curtain.
It wasn’t a vision. Jin growled at herself over her failure to keep him out of her thoughts.
Immediately the steam around her filled with the aroma of her returning lust. If that
wasn’t enough to call him to join her, nothing would.
Jin hated the wave of disappointment washing over her when the water started to turn
cold and she turned it off. After drying herself, she stared at the backpack that held damn
near everything she owned. Her life had come to this, her measly life possessions filling
the space of one bag. Granted, there were a few things back at the cabin she could call her
own. But they were nothing to howl over.
Her thoughts stumbled to her sire. Very uncomfortable territory. The world believed him
dead. And for all practical matters, he was no longer living. Jin had destroyed him and
endured witnessing the smell of her destruction daily for the past year. Images flashed
through her mind of the night she arrived at his mansion. That was enough to kill the
appealing aroma of lovemaking and sated happiness. In spite of the sickening sensation
threatening to rip her gut in two, she allowed the images to continue surfacing. Her sire
had been a monster, a terrible leopard who many ached to kill. Yet she’d done worse.
She’d robbed him of his pride, of his dream, although it had been a nightmare to
everyone else. Jin killed the soul that once roared inside Leo Pard. What remained was
barely a shell, the male who once thrived inside him now delusional and decrepit.
Jin replayed that despicable night in her head, feeling the pain once again that racked her
insides when she’d put an end to it all. There had been four leopards there that evening,
all of whom she’d killed with her own paws. It wasn’t the only blood that stained her
coat. She would hold her head high, growling to anyone who demanded it. Murdering
those leopards in cold blood was justified. If she hadn’t done it, Tore and his mate would
have done the same when they arrived two days after she did.
Knowing her sire’s lair like the back of her paw came to her advantage that bloody
evening. After taking out his loyal, brainwashed supporters, Jin had stalked her own sire.
She shook, the thin towel wrapped around her body as she stared at her backpack but no
longer saw it.
Would my own flesh and blood destroy me?her sire had sneered at her, sitting
comfortably in his den, his pale green eyes, lighter in color than her own, burning into her
soul.
You know you’re already dead.She’d been running on auto drive, hell bent and
determined to see her actions through.
Odd, I feel incredibly alive. I think it’s you, cub, who are already dead. Dead to me that
is. How does it feel to be disowned by the only leopard who ever cared about you, and
the same leopard our species despises? That makes you lower than even me.
He’d laughed at her, his insane howling still ripping her apart just as it had done the
night when she’d leapt through the air and attacked her only flesh and blood. If she’d
allowed Leo Pard, her sire, to remain conscious, he would have berated her for not having
what it took to see the job through. As he’d done her entire life, he would have insulted
and humiliated her for once again not living up to his expectations of her. Jin had never
been good enough for her sire.
The thorn in his side, a half-breed, the bitch who’d whelped her not being a white
leopard as her sire was. During her rebellious years as a cub, she’d thrown back at him he
couldn’t be any better than her since he’d been the one to fuck a female who wasn’t the
same breed as himself and then stupid enough not to know she was in heat and
impregnate her. Jin couldn’t even count how many times her mother had screamed at her
sire, reminding him how he’d made a mistake and created the kind of life he howled daily
was imperfect and draining the purity from their line.
“You’d probably be proud of the white leopard whose scent now mingles with my own,”
she murmured, focusing once again on her bag and then lifting her attention to the steamy
mirror in front of her.
What the hell was she thinking?
Irritated and sick to her stomach over her thoughts, Jin left the bathroom. The motel
room was dark, but she found the red shirt she’d worn earlier and scooped it off the floor.
Dropping her towel, she pulled it over her head and tugged on it until it covered her to
her thighs. Then, staring at the length of Kane’s body, stretched out under blankets on the
large, king-sized bed, she sniffed the air, wondering if he was really asleep.
She’d be smart to try for a few hours of sleep before the owl showed up later the next
day. There were two choices. Bagging her things up quietly and running into the cold
night, changing into her fur and finding a secluded spot outside town to sleep, or crawling
into that large bed, next to that virile male body, and enjoying the warmth of his body
heat while sleeping here. The latter sounded a hell of a lot more appealing.
Jin didn’t make a sound when she moved to the other side of the bed, her unpleasant
thoughts no longer stinking up the air around her. Once again she smelled only the
mixture of her and Kane’s scents, rolling over each other to make a rather appealing,
tantalizing aroma. She hated admitting how well the smell of the two of them appealed to
her. Never would she have believed mixing her scent with a male’s would have brought
her any pleasure.
But it did. Not only that, it was a comfortable sensation washing over her now when she
knelt on her side and stared at Kane’s bare back. He didn’t move when she eased under
the covers and took her time stretching out until she sank comfortably into the large bed
and relaxed her head on the one pillow he probably left for her. Kane’s slow, steady
breathing almost made her believe he might be asleep.
The sheets were cool against her warm flesh. As she worked her muscles to relax,
pulling the blankets to her chin and staring at the white, speckled ceiling, she smelled
herself on the feral body lying next to her. His scent now carried hers, just as hers did his.
They didn’t smell exactly the same, but definite similarities would make it easy for any
leopard to guess they were together.
There wouldn’t be any way she would be able to sleep as every breath she took reminded
her of how well he fucked her. Not that she needed that reminder. Her body tingled and
the swelling between her legs already began throbbing as she imagined fucking him
again. Just knowing relief to the new craving building inside her existed within hand’s
reach was enough torture to keep her tossing and turning all night.
Which was why she was surprised when she blinked against sunlight streaming between
the heavy curtains the next morning. Jin stretched but then grew very still. Kane’s
muscular arm was draped over her waist. He had her tucked up against him, his coarse
chest hair tickling her back. That didn’t snap her out of her sleep state as much as his
rock-hard cock nestled against her ass.
Jin didn’t move, except for her heart, which kick-started into high gear and started
pumping loudly in her chest. Immediately the soothing smells of sleep faded and a more
pungent, aggressive aroma filled her lungs. She couldn’t tell if Kane was still asleep or
not. Part of him was most definitely awake.
She didn’t wait long to find out. The moment she shifted, attempting to ease her way
from under his arm and slide out of the bed, his grip tightened around her waist.
“Where are you going?” His growl sounded sleepy and other than his arm muscles
hardening, making it impossible for her to move unless she fought him, he didn’t move.
“Bathroom.”
“Hurry.” He released her, giving her freedom.
Jin slid out from under the covers and away from that irresistible body. The chill in the
room immediately made her regret moving and she hurried to the bathroom, wrapping her
arms around her waist. She didn’t have to look over her shoulder to know Kane moved
and watched her.
After doing her business in the bathroom, she stared at her tousled hair, combing it with
her fingers. She was going to fuck him again. His scent was wrapped around her thick
enough to make it impossible to distinguish it from her own. Having sex with him a
second time would make it even harder to rid her body of his aroma. Even if she did
make him use a condom this time.
This wasn’t a predicament she’d anticipated when coming here. As many times as she’d
speculated what coming back to Kenora would be like, not once did she guess she would
run into a problem like this.
And Kane was definitely a problem.
Leaning against the counter, she lowered her head and blew out a frustrated breath. The
truth tasted as bitter as it smelled. He wasn’t any more the problem than she was. Kane
appealed to her, and more than just sexually. She squeezed her eyes closed, seeing him in
her mind when he leapt to her defense against Tore and Race. When was the last time a
male fought for her?
“Shit,” she hissed, feeling her heart swell and stomach twist in anticipation the more she
thought about him.
Jin jumped when the door opened and moved out of the way, a growl rising to her lips
when Kane made the bathroom suddenly seem a lot smaller when he entered.
“Is something wrong?” he demanded, looking sexy as hell standing before her naked
with his skin still flushed from sleep.
“No.” She knew she sounded curt and realized a moment too late that wasn’t the best
way to handle his question.
Kane raised one eyebrow, studying her face for a moment while his nostrils flared. No
doubt he picked up the change in her scent. It made her even grouchier knowing he
already guessed something was wrong but asked her if there was anyway.
“Right.” He moved behind her and she tried heading out the door, ready to give him his
privacy.
Kane gripped her waist, pressing himself against her backside, and reminded her what
she left behind in the bed. Her pussy grew soaked the moment he pressed his cock against
her tailbone. Jin stared at him in the mirror, her mouth going dry as she watched his gaze
smolder.
“What’s wrong?” he asked again. His breath tortured her nape when he lowered his
mouth, continuing to watch her over her shoulder, and nipped her flesh.
Her body heat hit dangerous levels when his teeth scraped over her skin. And the way he
watched her, as if he knew how she would react to his manipulation and wanted to see,
got her so hot she couldn’t think of a damn thing that was wrong at the moment.
“Tell me.” He ran his tongue over the spot where his teeth had just been.
Jin swallowed, lowering her gaze to the spot where her neck met her shoulder and his
mouth grazed. He moved her hair, holding it against the back of her head, and continued
staring at her. She sucked in a quick breath when he opened his mouth, showing off shiny
white teeth right before he bit her.
“Crap!” She dug her nails into the bathroom counter, the room tilting to the side as she
desperately scratched the smooth surface, trying to find something to hold on to.
“I love how you smell when you’re ready for me to fuck you,” he growled, moving his
lips over the sensitive spot he’d just bitten.
“Who says I want to fuck you?” She held on to the counter for dear life, anything not to
sag back against him.
His hands came around her, his fingertips warm as he dragged them up her front. He
cupped her breasts, squeezing and tugging at the same time. The swelling between her
legs throbbed until the quickening in her stomach made her itch to move her hands and
touch him.
“Are you going to stand here and tell me you don’t want me?”
One look at his face told her she’d be smart not to do that. But telling him the truth
didn’t set right with her either. She’d never opened up to a male in her life, let alone
trusted one enough to even consider thinking about telling him her actual thoughts. But
scrambling for a semblance of the truth, something to ease herself out of this situation
seemed almost as hard to do.
“I’m not going to stand here,” she growled, spitting out the first thing that came to mind.
She put some muscle into getting out of his arms. Kane let go of her but then flipped her
around before she could get out of the bathroom. Then lifting her onto the bathroom
counter, the sound of her bare ass slapping against the cool, smooth counter top was
almost as hot as him getting rough with her. There had to be something about this male to
despise so she could walk away without regrets.
“Why is it so hard to admit what you feel?” he demanded, pushing his body between her
legs so his cock throbbed against her soaked entrance.
He could slide inside her right now and she’d be a lost cause. Already Jin teetered on the
edge of rationale, knowing if he pushed her any harder she’d give in and demand he fuck
her until the pressure growing out of control inside her subsided.
“What I’m thinking is none of your damn business.”
“You’ve been in my head for this past year,” he began.
“That isn’t my fault.” She wasn’t sure when she put her hands on his shoulders but
corded muscle twitched against her palms, distracting her when she tried holding on to