Under A Colder Sun (Khale the Wanderer Book 1) (4 page)

“And what is to happen here?” Khale asked. “You are here for a reason, are you not?”

“My death, Khale,” King Alosse said. “You know that. It is what must happen here, between us, tonight.”

A moment passed in which both men’s eyes met; one with its xanthic taint, and the other with its rheum and bare mortality.

Khale sighed and stroked his fingers through his unwashed mane. “Aye, your death, and then?”

“You take Milanda to Neprokhodymh.”

“Your daughter’s life will mean the end of your line and your blood, Alosse.”

“Truly said, but in exchange for the soul of one so pure as Milanda, the Autarch will see Colm spared for a time.”

“They will come for the city eventually, Alosse. Barneth and Farness covet this land. You’re buying your people a breathing space, no more.”

“I know, I know. I hope and pray it is enough. A new leader will arise, I’m sure of it, and the people will follow him ... or her. For my city, my people, love for my own blood must come last.” His voice dropped to the barest of whispers. “Milanda must die. She is a sacrifice that I must make.”

The old King’s eyes were steel points in the dark of the room. “Do it, Khale. I cannot bear this life much longer. I should have died years ago. I’ve been clinging because ... because there’s been nothing else for me to cling to. Do you know how many years I’ve been resting my backside on that bastard throne?”

“No.”

“No, you wouldn’t. I’ve been here since we drove the last of the mages into the Heart of the World to die. You know, there’s something I never told a soul. Something that happened to me when we were fighting that blasted war.”

Khale nodded, listening.

“I found him in some ruins. He’d been wounded.”

“Found who?”

“One of them, Khale. A mage. You should have seen them. They were all like him, the wounded one I found that day. Oh, he was immaculate. Perfect. A beautiful creature. I killed him.”

“Really, Alosse? You surprise me.”

“He’d never done anything to me, and I put my sword through him without a second thought. Do you know why?”

Khale said nothing as the King went on.

“Life wounds young and old alike, Khale. You know that more than most, but few will admit to it. It doesn’t discriminate, the world we live in, though we like to think it does. That’s why I killed him. He was beautiful and his eyes were so peaceful, even with all that blood pissing out of his side. He was beautiful. He’d done me no harm. I couldn’t stand to look at him. I couldn’t let him live. Not one moment longer. He had to die.

“Get out, Beauty, that’s what I thought to myself as I did it. I thought, go from us. No longer make us see and feel how low-born, lost and petty we are. Leave us our spite, our bitterness and our malice. Leave this world to us alone.” Alosse sighed and was wracked by a prolonged bout of coughing.

“I was young once, and when I was young, I was a hero. You were there. You remember it, don’t you? The battles. The glory. The swords in the wind.”

“I do.”

“And then I became this ...
thing
. I grew old, and I became an old man. I wasn’t a hero anymore. Nothing can replace that, you know: not wealth, not beauty, not wonder. Not even love. I could not find it in myself to weep when Milanda’s mother died, not a single tear. I can’t remember her face anymore. And ... what was her name?”

Khale shrugged.

Alosse went to the table and poured himself a generous cup of wine. It spilled as he lifted it and soaked his beard thoroughly as he drank it down. “I was a hero, Khale, and I’ll not leave this world with a lie as the last words on my lips: it never got better. It never got any better. It never could, and you knew that didn’t you?”

“I did, Alosse, and you would not listen when I told you so.”

“Get on with it, then. I’m done talking ... done with everything.”

Khale came at him and drove a knife into the King’s heart. “Goodnight, old man.”

He caught Alosse’s body before it fell. There was a sharp gasp, and that was all. The light was gone from the eyes, and nothing stared into nothingness.

The King’s killer stood over him for a moment as he cleaned his knife blade, swiping it roughly against his furs. He re-strapped his two-handed sword across his back. Then, with a whispered word, he too was gone. He disappeared like a ghost.

*

Leste found Alosse. He had been too long alone with Khale, and when she listened at the door, she heard no conversation. When she entered, she saw the dead old man hunched over on the floor, bleeding into the thick bearskin rug laid over the flagstones.

“My liege ...”

She held him and her hands came away dark and red.

Tears pricked at her eyes.

I failed him
, she thought,
I was on guard. He’s dead. I failed him.

She cradled the light, frail form of the King and wept as if she were a mother holding a stillborn. She should never have left them together.

“I will find him, your Grace,” Leste swore. “I will find him and I will kill him for this.”

Chapter Six

There are whispers of iron cities and great roads before the white fire came, but that world is gone now, and what came after is remembered as a night of cold and darkness that saw our people come close to dying out forever. After it passed, we were little more than savages, dwelling in caves with precious few memories of the old world—but something did linger on. Our hands found stone and wood, and bringing them together made fire come into the world again. We made weapons of flint to slay the animals and cooked them over the fire, though we could not help but think we had done this before; and in the taste of their blood, other memories awakened.

To children, women, and to elders came dreams, visions, and voices that spoke without words. The men were shown how to shape the world around them: to fell the trees and to work the stone, creating walls that could trap the fire’s warmth. All the while, the elders and the young continued to dream and to speak of what could be achieved. From their words came the first castles, the first kingdoms, and the first kings. Our people were divided into rich and poor, the exalted and the hated, the damned and the lost.

And from the words of the seers came worship and sacrifice as we learned of the Four who watch over us: Murtuva, the Last Breath; Chuma, Plague-Father; Voyane, Blood-Creator, and Mirane, the Starv’d One. For only with darkness can darkness be fought. Light failed our ancestors, and so we abandoned its worship forever.

Though some say there are places in the land where worship is given over to Another—neither of the light, nor of the dark—who dwells beyond the shadows cast by the Four, and such places lie deeply buried beneath isolated henges of disfigured stone ...

*

Milanda closed the book for a moment. She loved to read, and the stories of old were her favourite. They told of a world so much more exciting than the one she endured day by day. Eighteen winters to her name and she had not been outside of the city gates. In truth, she had not even crossed the moat from the castle into the city itself. Her life had been these stone walls, the wan light that filtered in through its windows, and the faces of men and women so much older than she.

When she awoke in the mornings, there was fruit, meat, cool water, and warm milk waiting for her, as well as fresh clothes. The clothes were always plain and dull. The dresses and battle-armour of the women in the stories were never presented to her. When she wished to bathe, she would be bathed by attentive Sisters from the Church of Four. They were the shadows that haunted her steps whenever she left her chambers and the heavy iron door that sealed her in there at night.

She daydreamed about the mage wars, the demon-knights of Anhedon’s host and the last battle of Aarthe. She passed the time, and she felt time passing her by. Her days were content, but they were also a routine she could not break away from. Her father, the Sisters, and the servants of the castle—none of them would let her vary the pace and rhythm of her life in the slightest, and no-one would say why this was so.

There had been a boy, not long after her sixteenth winter, who came to clean her chamber. He looked at her in a strange way, and she didn’t know what to make of it, until the day he tried to kiss her. She felt the hardness of his devil-bone against her. The Sisters seized him, and Milanda begged them not to hurt him.

She never saw him again. She asked her father about him, off and on, but he had nothing to say. Whispers reached Milanda’s ears: a skull smaller than the rest mounted on the spikes atop the bailey’s gate. But she was sure the whispers were false. Father could not be so cruel as that, surely. But she never left the castle, nor did she cross the outer yard to the bailey’s gate, so she did not know for certain.

And the boy’s face found its way into her dreams, where it spoke the language of maggots and worms. His eyes had been eaten by crows, and his skull was a nest for worse things. When she thought of him, she felt cold inside and the food she ate tasted like dead moths and ashes in her mouth. She tried not to think about him, but there was so little to do that she could not help but hear his voice, see his face, and think of his eyes. They had been kind eyes—before the crows took them.

“Why so morbid tonight, Milanda?” she asked herself, and went back to her reading. 

*

Khale moved through the corridors of the castle, unseen. He only relaxed in the shelter of its richly tapestried rooms where he listened to the pounding of feet outside and the raw shouts of Leste Alen. This was all a distraction, really. It was something to do. He was ancient and would see Colm and Neprokhodymh come to dust in the fullness of time, and their people would expire too. The kingdoms of Barneth and Farness would fall as well.

Nothing lasts forever.

He would still be walking the earth when new empires arose, fell, and fractured into feuding city-states such as this once again. He might well undertake such a quest as this again. There was so much to be done in the world, but so much of it was the same as had been done before, countless times over.

Time was a straight river for many, and most of them drowned as they travelled its course, but for Khale, time was a very different thing; it was a cycle of living and re-living the same moments. It was a great wheel upon which he saw the world being broken again and again. These kings, queens, warlords and sorcerers who saw themselves as so unique were all much of a muchness: dismal creatures dressed in their costumes and masks. They were distractions also, and they would pass him by.

I am forever,
he thought,
these people are not.

They think themselves above me, and yet the day will come when I will crush their dust and bones beneath my feet. All I have to do is wait. I do not need to raise my sword against them. They think life is a game of gold, adultery, and struggling for power.

It is not.

Life is but a game of bones, and everyone loses in the end.

He went out onto a balcony and looked over Colm as the first threads of dawn began to weave themselves through the horizon. He heard a voice—light and feminine—coming from not so far away. He turned to see a girl standing on an adjoining balcony. She was a fair enough creature. The light caught in the curled autumnal fall of her hair. Her figure was soft and slender beneath the rumpled looseness of her nightclothes.

He knew who she was: the Lady Milanda, Alosse’s daughter.

Leste came out onto the balcony to speak to her.

Khale saw Milanda’s eyes were sea-blue opals which, moments later, began to stream with crystal tears.

He returned to the shadows of the castle. Guards who were not dozing at their posts merely peered at him and wiped their eyes. He knew they saw him as little more than a passing flicker of the lamp-flames as he came to the iron door of Milanda’s bedchamber.

Well guarded and protected, Alosse,
he thought.
You have done well by her.

He listened at the door.

“I promise, your Grace. We will rout him out and slay him. Your father’s death will be avenged.”

He could hear how raw and wet was the voice of the Princess. “Thank you, my Lady of the Watch. I trust my heart and my father’s soul to you.”

“By your leave, your Grace.”

“Please, go. I will wait on word from you.”

“Aye, your Grace. We will have him before the sun finishes passing the horizon.”

Will you now
, Khale thought.

He stepped away as the iron door opened and closed. He stood looking down at Leste Alen. Her cropped hair was a rich red stubble over her scalp. Her cheekbones were high and fine, and as sharp as the thin, green eyes that pierced the shadows. The fierce scowl on her face and the scar that bifurcated her lips undid the traces of comeliness that were there. She had worn the same look when she entered his tent in the brigand encampment.

A hot-blooded warrior,
Khale thought.
The steel of her soul will be cooled and tempered in time.
If she had time, thinking that she could take him on and live.

Leste stalked away, calling to the guards to be vigilant. They barely saluted her retreating back.

Khale waited until she was well out of earshot. She would return soon enough, when it became clear he was not to be found elsewhere in the castle.

He had to use the time given to him wisely.

There was a conjuration that might work, but it would leave him vulnerable. There was little for him to fear from the swords and slow hands of these guards in their armour of rust-caked mail and cracked leather, but he knew Milanda would be placed well beyond his reach if the hue and cry was raised. Khale stood for a moment, caught by indecision.

I must do it,
he thought,
or forfeit all.