Velvet (31 page)

A dead body would be hard to explain, so fortunately
for Gabrielle he was prepared to look before he acted. The hooded head of a cloaked figure emerged at the top of the ladder.

Nathaniel recognized the set of the head a second before the unmistakable scent of her assailed his nostrils. He held his breath on a wild surge of fury that for a moment knew no bounds as he thought of where they were—in the heart of Normandy with his life, his son’s life, and the lives of seven agents in France dependent on his safety or, failing that, his ability to keep his tongue still in the ultimate extremity.

What the hell did she think she was doing? She was a spy. She lived on the edge of danger. She knew about unnecessary risks. But he also knew that she took them. He’d told Simon that she was undisciplined and that if she’d proved genuine, then he’d keep his own rein on her.

If she’d been one of his own agents, he knew exactly what he would would have done. And since she was playing the part, then he’d play his. The rage was replaced with a cold clarity of purpose, more ruthless and infinitely more dangerous than the hot flood of anger.

Gabrielle eased herself into the loft on her knees and looked around. And then a hand was clamped over her mouth with suffocating pressure and she was wrestled to the floor, the hand still across her mouth, her face buried in tickling straw. She struggled violently, twisting her body, trying to get leverage with one hip to throw him off, but he threw a leg across her thighs. Her feet drummed on the floor. It didn’t seem to matter that she knew it was Nathaniel, that she believed he wouldn’t hurt her. She continued to fight in a red mist of atavistic panic at the petrifying knowledge of her own weakness against the strength of this opponent.

She tried to cry out, to tell Nathaniel it was only her … Gabrielle … only Gabrielle. How could he not recognize her?

She felt him grab a handful of her hair at the back of her head, and her face was pulled roughly upward. She opened her mouth on a sobbing breath, and something was thrust between her teeth, a wad of material that filled her mouth and choked off all sound. Then her head fell forward onto the straw again. His knee on her backside held her pressed to the floor as her hands were jerked behind her, her wrists bound with swift efficiency.

It was all over in a matter of seconds, and she lay bound and gagged on the floor of the hayloft, stunned at the ease with which he’d handled her body, as easily in this assault as he handled her in love.

As instinctive terror receded, she was conscious only of amazement at the strength in Nathaniel’s slender frame, the deft competency of his movements, the ruthlessness of it all. Because he did know who she was. He had to have known from the minute he laid hands on her.

And Gabrielle knew what was happening. He believed she’d forgotten the deadly serious nature of their shared enterprise, and the spymaster was punishing an errant recruit in a way that couldn’t fail to impress upon her the seriousness of her offense. She lay still and compliant, waiting for it to be over.

She
had
made an unforgivable error. She’d forgotten for a moment in the uprush of desire the true nature of their business there. She’d unforgivably slipped out of role. She’d forgotten Guillaume and Talleyrand and Fouché and thought of herself only as a private citizen with an eager lover.

Nathaniel removed his knee and stood up. “How
dare
you!” he said with soft ferocity. “How
dare
you risk the safety of my son … your own safety … mine … that of my own people?”

Gabrielle, helpless on the floor, winced beneath the ferocious tongue-lashing. She had no defense and resigned herself to justice.

Nathaniel flayed her until he had nothing left to say and then he fell silent, staring down at the prone figure.

“Stand up!” he commanded harshly.

And just how was she supposed to do that with her hands tied uselessly behind her back and her nose pressed into the prickly straw? But compliance struck Gabrielle as the only possible course of action. She rolled onto her side, bent her underneath leg, and levered herself to a half-sitting position with her elbow and knee.

Her eyes spoke rueful appeal as she looked up at him. His expression was less than encouraging, his mouth thinned, the brown eyes hard stones.

“Get up,” he demanded as harshly as before, and he stood with his hands on his hips, unmoving as she scrambled to her feet with as much grace and dignity as she could muster.

The tied hands weren’t the problem so much as the gag, Gabrielle decided. It dehumanized one in some way. She had no choice but to stand there, mute, under a cold stare that made her feel like a worm. She thought longingly of her bed with its crisp white sheets and feather mattress. Why on earth hadn’t she settled for the simple comforts of an uninterrupted night’s sleep, instead of reaching for the moon?

“Turn around.”

She obeyed, and to her inexpressible relief he unfastened the belt that bound her wrists. She pulled the wadded kerchief from her mouth and ran the back of her hand over her dry lips, trying to moisten her mouth with her tongue. But she kept her back to him, too intimidated by that ruthless display of the spymaster’s power to face him as yet.

“Why?” Nathaniel demanded.

“I wanted you,” Gabrielle spoke the truth because there was no lie that would be as convincing. “And I thought you probably wanted me too.”

Nathaniel’s anger seemed to have exhausted itself, and the reality of the situation now hit him. For better or worse, she was there and so far undiscovered.

Gabrielle turned to face him. Her eyes raked his face and detected the slightest softening. “I am truly sorry,” she said. “Everyone’s asleep. I locked my chamber door. The window’s open, so if Jake did cry out, we’d hear him. It didn’t seem such a big risk, not when the stakes were so irresistible.”

She had a smudge of dirt on her nose where her face had been pressed to the floor, and a wisp or two of straw in her tumbled hair. The cloak had fallen back from her shoulders, and the white nightgown was streaked with dust.

He could still feel the shape of her body in his hands as she’d fought him. He could feel the curve of her thrusting hip as she’d twisted beneath him, and he could smell the soap on her skin.

He was aware of excitement and his body’s arousal, the fullness of his loins. Subduing Gabrielle had excited him in some way that he didn’t entirely understand.

Her eyes held his.

“God’s good grace, woman,” he whispered. “What is it about you?”

“Just that, perhaps,” she replied as softly. “That I am woman and you are man, and we seem made to fit each other.”

Nothing mattered but the need to take her body into his own, to become flesh with her flesh; to hear her murmured words of need, the hungry, earthy words of passion and demand; to feel her skin, alive beneath his hand; to touch and probe in the way that set her body alight; to explore charted territory and discover the bays and the hillocks that he’d missed before; to draw her essential scent deep into his lungs as his tongue translated the scent to taste.

And as he looked at her he knew that his thoughts
were hers … that she was as hungry for his body as he was for hers.

Gabrielle moved toward him, impatiently shrugging the cloak off her shoulders. She reached for him, throwing her head back, lips parted in invitation. He circled her throat with his hands, and her pulse beat fast against his thumbs with the energy of arousal.

Gabrielle waited in a state of suspended animation for him to do something other than gaze at her, his face so close to her own, his eyes narrowed with a predatory glitter that she hadn’t seen before. A thrill of almost apprehensive excitement jolted her belly. This was a different mood from any they’d shared before, and she had the sense that almost anything could happen.

“What are you looking at?” she whispered when the tension of their silence became unbearable.

“You,” he replied simply. And it was as if he were looking through the glowing braziers in her eyes deep into her soul.

But still he made no move. Gabrielle drew a shuddering breath and palmed his scalp, bringing his mouth to hers. His hands stayed at her throat as she kissed him, pressing her aching loins against the hard shaft of his erect flesh. Her hands moved down his back, down to his buttocks, her fingers biting into the powerful muscles, expressing her need and the demand that he make some response to match her own.

Finally she drew back, breathless, her lips reddened, an almost feral glitter in her eyes. His hands on her throat seemed to be imprinted on her skin, and she could feel the pulse in his thumb beating in rapid time with her own as his own blood flowed swift with passion. And yet he was doing nothing to partner her. He just stood there, clasping her throat, and gazing at her with unreadable eyes and impassive mouth.

“What is it?” she asked, her voice sounding strange and thick, as if it emerged through fog. “What do you want?”

“This,” he said. His hands went to the neck of her nightgown, and the flimsy lawn parted as he tore through it and down.

The cold air laved her bared body and her nipples grew small and hard on the crowns of her breasts. Her tongue touched her lips and her eyes grew wide. He pushed the torn garment off her shoulders, and it fell to the floor in a puddle of white, silvered in the moonlight falling through the round window.

“This,” he repeated softly but with infinite satisfaction as he touched her, drawing a finger down from her throat, between her breasts, down to her navel, slipping between her thighs. Her feet shifted on the straw as the questing finger probed and found what it sought, and ail the while his eyes held hers, watching, gauging, as he played upon her, drawing from her the ultimate response that she knew she couldn’t have controlled even had she wanted to.

And Nathaniel knew it too. He was mastering her body as assuredly now as he had done in his earlier anger. And Gabrielle, fierce, independent, challenging Gabrielle, was malleable clay and glorying in it as ecstasy ripped through her, tearing her apart, and she fell shuddering against him, for the moment unable to support herself.

He held her tightly and the linen of his shirt rubbed her nipples, the leather of his britches was cool and smooth against her belly and thighs. This time he kissed her, his mouth hard and possessive, his tongue driving deeply within her. Her head fell back under the pressure of his ravaging mouth, her body arching backward against the hands in the small of her back as she bent like a willow before the wind.

Without moving his mouth from hers, he lowered her to the floor. The entire surface of her body was sensitized, every nerve ending close to the surface, so that the prickle of the straw against her bare back and the
Sensation of linen and leather rubbing her breasts and belly was intensified.

Nathaniel left her mouth. Kneeling astride her, he ran his hands over her breasts, circling the hard buds of her nipples with a fingertip. That same air of detachment clung to him as if he were discovering something entirely new that had to be absorbed, catalogued, understood.

He looked up and met her gaze, and for the first time he smiled. He unfastened his waistband and his flesh sprang free from constraint.

“Come closer,” Gabrielle murmured, moving her hand down to enclose him.

He inched up her body so she could take him in her mouth, and he threw back his head on an exhalation of delight, kneeling up, his hands resting unconsciously on his hips as she pleasured him.

When finally he entered her body with a long, slow thrust that penetrated her core, Gabrielle cried out, curling her legs around his hips, her heels pressing into his buttocks as she pulled him into the cleft of her body with fervid urgency.

Nathaniel shook his head in abrupt denial and resisted the pressure, pulling back to the very edge of her body. He looked down at her, that predatory glitter in his eyes again, the tiniest smile touching his lips.

Gabrielle lay still, her body thrumming with expectation as he held himself immobile, and slowly, inexorably, the sensation built deep in the pit of her belly. Still smiling, he watched her eyes, again gauging the progress of her spiraling climb to ecstasy.

When she thought she could bear it no longer, when she thought her body would shatter like crystal under the tension, he drove into her, filling her, becoming a part of her as she became a part of him.

His mouth covered hers, suppressing her cry of joy the instant before it broke from her lips. His body moved in hers, and they rose and fell in mindless
union, flesh and bone and sinew joined as one. And then the climactic explosion tore through them and she clung to him like a shipwrecked mariner clutching a broken spar before falling back, barely conscious, on the hard, cold floor, crushed by his body.

“Sweet heaven!” Nathaniel gasped after an eternity. His breath was still an exhausted sob. “What was that?”

“
La petite mort.”
Gabrielle could barely speak.

Nathaniel chuckled weakly. “The French have an accurate turn of phrase.” He rolled sideways and lay on his belly, his forehead resting on his forearm as his heart finally slowed and his breathing eased.

Gabrielle struggled up and sat blinking around the moonlit loft. Her ruined nightgown lay in a heap on the straw. “It seems as if I’m going to have to cross the yard stark naked. Whatever possessed you?”

“God knows,” he said, sitting up himself. “The devil in
you
, I suspect.” He reached for her discarded cloak and wrapped it around her damp body. “You’ll catch your death of cold.”

“I doubt that.” She smiled and then shivered. “Then again, it is March.”

“I used to think I was perfectly sane,” Nathaniel remarked in tones of mild interest. “But I now realize that I’m heading for Bedlam. Stand up.” He pulled her to her feet and cupped her face between his palms. “Driven there by a wanton brigand! What the hell am I going to do with you, Gabrielle?”

“You seem to have done a fair amount tonight,” she observed judiciously. “You’ve wrestled me and manhandled me and tied me up and then dispatched me to the outer limits of bliss. What else is there?”