,” Mrs. Hobart said, encouraging her.

“Yes, the deck, and read what it says. And then if you have that picture on your card you cover it with a stone. And if you have these pictures here—” She drew lines on the card with her hands, vertical, horizontal, diagonal.

“See, it's Bingo,” Peter said. “Where do we get all those stones, though?”

“Poker chips,” Mrs. Hobart said. “John, where did you put the poker chips?”

Mr. Hobart stood heavily; he had had a little too much to drink. Carol studied her card. “Look, there's a picture of a cactus here. And ugh, look—here's a snake.”

Mr. Hobart returned with the case of poker chips. “Now what?” he asked.

“Now I take card from deck and read from face,” Peter said. “Okay. Okay, it looks like a house. Anyone have a house?”

“I do,” Keith said.

“My man!” Peter said. “One poker chip for you—here, pass it down. And the next card—”

“No,” Rozal said. Everyone turned to look at her. “Now you read the—here. Read what it says.”

“Hey, look at this,” Peter said, unfolding the instructions. “It's got—they look like fortunes. House, let's see. House—here it is. ‘Beware of build on unstable land.' There you are, Keith—beware of build.”

Everyone laughed but Helen. Now Rozal remembered that Keith and Helen had talked a little about their new house during dinner. The card must mean that they couldn't afford it. She glanced at Helen; the tightness around the other woman's mouth told her everything she needed to know.

These people weren't that different from the ones whose fortunes she had read in Amaz. They had the same hopes and fears and desires, and their bodies gave away what they tried so hard to hide with words. But she saw that they didn't understand the power of the cards, that they had no idea what they were doing. If she said something would they stop? She didn't think so.

“Okay, next card. Cactus. Hey, good one, Carol.” Someone passed Carol a chip. “And the cactus means—”

“Don't tell me, I don't want to know,” Carol said. “Prickly, right? Sharp and unpleasant.”

“Cool water in a dry country,” Peter said, reading.

Everyone turned to look at Carol, who blushed. “Not bad,” Mrs. Hobart said. “Come on, do another one. I want to see what they say about me.”

Rozal had sagged forward a little in relief. The cactus meant that the drought in Amaz had ended. She had seen it on Carol's board but that didn't mean that it would turn up in the deck. So—unstable land meant that the country was still in the hands of bad leaders, but at least the water had come, and the famine might end.

She glanced at the well-fed group at the table and saw that they had guessed none of this. They were only interested in what the game might say about themselves; they didn't realize that the cards held more than one meaning. A story they could not guess at unfolded all around them.

Peter drew another card from the deck. “Looks like—scales.” He showed it to the rest of the party. “Scales of justice. Do you have that in Amaz, Rosie?”

Rozal nodded, unable to speak. Justice would come to Amaz, then. She was crying a little, and she wiped her eyes quickly so that no one would notice.