Under the Influence (29 page)

I
embarked on the telling of this story—though I didn't know yet what the story was going to be—in the spring of 2014. I'd moved into the home of the man who had recently become my husband, Jim Barringer—but there was a problem. (Or what passed for a problem, back in those days.) I had no place to work.

My friend Karen Mulvaney and her husband, Tom, made the most generous offer: to lend me the use of a wonderful little house they owned that was sitting empty at the time, for as long as I needed. They call it Bud's house, and now so do I.

One thing I have learned over my many decades of holing up in various cabins, motel rooms, attics—and, once, an underground parking garage—to write: The room doesn't have to be large or fancy (and probably should not be). But it needs to possess a certain feeling conducive to letting the imagination take flight. Bud's house—with its big sunny window over the desk; its red refrigerator; its wide front porch where I'd sit with my coffee, reading the previous day's work while a family of deer grazed under the fruit trees; and its little shed out back where the tractor sits, that Bud used to drive—has this quality in spades.

Just after dawn every morning, all that spring and into summer, I
made my way over the hill to the town of Lafayette, California, to sit at the desk in that little red house and write this story. The first draft was completed there.

I should add that at the time I turned the key in the lock at Bud's and fixed my first pot of coffee there, I had no clue what I'd be writing about. The idea for this story came directly from my meditation on the great gift of friendship, as I had most recently experienced it from Karen, and the memory of times in my life when I had placed trust in a friendship that disappointed me—as I have no doubt disappointed others in my own life as a friend. Years after the loss, I still shudder to think of it. There are not many losses more terrible.

Two very different young women—both dear to my heart—provided another form of inspiration for this story. Melissa Vincel has been a part of my life since she was seventeen years old, when she stepped onto the stage at the Kennedy Center to receive from me one of only twenty national Scholastic Writing Awards. Years later, we re-met at my Guatemala writing workshop, and for more than ten years now, Melissa has helped run that workshop and much more—with the gift of her writing talents, good instincts, supreme organizational skills, and matchless common sense, as well as her boundless zest for life.

In a manner not unlike that of my narrator, Helen (minus the substance abuse and child-custody issues), Jenny Rein has worked for me—sometimes with pay, and sometimes not—taking care of the least glamorous details in a writer's life. When these details don't get taken care of, the writer may never get around to writing the book. Mailing off contracts and paying bills is one part of what Jenny did, but she also evicted a family of raccoons from my house, helped arrange for the cross-country transport of a gypsy caravan, delivered a pair of hiking boots to me in a parking lot, and once even—when she could tell I needed to let off some steam—brought me to her favorite batting cage and lent me her personal batting helmet so I could take a swing at a few dozen fastballs.
Jenny created her own little traveling file cabinet of my life, the details of which she knows better than I do, in certain ways. Hers is a phone number I call in case of an emergency. She always answers.

My sister, Rona Maynard, was—as she has been all my life—a deeply insightful reader of this manuscript. So, too, was my younger son, Wilson Bethel. It is a great day in the life of a parent (and I have many of these days now) when one of her children teaches
her
or points out something she had not seen herself. Many times, in his editorial suggestions, Wilson accomplished that.

When I needed to bring to life the character of a deeply lovable, somewhat uncool boyfriend for my narrator, Elliot—a man of great integrity who has made it his life's mission to rout out financial fraud that bilks honest citizens out of their hard-earned money—I found my model (with some details notably changed) in my longtime friend David Schiff, a man I'd trust with my money far more readily than I'd trust myself, and loyal as the day is long. The details of Swift Havilland's scam were constructed by David, who uncovers scams with as much zeal as others employ to perpetrate them.

At the age of not-yet-five, Landon Vincel contributed his choice of favorite Shel Silverstein poems, which not coincidentally also happen to be the favorites of the child in this novel, Ollie. Rebecca Tuttle Schultze and the gang at Mousam Lake, Maine—where I first encountered and rode in the Donzi—instructed me on the art of wave jumping on a Jet Ski. Margaret Tumas provided a key piece of veterinary advice important to my story concerning one food a person should never feed to her dog. The women of the Lafayette Library wrapped me in their warm embrace, as did Joe Loya, retired bank robber, writer, and my cohost for the Lafayette Library Writers' Series. A fierce and loyal protector if ever there was one.

To ensure that I was writing with accuracy about the life of an independent woman with a spinal-cord injury, I sought out the invaluable
counsel of Molly Hale, quadriplegic martial artist as well as cofounder and coexecutive director of Ability Production, an organization committed to bringing information and resources to the community of those who use wheelchairs. I would never speak of Molly's constituency as “wheelchair-bound” or “confined to their wheelchairs,” because Molly sees no limitations, only opportunities.

My gratitude as always to David Kuhn, of Kuhn Projects, and to his West Coast counterpart, my trusted adviser, Judi Farkas, and the team at William Morrow: Kelly Rudolph, Kelly O'Connor, Tavia Kowalchuk, and Liate Stehlik. From across the ocean, I feel the tireless encouragement and enthusiasm of the extraordinary team at my French publishing house, Philippe Rey. I also wish to single out—among the many foreign publishers who have supported my work—my lovely Hungarian editor, Eszter Gyuricza. Highest praise and thanks to my agent Nicole Tourtelot, at the DeFiore Agency, who read and reread my manuscript, offering invaluable editorial suggestions that helped to make this a deeper, richer novel than the one I first delivered to her, and when we were done with all that, took out a ukulele and sang.

As always, I leave to the end my treasured editor and, now, dear friend, Jennifer Brehl, who told me she believed in me as a writer of fiction back in 2008, and has remained unfailingly committed to helping me grow as a writer with every novel (and for this one, reminded me—as the months passed—that no publishing deadline matters more than the health of a person you love).

This will be the fourth book we have worked on together. Jennifer is one of that small and dwindling breed of editor who truly edits every single page—line by line, word by word, with thought given to the placement of every comma. Writing is a deeply solitary act, but working with Jennifer, I feel the presence of a hugely perceptive and generous collaborator at my side at all times.

Finally, to my husband, James Barringer, who has faced down the toughest adversary—pancreatic cancer—for ten solid months and
counting, and never stopped urging me to go back to work, in the room of my own he made possible for me, at last. In our four years together, so far, Jim has taught me what it is to have a true partner, and to be one.

Your book is still being written in my head, Jim. Your name on my heart.

JOYCE MAYNARD
is the author of eight previous novels, including
To Die For, Labor Day,
and
The Good Daughters,
and four books of nonfiction. Her bestselling memoir
At Home in the World
has been translated into sixteen languages. A fellow of the MacDowell Colony and Yaddo, and founder of the Lake Atitlán Writers' Workshop, she makes her home in Northern California.

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FICTION

After Her

The Good Daughters

Labor Day

The Usual Rules

The Cloud Chamber

Where Love Goes

To Die For

Baby Love

NONFICTION

Internal Combustion

At Home in the World

Domestic Affairs

Looking Back

Cover design by Mumtaz Mustafa

Cover image by Cath Waters / Trevillion

This book is a work of fiction. The characters, incidents, and dialogue are drawn from the author's imagination and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to actual events or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

UNDER THE INFLUENCE.
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