Two Shades of Seduction (56 page)

“If all I wanted was for you to satisfy my unruly cock, Julia, I would never have proposed marriage. You didn’t trust me to love you, so tell me why I should trust you now?” The bitterness in his voice tore at her heart. She’d hurt him. Badly. It was evident from the harsh twist of his lips.

“I knew you might think that. I knew there was only one way to prove that I trust you implicitly.” Swallowing the tiny ball of fear in her throat, she reminded herself that this was Morgan. The man she loved. A man who’d declared his love for her time and time again. Slowly, she reclined back onto the bed and reached for the black silk tie she’d knotted to the headboard earlier.

The implacable expression on his face disappeared as she slid her hands into the noose she’d created and grasping the end of the tie with her teeth she pulled it snug around her wrists. The horror in his gaze reassured her that she had made the right choice. In three long strides, he was at the side of the bed, his hands reaching for the silk strap that bound her to his bed. With a vehement shake of her head, she stopped him.

“Morgan,
no
!”

Staring up at him, she saw the rapid rise and fall of his chest as his eyes fixated on her bound wrists. The tension in him was visible to the naked eye. She saw a muscle flex in his cheek as he swallowed hard. Her gaze drifted downward to where his erection was stiff and hard, his trousers stretched tight across his arousal. He was hot and excited. She could tell by the way he held himself rigid. She looked up at him, but he averted his gaze in a manner that told her he was appalled at being so aroused by the sight of her.

“Don’t do this, sweetheart,” he rasped. She swallowed again, but this time with something akin to anticipation.

“I need to prove how much I trust you. Not just to you, but to myself as well.”

“Christ Jesus, Julia.” He shoved a hand through his hair, the movement taut with mixed emotions. “You’re asking me to make you relive—”

“
No
! No, I’m asking you to make love to me, Morgan.”

What her husband had done to her had nothing to do with love. But when Morgan touched her, there was no pain, only tenderness, passion and love. She met his eyes steadily, hoping he could see how much she trusted him. Inside her chest, her heart raced with a bevy of emotions she couldn’t separate. Desire, fear and love mingled together in one consuming blaze that sped through her veins until her body was hot with need.

Silently protesting with a sharp shake of his head, he stared down at her for a long tense moment. Raw passion and desire burned in his eyes as she watched him struggle to control his aroused state. His reluctance told her everything she needed to know. This wonderful, passionate man loved her. He’d never hurt her. Because of his love she could vanquish all the demons Oscar had tortured her with over the years.

“Just this once, my love,” she pleaded softly. “Do this for me. For us. I don’t want anything between us.”

“Damnation, I…” His voice faded into nothing as his hot gaze swept over the length of her. He looked as if he could devour her from where he stood.

“I excite you?” The breathy sound of her voice surprised her, and she realized she was excited too.

“God yes. You’ve no idea how much.”

“Then show me,” she whispered as her eyes locked with his.

A dark groan broke from him as he pressed one knee into the bed and bent over her to capture her lips with his. The fiery hunger in his kiss echoed the craving pulling at her insides. Without the use of her hands, she couldn’t pull him closer so she lifted her head to return his kiss with equal passion.

Her mouth parted beneath his and she teased her tongue across his lips. His sharp intake of breath allowed her tongue to dance with his as he deepened their kiss. There was the sharp taste of whiskey in his mouth, and she breathed in the faint scent of bergamot. God, she wanted him. Never before had her need for him been this intense, this compelling.

Slowly, he sank down onto the mattress beside her, his hands sliding across her skin in gentle exploration. The soft lawn of his shirt tickled her breasts as he pressed her into the bed. Gently he tugged on her lower lip as he brushed the lower half of his body across her stomach in a suggestive act.

She was melting. It was the only way she could describe it. Need circulated in her blood like a raging fever. Without thinking, she tried to reach for him, but the tie holding her hands didn’t give way. This was what she’d wanted. A way to prove to him how much she loved him. Trusted him. But it was also maddening not being able to touch him.

The hard length of him rubbed over the top of her leg and a pleasurable ache settled in the sensitive spot between her thighs. Writhing beneath him, she whimpered at the desire growing inside her. His mouth feathered kisses across the ridge of her shoulder, and she gasped when the rough pad of his thumb caressed one nipple.

At the heated touch, she arched her back, pressing her breast into the cup of his hand. Her submissive movement drew a sharp hiss of excitement from him, and his mouth streaked across her skin to find the hard peak. The moment his lips clamped down on her nipple, fire sped across her skin, and she moaned with pleasure. While he suckled her, a strong hand roamed downward until his palm pressed against the apex of her thighs.

Heat streaked through her and another moan escaped her as she moved her hips in an attempt to have him touch her more intimately. Dear lord, in all the moments they’d been together this one was the most potent yet. Bound to the bed, she knew she was completely at his mercy, and yet she wasn’t afraid. It was the most freeing experience she’d ever known.

His fingers stroked the inside of her thigh, teasing her with a feather light caress over her curls before drawing back. It made her body taut with need and she shifted her hips again in an effort to make him touch her.

“Oh God, please…please, Morgan. I need you to touch me.”

“How do you want me to touch you, sweetheart?” His finger parted her slick folds and rubbed over the sensitive nub of flesh inside. She immediately bucked against his touch, and his voice grew raspy. “Like this? Is this what you want?”

“Oh yes. God yes,” she cried out with pleasure as he slid his finger in and out of her. Numb to everything but the pleasure of his touch, she thrust her hips upward to match his erotic strokes. A moment later, she was suddenly deprived of his touch. She moaned her protest as he slid off the bed and removed his clothing. With deliberate slowness, he undressed in front of her. Naked before her, he grabbed his rock hard erection and stroked himself.

“Is this what you want, sweetheart? Do you want to feel me filling you, driving into you until you come all over this hard cock of mine?”

She gasped in shock at the coarse words. Unable to reply, she watched in fascination as he stroked himself in an almost languid fashion. Aroused to a fevered pitch, silk tightened around her wrists as she arched her body upward in a display of wanton need. God she wanted him. Needed to feel him inside her, loving her until they climaxed together.

She tugged at her bindings, not in apprehension, but anticipation. The realization made her go still, and she shuddered as her gaze flickered upward to meet the desire flaring in his blue eyes. It was a passion born of love. His love had broken the chains that had held her prisoner for so long. There was no more fear, only the overwhelming need to love and be loved in every way imaginable.

“For the love of god, Morgan,” she whispered hoarsely. “Can’t you see how much I love you? Want you? Need…”

“What do you need, my love?” The endearment squeezed at her heart as she watched him smear a bead of white fluid over the cap of his stiff member. Her eyes met his and she drew in a ragged breath.

“I need…your cock inside me. I’m yours completely. Do what you will with me.”

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She’d just offered herself up to him in a way that illustrated the consummate trust she placed in him. Her words gave him permission to take her in any way he liked, but all he wanted to do was pleasure her until she clenched at his cock and milked him dry.

Laying on the bed before him, tied like a supplicant offered up to the gods, she had to be the most erotic vision he’d ever seen. She was submitting herself to him in a manner that made him hotter than he’d ever been for any woman in his life.

There was no fear in her gaze, only desire. Christ Jesus, he needed to feel her wrapped around him, her muscles squeezing him with exquisite tightness. He reached out to run his hand over a long, silky leg. A soft sound escaped her at his touch, and he smiled down at her.

Slowly, so as not to frighten her, he moved his body over hers until his erection pressed lightly against her curls. Agitated, she squirmed beneath him in an effort to make him penetrate her. He resisted, but barely. With her eyes closed, she was the most beautifully erotic woman he’d ever seen.

A part of him struggled with taking her like this. It was the most incredible gift anyone had ever given him, and yet…he swallowed hard. He couldn’t do it. He refused to take her in the same fashion her husband had done.

“Look at me,” he growled. As her eyes flew open, he reached up and tugged the black silk away from her hands. “I’m not that bastard you married, and I don’t need any further confirmation that you love me. Do you understand?”

“But, I wanted to prove—”

“You demonstrated it the moment you tied yourself to my bed,” he rasped as he slowly pressed his cock into her. “I’m never going to let you go, Julia. You’re mine. Now and for always.”

“Now and always.”

Her whisper became a wild cry of passion the moment he thrust hard and completely into her slick heated depths. God, but she was tight. Desire and love glowed in her gaze as he repeated his stroke. It was like having a velvet vise wrapped around him. With an ever-increasing rhythm, he buried himself in the hot friction of her creamy folds.

Seconds later, a glow of ecstasy warmed her face as his name flew from her lips and she shattered around his cock. The intensity of her rippling contractions tugged at him with increasing pressure until with one last thrust, he exploded inside her. For a long moment, he shuddered against her, reveling in the sweet aftermath of their lovemaking. With a final throb inside her hot depths, he rolled onto his side and pulled her with him.

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A tremor lanced through Julia as she buried her face into Morgan’s chest. The silence between them was warm and drowsy as she breathed in the hot earthy scent of him. Happiness and love swelled inside her. He’d given her not only his heart, but her freedom as well. Without Morgan’s love, she would never have been able to escape the demons of self-doubt that Oscar had instilled in her. More than that, she’d overcome her deepest fears to show Morgan how much she loved him.

His mouth brushed her forehead, and she tilted her head back to smile at him. The somber expression on his face stifled her happiness. Something was wrong. Had she failed to make him understand why she’d chosen to do what she’d done?

“Morgan, I—”

A warm finger pressed against her lips. “Shhh. It’s all right. I was simply thinking how precious a gift you’ve just given me. Why?”

Her hand came up to hold his, and she kissed his palm. “I needed to make sure you understood that I trust you implicitly.”

“Your coming here of your own accord was more than enough, sweetheart.” His arm tightened around her in a protective manner. It made her feel safe.

“No,” she murmured as she looked away from him. “I needed to destroy the demons Oscar left behind. I did it for me as much as I did it for you.”

“And are they gone?” Despite the nonchalance of the question, she could hear the concern in his voice.

“Yes.” Her gaze returned to his face as she smiled. “I should have listened when you told me that there were no rewards without risk.”

“And you’ve realized the error of your ways.” The light teasing note to his voice made her tap him lightly on his chest.

“You’re far too arrogant, Morgan St. Claire.”

“Perhaps, but I’m deeply in love, which brings us to the subject of marriage.” His gaze was intent as he searched her features. “Tomorrow, I intend to find someone to marry us, and until we’re married, you’re not leaving my sight.”

“I promise I won’t run this time.” She caressed his cheek, and he turned his head to kiss the inside of her palm.

I know that sweetheart, but I’m not willing to give you the chance to have second thoughts. Besides, I can’t think of anything more pleasurable than spending the rest of the night and early morning, making love to you.”

Sighing, she nestled her cheek against his shoulder, content to remain there forever. The thought of the portrait flitted into her head. Had she really succeeded in becoming the woman Morgan had seen in the portrait, or was she only a figment of their imagination? With a quick movement, she forced Morgan onto his back and straddled him. Her hands braced on the bed above his shoulders, she leaned toward him.

“Tell me, St. Claire. This portrait you saw several weeks ago. Does the woman really exist or is she a figment of your imagination?”

Lowering her head, she brushed her lips lightly over his, and she immediately felt his arousal pressing into her leg. Julia lifted her head to stare down at him. Flames flickered in the depths of his dark gaze, and a seductive smile curled his lips.

“Yes, she’s quite real. In fact, I’m certain I can retire my handkerchiefs for good,” he said as his smile became a wicked grin.

“An excellent idea, because I’m the last affair you’ll ever have, Morgan St. Claire.” Slowly, and with a sigh of happiness, she lowered her head and proceeded to show him exactly why.

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