“Me and Max are going to brush our teeth,” Maggie said, wriggling out of Linda’s lap. She dashed out
the door toward the bathroom, and Max loped after her, ribbons bouncing.
From the open door to the hallway, blessed silence sounded. She mentally thanked Oakley for getting
rid of everyone, then pushed to her feet. “It’s been a long, difficult day,” she said to Jarrod. “Thank you for
being so grown up and well-behaved.”
He grunted and let her hug him, a rarity these days. He even hugged back for a few desperate seconds,
then reeled away and went to pick up his basketball.
Thump, thump, thump
.
So much like his father — she would have to let him process everything in his own timeframe. “Why
don’t you get ready for bed and I’ll be back to say goodnight.”
When she got to the door, he said, “Mom?”
She turned back. “Yes, sweetie?”
He chewed his lower lip. “What are we going to do for money?”
Hearing her son’s anguish knocked the wind from her lungs.
“I have almost thirty-two dollars in my bank,” he offered, “and I can get a job after school.”
Her heart swelled with pride. Fighting tears, she reached over to squeeze his shoulders. “Thank you,
sweetheart. I know I can count on you.” Then she ruffled his fair hair. “
You
concentrate on getting your
math grade pulled up. Everything else will work out...you’ll see.”
But the smile fell from her face when she closed his door behind her. Even Jarrod sensed their financial
situation was dire.
She peeked in on Maggie and Max and found both of them asleep on Maggie’s bed, the thrill of sleeping
with Mommy already forgotten.
She closed the bedroom door and looked in the direction of the garage, wondering if Octavia was still
there. God forgive her — she hoped not. She wouldn’t be surprised if Richard had covertly swung by to
pick up Octavia and they were already back in Louisville. In fact, by the time Linda reached the garage, she
was convinced her sister was long gone, returned to her perfect little world.
Linda opened the door and at the sight of Octavia reclining in the passenger seat of the minivan, her
high heeled feet propped on the dashboard, her heart sank. She simply couldn’t handle anything else right
now.
She walked over to the window and rapped on it. Octavia started, then took her sweet time to buzz
down the window, releasing a cloud of thin, white cigarette smoke. Classic rock crackled from the stereo
speakers. The smell of beer permeated the interior of the van — and Octavia. She’d obviously found
Sullivan’s mini-fridge in the corner.
Linda coughed and waved her arms. “What are you doing, besides running down my battery?”
“Smoking,” Octavia said with a loose smile, holding up a long cigarette with two limp fingers. She was
drunk, and her words were runny. “I quit two years ago, but I always keep a pack with me, for
emergencies. I figure this qualifies.”
“Did you hear from Richard?”
“Nope.”
“Did you call him?”
Octavia took a long drag, then exhaled on a smile. “Eighty-three times. No answer, and his voice
mailbox is full. Apparently, I filled it.”
“Oh. Do you have any idea where Richard might be?”
“Nope.”
“I’m sure everything will look better in the morning — when you’re sober. Why don’t you come
inside?”
“Is everybody gone?”
“Yes. The children and I are getting ready to go to bed. You can sleep here tonight.”
Octavia took another drag and exhaled. “Where? This place is so junked up, I don’t know how anyone
can live here.”
Linda flinched. She’d never been invited to Octavia’s home in Louisville, but she was sure it was
magnificent. “We manage.”
“Besides,” Octavia said with a flick of ashes, “you don’t want me here.”
Linda was cut off guard and hesitated too long.
“Loud and clear,” Octavia said, snubbing out her cigarette on the top of a beer can. “I’ll go to a hotel.”
“Wait. Of course I want you here...you’re family.”
Her sister gave a dry laugh. “Family? That’s the lowest insult of all.”
“Not for me,” Linda said in a choked voice. “I’ve lost too much family.”
Octavia scoffed. “You’re lucky your husband died, Linda. It’s the lesser of two evils.”
The cruel remark took Linda’s breath away, but she was too exhausted to react. “I’m going to bed
now,” she said through gritted teeth. “You’re welcome to stay, Octavia. Or not.”
She’d reached the door leading into the house when she heard the door to the van open and Octavia
emerge with a clatter of empty beer cans falling on the concrete floor.
“Okay,” Octavia slurred, “but just for tonight...to make sure you’re okay.” She wobbled on her high
heels for a few steps, then stumbled and fell to her hands and knees.
Linda closed her eyes briefly, then walked back to help Octavia to her feet. Why couldn’t she hate her
sister? “You’re bleeding,” Linda chided, wiping at Octavia’s knees.
“Funny...I don’t feel anything.”
Linda looked into her sister’s vacant blue eyes and realized for once in their lives, they were occupying
the same space on the emotional scale. “Let’s get you inside and cleaned up.”
Octavia allowed Linda to lead her to the master bathroom. Linda turned on the water and looked
longingly at the shower, but pushed Octavia in the direction of the spray, then backtracked to Jarrod’s
room. He was burrowed under the covers, but roused long enough to endure a goodnight kiss.
“I know it feels like a tornado has torn through our lives,” she whispered. “But tomorrow we’ll start
putting the pieces back together.”
Jarrod just nodded and rolled over. He obviously wanted to close his eyes and put this horrible day
behind him — she knew how he felt.
She checked on Maggie. Neither the little cherub nor Max stirred as Linda removed Maggie’s shoes.
Linda pressed a kiss to her fragrant curls, then retreated to the hallway and headed back to her bedroom.
She toed off her low-heeled pumps and acknowledged a full-body ache she suspected might never leave.
From the bathroom, the shower was still going.
Linda knocked on the bathroom door, and when she didn’t get an answer, cracked it open. A trail of
designer shoes and a balled up black dress led to Octavia sitting against the wall in her black underwear,
snoring, oblivious to the running shower steaming up the room. Her stunning pieces of formal jewelry were
incongruous next to her near nudity — a thick rope of gold fell past her collarbone, a chunky onyx and
diamond bracelet, and several rings on both hands. Her scraped knees were raw and red, her face was
blurry, and she stank of cheap beer and cigarettes. Octavia had maintained her lean-limbed cheerleader
body, but at the moment she looked decidedly less than pert.
Linda stepped over her to turn off the shower. Octavia roused with a little snort. “Where am I?”
“In my junked up house,” Linda said, leaning down to help her to her feet. “Come on, to bed with you.”
She stopped in her bedroom long enough to force a T-shirt over Octavia’s head, then led her to the futon in
the den, the unofficial “guest room.” Octavia slumped in a chair while Linda wrestled to unfold the narrow,
lumpy mattress. She retrieved a pillow and a sheet from a closet, and before she could tuck in the edges,
Octavia had climbed onto the horizontal surface and collapsed.
Linda stared at her alien sister’s sleeping figure, both comforted by and resentful of her presence.
Octavia had a way of cutting people both ways. Hopefully, the impromptu visit would be of short duration.
She made her way back through the shambolic house that was deathly quiet and dark in the corners,
reeking of potato salad and carnations.
It had been the most bizarrely horrific day of her life...and she had somehow lived through it.
That had to count for something.
When she crossed the threshold of her and Sullivan’s bedroom, she stopped and stared at the big empty
bed, still clad in the sheets he’d slept on mere days ago. Her throat closed as dread washed over her. But
sleeping alone was only one of many aspects of her new reality, and the sooner she accepted it, the better.
She switched off the overhead light, but quickly changed her mind and turned it back on.
Then Linda crawled into bed fully dressed, and pulled the covers over her head.
OCTAVIA JERKED AWAKE and instantly tensed. Something was very wrong. Was that...a baying
dog?
She shifted, and a headache hit her like an ax to the frontal lobe. She gasped, then tried to blink the
room into focus. She shifted her weight gingerly and pain knifed through her lower back. What on earth
was this dilapidated piece of furniture she was lying on?
Fuzzy daylight streaming through windows indicated it was morning. The events of the previous day
came flooding back to her.
Linda’s house...Sullivan’s funeral...Richard leaving her...their money gone
.
Good God — it hadn’t been a bad dream after all.
Her eyes welled with angry tears and she rolled to bury her face back into the pillow.
And stopped.
A small pink stuffed bear sat looking at her with big button eyes and an embroidered smile.
What the hell?
The baying had stopped, but slowly she registered sounds coming from the kitchen and little people
voices — namely, the unmistakable voice of that sassy little Maggie.
Did the pint-sized princess ever shut up?
Desperate for aspirin and caffeine, Octavia pushed herself upright, snatched the stuffed animal and
made her way toward the kitchen, stubbing her toe twice in the process. Every room was lined wall to wall
with furniture and building supplies — the place was a tetanus shot waiting to happen.
She walked into the kitchen and blinked against the harsh overhead light. Damn, the injection sites in
her face were sore. Jarrod and Maggie were sitting at the table, eating from mismatched plates. Their jowly
dog stood with its paws on the window sill, staring out.
“What’s his problem?” Octavia snapped.
“A squirrel keeps stealing the birdseed,” Jarrod said.
“Wow, crime is rampant around here,” Octavia said dryly. She found a drinking glass rather quickly
since the cabinets didn’t have doors on them. The cold water faucet was more tricky — there was some
kind of tool attached to it.
“You have to turn the wrench,” Jarrod supplied.
She pulled the tool toward her and filled her glass. “Where does your mother keep the aspirin?”
“In the cabinet over the refrigerator.”
She rummaged through bottles of cough syrup and chewable vitamins until she found the aspirin,
shook out a few into her hand, then tossed them back. She emptied the water glass with a long gulp, then
turned around to find the kids staring at her.
“What?” she demanded.
“You look funny,” Jarrod said.
Maggie wrinkled her pug nose. “And you smell yucky.”
“Too bad,” Octavia said, then held up the pink bear. “I guess this is yours?”
Maggie nodded exuberantly. “I thought you might want a friend.”
Dammit, she was a sly little chubby thing. Octavia narrowed her eyes. “I have plenty of friends, thanks.
Where’s your mother?”
“We’re letting her sleep in,” Jarrod said. “We got ourselves ready for school.”
“Interesting outfit,” she said to Maggie, who looked like an acid trip.
Maggie dimpled. “Thank you.”
“I don’t guess you made coffee?” Octavia asked.
They shook their heads no.
“There’s the coffeemaker,” Jarrod said, pointing to a dated contraption sitting on the counter.
Fine, except she didn’t feel like figuring out how to work it. Her stomach growled. She walked over to
the table and eyed the greenish patties on their plates. “What are you eating?”
“Veggie sausage,” Jarrod said with a frown. “Want some?”
“You can have mine,” Maggie offered.
“No, thanks. Don’t you have any cereal or something?”
“We’re only allowed to eat it on special ’casions.”
Octavia angled her head. “I declare today a special occasion.”
“There’s Captain Crunch on the top shelf behind the oatmeal,” Jarrod said, setting his plate on the floor
for the dog. “I’ll get the bowls!”
She reached high and moved four — no, five — enormous canisters of oatmeal. “What’s with all the
oatmeal?”
“Mom won a bunch of it in a contest,” Jarrod said. “She’s always winning something.”
“But nothing that tastes good,” Maggie groused. “I’ll get the milk.” She set her plate on the floor next to
Jarrod’s where the dog was already digging in.
Jarrod set large mixing bowls on the table. Octavia filled them with cereal, and Maggie went behind her,
pouring too much milk. The three of them sat down and dug in with giant spoons. Javier, her personal
trainer, would have a heart attack if he saw the sugary meal, but right now, she needed an indulgence.
A heavy, warm weight fell on her feet. Octavia jumped, then looked under the table to see the wrinkly